Saturday, February 28, 2009
OH THAT DAD AGAIN!!
ONCE WHEN WE LIVED OUT IN THE COUNTRY WE HAD RUN OUT OF CUPS FOR DRINKING COFFEE AND I WAS GOIGN TO GO BUY NEW ONES AND DAD SAID " NO WE HAVE ONE CUP LETS SHARE IT LIKE LITTLE LOVEBIRDS" HAHAHHA DAD IS NOT THE LOVEGIRD TYPE HE JUST DIDNT WANT ME TO SPEND MONEY ON CUPS.
Friday, February 27, 2009
FRIDAY
I STILL LOVE FRIDAYS A LOT EVEN THOUGH I DONT WORK. USUALLY WEEKENDS END UP BEING BUSY MY LIL KIDDLES COMEOVER OR WE GO OVER THERE AND WE GO OUT TO LUNCH BREAKFAST OR DINNER .THIS MONTH IS SO HARD CUZ ALL OUR BIRTHDAYS ARE IN MARCH AND LENT IS ALWAYS IN MARCH AND THE KIDDLES PUNISH THEMSELVES WITH DEPRIVATION OF SOME SORT OR OTHER . MY SON DIDNT EAT CHEESE OR BEEF LAST YEAR HIS WIFE DIDNT EAT ANYTHING BUT VEGGIES. NO SUGAR NO BREAD NO CHOCOLATE NO FUN!!
WELL, IM A LAID BACK FALLEN CATHOLIC SO I EAT MOST EVERYTHING EXCEPT FISH WHICH CAN MAKE ME SO ILL I HAVE TO HAVE DRUGS TO RECOVER.
MY ALLERGY TO FISH BEGAN IN ABOUT 2002 I WENT TO MY GYM TO WORKOUT AFTER I HAD A TUNA SANDWICH AND I GOT THE MOST ITCHY RASH EVER AND WHEN I STARTED TO GET A WEIRD THROAT THING I WENT TO THE DOC I HAD AN ANAPHYLAXIS ATTACK.
ABOUT A FEW MONTHS BEFORE THAT DAD GOT SOME FRESH WATER FISH WHICH HE BROILED ON THE BBQ AND I ATE SOME OF THAT A SMALL AMOUNT, AND I WOKE UP WITH THESE HUGE BUBBLY THINGS ON MY LEGS. BUT BY MORNING THEY WERE GONE.
SO NOW IM ALLERGIC TO BOTH FRESH AND SEA FISH. MANY YEARS AGO I GOT A RASH ON MY CHEST AFTER EATING LOBSTER AND AGAIN LATER FROM LOBSTER. SO THIS THING HAD BEEN BUILDING UP OVER THE YEARS. I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY BEING A PISCES. IN AUSTRALIA THE ABORIGINES WONT EAT THEIR TOTEM ANIMALS AND I GUESS FISH ARE MY TOTEM ANIMALS .
ANYWAYS I DON'T EAST FISH ANYMORE. WHICH FITS INTO THE BAD CATHOLIC SYNDROME. HAHAHA
SINCE ON FRIDAYS THEY CANT EAT MEAT ONLY FISH.
WELP THE KIDDLES WONT BE OVER TOMORROW BUT PLAN TO COME NEXT WEEKEND BUT WE HAVE A COUPON FOR FOOD AT OUR FAVE RESTAUARANT NEEDS TO BE USED BY MARCH 8TH SO IM IN A DAZE ABOUT THAT. WE COULD GO FOR OUR BIRTHDAYS EARLY OR WE COULD GO TWICE. WHAT A BIG QUANDARY HAHHA.
THESE ARE THE PROBLEMS OF THE OLD AND RETIRED.
