I HAVE BEEN READING A LOT ABOUT HEALING AND S TUFF LIKE THAT AND MIND EXPANSION AND BRAIN AND MEMORY THINGS SO I DECIDED I WOULD USE SOME OLD CD S I USED WITH MY PATIENTS WHEN I WAS A THERAPIST TO MAKE ME A BIT SMARTER AND MEMORY PRONE.
I HAD BEEN FORGETTING A LOT OF THINGS AND IT DRIVES ME CRAZY. SO I PRACTICED BY LEARNING THE NAMES AND SITUATIONS OF WORKERS AT STAR BUCKS AND THAT LASTED ONE WEEK THEN THEY ALL WERE GONE FROM THERE AND ASSIGNED TO OTHER SHOPS DAMMIT.
THE BEST LAID PLANS OF WOMAN AND MICE. AUF GONG AWRY OR LIKE THAT.
SO NOW I'M GONNA USE BIOFEEDBACK AND CD STUFF TO AUGMENT THIS DRYING UP MIND.
TO THINK I ONCE HAD AN IQ OF 165 AND ITS NOW 135 PER A RECENT ONLINE TEST HAHHA.
I REMEMBER READING PHYSICS BOOKS AND UNDERSTANDING THEM AND NOW I FADE OUT FAST WHEN I TRY TO READ THEM I AM HOWEVER READING SCROEDINGER'S CAT AGAIN AND IT IS MAKING SENSE .
THAT'S HOPEFUL.
I HAD A LOT OF STUFF ABOUT DON I THOUGHT OF ON THE WAY TO TOWN BUT AS USUAL I FORGOT, AND IT WAS FUNNY TOO DAMMIT. WONDER IF IT WILL PASS THIS WAY AGAIN?
I MISS MY FRIENDS IN CALIFORNIA A LOT SO FAR I HAVEN'T MET ANYONE HERE THAT CHALLENGES MY BRAIN MAYBE THAT'S WHY I'M ROTTING IT SO FAST.
I ALSO MISS MY PROFESSION. IT WAS VERY STIMULATING NOW ALL I HAVE IS TV AND THE INTERNET AND MY EXERCISE TO GO ON. HUBS DOESN'T HELP HE'S HAPPY SITTING HOME AND WATCHING TV READING AND PUTTING TOGETHER PUZZLES AND GOING TO THE TOILET.
AAAH RETIREMENT.
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