I REMEMBER WHEN MY KIDS STARTED CUSSING AND A VERY NASTY NEIGHBOR THAT HAD ZERO MORALS CAME TO ME TO TATTLE ON THEM. SHE SAID MY SON HAD CURSED HER AND SHE WANTED ME TO PUNISH HIM SEVERELY , I ASKED WHAT HE SAID ANS SHE JUST COULDN'T TELL ME IT WAS SO TERRIBLE!!
I TOLD THE WOMAN WELL I CANNOT PUNISH A CHILD FOR SOME UNNAMED OFFENSE . SHE SAID IF I DIDN'T DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT, SHE WOULD FIND SOMEONE WHO DID. SHE NEXT TRIED TO LIGHT A CIGARETTE IN MY LIVING ROOM, MIND YOU, AND THE MATCHBOOK BLEW UP IN HER HAND AND SHE GOT BURNED.
I TOLD HER TO DO WHAT SHE HAD TO DO.
WHEN MY KIDS GOT HOME FROM SCHOOL I ASKED WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS WITH THE NEIGHBOR THEY SAID SHE CALLED THEM LITTLE BASTARDS SO THEY SAID"FUCK YOU BITCH".
THEY HAD A GRUDGE Against the family because the husband HAD TAKEN A KITTEN AND BASHED HIM AGAINST A TELEPHONE POLE.
I DECIDED IT WAS TIME TO CORRECT MY KIDS BEHAVIORS, I TOLD THEM
THEY COULD CURSE ALL THEY WANTED TO AT HOME BUT NEVER ANYWHERE ELSE. THIS WORKED WELL UNTIL THE NEIGHBOR'S KIDS CAME OVER TO TEST IT.
WELL, I LET IT GO AND LET IT GO UNTIL ONE DAY IT WAS MAGICALLY EXTINGUISHED.
I DIDN'T ALWAYS USE TRADITIONAL WAYS TO CORRECT MY CHILDREN BUT IT SEEMED TO WORK.
MY YOUNGEST SON WAS ACTING UP IN A GROCERY STORE AND HIS DAD TOLD HIM IF HE DIDN'T BEHAVE HE WOULD CORRECT HIM IN SUCH A WAY HE WOULD BE VERY EMBARRASSED, THIS SON WAS NOT INTIMIDATED AND CONTINUED THE BEHAVIORS MT HUSBAND REACHED OVER AND SQUEEZED HIS LITTLE BALLS AND STOPPED THE BEHAVIOR RIGHT AWAY AND IT NEVER HAPPENED AGAIN.
WE WERE TERRIBLE BUT EFFECTIVE PARENTS.
AND YET THEY REMEMBER HAVING THE BEST CHILDHOOD EVER EACH WITH A SMALL NEUROSIS TO HELP THEM ALONG LIFE'S WAY.
AND WE RARELY EVER SPANKED THEM AFTER WE LEARNED IN PSYCHOLOGY CLASSES HOW WE COULD HARM THEM THAT WAY AND TEACH THEM VIOLENCE.
IT JUST GOES TO PROVE THAT EVERY MAN HAS HIS WAY.
I LOVED MY CHILDREN SO MUCH THAT I WAS IN CONSTANT FEAR OF LOSING THEM SOMEWAY.
AND YET I DID LOSE 2 OF THEM .
BUT I AM GRATEFUL FOR HAVING HAD THEM AND KNOWN THEM IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
this is from my new laptop
WELL IT IS ANOTHER MONDAY DAY HAHA WE Watched the Sunday night programs HAPPILY AND NOW WE MUST SETTLE FOR LITTLE FARE FOR THE SUMMER. WONDER WHY THE TV COMPANIES THINK WE DON'T NEED TV FARE THAT'S FRESH AND INTERESTING AND WELL DONE IN SUMMER?
WHEN I RULE THE WORLD ETC....
I WAS JUST REVIEWING IN MY MIND ABOUT MY FRIENDS AND HOW MUCH THEY HAVE HELPED ME IN PAST TIMES AND THEY REALLY CAME THROUGH.
I HAVE LOST 2 OF MY CHILDREN NOW AND IT HAS BEEN THE MOST TORTUOUS THING EVER.
I KNOW NOW WHAT THAT FAMILY WHO LOST TWO KIDS IN THE AIRPORT CRASH FELT LIKE IN SACRAMENTO.
IT JUST NEVER GOES AWAY COMPLETELY ... THE PAIN AND LOSS YOU JUST GET TIMES OF NOT REMEMBERING I CALL THEM PERIODS OF PEACE.
ANYWAYS THAT IS ON MY MIND.
HOW VERY KIND MY FRIENDS WERE DURING THOSE TIMES. HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND HO GRATEFUL I AM FOR ALL THEIR LOVING SUPPORT.
WHEN I RULE THE WORLD ETC....
I WAS JUST REVIEWING IN MY MIND ABOUT MY FRIENDS AND HOW MUCH THEY HAVE HELPED ME IN PAST TIMES AND THEY REALLY CAME THROUGH.
I HAVE LOST 2 OF MY CHILDREN NOW AND IT HAS BEEN THE MOST TORTUOUS THING EVER.
I KNOW NOW WHAT THAT FAMILY WHO LOST TWO KIDS IN THE AIRPORT CRASH FELT LIKE IN SACRAMENTO.
IT JUST NEVER GOES AWAY COMPLETELY ... THE PAIN AND LOSS YOU JUST GET TIMES OF NOT REMEMBERING I CALL THEM PERIODS OF PEACE.
ANYWAYS THAT IS ON MY MIND.
HOW VERY KIND MY FRIENDS WERE DURING THOSE TIMES. HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND HO GRATEFUL I AM FOR ALL THEIR LOVING SUPPORT.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
!CADA CABEZA UN MUNDO!
WELP TODAY WE HAD A KNOCK ON THE DOOR THE POOR VETS COLLECTORS WERE HERE I HAD CALLED THEM TO COME PICK UP SOME TOOLS AND ITEMS THAT THE NEIGHBOR PROTESTED US PUTTING ON THE CURB FOR THEM SHE TOOK MOST OF THE STUFF WHICH I DIDN'T LEARN ABOUT UNTIL THIS MORNING DAMMIT!!
I HAD PLANNED ON THEM GETTING ALL THAT STUFF BUT I DID GIVE THEM A BLU RAY RECORDER PLAYER THAT SHE DIDN'T GET.
THIS NEIGHBOR IS IN ALL OUR BUSINESS, I GET TIRED OF HER.
THE SAME NEIGHBOR WHO STOLE OUR NEW GARBAGE BIN AFTER EXCHANGING A BROKEN ONE WITH US BEFORE THAT.
SELFISH OLD BAT MY HUSBAND CANNOT GO OUTDOORS THAT WITHIN A 20 SECOND LIMIT SHES NOT OUT THERE.
SHE REALLY THINKS SHE IS HOT ONCE WHEN WE WERE AT MIMI'S SHE WALKED UP TO OUR TABLE IN SHORT SHORT SHORTS AND A MIDRIFF SHES OVER 55 YEARS OLD. SHE ASKED WHAT WE WERE DOING THERE I ASKED IF SHE WAS DANCING AT A NIGHTCLUB IN HER OUTFIT. HAHAH
ANOTHER OLD WOMAN EMOTIONALLY ARRESTED IN HER TEENS.
I QUIT WEARING SHORTS AT AGE 40 WHEN I WAS IN TOP SHAPE GOING TO THE GYM DAILY AND BALLET LESSONS DAILY TIME.
I HAD MUSCLE TONE WHICH LOOKED OK BUT NOW I HAVE TURNED TO FLAB AND I'M FAT.
MY NEIGHBOR IS THIN AND HAS TURNED INTO FLAB BUT DOESN'T KNOW IT .
I THINK FLABBY THIN WOMEN LOOK MORE WEIRD THAN FAT FLABBYS.
AT ANY RATE TH ATS MY DAY SO FAR.
WELL I SPOKE WITH THE MOTHER OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE BABY GIRLS GONE ADULT ON US. HAHAH A LADY I SINCERELY LOVE AS WELL AS HER LOVELY YOUNG WOMAN OF A DAUGHTER .
WE HAVE HAD SEVERAL BABY GIRLS TO WATCH GROW UP AND ENJOY AS THEY GREW INTO BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY WOMEN.
PRESENTLY THERE IS S SMALL CROP OF BABY BOYS WE ARE WATCHING GROW UP THEY ARE CUTE ALSO.
I, AT MY AGE HAVE COME TO A CONCLUSION: CHILDREN WHO GROW UP AS FIRST BORN'S AND ONLIES REQUIRE INTENSE AND CONSTANT ATTENTION FROM THEIR PARENTS , WHEREAS CHILDREN WITH SIBLINGS SPEND TIME WITH EACH OTHER PLAYING AT MANY IMAGINARY AND SOME OUTDOOR GAMES TOGETHER THIS GIVES PARENTS A BREAK FROM THE CONSTANT POUNDING DEMANDS OF ONLIES.
THIS IS AN OBSERVATION NOTED AFTER RAISING 4 CHILDREN MYSELF AND OBSERVING MANY IN OTHER FAMILIES.
I HAVE NOTICED THAT MOTHERS OF ONLY CHILDREN ARE MORE TIRED AND EXPERIENCE MORE HEADACHES THAN THOSE WITH MORE THAN ONE CHILD.
OF COURSE I HAVE ONLY OBSERVED FAMILIES IN REAL LIFE AND IN THERAPY SESSIONS I CONDUCTED SO I HAVE NOT THE ACTUAL DATA ONLY MY PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS.
BUT I DO BELIEVE IN MY PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS. THERE IS ALSO ANOTHER UNUSUAL PHENOMENA IN FAMILIES RECENTLY FROM OTHER COUNTRIES: IF THERE ARE TWO CHILDREN ONE BOY ONE GIRL DEPENDING ON THE COUNTRY, EACH IS TREATED AS AN ONLY BUT MANY FAVOR THE BOYS AND SEE THE GIRLS AS A POSSIBILITY OF THE FAMILY BECOMING MORE WEALTHY IF SHE MARRIES WELL AND HER ACTIVITIES ARE RESTRICTED UNTIL THE MARRIAGE BED. THE BOY, HOWEVER HAS TOTAL FREEDOM TO EXPLORE HIS ENVIRONMENT AND "HANG OUT" WITH FRIENDS.
IN THE US THERE IS STILL A MINOR HOLD ON YOUNG GIRLS TO BEHAVE A CERTAIN WAY AND BOYS ANOTHER BUT IT IS NOT AS STRONG AS IN MANY NEW IMMIGRANTS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES.
SO SINCE THEY ARE CONSIDERED ONLIES THERE IS A CLOSE WATCH ON EACH OF THEM DEPENDING ON THE CULTURE . AND WHATEVER VALUES THERE ARE ARE FOSTERED IN THE CHILDREN. THERE DOES COME A TIME WHEN THE CHILDREN WHO ARE ASSIMILATING TO US CULTURE RUN INTO CONFLICT WITH PARENTS WHEN THEY TRY TO BEHAVE AS AMERICAN CHILDREN AND THE PARENTS WANT TO MAINTAIN THEIR OWN CULTURE.
THIS HAS BEEN TRUE WITH EVERY NEW IMMIGRANT TO AMERICA.
EVENTUALLY EVERYONE FALLS INTO SOME FORM OF AMERICAN CULTURE WITH VARIATIONS ON THE THEME.
NOW REMEMBER I HAVE ONLY MY OWN INNER REALITY TO DEPEND ON AND MY OWN OBSERVATIONS OF WHAT I AM DESCRIBING AND IF YOU HAVE ANOTHER VIEW, DON'T HESITATE TO LET ME KNOW.
I AM ALWAYS WILLING TO SEE ANOTHER VIEW OF OUR WORLD IT EDUCATES ME FURTHER.
IN SPANISH THERE IS A SAYING "CADA CABEZA UN MUNDO" MEANING "EVERY MIND IS A WORLD IN ITSELF".
THAT IS ONE THOUGHT I KEEP IN MIND WHEN SPEAKING WITH NEW PEOPLE I MEET AND EVEN WITH THOSE I ALREADY KNOW.
I HAVE NOTICED THAT MANY PEOPLE I USED TO TALK TO FREQUENTLY HAVE NOW CHANGED VIEWS ABOUT THINGS WE USED TO AGREE ON.
SO NOW WE HAVE A RE WORKED MIND TO SEE.
FOR INSTANCE ONE FRIEND AND I ALWAYS AGREED THAT ONE DAY WE WOULD HAVE CONTACT IN THE FUTURE WORLD REALITY OF DEATH WITH OUR CHILDREN WHO DIED, AND WE BOTH BELIEVED IN THIS REALITY I STILL DO. I BELIEVE THAT WHATEVER WE BELIEVE WILL HAPPEN AFTER LIFE IS WHAT WILL OCCUR.
IF WE BELIEVE IT WILL BE HORRIBLE WE WILL FIND THAT, IF WE BELIEVE WE CAN CREATE A REALITY THAT WE DESIRE AFTER DEATH WE WILL EXPERIENCE THAT AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I BELIEVE.
AND IF YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL GET YOUR ANGEL WINGS THEN TH ATS WHAT YOU GET. IF YOU BELIEVE YOU WILL BE A SAINT THEN A SAINT YOU WILL BE.
SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE LIFE IS ALL THERE IS AND ITS ALL OVER AT DEATH. BUT IF THAT IS TRUE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE CONSCIOUSNESS WE RELEASE AT DEATH WHERE DOES IT GO? IT WAS THE MOTOR THAT DROVE THIS BODY IN LIFE, IT HAS TO GO SOMEWHERE.
SO ,MANY MINDS SO MANY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS ABOUT A CERTAINTY WE ALL FACE. DEATH; THE FINAL FRONTIER.
SO MUCH THINKING SO LITTLE WE AGREE UPON. SO MANY MINDS SO MANY WORLDS. OK BYE
I HAD PLANNED ON THEM GETTING ALL THAT STUFF BUT I DID GIVE THEM A BLU RAY RECORDER PLAYER THAT SHE DIDN'T GET.
THIS NEIGHBOR IS IN ALL OUR BUSINESS, I GET TIRED OF HER.
THE SAME NEIGHBOR WHO STOLE OUR NEW GARBAGE BIN AFTER EXCHANGING A BROKEN ONE WITH US BEFORE THAT.
SELFISH OLD BAT MY HUSBAND CANNOT GO OUTDOORS THAT WITHIN A 20 SECOND LIMIT SHES NOT OUT THERE.
SHE REALLY THINKS SHE IS HOT ONCE WHEN WE WERE AT MIMI'S SHE WALKED UP TO OUR TABLE IN SHORT SHORT SHORTS AND A MIDRIFF SHES OVER 55 YEARS OLD. SHE ASKED WHAT WE WERE DOING THERE I ASKED IF SHE WAS DANCING AT A NIGHTCLUB IN HER OUTFIT. HAHAH
ANOTHER OLD WOMAN EMOTIONALLY ARRESTED IN HER TEENS.
I QUIT WEARING SHORTS AT AGE 40 WHEN I WAS IN TOP SHAPE GOING TO THE GYM DAILY AND BALLET LESSONS DAILY TIME.
I HAD MUSCLE TONE WHICH LOOKED OK BUT NOW I HAVE TURNED TO FLAB AND I'M FAT.
MY NEIGHBOR IS THIN AND HAS TURNED INTO FLAB BUT DOESN'T KNOW IT .
I THINK FLABBY THIN WOMEN LOOK MORE WEIRD THAN FAT FLABBYS.
AT ANY RATE TH ATS MY DAY SO FAR.
WELL I SPOKE WITH THE MOTHER OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE BABY GIRLS GONE ADULT ON US. HAHAH A LADY I SINCERELY LOVE AS WELL AS HER LOVELY YOUNG WOMAN OF A DAUGHTER .
WE HAVE HAD SEVERAL BABY GIRLS TO WATCH GROW UP AND ENJOY AS THEY GREW INTO BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY WOMEN.
PRESENTLY THERE IS S SMALL CROP OF BABY BOYS WE ARE WATCHING GROW UP THEY ARE CUTE ALSO.
I, AT MY AGE HAVE COME TO A CONCLUSION: CHILDREN WHO GROW UP AS FIRST BORN'S AND ONLIES REQUIRE INTENSE AND CONSTANT ATTENTION FROM THEIR PARENTS , WHEREAS CHILDREN WITH SIBLINGS SPEND TIME WITH EACH OTHER PLAYING AT MANY IMAGINARY AND SOME OUTDOOR GAMES TOGETHER THIS GIVES PARENTS A BREAK FROM THE CONSTANT POUNDING DEMANDS OF ONLIES.
THIS IS AN OBSERVATION NOTED AFTER RAISING 4 CHILDREN MYSELF AND OBSERVING MANY IN OTHER FAMILIES.
I HAVE NOTICED THAT MOTHERS OF ONLY CHILDREN ARE MORE TIRED AND EXPERIENCE MORE HEADACHES THAN THOSE WITH MORE THAN ONE CHILD.
OF COURSE I HAVE ONLY OBSERVED FAMILIES IN REAL LIFE AND IN THERAPY SESSIONS I CONDUCTED SO I HAVE NOT THE ACTUAL DATA ONLY MY PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS.
BUT I DO BELIEVE IN MY PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS. THERE IS ALSO ANOTHER UNUSUAL PHENOMENA IN FAMILIES RECENTLY FROM OTHER COUNTRIES: IF THERE ARE TWO CHILDREN ONE BOY ONE GIRL DEPENDING ON THE COUNTRY, EACH IS TREATED AS AN ONLY BUT MANY FAVOR THE BOYS AND SEE THE GIRLS AS A POSSIBILITY OF THE FAMILY BECOMING MORE WEALTHY IF SHE MARRIES WELL AND HER ACTIVITIES ARE RESTRICTED UNTIL THE MARRIAGE BED. THE BOY, HOWEVER HAS TOTAL FREEDOM TO EXPLORE HIS ENVIRONMENT AND "HANG OUT" WITH FRIENDS.
IN THE US THERE IS STILL A MINOR HOLD ON YOUNG GIRLS TO BEHAVE A CERTAIN WAY AND BOYS ANOTHER BUT IT IS NOT AS STRONG AS IN MANY NEW IMMIGRANTS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES.