WHEN I WAS ABOUT ELEVEN AND/OR TWELVE I WENT TO GIRL SCOUT CAMP FOR 1 WEEK IN SUMMER. IT WAS IN THE ROCKY MOUNTIANS AND THEY ARE SO HIGH ITS REALLY COLD IN SUMMER. YOU NEED AN ELECTRIC BLANKET TO SURVIVE IN THOSE TENTS. WELL, WE ATE IN THE HALL TWICE A DAY AND OUT IN THE BUSH AT NOON WITH LUNCHES WE PACKED OR MADE ON THE TRAIL. ONE THING I REMEMBER IS A BIG POT COOKED OVER A FIRE THEY CALLED " BAGS OF GOLD" IT WAS TOMATO SOUP WITH BISCUITS THAT HAD CHEESE STUFFED IN THEM WHICH WE PUT TOGETHER OUT THERE . IT WASNT BAD BUT WE WERE HUNGRY ALMOST RIGHT AWAY AFTER.
WE WERE ALWAYS HUNGRY AT MEALTIMES THEY HIKED US OUT A LOT AND WE DID CRAFTS AND STUFF LIKE THAT AND WE TOOK SHOWERS IN AN OUT DOOR LEANTO SHOWER THAT WE HAD TO SHARE WITH ONE OTHER GIRL. IT WAS EMBARASSING FOR ME CUZ MOST OF THE GIRLS WERE GETTIGN BREASTS AND MIEN DIDNT SHOW AT ALL I THOUGHT I WAS WEIRD NO BOOBIES TIL I WAS ABOUT 14-15 THEN THEY CAME ON WITH A VENGEANCE. TODAY A BREAST REDUCTION WOULD HELP SO MUCH.
ANYWAYS THIS SHOWER WATER WAS HEATED IN THESE GIANT TANKS THAT HAD A FIRE BUILT UNDER THEM , WHICH CAME IN HANDY WHEN WE BUILT OUR CABIN IN THE WOODS CUZ WE DID THAT TO HEAT OUR WATER THERE FOR AWHILE.
ANYWAY TO GET BACK TO MY ORIGINAL THOUGHT ABOUT FOOD...
ONE NIGHT THEY SERVED LIVER AND ONIONS , I HAVE ALWAYS HATED THE TASTE OF LIVER AND THEY INSISTED I TAKE A BITE EVEN THOUGH I TOLD THEM I DIDNT LIKE IT I FORCED IT INTO MY MOUTH AND PROMPTLY THREW UP IN MY PLATE. SUCH A COMMOTION EVERYONE FELT LIKE THROWING UP AFTER THAT. BUT I TOLD THEM, I BEGGED THEM, THEY FORCED IT ON ME AND AS A CHILD I FOLLOWED ORDERS ONLY TO HAVE IT COME BACK ON ME AND THEM.
I THINK MAYBE THE CAMP COUNSELORS LEARNED A LESSON FROM THAT I HOPE.
NEVER FORCE FEED A CHILD IT WILL UPCHUCK ON YOU. THEY REALLY DO KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR THEM. A CHILD LEFT TO ITS OWN DEVICES WILL ALWAYS EAT WHAT IT NEEDS. LIKE WHEN I HAD TOO MUCH SWEETS AS A KID I READILY SOUGHT SOME REAL FOOD TO COUNTERACT THAT ICKY SWEET. EVEN NOW I CANT STAND TO HAVE A SWEET TASTE LEFT IN MY MOUTH DESSERTS FOR ME ARE BEST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MEAL.
MY MOTHER HAD DIABETES AND SHE LOVED SWEETS SO WE WERE NEVER DEPRIVED OF SWEETS SO TO THIS DAY I AM CAUTIOUS WITH SWEETS. THE ONLY ONE IM IN DANGER OF HAVING TOO MUCH OF IF IM NOT WATCHED IS ICE CREAM. DAD WATCHES ME LIKE A HAWK NOT TO BUY TOO MUCH OF IT I ONLY GET A PINT SIZE IF I GET IT AND I TRY TO EAT IT ALL BEFORE HE GETS IT CUZ HE IS A SWEET TOOTH HOUND AND WILL EAT SWEETS FROM ANYTHING LIKE HE MAKES FRIED CORN MEAL AND ADDS LOTSA MOLASSES TO IT. UGH.
WELL NUFF SAID.. EXCEPT THAT I GOT SO COLD AT CAMP I WET MY COT AND WAS HUMILAITED BY IT.
