Thursday, December 11, 2008

GRAMA GOES TO SCHOOL

WHEN I WAS 27 YEARS OLD I DECIDED I NEEDED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND GET MY DIPLOMA SINCE I DROPPED OUT IN 10TH GRADE DUE TO MY EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS AT THE TIME.
WHEN I WAS 16 I RAN AWAY FROM HOME WITH A GIRLFRIEND AND A GUY FRIEND AND WE WENT ALL THE WAY TO NEW ORLEANS MY GIRLFRIEND DECIDED TO WORK FOR A TRAVELING MAGAZINE SALES GROUP AND SHE PROMPTLY DISAPPEARED ONLY TO RESURFACE IN ORANGE COUNTY CALIF AT HER GRAND MOTHERS HOUSE LATER . WE STAYED AT THIS LADY'S HOUSE UNTIL ONE OF OUR FRIENDS IN SANTA FE TOLD THE COPS WHERE WE WERE AND THEY CAME AND GOT US AND SENT US TO JUVIE UNTIL THEY SENT US HOME. I WENT HOME IN STYLE ON A TRAIN WITH 20 DOLLARS FOR FOOD ON THE WAY.
WHEN WE GOT HOME THE SOCIAL WORKER HAD ME EXAMINED TO SEE IF I WAS STILL "INTACT" SHE WAS MOST PLEASED WITH MY MEDICAL REPORT, BUT GOING BACK TO HIGH SCHOOL TURNED OUT TO BE MORE THAN I COULD BEAR. EVERYONE THOUGHT MY GUY FRIEND AND I HAD SEX AND IF YOU KNEW THIS GUY .. WELL HE WAS SO GAY ACTING NOBODY WOULD HAVE DONE HIM GIRL THAT IS. AND WHAT IS MORE I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO INTEREST IN SEX THEN ANYWAY . SO THE Embarrassment i suffered at school was so bad I quit going and decided to move on with my life. the social worker said I had to get a job and support myself and she would continue to "guide me"
SO I DECIDED IF I HAD TO SELF SUPPORT MYSELF I WOULD LEAVE HER "LOVING CARE" SHE WAS SUCH A MEAN WOMAN SHE DIDNT LIKE ME AT ALL. SHE HAD THESE FLABBY LIPS AND SHE LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS DROOLING ALL THE TIME. HER NAME WAS MRS. FORDHAM. AND SHE WAS ABOUT 65 OR MORE YEARS OLD AND HAD ZERO UNDERSTANDING OF TEENAGED GIRLS.

SO I WENT TO MY MOMS HOUSE AND STAYED WITH HER FOR A SHORT TIME AND WHEN HER EVIL HUSBNAD ALMOST KILLED US I LEFT WITH A FAMILY GOING TO DENVER AND WENT ON MY OWN , BUT I ALREADY TOLD YOU THAT STORY. NOW BACK TO MY FINISHING HIGH SCHOOL AND STARTING COLLEGE.
ANYWAYS I DID FINISH HIGH SCHOOL AND THE AIR BASE HAD EVENING COLLEGE CLASSES AND I DECIDED TO TRY TO GOTOT COLLEGE, I HAD THE IDEA THAT ONLY RICH KIDS WENT TO COLLEGE AND DIDNT THINK I COUOD MAKE IT BECAUSE I WAS POOR. BUT AFTER TAKING 2 CLASSES IN AMERICAN HISTORY AND PASSING I DECIDED IT WAS JUST MORE OF HIGH SCHOOL AND I KNEW I COULD DO THAT.
SO I WENT A FEW CLASSES AT A TIME TO SACRAMENTO CITY COLLEGE AND TRANSFERRED TO CALIFORNIA STATE UNIVERSITY
WHERE I GOT MY BA IN SOCIAL WELFARE AND WENT TO GRAD SCHOOL FO SOCIAL WORK AS WELL . I FOISNISHED MY TWO YEARS FOR MY BA IN 1 1/2 YEARS AND STARTED GRAD SCHOOL THAT FALL.I HAD TO TAKE 7 UNITS OF SUMMER SCHOOL TO FINISH . I WENT THRU 2 YEARS OF GRAD SCHOOL TO GET MY MASTER'S DEGREE IN SOCIAL WORK.
I HAD 4 KIDS AND THEY WERENT WELL CARED FOR DURING THIS TIME AS I WAS SO BUSY THE LAST 2 YEARS.
BUT WHEN I GOT MY FIRST JOB I WAS ABLE TO SPEND TIEM WITH THEM AND TOOK THEN OUT IN THE COUNTRY WHERE I HAD TO GO FOR HOME VISITS AND WE HAD TIME THEN .
MORE LATER I HAVE TO GO DO STUFF. XOXOOXOXO

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