SO SINCE THEY ARE CONSIDERED ONLIES THERE IS A CLOSE WATCH ON EACH OF THEM DEPENDING ON THE CULTURE . AND WHATEVER VALUES THERE ARE ARE FOSTERED IN THE CHILDREN. THERE DOES COME A TIME WHEN THE CHILDREN WHO ARE ASSIMILATING TO US CULTURE RUN INTO CONFLICT WITH PARENTS WHEN THEY TRY TO BEHAVE AS AMERICAN CHILDREN AND THE PARENTS WANT TO MAINTAIN THEIR OWN CULTURE.
THIS HAS BEEN TRUE WITH EVERY NEW IMMIGRANT TO AMERICA.
EVENTUALLY EVERYONE FALLS INTO SOME FORM OF AMERICAN CULTURE WITH VARIATIONS ON THE THEME.
NOW REMEMBER I HAVE ONLY MY OWN INNER REALITY TO DEPEND ON AND MY OWN OBSERVATIONS OF WHAT I AM DESCRIBING AND IF YOU HAVE ANOTHER VIEW, DON'T HESITATE TO LET ME KNOW.
I AM ALWAYS WILLING TO SEE ANOTHER VIEW OF OUR WORLD IT EDUCATES ME FURTHER.
IN SPANISH THERE IS A SAYING "CADA CABEZA UN MUNDO" MEANING "EVERY MIND IS A WORLD IN ITSELF".
THAT IS ONE THOUGHT I KEEP IN MIND WHEN SPEAKING WITH NEW PEOPLE I MEET AND EVEN WITH THOSE I ALREADY KNOW.
I HAVE NOTICED THAT MANY PEOPLE I USED TO TALK TO FREQUENTLY HAVE NOW CHANGED VIEWS ABOUT THINGS WE USED TO AGREE ON.
SO NOW WE HAVE A RE WORKED MIND TO SEE.
FOR INSTANCE ONE FRIEND AND I ALWAYS AGREED THAT ONE DAY WE WOULD HAVE CONTACT IN THE FUTURE WORLD REALITY OF DEATH WITH OUR CHILDREN WHO DIED, AND WE BOTH BELIEVED IN THIS REALITY I STILL DO. I BELIEVE THAT WHATEVER WE BELIEVE WILL HAPPEN AFTER LIFE IS WHAT WILL OCCUR.
IF WE BELIEVE IT WILL BE HORRIBLE WE WILL FIND THAT, IF WE BELIEVE WE CAN CREATE A REALITY THAT WE DESIRE AFTER DEATH WE WILL EXPERIENCE THAT AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I BELIEVE.
AND IF YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL GET YOUR ANGEL WINGS THEN TH ATS WHAT YOU GET. IF YOU BELIEVE YOU WILL BE A SAINT THEN A SAINT YOU WILL BE.
SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE LIFE IS ALL THERE IS AND ITS ALL OVER AT DEATH. BUT IF THAT IS TRUE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE CONSCIOUSNESS WE RELEASE AT DEATH WHERE DOES IT GO? IT WAS THE MOTOR THAT DROVE THIS BODY IN LIFE, IT HAS TO GO SOMEWHERE.
SO ,MANY MINDS SO MANY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS ABOUT A CERTAINTY WE ALL FACE. DEATH; THE FINAL FRONTIER.
SO MUCH THINKING SO LITTLE WE AGREE UPON. SO MANY MINDS SO MANY WORLDS. OK BYE
Sunday, May 22, 2011
egads whatta day
i had to try ABOUT 5 TIMES TO GET INTO MY BLOG I CANT IMAGINE WHY.
BUT HERE I AM AT LAST.
I HAD SO MANY STORIES BUT IN MY STRESS TO GET INTO MY BLOG THEY SLID AWAY...THAT IS THE WAY OF THE OLD WOMAN'S MIND AND THE OLD MANS AS WELL I HAVE A HUBBY AGED 80 NOW
AND HE ASKS IF I REMEMBER THAT THINGY .. HA HA AS IF.
WHEN MY KIDS WERE LITTLE, WE HAD AN ELECTRIC TYPEWRITER AND THEY WOULD WRITE STUFF ONCE IN AWHILE...ONCE THEY WROTE SON OF A B9TCH THEY HIT THE 9 INSTEAD OF THE I HAHAH ONE OF MY FAVORITE NEWS ARTICLES THEY WROTE AS KIDS.
BUT EVER AFTER IN THEIR DIARIES THEY WROTE IT THAT WAY , SON OF A B9TCH!!!@#$%^&*&^*!
I LOVED THEIR DIARIES WHICH THEY TURNED OVER After Christmas SINCE WE LOVED TO LAUGH AT THEM. THEY KEPT THEM A TOTAL SECRET ALL YEAR BUT WHEN THEY GOT NEW ONES AT CHRISTMAS THEY FINISHED THEM UNTIL NEW YEAR'S THEN HANDED THEM OVER!!
ON E OF THE JOYS OF MY LIFE AND DAD'S TOO IT SEEMED.
I LOOK BACK WITH REGRET THAT WE DIDN'T DO MORE FOR OUR KIDS THAN WE DID, BUT THEY CLAIM IT DIDN'T MATTER THEY THOUGHT CHILDHOOD WAS LOT OF FUN.
WELL I DID THE BEST I COULD WITH WHAT PARENTAL TRAINING I HAD WHICH WAS VERY LITTLE . I PATTERNED MY LIFE AFTER A JEWISH-CATHOLIC FAMILY I HUNG OUT WITH WHEN I WAS A CHILD.
I RARELY WAS KEPT FROM EXPLORING MY ENVIRONMENT WHILE GROWING UP IN MY SUPER FOSTER HOME WITH UNCLE TONY AND TIA CARMELITA
UNCLE TONY PLAYED JACKS WITH ME AND WE PLAYED HOOKY FROM MASS AND WENT TO THE CORNER DRUGSTORE AND DRANK MALTS INSTEAD AND MY DIME FOR THE COLLECTION BOX WENT FOR A COMIC BOOK , USUALLY LITTLE LULU OR SUPERMAN OR ADVENTURES INTO THE UNKNOWN, OR ARCHIE.
I HAD A NICE COLLECTION OF COMIX AND I PAID FOR EVERYONE OF THEM I GOT $1.00 ALLOWANCE A MONTH AND I MADE IT LAST!!
UNCLE TONY AND I HAD A VERY SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP, HE LOVED TO SEE ME PLAY AND JOINED IN WHENEVER HE FIT IN. HE WATCHED WHEN WE MADE PLAYS ON THE FRONT PORCH I HAD 3 OR 4 LITTLE FRIENDS WHO ACTED OUT SOME OF THE PARTS BUT I ALWAYS KEPT THE PLUMIEST PART FOR MYSELF AND THE KIDS I PLAYED WITH DIDN'T MIND AT ALL.
THEY'D COME OVER AND WOULD SAY LET'S MAKE A play!!
WE DID A LOT. I WANTED TO BE A MOVIE STAR BUT NEVER MADE IT TO LA WHEN I DID GO THERE I SAW IT AS UGLY AND DIRTY AND WANTED TO GO BACK TO THE CLEAN MOUNTAINS ALSO I HAD INFECTIONS IN MY SINUSES FROM THE SMOG SO DIFFERENT FROM THE PURE MOUNTAIN AIR IN SANTA FE THAT I WAS USED TO.
ALL IN ALL AFTER THE AGE OF 8 MY LIFE WENT FROM BAD TO BEST AND MY LIFE UP UNTIL AGE 4 WITH GRAMPA WAS DELIGHTFUL HE DIED IN JAN 1940 JUST BEFORE MY 4TH.
I ALWAYS FELT LOVED BY HIM. HE WAS KIND AND FUNNY AND WOULD MAKE SUGGESTIVE REMARKS TO GIRLS AND LADIES AS THEY WALKED BY OUR HOUSE WHERE WE SAT MANY TIMES TO WATCH THE WORLD GO BY.
THEY LAUGHED AT HIM AND DIDN'T SEEM TO MIND. THOSE WERE INTERESTING TIMES.
FROM AGE 5 UNTIL 8 I WAS TORMENTED BY A LOUD CRASS BRASH STEP DAD NAMED CLYDE HE WAS NASTY AND SEXUAL AND RUDE AND SELFISH A PSYCHOPATHOLIGICAL KIND OF MAN. MY MOTHER IN HER DESPERATION TO GET A MAN TO SUPPORT OUR FAMILY MARRIED THIS BEAST.
I WAS RELIEVED WHEN I GOT SENT TO ANOTHER HOME TO LIVE IN THE FIRST HOME WAS HORRIBLE AND I ASKED THE SOCIAL WORKER FOR A CHANGE AS DID THEY SINCE I WROTE A LETTER TO MY MOTHER EXPRESSING MY UNHAPPINESS WHICH THEY FOUND IN MY DRAWER AND DEMANDED MY REMOVAL I WAS SOOO Happy!! MY NEW HOME WAS A DREAM I HAD MY OWN ROOM AND NICE KIND FOSTER PARENTS.
AT ANY RATE THAT WAS MY UPBRINGING TO PREPARE ME FOR MOTHERHOOD. I MARRIED A MIDWESTERNER. HE WAS THE SILENT TYPE EXCEPT WHEN STIRRED TO ANGER. I WAS BROUGHT UP TO ALWAYS SAY WHATEVER I THOUGHT HE WAS BROUGHT UP TO NEVER MENTION ANYTHING . WHAT WILL THE NEIGHBORS THINK? IN SANTA FE PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID WHAT THEY THOUGHT EVEN IF IT WAS NOT A GOOD THING NO SECRETS. MY HUSBAND WAS BROUGHT UP TO KEEP EVERYTHING A SECRET AND WHEN I BLURTED MY THOUGHTS HE GOT ANGRY IT TOOK A LONG TIME AND A COLLEGE EDUCATION FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND WE HAD A CULTURAL DIFFERENCE HAHAH.
TODAY IS OUR 55TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY THOUGH SO WE ARE OK I GUESS. WOULD YOU NOT SAY SO?
BUT HERE I AM AT LAST.
I HAD SO MANY STORIES BUT IN MY STRESS TO GET INTO MY BLOG THEY SLID AWAY...THAT IS THE WAY OF THE OLD WOMAN'S MIND AND THE OLD MANS AS WELL I HAVE A HUBBY AGED 80 NOW
AND HE ASKS IF I REMEMBER THAT THINGY .. HA HA AS IF.
WHEN MY KIDS WERE LITTLE, WE HAD AN ELECTRIC TYPEWRITER AND THEY WOULD WRITE STUFF ONCE IN AWHILE...ONCE THEY WROTE SON OF A B9TCH THEY HIT THE 9 INSTEAD OF THE I HAHAH ONE OF MY FAVORITE NEWS ARTICLES THEY WROTE AS KIDS.
BUT EVER AFTER IN THEIR DIARIES THEY WROTE IT THAT WAY , SON OF A B9TCH!!!@#$%^&*&^*!
I LOVED THEIR DIARIES WHICH THEY TURNED OVER After Christmas SINCE WE LOVED TO LAUGH AT THEM. THEY KEPT THEM A TOTAL SECRET ALL YEAR BUT WHEN THEY GOT NEW ONES AT CHRISTMAS THEY FINISHED THEM UNTIL NEW YEAR'S THEN HANDED THEM OVER!!
ON E OF THE JOYS OF MY LIFE AND DAD'S TOO IT SEEMED.
I LOOK BACK WITH REGRET THAT WE DIDN'T DO MORE FOR OUR KIDS THAN WE DID, BUT THEY CLAIM IT DIDN'T MATTER THEY THOUGHT CHILDHOOD WAS LOT OF FUN.
WELL I DID THE BEST I COULD WITH WHAT PARENTAL TRAINING I HAD WHICH WAS VERY LITTLE . I PATTERNED MY LIFE AFTER A JEWISH-CATHOLIC FAMILY I HUNG OUT WITH WHEN I WAS A CHILD.
I RARELY WAS KEPT FROM EXPLORING MY ENVIRONMENT WHILE GROWING UP IN MY SUPER FOSTER HOME WITH UNCLE TONY AND TIA CARMELITA
UNCLE TONY PLAYED JACKS WITH ME AND WE PLAYED HOOKY FROM MASS AND WENT TO THE CORNER DRUGSTORE AND DRANK MALTS INSTEAD AND MY DIME FOR THE COLLECTION BOX WENT FOR A COMIC BOOK , USUALLY LITTLE LULU OR SUPERMAN OR ADVENTURES INTO THE UNKNOWN, OR ARCHIE.
I HAD A NICE COLLECTION OF COMIX AND I PAID FOR EVERYONE OF THEM I GOT $1.00 ALLOWANCE A MONTH AND I MADE IT LAST!!
UNCLE TONY AND I HAD A VERY SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP, HE LOVED TO SEE ME PLAY AND JOINED IN WHENEVER HE FIT IN. HE WATCHED WHEN WE MADE PLAYS ON THE FRONT PORCH I HAD 3 OR 4 LITTLE FRIENDS WHO ACTED OUT SOME OF THE PARTS BUT I ALWAYS KEPT THE PLUMIEST PART FOR MYSELF AND THE KIDS I PLAYED WITH DIDN'T MIND AT ALL.
THEY'D COME OVER AND WOULD SAY LET'S MAKE A play!!
WE DID A LOT. I WANTED TO BE A MOVIE STAR BUT NEVER MADE IT TO LA WHEN I DID GO THERE I SAW IT AS UGLY AND DIRTY AND WANTED TO GO BACK TO THE CLEAN MOUNTAINS ALSO I HAD INFECTIONS IN MY SINUSES FROM THE SMOG SO DIFFERENT FROM THE PURE MOUNTAIN AIR IN SANTA FE THAT I WAS USED TO.
ALL IN ALL AFTER THE AGE OF 8 MY LIFE WENT FROM BAD TO BEST AND MY LIFE UP UNTIL AGE 4 WITH GRAMPA WAS DELIGHTFUL HE DIED IN JAN 1940 JUST BEFORE MY 4TH.
I ALWAYS FELT LOVED BY HIM. HE WAS KIND AND FUNNY AND WOULD MAKE SUGGESTIVE REMARKS TO GIRLS AND LADIES AS THEY WALKED BY OUR HOUSE WHERE WE SAT MANY TIMES TO WATCH THE WORLD GO BY.
THEY LAUGHED AT HIM AND DIDN'T SEEM TO MIND. THOSE WERE INTERESTING TIMES.
FROM AGE 5 UNTIL 8 I WAS TORMENTED BY A LOUD CRASS BRASH STEP DAD NAMED CLYDE HE WAS NASTY AND SEXUAL AND RUDE AND SELFISH A PSYCHOPATHOLIGICAL KIND OF MAN. MY MOTHER IN HER DESPERATION TO GET A MAN TO SUPPORT OUR FAMILY MARRIED THIS BEAST.
I WAS RELIEVED WHEN I GOT SENT TO ANOTHER HOME TO LIVE IN THE FIRST HOME WAS HORRIBLE AND I ASKED THE SOCIAL WORKER FOR A CHANGE AS DID THEY SINCE I WROTE A LETTER TO MY MOTHER EXPRESSING MY UNHAPPINESS WHICH THEY FOUND IN MY DRAWER AND DEMANDED MY REMOVAL I WAS SOOO Happy!! MY NEW HOME WAS A DREAM I HAD MY OWN ROOM AND NICE KIND FOSTER PARENTS.
AT ANY RATE THAT WAS MY UPBRINGING TO PREPARE ME FOR MOTHERHOOD. I MARRIED A MIDWESTERNER. HE WAS THE SILENT TYPE EXCEPT WHEN STIRRED TO ANGER. I WAS BROUGHT UP TO ALWAYS SAY WHATEVER I THOUGHT HE WAS BROUGHT UP TO NEVER MENTION ANYTHING . WHAT WILL THE NEIGHBORS THINK? IN SANTA FE PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID WHAT THEY THOUGHT EVEN IF IT WAS NOT A GOOD THING NO SECRETS. MY HUSBAND WAS BROUGHT UP TO KEEP EVERYTHING A SECRET AND WHEN I BLURTED MY THOUGHTS HE GOT ANGRY IT TOOK A LONG TIME AND A COLLEGE EDUCATION FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND WE HAD A CULTURAL DIFFERENCE HAHAH.
TODAY IS OUR 55TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY THOUGH SO WE ARE OK I GUESS. WOULD YOU NOT SAY SO?
Monday, April 25, 2011
HAHAH I NEED MY OWN STAFF
DAD: (WHILE WATCHING TV) HOW COME THEY HAVE MORE INTERESTING LIVES THAN WE DO?
ME: BECAUSE THEY HAVE BETTER WRITERS
DON'T YOU SOEMTIMES WONDER WHO IS WRITING YOUR LIFE?
AND I CANT WRITE MY TYPING PROHINITS THIS.
AND I TYPE TERRIBLY AS WELL, AND THAT IS BECAUSE ALL DURING MY CAREER I HAD SECRETARIES AND TRANSCRIBERS AVAILABLE TO TYPE FOR ME.
ONCE I TOOK A TYPING CLASS AND MY TEACHER TOLD ME I BETTER GET A JOB WHERE I HAD A SECRETARY BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER MAKE A SECRETARY MYSELF. HOW VERY TRUE THIS WAS.
I WAS A N LCSW AND ALWAYS HAD SUPPORT STAFF AVAILABLE MUCH TO MY RELEIF.
ONE JOB I HAD TWO AIDES TO RUN TO CLIENTS HOMES AND DO PAPER SIGNING FOR ME. THAT WAS A PLUM JOB. AND BOTH WERE PROMOTED TO ASSOCIATE COUNSELORS . I WAS SO HAPPY FOR THEM. IT HELPED THAT OEN WAS A BA SOCIAL WORKER .SHE WAS EXCELLENT. I WONDER WHERE THEY ARE?
ME: BECAUSE THEY HAVE BETTER WRITERS
DON'T YOU SOEMTIMES WONDER WHO IS WRITING YOUR LIFE?
AND I CANT WRITE MY TYPING PROHINITS THIS.