WELL, IM A LAID BACK FALLEN CATHOLIC SO I EAT MOST EVERYTHING EXCEPT FISH WHICH CAN MAKE ME SO ILL I HAVE TO HAVE DRUGS TO RECOVER.
MY ALLERGY TO FISH BEGAN IN ABOUT 2002 I WENT TO MY GYM TO WORKOUT AFTER I HAD A TUNA SANDWICH AND I GOT THE MOST ITCHY RASH EVER AND WHEN I STARTED TO GET A WEIRD THROAT THING I WENT TO THE DOC I HAD AN ANAPHYLAXIS ATTACK.
ABOUT A FEW MONTHS BEFORE THAT DAD GOT SOME FRESH WATER FISH WHICH HE BROILED ON THE BBQ AND I ATE SOME OF THAT A SMALL AMOUNT, AND I WOKE UP WITH THESE HUGE BUBBLY THINGS ON MY LEGS. BUT BY MORNING THEY WERE GONE.
SO NOW IM ALLERGIC TO BOTH FRESH AND SEA FISH. MANY YEARS AGO I GOT A RASH ON MY CHEST AFTER EATING LOBSTER AND AGAIN LATER FROM LOBSTER. SO THIS THING HAD BEEN BUILDING UP OVER THE YEARS. I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY BEING A PISCES. IN AUSTRALIA THE ABORIGINES WONT EAT THEIR TOTEM ANIMALS AND I GUESS FISH ARE MY TOTEM ANIMALS .
ANYWAYS I DON'T EAST FISH ANYMORE. WHICH FITS INTO THE BAD CATHOLIC SYNDROME. HAHAHA
SINCE ON FRIDAYS THEY CANT EAT MEAT ONLY FISH.
WELP THE KIDDLES WONT BE OVER TOMORROW BUT PLAN TO COME NEXT WEEKEND BUT WE HAVE A COUPON FOR FOOD AT OUR FAVE RESTAUARANT NEEDS TO BE USED BY MARCH 8TH SO IM IN A DAZE ABOUT THAT. WE COULD GO FOR OUR BIRTHDAYS EARLY OR WE COULD GO TWICE. WHAT A BIG QUANDARY HAHHA.
THESE ARE THE PROBLEMS OF THE OLD AND RETIRED.
WHEN I WAS ABOUT ELEVEN AND/OR TWELVE I WENT TO GIRL SCOUT CAMP FOR 1 WEEK IN SUMMER. IT WAS IN THE ROCKY MOUNTIANS AND THEY ARE SO HIGH ITS REALLY COLD IN SUMMER. YOU NEED AN ELECTRIC BLANKET TO SURVIVE IN THOSE TENTS. WELL, WE ATE IN THE HALL TWICE A DAY AND OUT IN THE BUSH AT NOON WITH LUNCHES WE PACKED OR MADE ON THE TRAIL. ONE THING I REMEMBER IS A BIG POT COOKED OVER A FIRE THEY CALLED " BAGS OF GOLD" IT WAS TOMATO SOUP WITH BISCUITS THAT HAD CHEESE STUFFED IN THEM WHICH WE PUT TOGETHER OUT THERE . IT WASNT BAD BUT WE WERE HUNGRY ALMOST RIGHT AWAY AFTER.
WE WERE ALWAYS HUNGRY AT MEALTIMES THEY HIKED US OUT A LOT AND WE DID CRAFTS AND STUFF LIKE THAT AND WE TOOK SHOWERS IN AN OUT DOOR LEANTO SHOWER THAT WE HAD TO SHARE WITH ONE OTHER GIRL. IT WAS EMBARASSING FOR ME CUZ MOST OF THE GIRLS WERE GETTIGN BREASTS AND MIEN DIDNT SHOW AT ALL I THOUGHT I WAS WEIRD NO BOOBIES TIL I WAS ABOUT 14-15 THEN THEY CAME ON WITH A VENGEANCE. TODAY A BREAST REDUCTION WOULD HELP SO MUCH.
