WEDNESDAY DAY

TODAY DAD AND I WOKE UP LATE I AT 1000 AM AND DAD AT 1240 PM. WE WERE UP LATE LAST NIGHT AND THAT CAUSED US TO WAKE UP LATE.



OLD FOLKS NEED A LOT OF SLEEP, IN PREPARATION FOR THAT FINAL SLEEP HAHAH. HE WAS SO LATE I HAD TO CHECK AND SEE IF HE WAS STILL WITH ME I POKED HIM AND HE WOKE UP. I HAD COFFEE ALL READY AND BEANS IN THE POT COOKING ON THE STOVE. TODAY I MUST GO TO THE STORE AND GET CHILI POWDER AND STUFF TO MAKE A CHILI SAUCE FOR US TO EAT WITH THE BEANS. STRAIGHT FROM MY SANTA FE CHILDHOOD.



AT ANY RATE , I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD WHICH IS THE NORM FOR OLD FOLKS MEMORIES COME UP AND YOU WANT TO EXPRESS THEM SO YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN SEE WHAT YOUR LIFE AND THEIR LEGACY WAS LIKE.



SINCE I DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ENOUGH TO PUT IT ALL IN A BOOK, I ENCLOSE IT ALL HERE. MY PRESENT THOUGHTS MIXED WITH PAST THOUGHTS . A POTPOURRI OF MESSAGES FRO THE KIDS.



IF DON WAS WRITING THIS HE'D ASK HOW TO SPELL POTPOURRI.AND I WOULD BE ANNOYED SINCE I DO HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO THINK ABOUT , ITS HARD TO TRY TO FILL IN HIS .



TODAY I WENT AND MADE UP SOME CUSTOM BIRTHDAY GIFTS FOR MY 2 SONS, THAT WAS SORTA FUN. I STARTED ON THE INTERNET THEN WENT TO THE PHONE NUMBER BECAUSE I HAD A QUESTION AND WANTED IT ALL TO BE JUST RIGHT.

THE GIRL ON THE PHONE WAS VERY SWEET. AND PATIENT AND IN TURN I WAS SWEET AND PATIENT WITH HER. WE ARE WHAT OTHERS MAKE US SOMETIMES.

HAD SHE BEEN CRABBY I WOULD HAVE SAID NEVER MIND AND I WOULD HAVE FOUND ANOTHER PLACE TO DO THIS AND I WOULD HAVE HAD TO WAIT TIL TOMORROW BECAUSE I AM SO INVOLVED IN MY FEELINGS ANYMORE I NEED TO SLEEP ON THINGS THAT UPSET ME BEFORE I ACT OR I MIGHT ACT MEAN. I SUFFER A LOT WHEN I'M MEAN OR CRABBY WITH SOMEONE, I FRET AND WORRY THAT I AM NOT LIVING UP TO WHO I WANT TO BE.



OLD HOOD IS A MESS OF EMOTIONS AND CALM MIXED UP TOGETHER. I NOTICED DAD IS THE SAME WAY. H WOULD DENY IT OF COURSE IT IS HIS WAY.



I JUST CHECKED MY PINTO BEANS THEY ARE CLOSE TO BEING COOKED, WE HAVE TO GO TO THE STORE FOR THE POWDERED CHILI I AM ALL OUT OF NEW MEXICO CHILI.

THEY WILL BE READY FOR OUR LUNCH ABOUT 500 PM HAHHA. WHEN YOU SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE THIS LUNCH COMES VERY LATE AND DINNER IS LIKE MIDNIGHT.