AND I TYPE TERRIBLY AS WELL, AND THAT IS BECAUSE ALL DURING MY CAREER I HAD SECRETARIES AND TRANSCRIBERS AVAILABLE TO TYPE FOR ME.
ONCE I TOOK A TYPING CLASS AND MY TEACHER TOLD ME I BETTER GET A JOB WHERE I HAD A SECRETARY BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER MAKE A SECRETARY MYSELF. HOW VERY TRUE THIS WAS.
I WAS A N LCSW AND ALWAYS HAD SUPPORT STAFF AVAILABLE MUCH TO MY RELEIF.
ONE JOB I HAD TWO AIDES TO RUN TO CLIENTS HOMES AND DO PAPER SIGNING FOR ME. THAT WAS A PLUM JOB. AND BOTH WERE PROMOTED TO ASSOCIATE COUNSELORS . I WAS SO HAPPY FOR THEM. IT HELPED THAT OEN WAS A BA SOCIAL WORKER .SHE WAS EXCELLENT. I WONDER WHERE THEY ARE?
Sunday, April 24, 2011
AAAH EASTER!!!
WE HAD 2 TEENS VISIT US OVER EASTER VACATION THEY LEFT WEDNESDAY TO SHARE THE BALANCE OF THEIR VACATION WITH GIRLFRIENDS AND OTHERS AND MOM OF COURSE AND DAD.
THEY WERE SO WONDERFUL . HOPE THEY COME BACK AGAIN. THEY SHOPPED TIL I DROPPED HAHAH. WE DIDN'T FIND A VINTAGE STORE HERE THAT'S THEIR FAVE PLACE TO SHOP.
IF ANYONE STARTED ONE THE TEENS WOULD BE SO HAPPY.
I BOUGHT THIS GREAT THINGY DRESS FORM THAT LOOKS LIKE A SHAPE OF A WOMAN WITH LITTLE HANGERS ON THE TOP WHERE I PLACED IT IN MY BATHROOM AND HUNG NIGHTIES AND BRAS ON IT ITS SO USEFUL I LOVE IT .
I GOT IT AT ROSS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? IT'S SUCH A VINTAGE KINDA THING.
I THINK THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND ROMANTIC CLOTHES WERE MADE IN THE 70S AND 80'S SINCE THEN ALL YOU SEE ARE CLOTHES TO SHOW OFF BREASTS AND BUTTS NO REALLY LOVELY THINGS.
AND HIGH HEELS WITH JEANS WERE ONLY WORN BY PROSTITUTES IN THOSE DAYS. GIRLS WORE MAINLY FLATS AND HEALTHY SHOES AND BALLET SLIPPERS. HIGH HEELS WERE RESERVED FOR FORMAL DANCES AND THE LIKE.
THE ONLY PLACE YOU CAN FIND THESE LOVELY THINGS NOWADAYS IS IN THE VICTORIAN CATALOG , MY HUBBY WAS LOOKING AT THIS CATALOG AND SAID THOSE ARE BEAUTIFUL CLOTHES WHY DON'T STORES CARRY THEM
WELL THEY ARE AND THEY CARRY ALL SIZES NOW THEY STARTED WITH A SIZE 2 NOW THEY HAVE THE WOMEN'S SIZES WHICH IS GRATIFYING FOR ME AS A SHORT FAT LIL CREATURE. I ONCE WAS AN 8 OR 10 I FO8ND OUT THAT SIZE 10 IN MY DAY IS A SIZE 2 NOW AND AN 8 WAS A 1. I WAS VERY SMALL IN MY YOUNGER DAYS THESE PILLS I TAKE CAUSE ME TO HOLD FAT ITS SO VERY DISTRESSING.
NEXT TIME I BUY DRESSES I'M GONNA BUY THERE THEY COST MORE BUT THE BEAUTY OF THEM IS 1000% MORE THAN THIS JUNK IN REGULAR DRESS STORES
I GOT A CALL FROM MY SISTER THE OLDEST ONE. SHES A WE TALKED FOR 30 MINUTES I GOT TIRED OF HOLDING THE PHONE SO I TRIED TO TURN THE SPEAKER PHONE ON AND ACCIDENTALLY DISCONNECTED HER. SO I CALLED HER BACK WE TALKED ABOUT KAV AND THE GIRLS AND MOVIES SHES GONNA WATCH.
WELLP I AM OUT OF THOUGHTS I AM GOING TO CALL MY YOUNGER BROTHER ARTHUR I JUST DID HE IS GOING TO SEND ME MAKINGS FOR POSOLE I HAVE NEVER MADE THAT. HE GAVE ME INSTRUCTIONS ON THE PHONE SOUNDS EASY PUT IT ALL IN THE CROCK POT OVERNIGHT AND ITS READY !!
A WONDER STEW OF CORN AND PORK AND CHILIES.
I COOK EVERYTHING NEW MEXICAN BUT I HAVE NEVER DONE THAT
I AM NOT IN A HSITORY MOOD TODAY SO THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY.
THEY WERE SO WONDERFUL . HOPE THEY COME BACK AGAIN. THEY SHOPPED TIL I DROPPED HAHAH. WE DIDN'T FIND A VINTAGE STORE HERE THAT'S THEIR FAVE PLACE TO SHOP.
IF ANYONE STARTED ONE THE TEENS WOULD BE SO HAPPY.
I BOUGHT THIS GREAT THINGY DRESS FORM THAT LOOKS LIKE A SHAPE OF A WOMAN WITH LITTLE HANGERS ON THE TOP WHERE I PLACED IT IN MY BATHROOM AND HUNG NIGHTIES AND BRAS ON IT ITS SO USEFUL I LOVE IT .
I GOT IT AT ROSS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? IT'S SUCH A VINTAGE KINDA THING.
I THINK THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND ROMANTIC CLOTHES WERE MADE IN THE 70S AND 80'S SINCE THEN ALL YOU SEE ARE CLOTHES TO SHOW OFF BREASTS AND BUTTS NO REALLY LOVELY THINGS.
AND HIGH HEELS WITH JEANS WERE ONLY WORN BY PROSTITUTES IN THOSE DAYS. GIRLS WORE MAINLY FLATS AND HEALTHY SHOES AND BALLET SLIPPERS. HIGH HEELS WERE RESERVED FOR FORMAL DANCES AND THE LIKE.
THE ONLY PLACE YOU CAN FIND THESE LOVELY THINGS NOWADAYS IS IN THE VICTORIAN CATALOG , MY HUBBY WAS LOOKING AT THIS CATALOG AND SAID THOSE ARE BEAUTIFUL CLOTHES WHY DON'T STORES CARRY THEM
WELL THEY ARE AND THEY CARRY ALL SIZES NOW THEY STARTED WITH A SIZE 2 NOW THEY HAVE THE WOMEN'S SIZES WHICH IS GRATIFYING FOR ME AS A SHORT FAT LIL CREATURE. I ONCE WAS AN 8 OR 10 I FO8ND OUT THAT SIZE 10 IN MY DAY IS A SIZE 2 NOW AND AN 8 WAS A 1. I WAS VERY SMALL IN MY YOUNGER DAYS THESE PILLS I TAKE CAUSE ME TO HOLD FAT ITS SO VERY DISTRESSING.
NEXT TIME I BUY DRESSES I'M GONNA BUY THERE THEY COST MORE BUT THE BEAUTY OF THEM IS 1000% MORE THAN THIS JUNK IN REGULAR DRESS STORES
I GOT A CALL FROM MY SISTER THE OLDEST ONE. SHES A WE TALKED FOR 30 MINUTES I GOT TIRED OF HOLDING THE PHONE SO I TRIED TO TURN THE SPEAKER PHONE ON AND ACCIDENTALLY DISCONNECTED HER. SO I CALLED HER BACK WE TALKED ABOUT KAV AND THE GIRLS AND MOVIES SHES GONNA WATCH.
WELLP I AM OUT OF THOUGHTS I AM GOING TO CALL MY YOUNGER BROTHER ARTHUR I JUST DID HE IS GOING TO SEND ME MAKINGS FOR POSOLE I HAVE NEVER MADE THAT. HE GAVE ME INSTRUCTIONS ON THE PHONE SOUNDS EASY PUT IT ALL IN THE CROCK POT OVERNIGHT AND ITS READY !!
A WONDER STEW OF CORN AND PORK AND CHILIES.
I COOK EVERYTHING NEW MEXICAN BUT I HAVE NEVER DONE THAT
I AM NOT IN A HSITORY MOOD TODAY SO THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
THAT DAD
OMIGOODNESS !! THIS WEEK I HAD 2 BAD DAD THINGS .
1. HE ASKED ME TO CALL THE GARBAGE PEOPLE TO GET A NEW GARBAGE CAN THE LID BROKE OFF AND THE NEIGHBOR HAD SUBSTITUTED THIS BROKEN LID FOR OUR NEW GARBAGE BIN HE LET HER.
I CALLED THEM AND THE ARE TO GET US ANEW BIN ON FRIDAY WELL THE LAST TIME WE GOT A NEW BIN THEY HAD US PUT IT OUT EMPTY ON A MONDAY AM SO I FIGURED THEY WOULD WANT AN EMPTY ONE SINCE THEY ARE GETTING IT ON FRIDAY AND FRIDAY IS OUR PICKUP DAY I THOUGHT IT NEEDED TO BE EMPTY LIKE LAST TIME , OF COURSE DAD DISAGREED AND FELT HE NEEDED A FULL CAN SO HE CALLED THEM CUZ I WAS DONE BEING THE SLAVE OVER GARBAGE NOW.
THEY SAID IT COULD BE FULL AND HE CROWED IN TRIUMPH!!
NEXT
LAST NIGHT WHEN HE TRIED TO SET THE HOUSE ALARM IT WOULDN'T GO ON IT SAID TROUBLE SO WE CLICKED TO SEE WHERE THE TROUBLE WAS, IT WAS THE GARAGE DOOR WHICH HE LEAVES A BIT OPEN EVEY NOW AND AGAIN. SO I WANTED TO SEE WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS HE WOULD NOT LET ME GO SEE. THE CAT CAME IN THE HOUSE AND HE WAS ANNOYED I DON'T KNOW WHY THE CAT COMES INTO THE HOUSE ALL THE TIME.
I FELT HE WAS UP TO SOME OLD TRICK HE DOES THAT TRIES TO KEEP ME FROM SEEING A TRICK HES UP TO WELL I WANTED TO SEE IT, SINCE THIS IS MY HOUSE AS WELL. THIS IS A GUY THAT RUNS AROUND WITH A FLAME THROWER AND BURNS THE NEIGHBORS DRIP SYSTEMS WITH IT. IN TRYING TO BURN WEEDS.
HE SAID HE WAS TRYING TO KEEP THE CAT OUT. WELL THE ALARM STILL WAS IN TROUBLE SO WE CALLED THE COMPANY THEY SAID TO DO STUFF AND IT DIDN'T WORK SO THEY TOLD US THE BATTERY NEEDED TO BE REPLACED. I HAD SEEN WHAT APPEARED TO BE A LOCK ON THE BOX SO WE WENT TO SEE, IT WAS A PHONE JACK, DAD STILL WAS TRYING TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM MY CLOSET. SAID THE CAT WAS GONNA GO IN THERE. WELL THE GUY SAID THEY WOULD SEND SOMEONE TO FIX IT DAD SAID HE WOULD BUY A NEW BATTERY I ASKED THE MAN WHAT KIND OF BATTERY DAD WAS YELLING AT ME ILL LOOK TOMORROW. WELL WHEN THEY GUY HAD SAID THEY WOULD FIX IT AND DAD WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ME I GAVE HIM THE PHONE I WAS TIRED OF HIS TRIX. SO TODAY WE FIND OUT ITS S HUGE BATTERY AND WE NEED A RADIO SHACK TO GET ONE AT AND IT COSTS $30 I REMEMBERED THE GUY HAD SAID THEY WOULD COME OUT TO FIX IT.. SO I TOLD DAD HE SAID IF THEY'RE NOT GONNA CHARGE FOR IT THE GUY SAID IT WAS $10 TO COME OUT.CHEAPER THAN $30 A BATTERY I FIGURED I SAID OK. DAD WAS RIGHT ON ME AND WANTED TO KNOW HOW MUCH FINALLY I GOT HIM TO SEE THE LIGHT. AND HE AGREED TO HAVE THEM COME OUT ND DO IT. WHEW!!
IT GETS MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH A GUY WHO KNOWS IT ALL AND WONT LISTEN TO ME. AFTER HE TELLS ME HE CANT TALK ON THE PHONE AND WANTS ME TO HANDLE IT THEN HE HAS A BUNCH OF OBJECTIONS ON TO HOW I DO IT.
YOU CAN BE SURE I WANT IT DONE WELL FAST AND FREE OR CHEAP SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE IS WORRIED ABOUT. LET A COMPETENT WOMAN WORK FOR HEAVENS SAKE IF YOU ARE NOT GONNA DO IT!!
THE OLDER A MAN GETS THE MORE STUBBORN AND RUDE HE GETS.
SO GIRLZ IF YOU THINK MARRYING AN OLD MAN FOR HIS MONEY IS A GOOD PLAN , THINK AGAIN, HE WONT LET YOU TOUCH THE MONEY AND HE WILL ARGUE OVER EVERY DRESS YOU WANNA BUY!!
NEVER MARRY A MAN OVER 70 ITS BAD NEWS!!!
1. HE ASKED ME TO CALL THE GARBAGE PEOPLE TO GET A NEW GARBAGE CAN THE LID BROKE OFF AND THE NEIGHBOR HAD SUBSTITUTED THIS BROKEN LID FOR OUR NEW GARBAGE BIN HE LET HER.
I CALLED THEM AND THE ARE TO GET US ANEW BIN ON FRIDAY WELL THE LAST TIME WE GOT A NEW BIN THEY HAD US PUT IT OUT EMPTY ON A MONDAY AM SO I FIGURED THEY WOULD WANT AN EMPTY ONE SINCE THEY ARE GETTING IT ON FRIDAY AND FRIDAY IS OUR PICKUP DAY I THOUGHT IT NEEDED TO BE EMPTY LIKE LAST TIME , OF COURSE DAD DISAGREED AND FELT HE NEEDED A FULL CAN SO HE CALLED THEM CUZ I WAS DONE BEING THE SLAVE OVER GARBAGE NOW.
THEY SAID IT COULD BE FULL AND HE CROWED IN TRIUMPH!!
NEXT
LAST NIGHT WHEN HE TRIED TO SET THE HOUSE ALARM IT WOULDN'T GO ON IT SAID TROUBLE SO WE CLICKED TO SEE WHERE THE TROUBLE WAS, IT WAS THE GARAGE DOOR WHICH HE LEAVES A BIT OPEN EVEY NOW AND AGAIN. SO I WANTED TO SEE WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS HE WOULD NOT LET ME GO SEE. THE CAT CAME IN THE HOUSE AND HE WAS ANNOYED I DON'T KNOW WHY THE CAT COMES INTO THE HOUSE ALL THE TIME.
I FELT HE WAS UP TO SOME OLD TRICK HE DOES THAT TRIES TO KEEP ME FROM SEEING A TRICK HES UP TO WELL I WANTED TO SEE IT, SINCE THIS IS MY HOUSE AS WELL. THIS IS A GUY THAT RUNS AROUND WITH A FLAME THROWER AND BURNS THE NEIGHBORS DRIP SYSTEMS WITH IT. IN TRYING TO BURN WEEDS.
HE SAID HE WAS TRYING TO KEEP THE CAT OUT. WELL THE ALARM STILL WAS IN TROUBLE SO WE CALLED THE COMPANY THEY SAID TO DO STUFF AND IT DIDN'T WORK SO THEY TOLD US THE BATTERY NEEDED TO BE REPLACED. I HAD SEEN WHAT APPEARED TO BE A LOCK ON THE BOX SO WE WENT TO SEE, IT WAS A PHONE JACK, DAD STILL WAS TRYING TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM MY CLOSET. SAID THE CAT WAS GONNA GO IN THERE. WELL THE GUY SAID THEY WOULD SEND SOMEONE TO FIX IT DAD SAID HE WOULD BUY A NEW BATTERY I ASKED THE MAN WHAT KIND OF BATTERY DAD WAS YELLING AT ME ILL LOOK TOMORROW. WELL WHEN THEY GUY HAD SAID THEY WOULD FIX IT AND DAD WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ME I GAVE HIM THE PHONE I WAS TIRED OF HIS TRIX. SO TODAY WE FIND OUT ITS S HUGE BATTERY AND WE NEED A RADIO SHACK TO GET ONE AT AND IT COSTS $30 I REMEMBERED THE GUY HAD SAID THEY WOULD COME OUT TO FIX IT.. SO I TOLD DAD HE SAID IF THEY'RE NOT GONNA CHARGE FOR IT THE GUY SAID IT WAS $10 TO COME OUT.CHEAPER THAN $30 A BATTERY I FIGURED I SAID OK. DAD WAS RIGHT ON ME AND WANTED TO KNOW HOW MUCH FINALLY I GOT HIM TO SEE THE LIGHT. AND HE AGREED TO HAVE THEM COME OUT ND DO IT. WHEW!!
IT GETS MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH A GUY WHO KNOWS IT ALL AND WONT LISTEN TO ME. AFTER HE TELLS ME HE CANT TALK ON THE PHONE AND WANTS ME TO HANDLE IT THEN HE HAS A BUNCH OF OBJECTIONS ON TO HOW I DO IT.
YOU CAN BE SURE I WANT IT DONE WELL FAST AND FREE OR CHEAP SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE IS WORRIED ABOUT. LET A COMPETENT WOMAN WORK FOR HEAVENS SAKE IF YOU ARE NOT GONNA DO IT!!
THE OLDER A MAN GETS THE MORE STUBBORN AND RUDE HE GETS.
SO GIRLZ IF YOU THINK MARRYING AN OLD MAN FOR HIS MONEY IS A GOOD PLAN , THINK AGAIN, HE WONT LET YOU TOUCH THE MONEY AND HE WILL ARGUE OVER EVERY DRESS YOU WANNA BUY!!
NEVER MARRY A MAN OVER 70 ITS BAD NEWS!!!