ANYWAYS THIS SHOWER WATER WAS HEATED IN THESE GIANT TANKS THAT HAD A FIRE BUILT UNDER THEM , WHICH CAME IN HANDY WHEN WE BUILT OUR CABIN IN THE WOODS CUZ WE DID THAT TO HEAT OUR WATER THERE FOR AWHILE.
ANYWAY TO GET BACK TO MY ORIGINAL THOUGHT ABOUT FOOD...
ONE NIGHT THEY SERVED LIVER AND ONIONS , I HAVE ALWAYS HATED THE TASTE OF LIVER AND THEY INSISTED I TAKE A BITE EVEN THOUGH I TOLD THEM I DIDNT LIKE IT I FORCED IT INTO MY MOUTH AND PROMPTLY THREW UP IN MY PLATE. SUCH A COMMOTION EVERYONE FELT LIKE THROWING UP AFTER THAT. BUT I TOLD THEM, I BEGGED THEM, THEY FORCED IT ON ME AND AS A CHILD I FOLLOWED ORDERS ONLY TO HAVE IT COME BACK ON ME AND THEM.
I THINK MAYBE THE CAMP COUNSELORS LEARNED A LESSON FROM THAT I HOPE.
NEVER FORCE FEED A CHILD IT WILL UPCHUCK ON YOU. THEY REALLY DO KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR THEM. A CHILD LEFT TO ITS OWN DEVICES WILL ALWAYS EAT WHAT IT NEEDS. LIKE WHEN I HAD TOO MUCH SWEETS AS A KID I READILY SOUGHT SOME REAL FOOD TO COUNTERACT THAT ICKY SWEET. EVEN NOW I CANT STAND TO HAVE A SWEET TASTE LEFT IN MY MOUTH DESSERTS FOR ME ARE BEST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MEAL.
MY MOTHER HAD DIABETES AND SHE LOVED SWEETS SO WE WERE NEVER DEPRIVED OF SWEETS SO TO THIS DAY I AM CAUTIOUS WITH SWEETS. THE ONLY ONE IM IN DANGER OF HAVING TOO MUCH OF IF IM NOT WATCHED IS ICE CREAM. DAD WATCHES ME LIKE A HAWK NOT TO BUY TOO MUCH OF IT I ONLY GET A PINT SIZE IF I GET IT AND I TRY TO EAT IT ALL BEFORE HE GETS IT CUZ HE IS A SWEET TOOTH HOUND AND WILL EAT SWEETS FROM ANYTHING LIKE HE MAKES FRIED CORN MEAL AND ADDS LOTSA MOLASSES TO IT. UGH.
WELL NUFF SAID.. EXCEPT THAT I GOT SO COLD AT CAMP I WET MY COT AND WAS HUMILAITED BY IT.
Monday, February 23, 2009
OLD MOVIES
LAST NIGHT DAD WAS WATCHING A MOVIE ON TORTURED JEWS , I CANNOT TAKE SUCH MOVIES SO I WENT INTO THE BEDROOM AND WATCHED HOME MOVIES I MADE IN THE 80'S I WATCHED MY GRANDDAUGHTER OPENING HER CHRISTMAS PRESENTS AND PLAYING AND I ALSO WATCHED ERRIN AND IAN OPENING THEIR PRESENTS ONE YEAR. I GOT IAN A YO YO THAT HAD SOME MAGICAL QUALITY TO IT AS I REMEMBER IT LIT UP WHEN YO ED. AND I GAVE ERRIN A DOLL WITH A MUSIC BOX BUILT IN.
THEY WERE CHATTERING AND ED AND THEIR MOM WAS THERE. IT WAS A VERY NICE EVENING. SO HAPPY
EVENTUALLY ILL LOOK ATALL OF THEM AND PUT THEM ONTO DVD DISKS AND SHARE THEM WITH EVERYONE. BUT ITS KINDA A HASSLE TO DO THEM YOU HAVE TO WATCH FOR STUFF THAT CUTS IN IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM. SOEM ARE DUPES OF PREVIOUS STUFF. SO I NEED A FULL WEEK OF UNINTERRUPTED DVDING.
I MISS THOSE KIDS A LOT. THEY WERE SO DEAR TO MY HEART.
