ITS SATURDAY AGAIN

HERE WE ARE AGAIN. TODAY WE WENT TO VISIT MY #3 SON AND WIFE WE HAD LUNCH AT PANHANDLERS AND BROUGHT HOME LEFTOVERS LIKE CRAZY.
DAD JUST ATE THE REST OF THE RIBS I HAD FOR MY LUNCH.
WE ALSO WENT TO THE LIBRARY THEN WATCHED THE STING.
WE GOT THE OLD MOVIES AT THE LIBRARY.

I HAVE BEEN A BIT SAD TODAY WHEN I THINK OF MY SON.

DAD HAS A BLOODY EYE IN HIS LEFT OEN HE GOT IT YESTRDAY ITS SCAREY I WANTED HIM TO SEE THE DOCTOR BUT HE DIDN'T.
SOMETIMES IM AT A LOSS AS TO HOW TO HELP THIS STUBBORN MAN. IF HE STILL LOOKS SPOOKY MONDAY IM DRAGGING HIM IN.

I HAVE BEEN READING A FEW BOOKS ONE IS "ARE MEN NECESSARY?" BY MAUREEN DOWD SHE WRITES FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES.
THE OTHER ONE IS THE NEW AMERICAN BOOK OF THE DEAD , THE NEXT ONE IS THE PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCE, BY TIM LEARY A REWRITE OF THE TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD. THEN THERE IS OEN BY THE DALAI LAMA ABOUT FINDING ONESELF .
I AM TRYING TO BE KINDER AND MORE TOLERANT OF EVERYONE AND FEELING SO
ABANDONED BY THE HIGHER POWER DUE TO MY LOSSES WHICH SEEM TO BE UNWARRANTED HAS MADE ME A BIT ANGRY AND RESENTFUL AND SUSPICIOUS OF CERTAIN COMMENTS PEOPLE HAVE MADE TO ME.

I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL EVER REACH THAT STATE THAT IS MORE LOVING AND KIND BUT I AM TRYING.

IF WHAT THEY SAY IS TRUE THAT GOD IS PURIFYING YOU FOR BETTER THINGS IN YOUR NEXT EXISTENCE THEN I GUESS I WILL BE AT THE TOP OF THE HEAP ONE DAY CUZ BOY HAVE I BEEN TRIED THIS LIFETIME.