Friday, March 18, 2011
HERE I GO AGAIN
WELP.. TODAY DAD CAME IN AND ASKED ME TO SEND OUR NEW FRIEND SOMETHING ABOUT IPANA TOOTHPASTE ONLY HE SAID PEPSODENT AND HE SWEARS HE DID NOT, I DON'T THINK ABOUT IPANA OR PEPSODENT AT ALL... THOSE ARE HIS REALM .. AS AN 80 YEAR OLD MAN HE THINKS OF THE PAST ALL THE TIME, AS A MODERN WOMAN WHO FOUGHT FOR WOMEN'S RIGHTS IN THE 70'S I HAVE NEVER LEFT THE NEW WORLD.
AND I THINK ABOUT TODAY ONLY SINCE IT IS ALL I HAVE, EXCEPT WHEN A TRIGGER HITS MY BRAIN AND I REMEMBER A VERY INTERESTING THING FROM MY PAST I WILL INCLUDE IT IN HERE.
I HATE TRIVIA MY HUBBY LOVES IT, HE LOVES THE TRIVIA IN THE JUDGES ON TV I AM NOT INTERESTED IN IT MUCH. YESTERDAY TO MY GREAT ANXIETY AND CONSTERNATION, HE ROLLED JUDY BACK BACK BACK TO THE BEGINNING SO I COULD ENJOY THE PLEASURE HE HAD OF SEEING THE IGNORANCE OF ONE MANKIND'S FOLLY. UGH!!!N UGH!!!! UGH!!!
I TOLERATE THIS TORTURE OUT OF LOVE AND RESPECT OF HIM, NOT OUT OF JOINT INTEREST... NOW A LIZARD IN THE BACK WALL OR A NEW BIRD WITH A NEW SONG OR WAY I WILL SHARE GLADLY, OR A BABY WITH BRIGHT EYES AND PERSONALITY OR SHYNESS... THOSE ARE A GREAT SHARING. ALSO A BEGGAR WITH A NEW CON I LOVE, HAHA I LOVE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE I CAN RELATE TO PICTURES OF PEOPLE ACTING A CON ON TV ARE A BIT ANNOYING UNLESS RELEVANT TO A MOVIE PLOT I AM WATCHING.
I DO LOVE MOVIES AND CERTAIN SERIES LIKE FRINGE AND THE MENTALIST. I LOVE SIMON BAKER'S TWINKLE OF THE EYE. AND THE FRINGE GUY WALTER IS ALMOST AN IDENTICAL OF MY HUSBAND ... ALMOST A GENIUS BUT SORTA BABY LIKE WANTING A TREAT IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EXPERIMENT TO SAVE HUMANITY.
THAT DESCRIBES MY HUSBAND EXACTLY. A GENIUS BABY LIKE ENTITY.
AND I NOTICE HE IS GETTING MORE BABY LIKE EACH DAY EVEN HIS TANTRUMS ARE BABY LIKE. HE LOVES PASTRIES MORE THAN ANYTHING , SOMETIMES PORK CHOPS AND MASHED POTATOES AND GRAVY HATES TURKEY AND GROUND BEEF UNLESS CLEVERLY HIDDEN INA CASSEROLE. SOMETIMES HE WILL HAVE SLIDERS IF THEY HAVE A FANCY SAUCE. AND COFFEE ABOUT 14 CUPS A DAY I NEED TO ORDER MORE NOW I SEE.
AND I NOTE I HAVE COFFEE FROM A SPILL CAUSED BY MY CAT ON MY NITEY.
IT GOT ALL OVER MY KEYBOARD IF IT STOPS WORKING RIGHT I'M GONNA GET A FANCY SHMANCEY ONE .
OK SINCE I CANT GO SEE THE KIDS I WILL WRITE A BUNCH ON MY BLOG TODAY AND TOMORROW . THAT IS ALL FOR NOW I AM GONNA LISTEN TO MY NEW CD BY SAMMI SMITH AND HELP ME MAKE IT THRU THE NIGHT.
AND I THINK ABOUT TODAY ONLY SINCE IT IS ALL I HAVE, EXCEPT WHEN A TRIGGER HITS MY BRAIN AND I REMEMBER A VERY INTERESTING THING FROM MY PAST I WILL INCLUDE IT IN HERE.
I HATE TRIVIA MY HUBBY LOVES IT, HE LOVES THE TRIVIA IN THE JUDGES ON TV I AM NOT INTERESTED IN IT MUCH. YESTERDAY TO MY GREAT ANXIETY AND CONSTERNATION, HE ROLLED JUDY BACK BACK BACK TO THE BEGINNING SO I COULD ENJOY THE PLEASURE HE HAD OF SEEING THE IGNORANCE OF ONE MANKIND'S FOLLY. UGH!!!N UGH!!!! UGH!!!
I TOLERATE THIS TORTURE OUT OF LOVE AND RESPECT OF HIM, NOT OUT OF JOINT INTEREST... NOW A LIZARD IN THE BACK WALL OR A NEW BIRD WITH A NEW SONG OR WAY I WILL SHARE GLADLY, OR A BABY WITH BRIGHT EYES AND PERSONALITY OR SHYNESS... THOSE ARE A GREAT SHARING. ALSO A BEGGAR WITH A NEW CON I LOVE, HAHA I LOVE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE I CAN RELATE TO PICTURES OF PEOPLE ACTING A CON ON TV ARE A BIT ANNOYING UNLESS RELEVANT TO A MOVIE PLOT I AM WATCHING.
I DO LOVE MOVIES AND CERTAIN SERIES LIKE FRINGE AND THE MENTALIST. I LOVE SIMON BAKER'S TWINKLE OF THE EYE. AND THE FRINGE GUY WALTER IS ALMOST AN IDENTICAL OF MY HUSBAND ... ALMOST A GENIUS BUT SORTA BABY LIKE WANTING A TREAT IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EXPERIMENT TO SAVE HUMANITY.
THAT DESCRIBES MY HUSBAND EXACTLY. A GENIUS BABY LIKE ENTITY.
AND I NOTICE HE IS GETTING MORE BABY LIKE EACH DAY EVEN HIS TANTRUMS ARE BABY LIKE. HE LOVES PASTRIES MORE THAN ANYTHING , SOMETIMES PORK CHOPS AND MASHED POTATOES AND GRAVY HATES TURKEY AND GROUND BEEF UNLESS CLEVERLY HIDDEN INA CASSEROLE. SOMETIMES HE WILL HAVE SLIDERS IF THEY HAVE A FANCY SAUCE. AND COFFEE ABOUT 14 CUPS A DAY I NEED TO ORDER MORE NOW I SEE.
AND I NOTE I HAVE COFFEE FROM A SPILL CAUSED BY MY CAT ON MY NITEY.
IT GOT ALL OVER MY KEYBOARD IF IT STOPS WORKING RIGHT I'M GONNA GET A FANCY SHMANCEY ONE .
OK SINCE I CANT GO SEE THE KIDS I WILL WRITE A BUNCH ON MY BLOG TODAY AND TOMORROW . THAT IS ALL FOR NOW I AM GONNA LISTEN TO MY NEW CD BY SAMMI SMITH AND HELP ME MAKE IT THRU THE NIGHT.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
TODAY I MEET A NEW FRIEND
I GOT A CALL RECENTLY FROM A LADY WHO HAD LOST A CHILD LIKE ME I HAD SENT HER A CARD AND LETTER SHARING HER PAIN. WE ARE GOING TO MEET FOR LUNCH,AND I HOPE I CAN BE A SUPPORT TO HER AND HER TO ME. WHEN YOU LOSE A CHILD, AND I HAVE LOST 2 OF THEM, IT IS THE MOST AGONIZING FEELING IN THE WORLD.
ANYWAYS I HAD A BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY I AM NOW 75 YEARS OLD. AND IF IT WERE NT FOR MY ALLERGIES I WOULD BE HAPPY.
I MET A LITTLE BOY AT FRY'S LAST WEEK AND HE WALKED UP TO ME TO MY SURPRISE AND HE SAID "WOMAN?WOMAN?" AND I SAID" YES ?"AND HIS DAD SAID "SHH DON'T BOTHER HER" SO HE SAID "WOMEN KNOW ABOUT THESE THINGS , DO YOU KNOW WHERE THEY HAVE THE PUFFY PILLOWS "OR SOME SUCH THING I SAID "THIS IS THE TOY DEPT HERE PERHAPS THEY ARE HERE IF THEY HAVE THEM." I WISHED SO MUCH I KNEW WHAT IT WAS I DID HAVE A MEMORY OF HAVING HEARD THE NAME OF THIS PILLOW IT WAS SOMETHING LITTLE KIDS WOULD LIKE TO CUDDLE BUT FOR MY LIFE I COULDN'T REMEMBER.
I LOOKED ON THE INTERNET BUT COULDN'T FIND SUCH A PILLOW ALTHO THE TV ADS SHOWED THEM I HAVE MADE A MENTAL BLOCK FOR TV ADS SO DARN
THIS GOT BY ME.
AT ANY RATE I FAILED THIS LITTLE BOY DEAR ME.
AH WELL PERHAPS ANOTHER DAY!!
ANYWAYS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ALL WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY BECAUSE IT WAS MY 75TH. WHO WOULD HAVE KNOWN ID BE THIS OLD AND STILL LIVING?
WHEN I WAS A KID THEY SAID MY LIFE EXPECTANCY WAS 67 AND MY HUBBY'S WOULD BE 62 WELL HES 80 AND I'M 75 SO WE PASSED THE THING UP.
GUESS THEY ARE GONNA HAVE TO REVISE THAT UNLESS THE HEALTH PLAN FOR ALL AMERICANS FAILS THEN THE NEW DEATH PREDICTION WILL GO TO 55 FOR MEN AND 60 FOR WOMEN. OR LESS.
I DO BELIEVE THE SUPER RICH WOULD LOVE THIS.
THEY HATE US PORE FOLKS AND CALL US LAZY WHEN THEY TAKE THEIR BUSINESS TO CHINA AND THE PHILIPPINES WHILE WE STARVE HERE WITH NO JOBS.
I WONDER IF THEIR GOD( MONEY) AND OUR GOD JESUS AND FATHER AND HOLY SPIRIT WILL WIN THE WAR OF SATAN AGAINST GOD?
WE SHALL SEE. BECAUSE THE SUPER RICH HAVE CHOSEN TO KEEP ALL THE MONEY AND IT IS THEIR HOPE IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH THEY WILL LIVE FOREVER. WELL WHAT A SURPRISE... FOR THEM THEY WILL DIE DESPITE THEIR GREED.
ANYWAYS I HAD A BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY I AM NOW 75 YEARS OLD. AND IF IT WERE NT FOR MY ALLERGIES I WOULD BE HAPPY.
I MET A LITTLE BOY AT FRY'S LAST WEEK AND HE WALKED UP TO ME TO MY SURPRISE AND HE SAID "WOMAN?WOMAN?" AND I SAID" YES ?"AND HIS DAD SAID "SHH DON'T BOTHER HER" SO HE SAID "WOMEN KNOW ABOUT THESE THINGS , DO YOU KNOW WHERE THEY HAVE THE PUFFY PILLOWS "OR SOME SUCH THING I SAID "THIS IS THE TOY DEPT HERE PERHAPS THEY ARE HERE IF THEY HAVE THEM." I WISHED SO MUCH I KNEW WHAT IT WAS I DID HAVE A MEMORY OF HAVING HEARD THE NAME OF THIS PILLOW IT WAS SOMETHING LITTLE KIDS WOULD LIKE TO CUDDLE BUT FOR MY LIFE I COULDN'T REMEMBER.
I LOOKED ON THE INTERNET BUT COULDN'T FIND SUCH A PILLOW ALTHO THE TV ADS SHOWED THEM I HAVE MADE A MENTAL BLOCK FOR TV ADS SO DARN
THIS GOT BY ME.
AT ANY RATE I FAILED THIS LITTLE BOY DEAR ME.
AH WELL PERHAPS ANOTHER DAY!!
ANYWAYS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ALL WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY BECAUSE IT WAS MY 75TH. WHO WOULD HAVE KNOWN ID BE THIS OLD AND STILL LIVING?
WHEN I WAS A KID THEY SAID MY LIFE EXPECTANCY WAS 67 AND MY HUBBY'S WOULD BE 62 WELL HES 80 AND I'M 75 SO WE PASSED THE THING UP.
GUESS THEY ARE GONNA HAVE TO REVISE THAT UNLESS THE HEALTH PLAN FOR ALL AMERICANS FAILS THEN THE NEW DEATH PREDICTION WILL GO TO 55 FOR MEN AND 60 FOR WOMEN. OR LESS.
I DO BELIEVE THE SUPER RICH WOULD LOVE THIS.
THEY HATE US PORE FOLKS AND CALL US LAZY WHEN THEY TAKE THEIR BUSINESS TO CHINA AND THE PHILIPPINES WHILE WE STARVE HERE WITH NO JOBS.
I WONDER IF THEIR GOD( MONEY) AND OUR GOD JESUS AND FATHER AND HOLY SPIRIT WILL WIN THE WAR OF SATAN AGAINST GOD?
WE SHALL SEE. BECAUSE THE SUPER RICH HAVE CHOSEN TO KEEP ALL THE MONEY AND IT IS THEIR HOPE IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH THEY WILL LIVE FOREVER. WELL WHAT A SURPRISE... FOR THEM THEY WILL DIE DESPITE THEIR GREED.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
WHEN IS IT A MOVIE DAY?
I LOVE WHEN WE MAKE A DAY MOVIE DAY. I WANT TO SEE THE ADJUSTMENT BUREAU WITH MATT DAMON HE USUALLY IS IN GOOD MOVIES. BUT FROM THE PREVIEWS IT LOOKS JUST LIKE YOUR LOVE STORY. IN A WEIRD SETTING. WHEN I AM IN CHARGE I WILL FOCUS ON IT BEING MORE THAN A LOVE STORY. A SCI FI MOVIE WITH NO LOVE CRAP WOULD BE GREAT. ONE GETS SICK OF THOISE FAKE CONTRIVED SEX SCENES IN MOVIES. A GOOD STORY WITH NO MEN OR NO WOMEN WOULD BE MORE INTERESTING. I HAVE SEEN A MOVIE WITH NO WOMEN IN IT AND IT WAS REALLY GREAT. NOW A CHALLENGE TO WOMEN LETS MAKE A GREAT MOVIE WITH NO MEN AND NO SILLY WOMAN FLUFF.
WHEN I RULE THE WORLD YOU WILL SEE SUCH MOVIES. CHANCES OF ME RULING THE WORLD? 0% NOW THAT WOULD MAKE A GOOD SCI FI MOVIE ... ME RULING THE WORLD OR JUST SOME OLD LADY TAKING CHARGE.
I HAVE FOUND SO MANY STORIES IN BOOKS I HAVE READ THAT WOULD MAKE GREAT MOVIES BUT NOOOOO... THEY REMAKE OLD BAD MOVIES OVER AND OVER AGAIN THESE LEADERS OF THE CREATIVE MOVIE WORLD.
WILL THEY EVER LISTEN TO AN OLD LADY WHO HAS SEEN MOST EVERY MOVIE MADE? NOPE.
I AM A TRUE MOVIE WATCHER EVER SINCE I WAS 5 YEARS OLD. AND I AM 75 AND I WATCH ALMOST EVERY MOVIE AT THEATRES AND THE REST WHEN THEY COME TO MY 250 CHANNEL TV. AM I DEDICATED TO MOVIES? ONCE I EVEN PLAYED HOOKEY AND THE ONLY MOVIE SHOWING WAS STANLEY AND LIVINGSTON AT THE BURRO ALLEY THEATRE WHEN I WAS 11 YEARS OLD. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IT WAS AWFUL!!
I EVEN WATCH THE WOMENS MOVIES ON 2 CHANNELS WHERE THEY SHOW THEM TV MOVIES THAT IS.
AT ANY RATE I AM TRYING TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING HERE. GOT IT?
WHEN I RULE THE WORLD YOU WILL SEE SUCH MOVIES. CHANCES OF ME RULING THE WORLD? 0% NOW THAT WOULD MAKE A GOOD SCI FI MOVIE ... ME RULING THE WORLD OR JUST SOME OLD LADY TAKING CHARGE.
I HAVE FOUND SO MANY STORIES IN BOOKS I HAVE READ THAT WOULD MAKE GREAT MOVIES BUT NOOOOO... THEY REMAKE OLD BAD MOVIES OVER AND OVER AGAIN THESE LEADERS OF THE CREATIVE MOVIE WORLD.
WILL THEY EVER LISTEN TO AN OLD LADY WHO HAS SEEN MOST EVERY MOVIE MADE? NOPE.
I AM A TRUE MOVIE WATCHER EVER SINCE I WAS 5 YEARS OLD. AND I AM 75 AND I WATCH ALMOST EVERY MOVIE AT THEATRES AND THE REST WHEN THEY COME TO MY 250 CHANNEL TV. AM I DEDICATED TO MOVIES? ONCE I EVEN PLAYED HOOKEY AND THE ONLY MOVIE SHOWING WAS STANLEY AND LIVINGSTON AT THE BURRO ALLEY THEATRE WHEN I WAS 11 YEARS OLD. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IT WAS AWFUL!!
I EVEN WATCH THE WOMENS MOVIES ON 2 CHANNELS WHERE THEY SHOW THEM TV MOVIES THAT IS.
AT ANY RATE I AM TRYING TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING HERE. GOT IT?
Monday, March 7, 2011
MONDAY WORK DAY FOR THE RETIRED
WE ARE AT A MONDAY AGAIN, I HAVE 2 JOBS TODAY AN APPT TO SET FOR THE DENTIST TO GET MY TEETH CLEANED AND ONE WITH THE DERMATOLOGIST TO GET MY SKIN LOOKED AT AGAIN SINCE I HAD SHINGLES I HAVE HAD SKIN PROBLEMS. I TAKE LYRICA FOR POST HERPETIC NEURALGIA WHICH WAS CAUSED BY SHINGLES. AND I ALSO HAVE PIMPLY KIND OF BREAKOUTS LIKE A TEEN.