ERRIN SENT A U TUBE OF SOME MONKEYS DOING STUFF UGH , AND I READ IN MY COSMIC TRIGGER III BOOK TODAY ABOUT THIS GUY IN AFRICA WHO IS GOING TO STATE PARKS AND PUTTING GORILLAS TO SLEEP WITH A DART THEN DRESSING THEM IN CLOWN OUT FITS. IT SEEMS VERY FUNNY BUT THE WARDEN OF THE PARK SAYS HE HAS TO TRANQUILIZE THEM TO GET THE CLOWN SUITS OFF AND WHEN HE GETS HIS HANDS ON THE CRIMINAL DOING THIS HES GONNA CLOWN HIM.
THEY WERE CHATTERING AND ED AND THEIR MOM WAS THERE. IT WAS A VERY NICE EVENING. SO HAPPY
EVENTUALLY ILL LOOK ATALL OF THEM AND PUT THEM ONTO DVD DISKS AND SHARE THEM WITH EVERYONE. BUT ITS KINDA A HASSLE TO DO THEM YOU HAVE TO WATCH FOR STUFF THAT CUTS IN IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM. SOEM ARE DUPES OF PREVIOUS STUFF. SO I NEED A FULL WEEK OF UNINTERRUPTED DVDING.
I MISS THOSE KIDS A LOT. THEY WERE SO DEAR TO MY HEART.
ERRIN SENT A U TUBE OF SOME MONKEYS DOING STUFF UGH , AND I READ IN MY COSMIC TRIGGER III BOOK TODAY ABOUT THIS GUY IN AFRICA WHO IS GOING TO STATE PARKS AND PUTTING GORILLAS TO SLEEP WITH A DART THEN DRESSING THEM IN CLOWN OUT FITS. IT SEEMS VERY FUNNY BUT THE WARDEN OF THE PARK SAYS HE HAS TO TRANQUILIZE THEM TO GET THE CLOWN SUITS OFF AND WHEN HE GETS HIS HANDS ON THE CRIMINAL DOING THIS HES GONNA CLOWN HIM.
ACAIBERRIES
WELP I SENT FOR THE FREE SAMPLE OF ACAIBERRIES THAT HELP YOU LOSE WEIGHT, AND SURPRISE!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO COST 5.95 FOR POSTAGE AND HANDLING AND I GOT MY CREDIT CARD BILL TODAY AND IT WAS DOWN FOR 59.95 AND I CALLED THE CREDIT CARD COMPANY WHO INFORMED ME THIS SCAM IS WELL KNOWN AND HAD I WATCHED OPRAH WINFREY I WOULD HAVE BEEN APPRISED OF SAME. WELL I CAN'T STAND THAT PROGRAM SO I WAS SCAMMED !! THEY ALSO INFORMED ME THEY WILL BILL ME FOR 59.95 IN PERPETUITY . SO WE CANCELLED THE CARD AND I HAVE PLACED THE BERRIES IN AN ENVELOPE AND AM MAILING THEM BACK RETURN RECEIPT REQUESTED.
WITH A LETTER ENCLOSED AND A PROPER THRASHING VERBALLY
THAT WILL SHOW THEM.
I WILL GET A NEW CARD AND THE CREDIT CARD COMPANY WILL TAKE CARE OF THE REST.
ISN'T THAT HANDY?
WANNA LOSE WEIGHT? MY DOC TOLD ME STOP EATING SO MUCH!!
HAHHAHA
I HAVE A HEART VALVE PROBLEM AND CANNOT DO THESE THINGS TO MYSELF.
THIS COMPANY GETS THE STUFF FROM CANADA AND SELLS OUT OF DES MOINES IOWA.
BEWARE MY CHICKIES.
I ALSO HAD A FRUSTRATING DREAM... I WAS AT WORK ONLY TO DISCOVER THEY HAD TAKEN MY DESK SOMEWHERE AND I HAD NO REPLACEMENT. SOME GUY KEPT MAKING THESE MAKESHIFT SHELFY THINGS THAT WOBBLED AND TAKING THEM AWAY. SO I WENT AND TRIED TO GET A STUDENT DESK BUT THEY TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME AS WELL.
