MONDAY ONCE MORE

WELL.HERE WE GO AGAIN STARTING A NEW WEEK. TOMORROW I WILL SHOP FOR CHRISTMAS MEALS:

CHRISTMAS EVE ; POT ROAST WITH CARROTS ONIONS AND POTATOES
SALAD , TAMALE PIE AND WE HAVE PUMPKIN PIES AND FRUITCAKE COFFEE SODAS AND ETC MANY CHIPS AND DIPS FOR SNACKS WITH GUACAMOLE AND RE FRIED BEANS AND CHEESE

CHRISTMAS DAY:
Turkey breast
stuffing
mashed potatoes gravy
salad
sweet potatoes cranberries
pies and cake for dessert

for breakfast we can have that egg cheese casserole
and bacon and turkey sausage in case anyone wants it


there you go my kids the menu
OK now for history lesson

I HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER, I DO NOT LIKE MY OLDER BROTHER
WHEN I WAS A CHILD HE DESTROYED EVERY TOY I EVER GOT.

WE WERE POOR AND TOYS WERE HARD TO COME BY.
ONCE I GOT A DOLL WITH BLUE EYES AND SHE WAS A BABY AND HAD A STUFFED BODY WITH BREAKABLE ARMS AND LEGS AND HEAD
MY BROTHER TOOK SAID DOLL AND REMOVED THE HEAD TO TAKE OUT THE EYES TO USE AS MARBLES.

I HAD A BABY BUGGY FOR A DOLL MADE OF BAMBOO LIKE WOVEN STUFF IT WAS PAINTED PINK. MY BROTHER TOOK THAT ONE DAY AND FILLED IT WITH NEWSPAPERS AND LIT IT TO PLAY WAR . DESTROYED AGAIN. I LET THE AIR OUT OF HIS BIKE TIRES AND HE BEAT ME SEVERELY FOR THAT.

NEXT I GOT A LITTLE PIANO THAT REALLY PLAYED HE TOOK THAT AND REMOVED THE MARBLE LIKE THINGS IN IT TO PLAY MARBLES WITH ONCE AGAIN.
EACH TIME I CRIED A LOT,BUT HE DIDN'T CARE, MY AUNT WOULD TALK TO HIM EACH TIME BUT HE DIDN'T SEEM TO CARE.

ONCE WE GREW UP I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM AT ALL. BUT AFTER A VISIT TO A COUSIN SHE ENCOURAGED ME TO FORGIVE HIM
SO WHEN WE MOVED TO ARIZONA I DID INVITE HIM TO STAY FOR A VISIT. WELL,HE CAME AND DURING HIS STAY HE COMMENTED ON HOW WE HAD BOUGHT A HOUSE TO "SHOW OFF" AND WANTED TO HEAR EVERY DETAIL OF MY DAUGHTER'S DEATH I SAID I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THAT AND I KNEW HE KNEW HOW SHE DIED BUT HE SAID I WANT YOU TO TELL ME. I TOLD HIM AGAINST MY BETTER JUDGMENT AND AFTER THIS, I REALIZED HE WAS DOING THIS TO TORMENT ME BY THE LOOK ON HIS FACE.

MANY OTHER NASTY CONVERSATIONS WITH MYSELF AND MY HUSBAND LATER WE DECIDED WE NEVER WANT TO SEE OR SPEAK TO HIM AGAIN.
HE IS A SOCIOPATH OF THE WORST KIND. ONCE HE EVEN SAID IF I DIED HE WAS GOING TO CLAIM ON MY PROPERTY BECAUSE WE ARE RELATED.
HE IS A HALF BROTHER. AND I DENY A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM OF ANY KIND.
THIS IS THE KIND OF RELATIVE ONE MUST STAY AWAY FROM.
AND I PLAN TO SINCE IT IS HARMFUL TO ME.