IF YOU ARE OVER 50 AND HAVE NOT HAD SHINGLES GET THE VACCINE. OUR DRUG STORES SELL VACCINE THERE AND ANY SHOTS NECESSARY FOR ANYTHING. OUR DOC IS VERY ANNOYED WITH IT HE HAS HAD A LOT OF HIS JOBS TAKEN OVER BY PHARMACIES AND LABS.
I ALWAYS TRUSTED THE DOC WOULD GIVE ME SHOTS I NEEDED BUT NO LONGER. I WONDER IF THIS IS TRUE IN OTHER STATES?
WELL, NEW TIMES AND NEW RICH FOLKS ORDERS RUN OUR LIVES THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES HAD A LOT TO DO WITH THIS.
AND PSYCHOLOGISTS HAVE BEEN LOBBYING TO PRESCRIBE MEDS TO MENTAL PATIENTS AND TO ANYONE IN TREATMENT. I'M SURE IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR THEIR LOBBYIST THEY WILL BE DOING THAT. A HAZARD THAT WILL INCREASE THEIR MALPRACTICE INSURANCE TO THE QUADRUPLE DIGITS IF NOT MORE.
RIGHT NOW PSYCHOLOGISTS ONLY HAVE TO PAY THE SAME AMOUNT THAT SOCIAL WORKERS PAY. ABOUT 250. A YEAR WHICH IS NOT SO BAD.
AND PSYCHOLOGISTS AND COUNSELLORS HAVE THE HIGHEST RATE OF SEX WITH CLIENTS.
INTERESTINGLY SOCIAL WORKERS ESPECIALLY THOSE OVER 50 HAVE VERY LITTLE PROBLEM WITH CLIENT COMPLAINTS.
I KNOW I GET THE STATS FROM BBSE EVERY COUPLE OF YEARS.
ANYHOW NUFF SAID ABOUT ALL THAT STUFF. I START WITH ONE THOUGHT THEN GET A STRING STARTED THAT IS CONNECTED IN MY MIND AND OFF I GO.
OK ENOUGH FOR MONDAY BUBYE.
IF YOU ARE OVER 50 AND HAVE NOT HAD SHINGLES GET THE VACCINE. OUR DRUG STORES SELL VACCINE THERE AND ANY SHOTS NECESSARY FOR ANYTHING. OUR DOC IS VERY ANNOYED WITH IT HE HAS HAD A LOT OF HIS JOBS TAKEN OVER BY PHARMACIES AND LABS.
I ALWAYS TRUSTED THE DOC WOULD GIVE ME SHOTS I NEEDED BUT NO LONGER. I WONDER IF THIS IS TRUE IN OTHER STATES?
WELL, NEW TIMES AND NEW RICH FOLKS ORDERS RUN OUR LIVES THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES HAD A LOT TO DO WITH THIS.
AND PSYCHOLOGISTS HAVE BEEN LOBBYING TO PRESCRIBE MEDS TO MENTAL PATIENTS AND TO ANYONE IN TREATMENT. I'M SURE IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR THEIR LOBBYIST THEY WILL BE DOING THAT. A HAZARD THAT WILL INCREASE THEIR MALPRACTICE INSURANCE TO THE QUADRUPLE DIGITS IF NOT MORE.
RIGHT NOW PSYCHOLOGISTS ONLY HAVE TO PAY THE SAME AMOUNT THAT SOCIAL WORKERS PAY. ABOUT 250. A YEAR WHICH IS NOT SO BAD.
AND PSYCHOLOGISTS AND COUNSELLORS HAVE THE HIGHEST RATE OF SEX WITH CLIENTS.
INTERESTINGLY SOCIAL WORKERS ESPECIALLY THOSE OVER 50 HAVE VERY LITTLE PROBLEM WITH CLIENT COMPLAINTS.
I KNOW I GET THE STATS FROM BBSE EVERY COUPLE OF YEARS.
ANYHOW NUFF SAID ABOUT ALL THAT STUFF. I START WITH ONE THOUGHT THEN GET A STRING STARTED THAT IS CONNECTED IN MY MIND AND OFF I GO.
OK ENOUGH FOR MONDAY BUBYE.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
TIME TO DO MY BLOG
WHEN I WENT THRU MY MENOPAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW IT , BUT NOW, I REALIZE WHAT HAPPENED WAS I LOST MY MEMORY TO A GREAT DEGREE AND , LITTLE BY LITTLE, MT MEMORY IS SLIPPING INTO A SLOW DOWNLOAD NOW, I STILL REMEMBER EVENTUALLY WHAT I WAS TRYING TO BUT IT TAKES AWHILE FOR IT TO LOAD UP A LOT LIKE WHEN YOUR COMPUTER SLOWS DOWN.
IT IS VERY ANNOYING LOSING IQ POINTS AIN'T FUN. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I CAN BLOCK OUT THE REALLY UNHAPPY THINGS THAT HAPPENED FOR A LONGER WHILE THAN I USED TO , AND THAT IS A BLESSING.
ANYWAYS I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT MY FIRST AND ONLY PROM. I WORE AN OLD FORMAL MY GIRLFRIEND GAVE ME IN EXCHANGE FOR A NEW ONE SHE WANTED THAT SHE TALKED ME INTO IT WAS RED, AND SHE GAVE IT AWAY I NEVER SAW IT AGAIN AND I HAD TO PAY $40 FOR IT AND I WAS A POOR GIRL.anyways the formal was kinda a lime green and it had little sleeves that sorta went off the shoulder and it had these petal like pleats that stuck out below my waist and made it very attractive. AND I WAS ASKED TO THE PROM BY MY GOOD FRIEND MIKE HAMILTON , HE BROUGHT ME A CORSAGE OF RED CAMELLIAS RARE IN WINTER IN SANTA FE. HE WAS SO NICE AND HE GOT HIS DAD'S NEW CAR TO DRIVE US IN.
ONCE WE GOT TO THE DANCE I FOUND THIS BOY BOBBY THAT I REALLY LIKED AND WE DANCED ALMOST EVERY DANCE TOGETHER . POOR MIKE , BUT WE WERE SO IN CRUSH HAHAH. HE SAID I COULD HAVE BOBBY TAKE ME HOME IF I LIKED, SUCH A SWEET GUY.
I TOLD HIM THAT WAS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN HE BROUGHT ME AND HE WOULD TAKE ME HOME.
THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED HE REALLY REALLY LIKED ME AND I TRUSTED HIM A BIT SHABBY LIKE BUT I THOUGHT HE KNEW I WAS ONLY BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM AND JOHNNY AND CHARLES ALL OF THE KIDS I ALWAYS HUNG OUT WITH. AT A TIME WHEN KIDS DID NOT HAVE SEX ON PROM NIGHT. WE JUST KNEW THAT. AND MY FRIENDS WHO WERE BOYS REALLY RESPECTED ME THAT WAY.
IT WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM Nowadays. AND I AM GLAD I CERTAINLY WAS NOT READY FOR SEX AND KIDS AT AGE 16 THRU TWENTY.
ANYHOW THAT WAS MY PROM MEMORY IT WAS HEAVENLY.
IT IS VERY ANNOYING LOSING IQ POINTS AIN'T FUN. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I CAN BLOCK OUT THE REALLY UNHAPPY THINGS THAT HAPPENED FOR A LONGER WHILE THAN I USED TO , AND THAT IS A BLESSING.
ANYWAYS I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT MY FIRST AND ONLY PROM. I WORE AN OLD FORMAL MY GIRLFRIEND GAVE ME IN EXCHANGE FOR A NEW ONE SHE WANTED THAT SHE TALKED ME INTO IT WAS RED, AND SHE GAVE IT AWAY I NEVER SAW IT AGAIN AND I HAD TO PAY $40 FOR IT AND I WAS A POOR GIRL.anyways the formal was kinda a lime green and it had little sleeves that sorta went off the shoulder and it had these petal like pleats that stuck out below my waist and made it very attractive. AND I WAS ASKED TO THE PROM BY MY GOOD FRIEND MIKE HAMILTON , HE BROUGHT ME A CORSAGE OF RED CAMELLIAS RARE IN WINTER IN SANTA FE. HE WAS SO NICE AND HE GOT HIS DAD'S NEW CAR TO DRIVE US IN.
ONCE WE GOT TO THE DANCE I FOUND THIS BOY BOBBY THAT I REALLY LIKED AND WE DANCED ALMOST EVERY DANCE TOGETHER . POOR MIKE , BUT WE WERE SO IN CRUSH HAHAH. HE SAID I COULD HAVE BOBBY TAKE ME HOME IF I LIKED, SUCH A SWEET GUY.
I TOLD HIM THAT WAS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN HE BROUGHT ME AND HE WOULD TAKE ME HOME.
THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED HE REALLY REALLY LIKED ME AND I TRUSTED HIM A BIT SHABBY LIKE BUT I THOUGHT HE KNEW I WAS ONLY BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM AND JOHNNY AND CHARLES ALL OF THE KIDS I ALWAYS HUNG OUT WITH. AT A TIME WHEN KIDS DID NOT HAVE SEX ON PROM NIGHT. WE JUST KNEW THAT. AND MY FRIENDS WHO WERE BOYS REALLY RESPECTED ME THAT WAY.
IT WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM Nowadays. AND I AM GLAD I CERTAINLY WAS NOT READY FOR SEX AND KIDS AT AGE 16 THRU TWENTY.
ANYHOW THAT WAS MY PROM MEMORY IT WAS HEAVENLY.
Friday, February 25, 2011
WACKADOOO
I NAMED THIS WACKADOO BECAUSE I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE. I JUST LEFT MY FACE BOOK THING AND SO MUCH WACKINESS AND SO MUCH LOVELY STUFF IS THERE.
MY EX SECRETARY FRIEND... WELL SHES MORE OF A FRIEND THAN ANYTHING IS ON THERE AS WELL AS FRIENDS OF MY DAUGHTER WHO BECAME MY FRIENDS AFTER SHE DIED ARE THERE.PLUS MY FRIENDS I HAVE NOW AND A LOT OF RELATIVES ARE THERE. I KEEP AN EYE ON MY WORLD THRU THEM.
MY SON'S OLD GIRLFRIEND IS THERE WITH HER TWO DAUGHTERS THAT I JUST LOVE. THEY WILL COME TO VISIT US IN APRIL WE ARE EXCITED TO SEE THEM. IT WILL BE FUN TO HAVE TEENS TO SPOIL AGAIN.
MAYHAP MY GRANDDAUGHTER WHO KNOWS THEM FROM 3 AND 4 YEAR OLD DAYS OF THEIRS WILL SEE THEM TOO.
AT ANY RATE MOVIE AND SHOPPING AT THE MALL WILL BE WHAT HAPPENS. AND OUT TO DINNER A LOT.
WE ARE SURE HAVING A BAD TIME IN THIS COUNTRY OF OURS. SO MUCH INFLATION, GAS IS UP TO 3.50 AND BREAD IS 3.50 I HAVE NOTICED OVER THE YEARS THAT THE PRICE OF GAS AND THE PRICE OF BREAD ARE EQUAL EVER SINCE I WAS A CHILD.
BREAD WAS 10 CENTS A LOAF AND SO WAS GAS AND SO WAS A TICKET TO THE MOVIES AND 5 CENTS FOR HOT DOGS AND 10 CENTS FOR HAMBURGERS AND HAMBURGER WAS 10 CENTS A LB. TIMES ARE THE SAME WAGES ARE THE SAME. FOR AWHILE IN THE 1950'S WE ALL HAD A SPLURGE ON MONEY AND CHANCE TO ACQUIRE A NICE NEST EGG. THIS WENT ON TIL THE 70'S WHEN GAS WENT UP TO .73 A GALLON FROM .19 CENTS A GAL. THINGS WENT UP A BIT THEN UPPER THEN WE ALL HAD A SPELL OF PROSPERITY UNTIL PRESIDENTS BUSH GOT INTO POWER THEN OUR MONEY VALUE DROPPED AND WITH THE LAST BUSH WE BLEW UP IN VALUE FOR HOMES THEN DROPPED TO ONE HALF VALUE OF HOMES AND MANY LOST THEIR INFLATED HOMES DUE TO MONEY AND JOBS DRYING UP DUE TO THE TRICKLE UP THEORY OF PRESIDENT BUSH WHO TOOK ALL THE $ FROM THE MIDDLE AND LOWER CLASSES AND GAVE IT ALL TO THE SUPERRICH. AND THAT IS WHY OUR COUNTRY IS IN A MESS NOW. THIS WAS DONE BY MAKING RICH FOLKS TAXES SO LOW THEY GOT THE TAXES FROM THE LOWER CLASSES UNTIL WE RAN OUT OF MONEY AND IT JUST ISN'T ENOUGH TO PAY THE COUNTRY'S BILLS BUT STILL THEY ARE ENDOWED WITH THESE LOW LOW TAXES AND WE HAVE TO PICK UP THE SLACK. WE ARE RETIRED AND YET PAY AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT FOR TAXES BOTH STATE AND FEDERAL. WE PAY ENOUGH THAT ONE PERSON ON MINIMUM WAGE IS SUPPORTED BY US.
AND THAT IS CRIMINAL WE DON'T EARN THAT MUCH.
WELL ANYWAYS AS LONG AS I CAN PAY 3.50 FOR A LOAF OF BREAD WE ARE OK. BUT ANY HIGHER AND WE WILL HAVE TO GO TO THE DAY OLD STORES.
WE USED TO BAKE BREAD BUT NOW IT STILL COSTS ABOUT 3.00 FOR THE INGREDIENTS.
I BET THE BUSH FAMILY GETS FREE FOOD BECAUSE THEY ARE RICH. ANYWAYS WE ARE NOT MUCH LONGER FOR THIS WORLD BUT I PITY THE KIDS COMING AFTER US.
MY EX SECRETARY FRIEND... WELL SHES MORE OF A FRIEND THAN ANYTHING IS ON THERE AS WELL AS FRIENDS OF MY DAUGHTER WHO BECAME MY FRIENDS AFTER SHE DIED ARE THERE.PLUS MY FRIENDS I HAVE NOW AND A LOT OF RELATIVES ARE THERE. I KEEP AN EYE ON MY WORLD THRU THEM.
MY SON'S OLD GIRLFRIEND IS THERE WITH HER TWO DAUGHTERS THAT I JUST LOVE. THEY WILL COME TO VISIT US IN APRIL WE ARE EXCITED TO SEE THEM. IT WILL BE FUN TO HAVE TEENS TO SPOIL AGAIN.
MAYHAP MY GRANDDAUGHTER WHO KNOWS THEM FROM 3 AND 4 YEAR OLD DAYS OF THEIRS WILL SEE THEM TOO.
AT ANY RATE MOVIE AND SHOPPING AT THE MALL WILL BE WHAT HAPPENS. AND OUT TO DINNER A LOT.
WE ARE SURE HAVING A BAD TIME IN THIS COUNTRY OF OURS. SO MUCH INFLATION, GAS IS UP TO 3.50 AND BREAD IS 3.50 I HAVE NOTICED OVER THE YEARS THAT THE PRICE OF GAS AND THE PRICE OF BREAD ARE EQUAL EVER SINCE I WAS A CHILD.
BREAD WAS 10 CENTS A LOAF AND SO WAS GAS AND SO WAS A TICKET TO THE MOVIES AND 5 CENTS FOR HOT DOGS AND 10 CENTS FOR HAMBURGERS AND HAMBURGER WAS 10 CENTS A LB. TIMES ARE THE SAME WAGES ARE THE SAME. FOR AWHILE IN THE 1950'S WE ALL HAD A SPLURGE ON MONEY AND CHANCE TO ACQUIRE A NICE NEST EGG. THIS WENT ON TIL THE 70'S WHEN GAS WENT UP TO .73 A GALLON FROM .19 CENTS A GAL. THINGS WENT UP A BIT THEN UPPER THEN WE ALL HAD A SPELL OF PROSPERITY UNTIL PRESIDENTS BUSH GOT INTO POWER THEN OUR MONEY VALUE DROPPED AND WITH THE LAST BUSH WE BLEW UP IN VALUE FOR HOMES THEN DROPPED TO ONE HALF VALUE OF HOMES AND MANY LOST THEIR INFLATED HOMES DUE TO MONEY AND JOBS DRYING UP DUE TO THE TRICKLE UP THEORY OF PRESIDENT BUSH WHO TOOK ALL THE $ FROM THE MIDDLE AND LOWER CLASSES AND GAVE IT ALL TO THE SUPERRICH. AND THAT IS WHY OUR COUNTRY IS IN A MESS NOW. THIS WAS DONE BY MAKING RICH FOLKS TAXES SO LOW THEY GOT THE TAXES FROM THE LOWER CLASSES UNTIL WE RAN OUT OF MONEY AND IT JUST ISN'T ENOUGH TO PAY THE COUNTRY'S BILLS BUT STILL THEY ARE ENDOWED WITH THESE LOW LOW TAXES AND WE HAVE TO PICK UP THE SLACK. WE ARE RETIRED AND YET PAY AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT FOR TAXES BOTH STATE AND FEDERAL. WE PAY ENOUGH THAT ONE PERSON ON MINIMUM WAGE IS SUPPORTED BY US.
AND THAT IS CRIMINAL WE DON'T EARN THAT MUCH.
WELL ANYWAYS AS LONG AS I CAN PAY 3.50 FOR A LOAF OF BREAD WE ARE OK. BUT ANY HIGHER AND WE WILL HAVE TO GO TO THE DAY OLD STORES.
WE USED TO BAKE BREAD BUT NOW IT STILL COSTS ABOUT 3.00 FOR THE INGREDIENTS.
I BET THE BUSH FAMILY GETS FREE FOOD BECAUSE THEY ARE RICH. ANYWAYS WE ARE NOT MUCH LONGER FOR THIS WORLD BUT I PITY THE KIDS COMING AFTER US.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
WEDNESDAY DAY
TODAY DAD AND I WOKE UP LATE I AT 1000 AM AND DAD AT 1240 PM. WE WERE UP LATE LAST NIGHT AND THAT CAUSED US TO WAKE UP LATE.