I WAS REALLY MAD SO I WENT TO FIND THE BOSS AND WAS GOING TO TELL HIM MY DESK OR I QUIT!! HE WASN'T THERE BUT THE HEAD PSYCHIATRIST WAS AND SHE WAS VERY NICE BUT BEFORE I WENT IN HER OFFICE I WENT IN ANOTHER OFFICE WHERE 3 PEOPLE WERE SITTING TALKING TO EACH OTHER WHEN THEY STOPPED I ADDRESSED THEM THEY PRETENDED I WASN'T THERE SO I CALLED THEM ASSHOLES AND LEFT BOY WAS I MAD. I WENT OUT THE FRONT DOOR I WAS QUITTING AND MY HUBBY WAS WAITING SAYING CALM DOWN I WAS EVEN MADDER I ASKED WHO CALLED HIM IT WAS THE 3 ASSHOLES .
SO I SAID I HAVE QUIT I'M NEVER GOING BACK HE KEPT SAYING TO CALM DOWN WHICH MADE ME MADDER, BUT I FINALLY DID .
THEN LATER THE BOSS CALLED ME AND SAID I WOULD HAVE MY DESK BACK BUT I WANTED TO KNOW WHERE MY PAPERS AND FILES WERE I COULDN'T PUT ALL THAT INFO TOGETHER AGAIN. SO I WANTED TO QUIT THEN I WOKE UP.
WITH A LETTER ENCLOSED AND A PROPER THRASHING VERBALLY
THAT WILL SHOW THEM.
I WILL GET A NEW CARD AND THE CREDIT CARD COMPANY WILL TAKE CARE OF THE REST.
ISN'T THAT HANDY?
WANNA LOSE WEIGHT? MY DOC TOLD ME STOP EATING SO MUCH!!
HAHHAHA
I HAVE A HEART VALVE PROBLEM AND CANNOT DO THESE THINGS TO MYSELF.
THIS COMPANY GETS THE STUFF FROM CANADA AND SELLS OUT OF DES MOINES IOWA.
BEWARE MY CHICKIES.
I ALSO HAD A FRUSTRATING DREAM... I WAS AT WORK ONLY TO DISCOVER THEY HAD TAKEN MY DESK SOMEWHERE AND I HAD NO REPLACEMENT. SOME GUY KEPT MAKING THESE MAKESHIFT SHELFY THINGS THAT WOBBLED AND TAKING THEM AWAY. SO I WENT AND TRIED TO GET A STUDENT DESK BUT THEY TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME AS WELL.
I WAS REALLY MAD SO I WENT TO FIND THE BOSS AND WAS GOING TO TELL HIM MY DESK OR I QUIT!! HE WASN'T THERE BUT THE HEAD PSYCHIATRIST WAS AND SHE WAS VERY NICE BUT BEFORE I WENT IN HER OFFICE I WENT IN ANOTHER OFFICE WHERE 3 PEOPLE WERE SITTING TALKING TO EACH OTHER WHEN THEY STOPPED I ADDRESSED THEM THEY PRETENDED I WASN'T THERE SO I CALLED THEM ASSHOLES AND LEFT BOY WAS I MAD. I WENT OUT THE FRONT DOOR I WAS QUITTING AND MY HUBBY WAS WAITING SAYING CALM DOWN I WAS EVEN MADDER I ASKED WHO CALLED HIM IT WAS THE 3 ASSHOLES .
SO I SAID I HAVE QUIT I'M NEVER GOING BACK HE KEPT SAYING TO CALM DOWN WHICH MADE ME MADDER, BUT I FINALLY DID .
THEN LATER THE BOSS CALLED ME AND SAID I WOULD HAVE MY DESK BACK BUT I WANTED TO KNOW WHERE MY PAPERS AND FILES WERE I COULDN'T PUT ALL THAT INFO TOGETHER AGAIN. SO I WANTED TO QUIT THEN I WOKE UP.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
MORE TRASH
WELL, I THOUGHT OF MORE INTRICATE FILLERS FOR MY STARTER WIFE SECTION , THEN DECIDED I HAD ENOUGH.
