SATURDAY

WELP WE ARE AT THE WEEKEND AGAIN, AND I AM THINKING ABOUT THAT LITTLE BABY I TOOK CARE OF AFTER MY DAUGHTER DIED .

SHE CAME TO LIVE IN THE HOUSE BEHIND US DOWNTOWN WHEN HER MOM DECIDED TO GO "FIND HERSELF" AND LEFT THE TWO LITTLE GIRLS WITH THEIR DAD  AND GRANDMA.

SHE WAS THE CUTEST BABY I EVER SAW AND SHE LOOKED LIKE AN ANGEL. SOFT BLOND HAIR AND BIG BLUE EYES.

I TOOK CARE OF HER FOR ONE YEAR UNTIL MY SOUL  FELT HEALED ENOUGH TO GO BACK TO WORK.  SHE LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE  BECAUSE AFTER MY DAUGHTER DIED I FELT I HAD NOTHING TO LIVE FOR.

PRAISE GOD THERE SEEMS TO ALWAYS BE AN AVAILABLE PLAN TO HEAL US AFTER A HUGE TRAGEDY IN OUR LIVES, BUT WE HAVE TO BE OPEN TO IT.

AT ANY RATE THIS LITTLE ANGEL KEPT  ME AND MY HUSBAND GOING EVERY DAY, AND HER GRAMA AND I SPENT HOURS DISCUSSING HER PROGRESS AND HER ACTIVITIES ON A DAILY BASIS. ALSO GRAMA AND GRAMPA  GAVE ME SO MUCH SUPPORT AFTER MY LOSS LIKE REAL PARENTS  I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THEM AND HOLD THEM IN HIGH ESTEEM EVEN THOUGH BOTH HAVE GONE ON TO THEIR HEAVENLY HEREAFTER NOW.

 I LEARNED RECENTLY THAT SHE HAS HAD A BABY.  I HOPE I CAN GET TO A VISIT THERE AND SEE THE BABY.

I THINK I MAY WRITE TO HER  AND REAQUAINT MYSELF WE HAD SUCH A CLOSE LOV9ING REALTIONSHIP FOR SUCH A TIME THERE.