OLD FOLKS NEED A LOT OF SLEEP, IN PREPARATION FOR THAT FINAL SLEEP HAHAH. HE WAS SO LATE I HAD TO CHECK AND SEE IF HE WAS STILL WITH ME I POKED HIM AND HE WOKE UP. I HAD COFFEE ALL READY AND BEANS IN THE POT COOKING ON THE STOVE. TODAY I MUST GO TO THE STORE AND GET CHILI POWDER AND STUFF TO MAKE A CHILI SAUCE FOR US TO EAT WITH THE BEANS. STRAIGHT FROM MY SANTA FE CHILDHOOD.
AT ANY RATE , I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD WHICH IS THE NORM FOR OLD FOLKS MEMORIES COME UP AND YOU WANT TO EXPRESS THEM SO YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN SEE WHAT YOUR LIFE AND THEIR LEGACY WAS LIKE.
SINCE I DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ENOUGH TO PUT IT ALL IN A BOOK, I ENCLOSE IT ALL HERE. MY PRESENT THOUGHTS MIXED WITH PAST THOUGHTS . A POTPOURRI OF MESSAGES FRO THE KIDS.
IF DON WAS WRITING THIS HE'D ASK HOW TO SPELL POTPOURRI.AND I WOULD BE ANNOYED SINCE I DO HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO THINK ABOUT , ITS HARD TO TRY TO FILL IN HIS .
TODAY I WENT AND MADE UP SOME CUSTOM BIRTHDAY GIFTS FOR MY 2 SONS, THAT WAS SORTA FUN. I STARTED ON THE INTERNET THEN WENT TO THE PHONE NUMBER BECAUSE I HAD A QUESTION AND WANTED IT ALL TO BE JUST RIGHT.
THE GIRL ON THE PHONE WAS VERY SWEET. AND PATIENT AND IN TURN I WAS SWEET AND PATIENT WITH HER. WE ARE WHAT OTHERS MAKE US SOMETIMES.
HAD SHE BEEN CRABBY I WOULD HAVE SAID NEVER MIND AND I WOULD HAVE FOUND ANOTHER PLACE TO DO THIS AND I WOULD HAVE HAD TO WAIT TIL TOMORROW BECAUSE I AM SO INVOLVED IN MY FEELINGS ANYMORE I NEED TO SLEEP ON THINGS THAT UPSET ME BEFORE I ACT OR I MIGHT ACT MEAN. I SUFFER A LOT WHEN I'M MEAN OR CRABBY WITH SOMEONE, I FRET AND WORRY THAT I AM NOT LIVING UP TO WHO I WANT TO BE.
OLD HOOD IS A MESS OF EMOTIONS AND CALM MIXED UP TOGETHER. I NOTICED DAD IS THE SAME WAY. H WOULD DENY IT OF COURSE IT IS HIS WAY.
I JUST CHECKED MY PINTO BEANS THEY ARE CLOSE TO BEING COOKED, WE HAVE TO GO TO THE STORE FOR THE POWDERED CHILI I AM ALL OUT OF NEW MEXICO CHILI.
THEY WILL BE READY FOR OUR LUNCH ABOUT 500 PM HAHHA. WHEN YOU SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE THIS LUNCH COMES VERY LATE AND DINNER IS LIKE MIDNIGHT.
OLD FOLKS NEED A LOT OF SLEEP, IN PREPARATION FOR THAT FINAL SLEEP HAHAH. HE WAS SO LATE I HAD TO CHECK AND SEE IF HE WAS STILL WITH ME I POKED HIM AND HE WOKE UP. I HAD COFFEE ALL READY AND BEANS IN THE POT COOKING ON THE STOVE. TODAY I MUST GO TO THE STORE AND GET CHILI POWDER AND STUFF TO MAKE A CHILI SAUCE FOR US TO EAT WITH THE BEANS. STRAIGHT FROM MY SANTA FE CHILDHOOD.
AT ANY RATE , I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD WHICH IS THE NORM FOR OLD FOLKS MEMORIES COME UP AND YOU WANT TO EXPRESS THEM SO YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN SEE WHAT YOUR LIFE AND THEIR LEGACY WAS LIKE.
SINCE I DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ENOUGH TO PUT IT ALL IN A BOOK, I ENCLOSE IT ALL HERE. MY PRESENT THOUGHTS MIXED WITH PAST THOUGHTS . A POTPOURRI OF MESSAGES FRO THE KIDS.
IF DON WAS WRITING THIS HE'D ASK HOW TO SPELL POTPOURRI.AND I WOULD BE ANNOYED SINCE I DO HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO THINK ABOUT , ITS HARD TO TRY TO FILL IN HIS .
TODAY I WENT AND MADE UP SOME CUSTOM BIRTHDAY GIFTS FOR MY 2 SONS, THAT WAS SORTA FUN. I STARTED ON THE INTERNET THEN WENT TO THE PHONE NUMBER BECAUSE I HAD A QUESTION AND WANTED IT ALL TO BE JUST RIGHT.
THE GIRL ON THE PHONE WAS VERY SWEET. AND PATIENT AND IN TURN I WAS SWEET AND PATIENT WITH HER. WE ARE WHAT OTHERS MAKE US SOMETIMES.
HAD SHE BEEN CRABBY I WOULD HAVE SAID NEVER MIND AND I WOULD HAVE FOUND ANOTHER PLACE TO DO THIS AND I WOULD HAVE HAD TO WAIT TIL TOMORROW BECAUSE I AM SO INVOLVED IN MY FEELINGS ANYMORE I NEED TO SLEEP ON THINGS THAT UPSET ME BEFORE I ACT OR I MIGHT ACT MEAN. I SUFFER A LOT WHEN I'M MEAN OR CRABBY WITH SOMEONE, I FRET AND WORRY THAT I AM NOT LIVING UP TO WHO I WANT TO BE.
OLD HOOD IS A MESS OF EMOTIONS AND CALM MIXED UP TOGETHER. I NOTICED DAD IS THE SAME WAY. H WOULD DENY IT OF COURSE IT IS HIS WAY.
I JUST CHECKED MY PINTO BEANS THEY ARE CLOSE TO BEING COOKED, WE HAVE TO GO TO THE STORE FOR THE POWDERED CHILI I AM ALL OUT OF NEW MEXICO CHILI.
THEY WILL BE READY FOR OUR LUNCH ABOUT 500 PM HAHHA. WHEN YOU SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE THIS LUNCH COMES VERY LATE AND DINNER IS LIKE MIDNIGHT.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
COLD MORN IN CG AND OTHER JUNK
I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED WRITING WITH AN INK PEN , YOU KNOW THE REAL KIND THAT YOU HAVE TOP LOAD INK INTO IT?
I WAS TAUGHT TO WRITE WITH ONE IN CATHOLIC SCHOOL AND THEY TAUGHT PENMANSHIP TOO. ALMOST EVERYONE WHO WENT TO A CATHOLIC SCHOOL HAD REALLY NICE PENMANSHIP.
THEY TAUGHT US TO WRITE IN A CALLIGRAPHY STYLE. NOW A DAYS WRITING AND PENMANSHIP HAS GONE TO PERSONAL MOVEMENTS ONLY NO TRAINING EXCEPT LIKE BLOCK LETTERS AND SIMPLE CURVATURE OF LETTERS IN CURSIVE WRITINGS. I AM ALWAYS COMPLIMENTED ON MY WRITING BUT I BLAME THE NUNS FOR IT I FEEL SO LUCKY.
I THINK IF MORE PEOPLE WROTE WITH REAL INK PENS IT WOULD BE THE CASE FOR THEM TOO THEIR WRITING WOULD IMPROVE. EXCEPT FOR MY PSYCHIATRIST FRIEND HE WENT TO A JEWISH SCHOOL AND HE SCRIBBLED WITH A FOUNTAIN PEN. I WAS ALWAYS AMAZED THAT HE HAD A REALLY EXPENSIVE INK PEN AND ALLOWED INMATES TO BORROW IT AT TIMES.
WHEN I GOT MY FIRST MONT BLANC COST $150 ON SALE (FORMERLY 300) I WAS SO EXCITED AND IT DID LIVE UP TO ITS NAME A REALLY EXQUISITE PEN WISH I HAD MORE OF THEM.
BUT NOWADAYS WE SETTLE FOR SHEAFFERS CALLIGRAPHY PENS . WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL THERE WAS AN ESTERBROOK PEN THAT WAS SO WONDERFUL YOU COULD BUY IT AT THE STATIONARY STORE AND IT COST $1.00 BUT IT WAS A SUPER WONDERFUL PEN.
THEY DON'T MAKE THOSE ANYMORE SOB SNIFF. EVERY SMART GIRL I KNEW HAD ONE AND THEY CAME IN COLORS I LIKED THE WHITE ONE THE BEST IT WAS THE MORE ELEGANT LOOKING ONE.
AT ANY RATE I AM GONG TO WRITE SOME LETTERS TO DAY WITH MY MONT BLANC PEN, ALL THE CALLIGRAPHY PENS SEEM TO REFUSE TO WRITE WELL AND THEY LEAK ON YOUR FINGERS. NOT THIS ONE.
ENOUGH STUFF ABOUT PENS THEN.
WHEN I WAS IN 3RD GRADE AT GORMLEY SCHOOL THEY HAD KIDS DIVIDED INTO CLASSES A B AND C
SMART KIDS WENT TO A AVERAGE TO B AND D KIDS WENT TO C
IN 4TH GRADE THEY DECIDED TO MIX US UP AND I FOUND THE C KIDS WERE MEAN FAT BULLIES AND ALWAYS HELD UP READING AND MATH AND IT WAS MOST UNPLEASANT TO BE THERE.
IN 5TH GRAD THEY GAVE UP MIXING THE BRAINS AND WE WENT BACK TO A B AND C CLASSES WHICH WORKED REALLY WELL. I HAD A WONDERFUL JEWISH TEACHER NAMED MRS STEPHENSON AND SHE PUT UP WITH NO NONSENSE ONCE I GIGGLED AND SHE TOLD ME CHILDREN IN HER CLASS BEHAVED AND EXPECTED ME TO BE ONE OF THEM.
I BEHAVED AFTER THAT .
IN 6TH GRADE WE HAD MRS SCHEUER, ANS SHE WAS A VERY CRANKY WOMAN.
I DIDN'T LIKE HER MUCH AND SHE TENDED TO TRY TO EMBARRASS ANYONE WHO SHE HAD IT IN FOR , I WAS ONE OF THOSE. ONE DAY SHE HAD THE CLASS STAND UP ONE ROW AT A TIME AND WHEN I STOOD UP SHE ASKED ME WHY I HAD WORN JEANS. ON FRIDAYS WE ALWAYS HAD GYM CLASS AND USUALLY WORE JEANS I TRIED TO EXPLAIN BUT SHE JUST BERATED ME FOR WEARING JEANS.
IT WAS A TOUGH YEAR FOR ME.
IN JUNIOR HIGH HARRINGTON JR HIGH SCHOOL I WAS MUCH HAPPIER I HAD 6 CLASSES AND 6 TEACHERS IT WAS GREAT. I ALWAYS GOT MY A'S SO TEACHERS WERE KIND TO ME THEY LIKED A STUDENTS AND I WAS USUALLY QUIET. SCHOOL STARTED AT 9:00 AM AND LET OUT AT 4:00 PM WITH AND HOUR FOR LUNCH WE ALL WENT HOME FOR LUNCH. EXCEPT THE KIDS WHOSE MOTHERS WORKED NOT TOO MANY OF THEM DID IN THOSE DAYS.
THOSE KIDS BROUGHT LUNCH OR ATE INA CAFETERIA AND THE FOOD WAS TERRIBLE I TRIED IT ONCE UGHHH OLA!
I WAS HAPPY THAT I GOT TO HAVE LUNCH AT HOME RE FRIED BEANS AND CHILI AND TORTILLAS WERE GOOD. WITH A SALAD OF LETTUCE AND TOMATOES ALL HOME GROWN. EXCEPT WINTER OF COURSE THEN WE HAD TO GO TO SAFEWAY. THE ORANGES WERE THE SIZE OF GRAPEFRUIT AND THE APPLES WERE HUGE TOO . AND DELICIOUS SUCH WONDERFUL FLAVORS NOWADAYS IT IS HARD TO FIND A DELICIOUS APPLE AND ORANGE LIKE THAT.
STORES LIKE NUGGET IN CALIFORNIA HAVE REALLY FINE PRODUCE BUT HERE IN ARIZONA ITS QUITE POOR SOMETIMES AT AJ'S IN CHANDLER THEY HAD SOME GOOD STUFF FOR BIG $.
THAT IS MY HOME FRIES STORY OF MY DAY BU BYE ALL LOVE YOU MUCH!!
I WAS TAUGHT TO WRITE WITH ONE IN CATHOLIC SCHOOL AND THEY TAUGHT PENMANSHIP TOO. ALMOST EVERYONE WHO WENT TO A CATHOLIC SCHOOL HAD REALLY NICE PENMANSHIP.
THEY TAUGHT US TO WRITE IN A CALLIGRAPHY STYLE. NOW A DAYS WRITING AND PENMANSHIP HAS GONE TO PERSONAL MOVEMENTS ONLY NO TRAINING EXCEPT LIKE BLOCK LETTERS AND SIMPLE CURVATURE OF LETTERS IN CURSIVE WRITINGS. I AM ALWAYS COMPLIMENTED ON MY WRITING BUT I BLAME THE NUNS FOR IT I FEEL SO LUCKY.
I THINK IF MORE PEOPLE WROTE WITH REAL INK PENS IT WOULD BE THE CASE FOR THEM TOO THEIR WRITING WOULD IMPROVE. EXCEPT FOR MY PSYCHIATRIST FRIEND HE WENT TO A JEWISH SCHOOL AND HE SCRIBBLED WITH A FOUNTAIN PEN. I WAS ALWAYS AMAZED THAT HE HAD A REALLY EXPENSIVE INK PEN AND ALLOWED INMATES TO BORROW IT AT TIMES.
WHEN I GOT MY FIRST MONT BLANC COST $150 ON SALE (FORMERLY 300) I WAS SO EXCITED AND IT DID LIVE UP TO ITS NAME A REALLY EXQUISITE PEN WISH I HAD MORE OF THEM.
BUT NOWADAYS WE SETTLE FOR SHEAFFERS CALLIGRAPHY PENS . WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL THERE WAS AN ESTERBROOK PEN THAT WAS SO WONDERFUL YOU COULD BUY IT AT THE STATIONARY STORE AND IT COST $1.00 BUT IT WAS A SUPER WONDERFUL PEN.
THEY DON'T MAKE THOSE ANYMORE SOB SNIFF. EVERY SMART GIRL I KNEW HAD ONE AND THEY CAME IN COLORS I LIKED THE WHITE ONE THE BEST IT WAS THE MORE ELEGANT LOOKING ONE.
AT ANY RATE I AM GONG TO WRITE SOME LETTERS TO DAY WITH MY MONT BLANC PEN, ALL THE CALLIGRAPHY PENS SEEM TO REFUSE TO WRITE WELL AND THEY LEAK ON YOUR FINGERS. NOT THIS ONE.
ENOUGH STUFF ABOUT PENS THEN.
WHEN I WAS IN 3RD GRADE AT GORMLEY SCHOOL THEY HAD KIDS DIVIDED INTO CLASSES A B AND C
SMART KIDS WENT TO A AVERAGE TO B AND D KIDS WENT TO C
IN 4TH GRADE THEY DECIDED TO MIX US UP AND I FOUND THE C KIDS WERE MEAN FAT BULLIES AND ALWAYS HELD UP READING AND MATH AND IT WAS MOST UNPLEASANT TO BE THERE.
IN 5TH GRAD THEY GAVE UP MIXING THE BRAINS AND WE WENT BACK TO A B AND C CLASSES WHICH WORKED REALLY WELL. I HAD A WONDERFUL JEWISH TEACHER NAMED MRS STEPHENSON AND SHE PUT UP WITH NO NONSENSE ONCE I GIGGLED AND SHE TOLD ME CHILDREN IN HER CLASS BEHAVED AND EXPECTED ME TO BE ONE OF THEM.
I BEHAVED AFTER THAT .
IN 6TH GRADE WE HAD MRS SCHEUER, ANS SHE WAS A VERY CRANKY WOMAN.
I DIDN'T LIKE HER MUCH AND SHE TENDED TO TRY TO EMBARRASS ANYONE WHO SHE HAD IT IN FOR , I WAS ONE OF THOSE. ONE DAY SHE HAD THE CLASS STAND UP ONE ROW AT A TIME AND WHEN I STOOD UP SHE ASKED ME WHY I HAD WORN JEANS. ON FRIDAYS WE ALWAYS HAD GYM CLASS AND USUALLY WORE JEANS I TRIED TO EXPLAIN BUT SHE JUST BERATED ME FOR WEARING JEANS.
IT WAS A TOUGH YEAR FOR ME.
IN JUNIOR HIGH HARRINGTON JR HIGH SCHOOL I WAS MUCH HAPPIER I HAD 6 CLASSES AND 6 TEACHERS IT WAS GREAT. I ALWAYS GOT MY A'S SO TEACHERS WERE KIND TO ME THEY LIKED A STUDENTS AND I WAS USUALLY QUIET. SCHOOL STARTED AT 9:00 AM AND LET OUT AT 4:00 PM WITH AND HOUR FOR LUNCH WE ALL WENT HOME FOR LUNCH. EXCEPT THE KIDS WHOSE MOTHERS WORKED NOT TOO MANY OF THEM DID IN THOSE DAYS.
THOSE KIDS BROUGHT LUNCH OR ATE INA CAFETERIA AND THE FOOD WAS TERRIBLE I TRIED IT ONCE UGHHH OLA!
I WAS HAPPY THAT I GOT TO HAVE LUNCH AT HOME RE FRIED BEANS AND CHILI AND TORTILLAS WERE GOOD. WITH A SALAD OF LETTUCE AND TOMATOES ALL HOME GROWN. EXCEPT WINTER OF COURSE THEN WE HAD TO GO TO SAFEWAY. THE ORANGES WERE THE SIZE OF GRAPEFRUIT AND THE APPLES WERE HUGE TOO . AND DELICIOUS SUCH WONDERFUL FLAVORS NOWADAYS IT IS HARD TO FIND A DELICIOUS APPLE AND ORANGE LIKE THAT.