ANYWAYS DAD SHOWED ME HOW TO WRITE OFFLINE TO INSTALL STUFF ON MY BLOG, AND HE ALSO ADVISED ME TO SPELL CHECK IT ALL.
WELL TO TELL THE TRUTH I'M WRITING THE BLOG FOR ME AND I'M NOT TOO FUSSY ABOUT ITS LOOKS AND IF I HAVE TO ALWAYS KEEP CORRECTING STUFF ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT. AT ANY RATE I AM GONNA KEEP WRITING AND IF I EVER WANNA PUBLISH IT AS A BOOK ILL REWRITE THE REALLY IMPORTANT PARTS AND TOSS THE REST BUT I DOUBT I'LL EVER DO THAT SINCE I'M JUST SO LAZY.
I WRITE WHATEVER HITS MY BRAIN AND NAUGHT ELSE.
AND I WRITE IN CAPS SO I CAN SEE IT I'M A BLIND OLD BAT HERE.
WELL I SAW THE NEW MOVIE DEAD LIKE ME AND I LIKED IT BUT I MISSED A COUPLE OF THE CHARACTERS A BIT.
JOSS WHEDON'S DOLLHOUSE IS LOOKING BETTER NOW. ELIZA DUSHKU LOOKS AS HOT AS EVER . SHE IS SO CUTE .
ALSO THE GIRL IN JOSS' OLD SERIAL NAMED FIREFLY THE YOUNG CRAZY ONE RIVER TAM AKA AS SUMMER GLAU , IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THIS TOO SO FAR I HAVE NOT SEEN HER.
JOSS DOES GOOD WORK, IT IS TOO BAD THEY WONT LET A GOOD SERIES LIKE FIREFLY FLY. I REALLY REALLY LIKED THE ACTORS IN IT, I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT STELLAR CAST? I SAW NATHAN FILLION IN WAITRESS AND I SAW THE HOT LADY CHICK IN ONE UNUSUAL MOVIE ONCE , STILL GORGEOUS. THE MECHANIC JEWEL STAIT I HAVE SEEN A LOT IN SERIALS HERE AND THERE SHE WAS THE TEEN DAUGHTER OF THEY GUY IN THE DAVINCI INQUEST, ANOTHER GOOD SERIES GONE FROM VIEW ONLY RERUNS AVAILABLE.
ANYTIME THEY GET A GOOD SERIES GOING THE CUT IT IN THE MIDDLE.
DO THOSE NETWORK AND CABLE EXECS THINK WE ARE HAPPY WITH THE PAP THEY TRY TO STIFF US WITH? THEY NEVER ASK FOR PUBLIC OPINION AND ARE SO WELL INSULATED YOU HAVE NOWHERE TO WRITE THEM FOOLS.
WHEN I RULE THEW WORLD, I'M GONNA HAVE THEM ON THE STRETCHER FOR ALL TO CRITIQUE PROPERLY.
AT ANY RATE IM GLAD THEY ARE ALL STILL WORKING.
THAT FOX NETWORK REALLY STARTS MANY GREAT PROJECTS THEN ABANDONS THEM. WHY THAT HO DRIVEN TRIPE CALLED SEX IN THE CITY SURVIVES AND REALLY GOOD STUFF FAILS IS BEYOND ME. I GUESS THE IQ OF OUR COUNTRY BUMPKINS HAS SUNK INTO THE MIRE OF TRASHOLA.
I REALLY DO BELEIVE THE IQS ARE SINKING LOWER AND LOWER THAN EVER BECAUSE YOU HARDLY SEE ANYONE READING. YOU GO PLACES AND THEY ARE ALL ON THEIR HANDTHINGS AND COMPUTERS TEXTING OR READING TRASH ON THE NET. INSTEAD OF SOAKING IN REAL INTELLIGENCE IN BOOKS.
SOME DAY WE WILL WAKE UP AND NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO READ AT ALL THEY WILL ALL WATCH THOSE UTUBE THINGS AND NOTHING ELSE.
OK ENOUGH SAID.LATER DUDES AND DUDETTES!!