STORES LIKE NUGGET IN CALIFORNIA HAVE REALLY FINE PRODUCE BUT HERE IN ARIZONA ITS QUITE POOR SOMETIMES AT AJ'S IN CHANDLER THEY HAD SOME GOOD STUFF FOR BIG $.
THAT IS MY HOME FRIES STORY OF MY DAY BU BYE ALL LOVE YOU MUCH!!
Friday, February 18, 2011
REPORT FROM TTHE FRONTLINES
MOM... WORKING IN KITCHEN CLEANING UP DAD'S CURRENT MESS I JUST HAD FINSISHED LOADING DISHWASHER AND CLEANING UP DADS MESS 15 MINUTES AGO...
MOM: WHAT IN THE WORLD?? WHAT WERE YOU EAT8ING HERE? PAN AND DISH AND BOWL IN SINK AND KNIVES AND CUT STUFF ON CENTER COUNTER.
DAD "DON'T BOTHER ME TOO MANY QUESTIONS"
MOM"I JUST CLEANED UP YOUR MESS"
DAD" WELL YOU WASHED MY CUP..."
DAD" WHAT WAS THE NAME OF THAT PROGRAM THAT INTERRUPTED YOUR PROGRAM?"
MOM "HUH? WHAA?""
DAD CRANKILIY "THAT PROGRAM THAT INTERRUPOTS WHAT YOU ARE WATCHING???"
MOM "HUH? WHAT ARE YOU TALKIGN ABOUT?"
DAD"THAT PROGRAM WITH THAT WOMAN'S NAME.."
MOM "HUH? I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU RE TALKING ABOUT."
DAD "YESTERDAY OH.. CROSSING JORDAN. NEVER MIND..."
MOM " I REALLY CAN'T READ YOUR MIND ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT"
"PLEASE DON'T BOTHER ME WITH YOUR NITWIT WRITINGS I HATE IT"
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW IT GOES DAD... WITH RANCOR MOM CONFUSED ALL DAY LONG WHEN HES WRITING HIS BLOGS.
MOM: WHAT IN THE WORLD?? WHAT WERE YOU EAT8ING HERE? PAN AND DISH AND BOWL IN SINK AND KNIVES AND CUT STUFF ON CENTER COUNTER.
DAD "DON'T BOTHER ME TOO MANY QUESTIONS"
MOM"I JUST CLEANED UP YOUR MESS"
DAD" WELL YOU WASHED MY CUP..."
DAD" WHAT WAS THE NAME OF THAT PROGRAM THAT INTERRUPTED YOUR PROGRAM?"
MOM "HUH? WHAA?""
DAD CRANKILIY "THAT PROGRAM THAT INTERRUPOTS WHAT YOU ARE WATCHING???"
MOM "HUH? WHAT ARE YOU TALKIGN ABOUT?"
DAD"THAT PROGRAM WITH THAT WOMAN'S NAME.."
MOM "HUH? I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU RE TALKING ABOUT."
DAD "YESTERDAY OH.. CROSSING JORDAN. NEVER MIND..."
MOM " I REALLY CAN'T READ YOUR MIND ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT"
"PLEASE DON'T BOTHER ME WITH YOUR NITWIT WRITINGS I HATE IT"
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW IT GOES DAD... WITH RANCOR MOM CONFUSED ALL DAY LONG WHEN HES WRITING HIS BLOGS.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
COLIN WILSON
ANOTHER OF MY HEROES WAS COLIN WILSON HE ALSO QUIT SCHOOL AND WORKED AT MANY ODD JOBS AND AT THE AGE OF 24 WROTE "THE OUTSIDER" WHICH DEALT WITH ALIENATION CREATIVITY AND EXISTENTIALISM.
MANY OLDER WRITERS SEEMED ENVIOUS OF THIS WORK AND CRITIQUED IT BUT IT REMAINS A CLASSIC TO THIS DAY. IT IS STILL PUBLISHED IN BOTH HARD BACK AND PAPERBACK AND IS USED FOR ASSIGNMENTS IN SCHOOLS.
THIS WAS ALSO A VERY PROLIFIC WRITER WHO PUBLISHED MANY BOOKS ON MANY SUBJECTS WHICH WERE VERY WELL RESEARCHED . HE IS ALSO A FAVORITE ALONG WITH ROBERT ANTON WILSON. MANY ACADEMICS WERE INCENSED THAT SO YOUNG A MAN WITH NO PHD ETC WAS SO WELL PUBLISHED DUE TO HIS ABSOLUTELY CREATIVE MIND HE HAS WRITTEN SO MANY BOOKS I CANNOT HONESTLY TELL YOU A NUMBER BUT HE WROTE ON CRIME METAPHYSICS, PHYSICS, PHILOSOPHY , AND SO MANY SUBJECTS I HAVE NO ROOM IN MY MEMORY FOR THEM ALL BUT BE ASSURED I WAS ENTRANCED BY HIS WORKS.
MANY OLDER WRITERS SEEMED ENVIOUS OF THIS WORK AND CRITIQUED IT BUT IT REMAINS A CLASSIC TO THIS DAY. IT IS STILL PUBLISHED IN BOTH HARD BACK AND PAPERBACK AND IS USED FOR ASSIGNMENTS IN SCHOOLS.
THIS WAS ALSO A VERY PROLIFIC WRITER WHO PUBLISHED MANY BOOKS ON MANY SUBJECTS WHICH WERE VERY WELL RESEARCHED . HE IS ALSO A FAVORITE ALONG WITH ROBERT ANTON WILSON. MANY ACADEMICS WERE INCENSED THAT SO YOUNG A MAN WITH NO PHD ETC WAS SO WELL PUBLISHED DUE TO HIS ABSOLUTELY CREATIVE MIND HE HAS WRITTEN SO MANY BOOKS I CANNOT HONESTLY TELL YOU A NUMBER BUT HE WROTE ON CRIME METAPHYSICS, PHYSICS, PHILOSOPHY , AND SO MANY SUBJECTS I HAVE NO ROOM IN MY MEMORY FOR THEM ALL BUT BE ASSURED I WAS ENTRANCED BY HIS WORKS.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
ROBERT ANTON WILSON
I AM VERY SAD TO LEARN THAT ROBERT ANTON WILSON ONE OF MY HEROES DIED ON 1/11/2007.
HE WAS A MOST INTELLIGENT AND PROLIFIC WRITER OF OUR TIMES.
HE WROTE STUFF THAT WAS FUNNY THAT LATER TURNED TO BE PROPHETIC.
THE ILLUMINATUS TRILOGY WHICH MY KIDS WERE READING IN 1972 IN HIGH SCHOOL THEY BROUGHT THESE BOOKS HOME AND DON AND I READ THEM AND STARTED TO LOOK FOR MORE OF HIS WORKS HE WROTE THE COSMIC TRIGGER SERIES WHICH FOLLOWED THE PROPHETIC ILLUMINATUS TRILOGY, AFTER WHICH OR DURING HE ALSO WROTE SCHRODINGER'S CAT TRILOGY WHICH WE ALSO READ.
IT WAS SUCH A DELIGHT IN MOVING FROM PHYSICS TO METAPHYSICS AND SEEING IT REALLY WAS.
HIS WRITINGS KEPT US ALERT AND HAPPY DURING THE 70S AND 80S AND NOWADAYS I FIND HE WROTE MANY MORE BOOKS WHICH I AM NOW COLLECTING. GOT 4 YESTERDAY AND I'M EXCITED ABOUT THEM.
WHEN I WAS ABOUT 15 IT STRUCK ME THAT THERE WAS MORE IN THE WORLD THAN WHAT I COULD SEE BECAUSE I AT TIMES COULD SEE MORE.
I STARTED TO READ SCIENCE FICTION AND COLLECT COMICS ABOUT SUCH THINGS.
WHEN I WAS 17 I BEGAN THE FOUNDATION SERIES BY ISAAC ASIMOV THEY WERE VERY EXCITING THEN. IT WAS A SERIES OF 3 BOOKS.
ALSO DURING THAT TIME I WAS READING A BOOK BY VICTOR FRANKL CALLED MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING AND THE POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING BY NORMAN VINCENT PEALE.
I WAS SEARCHING FOR MEANING IN MY LIFE AND MY PATH . SCIENCE FICTION AND PHILOSOPHICAL WRITINGS WERE MY FOOD AT THAT TIME. AND STRANGELY ENOUGH STILL.
I WAS ASHAMED THAT I HADN'T FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL BUT MY RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME HAD MADE ME AN OBJECT OF GOSSIP BECAUSE WE RAN AWAY 2 GIRLS AND 1 BOY AND THE BOY ALWAYS SEEMED GAY TO US SO WE DIDN'T SEE HIM AS A SEX OBJECT BUT OTHERS DID. WHICH MADE MY RETURN TO HIGH SCHOOL PURE HELL SO I QUIT. AND AFTER A SHORT SPELL WITH MY MOM AND STEP FATHER WHICH WAS WORSE THAN HELL I WENT ON MY OWN TO DENVER COLO.
AND I BEGAN MY JOURNEY OF SELF DISCOVERY AND STUDY. I WENT TO NIGHT SCHOOL FOR AWHILE COMPTOMETER SCHOOL WHICH WAS BORING AND I NEVER QUITE UNDERSTOOD WHAT I WAS DOING AND NO ONE EXPLAINED IT TO ME. IT WAS A TYPE OF MACHINE THAT ADDED SUBTRACTED MULTIPLIED AND ETC. AN EARLY MODEL OF OUR HANDHELD ONES.
ANYWAY I JUST WANTED TOP MAKE A POINT OF THE IMPORTANCE OF ROBERT ANTON WILSON'S INFLUENCE ON MY LIFE.
HE WAS A MOST INTELLIGENT AND PROLIFIC WRITER OF OUR TIMES.
HE WROTE STUFF THAT WAS FUNNY THAT LATER TURNED TO BE PROPHETIC.
THE ILLUMINATUS TRILOGY WHICH MY KIDS WERE READING IN 1972 IN HIGH SCHOOL THEY BROUGHT THESE BOOKS HOME AND DON AND I READ THEM AND STARTED TO LOOK FOR MORE OF HIS WORKS HE WROTE THE COSMIC TRIGGER SERIES WHICH FOLLOWED THE PROPHETIC ILLUMINATUS TRILOGY, AFTER WHICH OR DURING HE ALSO WROTE SCHRODINGER'S CAT TRILOGY WHICH WE ALSO READ.
IT WAS SUCH A DELIGHT IN MOVING FROM PHYSICS TO METAPHYSICS AND SEEING IT REALLY WAS.
HIS WRITINGS KEPT US ALERT AND HAPPY DURING THE 70S AND 80S AND NOWADAYS I FIND HE WROTE MANY MORE BOOKS WHICH I AM NOW COLLECTING. GOT 4 YESTERDAY AND I'M EXCITED ABOUT THEM.
WHEN I WAS ABOUT 15 IT STRUCK ME THAT THERE WAS MORE IN THE WORLD THAN WHAT I COULD SEE BECAUSE I AT TIMES COULD SEE MORE.
I STARTED TO READ SCIENCE FICTION AND COLLECT COMICS ABOUT SUCH THINGS.
WHEN I WAS 17 I BEGAN THE FOUNDATION SERIES BY ISAAC ASIMOV THEY WERE VERY EXCITING THEN. IT WAS A SERIES OF 3 BOOKS.
ALSO DURING THAT TIME I WAS READING A BOOK BY VICTOR FRANKL CALLED MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING AND THE POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING BY NORMAN VINCENT PEALE.
I WAS SEARCHING FOR MEANING IN MY LIFE AND MY PATH . SCIENCE FICTION AND PHILOSOPHICAL WRITINGS WERE MY FOOD AT THAT TIME. AND STRANGELY ENOUGH STILL.
I WAS ASHAMED THAT I HADN'T FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL BUT MY RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME HAD MADE ME AN OBJECT OF GOSSIP BECAUSE WE RAN AWAY 2 GIRLS AND 1 BOY AND THE BOY ALWAYS SEEMED GAY TO US SO WE DIDN'T SEE HIM AS A SEX OBJECT BUT OTHERS DID. WHICH MADE MY RETURN TO HIGH SCHOOL PURE HELL SO I QUIT. AND AFTER A SHORT SPELL WITH MY MOM AND STEP FATHER WHICH WAS WORSE THAN HELL I WENT ON MY OWN TO DENVER COLO.
AND I BEGAN MY JOURNEY OF SELF DISCOVERY AND STUDY. I WENT TO NIGHT SCHOOL FOR AWHILE COMPTOMETER SCHOOL WHICH WAS BORING AND I NEVER QUITE UNDERSTOOD WHAT I WAS DOING AND NO ONE EXPLAINED IT TO ME. IT WAS A TYPE OF MACHINE THAT ADDED SUBTRACTED MULTIPLIED AND ETC. AN EARLY MODEL OF OUR HANDHELD ONES.
ANYWAY I JUST WANTED TOP MAKE A POINT OF THE IMPORTANCE OF ROBERT ANTON WILSON'S INFLUENCE ON MY LIFE.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
SNEAKY TOES
LAST NIGHT I WAS STARTLED TO HAVE SOMEONE BEHIND ME. IT WAS DAD, HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO SNEAK QUIETLY BEHIND PEOPLE EVER SINCE WE FIRST MARRIED AND HE ALWAYS STARTLES ME WITH HIS CREEPINESS.
WELL HE DID IT AGAIN LAST NIGHT I WAS WATCHING TV AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I HEARD RATTLING IN THE KITCHEN BUT I NEVER SAW HIM GO BY.
WE ONCE HAD A CAT THAT COULD DO THAT DISAPPEAR AND APPEAR IN A MOST UNUSUAL PLACE ALL THE TIME EVEN WITH DOORS CLOSED THERE HE WOULD BE.
I THINK THERE IS A SEPARATE DIMENSION THESE CRITTERS CAN ACCESS AND MOVE ABOUT WITHOUT BEING SEEN.
WELL HE DID IT AGAIN LAST NIGHT I WAS WATCHING TV AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I HEARD RATTLING IN THE KITCHEN BUT I NEVER SAW HIM GO BY.
WE ONCE HAD A CAT THAT COULD DO THAT DISAPPEAR AND APPEAR IN A MOST UNUSUAL PLACE ALL THE TIME EVEN WITH DOORS CLOSED THERE HE WOULD BE.
I THINK THERE IS A SEPARATE DIMENSION THESE CRITTERS CAN ACCESS AND MOVE ABOUT WITHOUT BEING SEEN.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
SHOSHIN
SOON I WILL VISIT WITH MY TWO TEEN FRIENDS THAT I HAVE KNOWN SINCE THEY WERE 3 AND 4 YEARS OLD.
THESE GIRLS HAVE SHOSHIN... THE ZEN BUDDHISM TERM FOR BEGINNER'S MIND... WHICH IS SEEING THINGS WITH NO PREVIOUS PRECONCEPTION.
I HOPE THIS WILL STAY WITH THEM ALL THEIR LIVES SINCE IT IS THE KIND OF MIND TRUE SCIENTISTS ALL HAVE.
SEEING THINGS FROM THIS PERSPECTIVE GIVES ONE AN ADVANTAGE IN LIFE, THIS IS THE TRUE CREATIVE MIND THAT THINKS OF THINGS NO MIND HAS THOUGHT BEFORE.
PARENTS NEED TO FOSTER THIS AND NOT OVER CONTROL THESE CHILDREN SO AS TO KEEP THIS TRAIT FULL AND OPEN AND CLEAR.
AN OVER CONTROLLING PARENT CAN DAMAGE THESE MINDS BY TRYING TO INSTILL ONLY THEIR WAY OF THINKING.
I REMEMBER GROWING WITH VERY LITTLE INSTRUCTION FROM ADULTS, I GOT A'S IN SCHOOL NO ONE CARED ABOUT NOT EVEN I. I WAS FREE TO EXPLORE MY ENVIRONMENT WITH LITTLE RESTRICTION.
MY FIRST REINING IN WAS WHEN I WAS TOLD I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO IRON MY OWN CLOTHES I WAS FURIOUS, UP TIL THEN I HAD HAD A PERFECT CHILDHOOD. HAHHA I LEARNED TO CROCHET AND TO EMBROIDER AND TO SEW FROM MY FOSTER MOTHER BY CHOICE , IT WAS FUN. AND I LEARNED HOW TO MAKE RUGS OUT OF OLD CLOTHES AND RAGS.
ALL THIS SERVED ME WHEN I WAS AN ADULT WITH CHILDREN OF MY OWN.
WE MANY TIMES MADE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS AND BOUGHT ONLY 1 FOR EACH CHILD. I MADE PAJAMAS AND SLIPPERS BY KNITTING FOR EACH KID AT CHRISTMAS AND THEY LOVED THIS.
OUR CHILDREN GOT VERY LITTLE ADVERTISED STUFF FROM TV, THEY MANAGED TO MAKE FACSIMILES OF SOME TOYS WITH TOOLS AND WOOD AND SUPPLIES WE HAD AROUND THE HOUSE ALL OF THEM DREW AND WROTE STORIES AND KEPT DIARIES. THEY ALL USED THEIR MINDS FOR PLAY
I AM PROUD I TAUGHT THEM THAT, MY GOAL FOR MY KIDS WAS THAT THEY DO WHAT MADE THEM HAPPY IN LIFE.
WE FURNISHED THEM EACH ANEW BOOK FOR A DIARY EACH YEAR AND THEY IN TURN LET US READ THEM THE FOLLOWING YEAR WHEN THEY GOT NEW ONES. I WAS HONORED BY THIS TRUST.
ALTHOUGH MY GROWN CHILDREN DID HAVE PROBLEMS THEY DID AS THEY CHOSE WHEN THEY COULD.
MY ONLY REGRET WAS THAT I DIDN'T EXPRESS MY LOVE ALOUD MORE.
I AM STILL READING A BOOK BY ROBERT ANTON WILSON IT IS A BOOK ABOUT THIS VERY SUBJECT AND PHYSICS I LOVE THESE KINDS OF BOOKS.
HE DESCRIBES MINDS SO WELL. HE HAS WRITTEN SO MANY BOOKS AND THEY ARE SO PROFOUND HE CONTINUES TO WRITE HE IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PHILOSOPHERS EVER TO LIVE AND ALIVE TODAY.
HE HAS WRITTEN ON EVERY SUBJECT IMAGINABLE AND HIS RESEARCH IS SEEMINGLY INFALLIBLE WITH THE CURRENT AVAILABLE INFORMATION OF THE WORLD. ADDING HIS OWN SHOSHIN TO IT ALL.
I TRULY LOVE THIS MAN HE HAS ENRICHED MY LIFE IN SO MANY WAYS.
DON'T TAKE MY WORD FOR IT READ A BOOK BY HIM, HE ALSO IS SOEMWHAT OF A PROPHET.
THESE GIRLS HAVE SHOSHIN... THE ZEN BUDDHISM TERM FOR BEGINNER'S MIND... WHICH IS SEEING THINGS WITH NO PREVIOUS PRECONCEPTION.
I HOPE THIS WILL STAY WITH THEM ALL THEIR LIVES SINCE IT IS THE KIND OF MIND TRUE SCIENTISTS ALL HAVE.
SEEING THINGS FROM THIS PERSPECTIVE GIVES ONE AN ADVANTAGE IN LIFE, THIS IS THE TRUE CREATIVE MIND THAT THINKS OF THINGS NO MIND HAS THOUGHT BEFORE.
PARENTS NEED TO FOSTER THIS AND NOT OVER CONTROL THESE CHILDREN SO AS TO KEEP THIS TRAIT FULL AND OPEN AND CLEAR.
AN OVER CONTROLLING PARENT CAN DAMAGE THESE MINDS BY TRYING TO INSTILL ONLY THEIR WAY OF THINKING.
I REMEMBER GROWING WITH VERY LITTLE INSTRUCTION FROM ADULTS, I GOT A'S IN SCHOOL NO ONE CARED ABOUT NOT EVEN I. I WAS FREE TO EXPLORE MY ENVIRONMENT WITH LITTLE RESTRICTION.
MY FIRST REINING IN WAS WHEN I WAS TOLD I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO IRON MY OWN CLOTHES I WAS FURIOUS, UP TIL THEN I HAD HAD A PERFECT CHILDHOOD. HAHHA I LEARNED TO CROCHET AND TO EMBROIDER AND TO SEW FROM MY FOSTER MOTHER BY CHOICE , IT WAS FUN. AND I LEARNED HOW TO MAKE RUGS OUT OF OLD CLOTHES AND RAGS.
ALL THIS SERVED ME WHEN I WAS AN ADULT WITH CHILDREN OF MY OWN.
WE MANY TIMES MADE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS AND BOUGHT ONLY 1 FOR EACH CHILD. I MADE PAJAMAS AND SLIPPERS BY KNITTING FOR EACH KID AT CHRISTMAS AND THEY LOVED THIS.
OUR CHILDREN GOT VERY LITTLE ADVERTISED STUFF FROM TV, THEY MANAGED TO MAKE FACSIMILES OF SOME TOYS WITH TOOLS AND WOOD AND SUPPLIES WE HAD AROUND THE HOUSE ALL OF THEM DREW AND WROTE STORIES AND KEPT DIARIES. THEY ALL USED THEIR MINDS FOR PLAY
I AM PROUD I TAUGHT THEM THAT, MY GOAL FOR MY KIDS WAS THAT THEY DO WHAT MADE THEM HAPPY IN LIFE.
WE FURNISHED THEM EACH ANEW BOOK FOR A DIARY EACH YEAR AND THEY IN TURN LET US READ THEM THE FOLLOWING YEAR WHEN THEY GOT NEW ONES. I WAS HONORED BY THIS TRUST.
ALTHOUGH MY GROWN CHILDREN DID HAVE PROBLEMS THEY DID AS THEY CHOSE WHEN THEY COULD.
MY ONLY REGRET WAS THAT I DIDN'T EXPRESS MY LOVE ALOUD MORE.
I AM STILL READING A BOOK BY ROBERT ANTON WILSON IT IS A BOOK ABOUT THIS VERY SUBJECT AND PHYSICS I LOVE THESE KINDS OF BOOKS.
HE DESCRIBES MINDS SO WELL. HE HAS WRITTEN SO MANY BOOKS AND THEY ARE SO PROFOUND HE CONTINUES TO WRITE HE IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PHILOSOPHERS EVER TO LIVE AND ALIVE TODAY.
HE HAS WRITTEN ON EVERY SUBJECT IMAGINABLE AND HIS RESEARCH IS SEEMINGLY INFALLIBLE WITH THE CURRENT AVAILABLE INFORMATION OF THE WORLD. ADDING HIS OWN SHOSHIN TO IT ALL.
I TRULY LOVE THIS MAN HE HAS ENRICHED MY LIFE IN SO MANY WAYS.
DON'T TAKE MY WORD FOR IT READ A BOOK BY HIM, HE ALSO IS SOEMWHAT OF A PROPHET.
Friday, February 4, 2011
SPARE ME GOD!!! MORE POLITICS
TODAY I AM A BIT OUT OF SORTS WITH OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS SO I AM GOING TO HARASS THEM.
I REMEMBER IN 1970 , I, AS A WOMAN, MARCHED FOR WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND FOUGHT HARD AND WAS MADE FUN OF CALLED EVERYTHING IN THE BOOK FOR MY BELIEFS... I WANTED EQUAL PAY FOR EQUAL WORK. I WANTED THE RIGHT TO HAVE EQUAL RIGHTS WITH MEN . I DIDN'T WANT THEIR PENISES I JUST WANTED THE RIGHT TO THE SAME MONEYS AND EVERY RIGHT THEY HAD AND HAD KEPT . WE HAD THE RIGHT TO VOTE AND THAT WAS IT.
THE EXPECTATION WAS WE HAD TO SIT HOME AND TAKE CARE OF KIDS AND HOUSEWORK AND WHEN OUR HUSBANDS RAN OFF WITH OTHER WOMEN WE HAD NO CHILD SUPPORT AND NO WAY OF MAKING A DECENT LIVING WE STARTED COLLEGE AND IT WAS HARD WORK. WITH 4 KIDS HERE I WENT .
I GOT A DEGREE OR TWO AND THEN WENT TO WORK .
WELL, IT LOOKS LIKE THE ELECTED OFFICIALS ARE BUSY CHANGING LAWS TO MEET REQUIREMENTS OF THEIR SUPPORTERS... THE SUPER RICH. WELL THEY STILL AREN'T PAYING THEIR FAIR SHARE OF TAXES AND THEY AREN'T USING THE MONEY THEY GOT TO MAKE JOBS FOR AMERICANS LIKE THEY PROMISED THE TRICKLE DOWN THEORY IS NOW THE TRICKLE UP THEORY... THEY ARE OUTSOURCING THE WORK SO AMERICANS CAN KEEP ON BEING POOR AND UNEMPLOYED . EMPLOYED PERSONS DON'T SEE IT AS A PROBLEM IT HASN'T HIT THEM YET THEY ARE STILL BEING DECEIVED BY THESE LIARS . AS SOON AS A LOAF OF BREAD COSTS AS MUCH AS ALL THEIR SAVINGS THEY WILL FINALLY WAKE UP?
I DOUBT IT . THE LIES THEY ARE TOLD ARE SO BOLD AND THEY ARE SO DUMB THEY WILL CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IT ALL.
THE AVERAGE I Q IN AMERICA USED TO BE 100 I THINK IT HAS COME DOWN ITS NOW ROOM TEMP IQ 72.
2 NUMBERS DOWN BRINGS IT TO MILD RETARDATION.
AT ANY RATE IF WE WOMEN GET RAPED, IT DOESN'T COUNT UNLESS YOU ARE RETARDED OR DISABLED IN SOME WAY OTHERWISE YOU HAD CONSENSUAL SEX.
THE LAW WILL SAY SO. THIS TO LET MEN HAVE THEIR WAYS WITH WOMEN AND DOMINATE THEM ONCE MORE. I BELIEVE THE RE PUBS MENTIONED THAT WOMEN REALLY DON'T HAVE A VOTE SINCE THEY ONLY GOT THEIR RIGHTS IN THE EARLY 1900'S AND NEXT THEY WILL SAY BLACK PEOPLE AREN'T LEGAL CITIZENS SO THEY CAN OUST OBAMA.
DON'T THEY SEE WE CAN SEE RIGHT THRU THEM?
I REMEMBER IN 1970 , I, AS A WOMAN, MARCHED FOR WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND FOUGHT HARD AND WAS MADE FUN OF CALLED EVERYTHING IN THE BOOK FOR MY BELIEFS... I WANTED EQUAL PAY FOR EQUAL WORK. I WANTED THE RIGHT TO HAVE EQUAL RIGHTS WITH MEN . I DIDN'T WANT THEIR PENISES I JUST WANTED THE RIGHT TO THE SAME MONEYS AND EVERY RIGHT THEY HAD AND HAD KEPT . WE HAD THE RIGHT TO VOTE AND THAT WAS IT.
THE EXPECTATION WAS WE HAD TO SIT HOME AND TAKE CARE OF KIDS AND HOUSEWORK AND WHEN OUR HUSBANDS RAN OFF WITH OTHER WOMEN WE HAD NO CHILD SUPPORT AND NO WAY OF MAKING A DECENT LIVING WE STARTED COLLEGE AND IT WAS HARD WORK. WITH 4 KIDS HERE I WENT .
I GOT A DEGREE OR TWO AND THEN WENT TO WORK .
WELL, IT LOOKS LIKE THE ELECTED OFFICIALS ARE BUSY CHANGING LAWS TO MEET REQUIREMENTS OF THEIR SUPPORTERS... THE SUPER RICH. WELL THEY STILL AREN'T PAYING THEIR FAIR SHARE OF TAXES AND THEY AREN'T USING THE MONEY THEY GOT TO MAKE JOBS FOR AMERICANS LIKE THEY PROMISED THE TRICKLE DOWN THEORY IS NOW THE TRICKLE UP THEORY... THEY ARE OUTSOURCING THE WORK SO AMERICANS CAN KEEP ON BEING POOR AND UNEMPLOYED . EMPLOYED PERSONS DON'T SEE IT AS A PROBLEM IT HASN'T HIT THEM YET THEY ARE STILL BEING DECEIVED BY THESE LIARS . AS SOON AS A LOAF OF BREAD COSTS AS MUCH AS ALL THEIR SAVINGS THEY WILL FINALLY WAKE UP?
I DOUBT IT . THE LIES THEY ARE TOLD ARE SO BOLD AND THEY ARE SO DUMB THEY WILL CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IT ALL.
THE AVERAGE I Q IN AMERICA USED TO BE 100 I THINK IT HAS COME DOWN ITS NOW ROOM TEMP IQ 72.
2 NUMBERS DOWN BRINGS IT TO MILD RETARDATION.
AT ANY RATE IF WE WOMEN GET RAPED, IT DOESN'T COUNT UNLESS YOU ARE RETARDED OR DISABLED IN SOME WAY OTHERWISE YOU HAD CONSENSUAL SEX.
THE LAW WILL SAY SO. THIS TO LET MEN HAVE THEIR WAYS WITH WOMEN AND DOMINATE THEM ONCE MORE. I BELIEVE THE RE PUBS MENTIONED THAT WOMEN REALLY DON'T HAVE A VOTE SINCE THEY ONLY GOT THEIR RIGHTS IN THE EARLY 1900'S AND NEXT THEY WILL SAY BLACK PEOPLE AREN'T LEGAL CITIZENS SO THEY CAN OUST OBAMA.
DON'T THEY SEE WE CAN SEE RIGHT THRU THEM?
Thursday, January 27, 2011
WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH AMERICANS?
OMIGOD!! AGAIN WITH THE NO CITIZENSHIP FOR MEXICANS WHO ARE BORN IN AMERICA .
I GET REALLY TIRED OF THIS CRAP. ANYONE BORN HERE IS A CITIZEN NO MATTER WHAT YOU THIEVING REPUBLICANS SAY.
WHAT MAKES A LARGE GROUP OF PEOPLE SO HEARTLESS THAT THEY WANT TO TURN MEXICANS INTO THE NEW JEWS?
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HITLER DID IF WE ARE GONNA TALK NAZI TALK ABOUT SOME AMERICANS .
MEXICANS ARE AMERICA'S JEWS .
NOW WHAT IF JESUS COMES BACK AS A MEXICAN? HE CANT COME HERE BECAUSE HES NOT A CITIZEN?
TYPICAL NAZI THINKING SHAME ON ALL OF YOU.
I SURE HOPE THE CHRIST YOU WORSHIP CAN SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND HOW YOU CLAIM TO BE CHRISTIANS AS WELL.
MY EXPERIENCE IN MY VERY LONG LIFE SHOWS ME THAT THE MORE RELIGIOUS A GROUP IS THE MORE EXCUSE THEY USE TO PERSECUTE THE HELPLESS AND THE POOR.
IT IS TIME TO WAKE UP TO THE TIME TO LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR IS AT HAND.
THAT AND MAINLY THAT WAS THE MESSAGE CHRIST GAVE US LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF . NOT LOVE ONLY YOURSELF. IF YOU LOVE JESUS YOU NEED TO RETHINK YOUR IDEAS. HATING ILLEGAL ALIENS IS NOT THE WAY TO HEAVEN.
NO ROOM FOR HATE AND GREED IN HEAVEN FOLKS.
I GET REALLY TIRED OF THIS CRAP. ANYONE BORN HERE IS A CITIZEN NO MATTER WHAT YOU THIEVING REPUBLICANS SAY.
WHAT MAKES A LARGE GROUP OF PEOPLE SO HEARTLESS THAT THEY WANT TO TURN MEXICANS INTO THE NEW JEWS?
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HITLER DID IF WE ARE GONNA TALK NAZI TALK ABOUT SOME AMERICANS .
MEXICANS ARE AMERICA'S JEWS .
NOW WHAT IF JESUS COMES BACK AS A MEXICAN? HE CANT COME HERE BECAUSE HES NOT A CITIZEN?
TYPICAL NAZI THINKING SHAME ON ALL OF YOU.
I SURE HOPE THE CHRIST YOU WORSHIP CAN SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND HOW YOU CLAIM TO BE CHRISTIANS AS WELL.
MY EXPERIENCE IN MY VERY LONG LIFE SHOWS ME THAT THE MORE RELIGIOUS A GROUP IS THE MORE EXCUSE THEY USE TO PERSECUTE THE HELPLESS AND THE POOR.
IT IS TIME TO WAKE UP TO THE TIME TO LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR IS AT HAND.
THAT AND MAINLY THAT WAS THE MESSAGE CHRIST GAVE US LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF . NOT LOVE ONLY YOURSELF. IF YOU LOVE JESUS YOU NEED TO RETHINK YOUR IDEAS. HATING ILLEGAL ALIENS IS NOT THE WAY TO HEAVEN.
NO ROOM FOR HATE AND GREED IN HEAVEN FOLKS.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
LATE NIGHT SHOPPING AT WALMART
WHEN WE FIRST MOVED TO LAGUNA WEST IN THE ELK GROVE AREA, IN 1996,
WE USED TO GO SHOPPING AT 300 AM OR LIKE THAT WHEN WE WERE UP ALL NIGHT FOR SOEMREASON OR ANOTHER.
TONIGHT WE DECIDED THAT SINCE WE DOTN GOTO BED UNTIL SUNRISE ANYWAYS WE ARE GOING TO SHOP AT WALMART WHICH STAYSOPEN ALL NIGHT THEN GO TO BREAKFAST AT MIMIS WHICH OPENS ABOUT 700 AM .
IN THE MEANTIME IM WRITING HERE.
WHEN I WAS A KID IN SANTA FE THERE WAS A RESTAURANT CALLED THE PINK ADOBE AND THEY SERVED AUTHENTIC SANTA FE FOODS THERE. IT WAS DELICIOUS AND THE CHILI WAS HOT LIKE ALL OF US SANTA FEANS LOVED IT.
SINCE WE CAME TO ARIZONA, THE MEXICAN FOOD IS NOT EVER HOT ITS MADE FOR WIMPS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT IT SUCKS. LIKE THES MEXICAN PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW TO COOK AUTHENTIC MEXICAN FOODS ANYMORE.
THEY HAVE GONE GRINGO ON US. HAHAH
AT ANY RATE IN AWUTUKEE THERE IS ARRIBA MEXICAN GRILL IT IS THE CLOSEST TO SANTA FE FOOD I CAN FIND AND THEY HAVE A VARIED HEAT ON CHILI AND THEY SELL HATCH CHILI BY THE LB. ITS GREAT BUT KILLER YOU HAVE TO USE IT A TEENIEST BIT AT A TIME JUST LIKE BACK HOME.
WE USED TO GO SHOPPING AT 300 AM OR LIKE THAT WHEN WE WERE UP ALL NIGHT FOR SOEMREASON OR ANOTHER.
TONIGHT WE DECIDED THAT SINCE WE DOTN GOTO BED UNTIL SUNRISE ANYWAYS WE ARE GOING TO SHOP AT WALMART WHICH STAYSOPEN ALL NIGHT THEN GO TO BREAKFAST AT MIMIS WHICH OPENS ABOUT 700 AM .
IN THE MEANTIME IM WRITING HERE.
WHEN I WAS A KID IN SANTA FE THERE WAS A RESTAURANT CALLED THE PINK ADOBE AND THEY SERVED AUTHENTIC SANTA FE FOODS THERE. IT WAS DELICIOUS AND THE CHILI WAS HOT LIKE ALL OF US SANTA FEANS LOVED IT.
SINCE WE CAME TO ARIZONA, THE MEXICAN FOOD IS NOT EVER HOT ITS MADE FOR WIMPS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT IT SUCKS. LIKE THES MEXICAN PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW TO COOK AUTHENTIC MEXICAN FOODS ANYMORE.
THEY HAVE GONE GRINGO ON US. HAHAH
AT ANY RATE IN AWUTUKEE THERE IS ARRIBA MEXICAN GRILL IT IS THE CLOSEST TO SANTA FE FOOD I CAN FIND AND THEY HAVE A VARIED HEAT ON CHILI AND THEY SELL HATCH CHILI BY THE LB. ITS GREAT BUT KILLER YOU HAVE TO USE IT A TEENIEST BIT AT A TIME JUST LIKE BACK HOME.
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