ANYWAYS DAD SHOWED ME HOW TO WRITE OFFLINE TO INSTALL STUFF ON MY BLOG, AND HE ALSO ADVISED ME TO SPELL CHECK IT ALL.
WELL TO TELL THE TRUTH I'M WRITING THE BLOG FOR ME AND I'M NOT TOO FUSSY ABOUT ITS LOOKS AND IF I HAVE TO ALWAYS KEEP CORRECTING STUFF ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT. AT ANY RATE I AM GONNA KEEP WRITING AND IF I EVER WANNA PUBLISH IT AS A BOOK ILL REWRITE THE REALLY IMPORTANT PARTS AND TOSS THE REST BUT I DOUBT I'LL EVER DO THAT SINCE I'M JUST SO LAZY.
I WRITE WHATEVER HITS MY BRAIN AND NAUGHT ELSE.
AND I WRITE IN CAPS SO I CAN SEE IT I'M A BLIND OLD BAT HERE.
WELL I SAW THE NEW MOVIE DEAD LIKE ME AND I LIKED IT BUT I MISSED A COUPLE OF THE CHARACTERS A BIT.
JOSS WHEDON'S DOLLHOUSE IS LOOKING BETTER NOW. ELIZA DUSHKU LOOKS AS HOT AS EVER . SHE IS SO CUTE .
ALSO THE GIRL IN JOSS' OLD SERIAL NAMED FIREFLY THE YOUNG CRAZY ONE RIVER TAM AKA AS SUMMER GLAU , IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THIS TOO SO FAR I HAVE NOT SEEN HER.
JOSS DOES GOOD WORK, IT IS TOO BAD THEY WONT LET A GOOD SERIES LIKE FIREFLY FLY. I REALLY REALLY LIKED THE ACTORS IN IT, I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT STELLAR CAST? I SAW NATHAN FILLION IN WAITRESS AND I SAW THE HOT LADY CHICK IN ONE UNUSUAL MOVIE ONCE , STILL GORGEOUS. THE MECHANIC JEWEL STAIT I HAVE SEEN A LOT IN SERIALS HERE AND THERE SHE WAS THE TEEN DAUGHTER OF THEY GUY IN THE DAVINCI INQUEST, ANOTHER GOOD SERIES GONE FROM VIEW ONLY RERUNS AVAILABLE.
ANYTIME THEY GET A GOOD SERIES GOING THE CUT IT IN THE MIDDLE.
DO THOSE NETWORK AND CABLE EXECS THINK WE ARE HAPPY WITH THE PAP THEY TRY TO STIFF US WITH? THEY NEVER ASK FOR PUBLIC OPINION AND ARE SO WELL INSULATED YOU HAVE NOWHERE TO WRITE THEM FOOLS.
WHEN I RULE THEW WORLD, I'M GONNA HAVE THEM ON THE STRETCHER FOR ALL TO CRITIQUE PROPERLY.
AT ANY RATE IM GLAD THEY ARE ALL STILL WORKING.
THAT FOX NETWORK REALLY STARTS MANY GREAT PROJECTS THEN ABANDONS THEM. WHY THAT HO DRIVEN TRIPE CALLED SEX IN THE CITY SURVIVES AND REALLY GOOD STUFF FAILS IS BEYOND ME. I GUESS THE IQ OF OUR COUNTRY BUMPKINS HAS SUNK INTO THE MIRE OF TRASHOLA.
I REALLY DO BELEIVE THE IQS ARE SINKING LOWER AND LOWER THAN EVER BECAUSE YOU HARDLY SEE ANYONE READING. YOU GO PLACES AND THEY ARE ALL ON THEIR HANDTHINGS AND COMPUTERS TEXTING OR READING TRASH ON THE NET. INSTEAD OF SOAKING IN REAL INTELLIGENCE IN BOOKS.
SOME DAY WE WILL WAKE UP AND NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO READ AT ALL THEY WILL ALL WATCH THOSE UTUBE THINGS AND NOTHING ELSE.
OK ENOUGH SAID.LATER DUDES AND DUDETTES!!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
HIYA ALL
DAD IS WATCHONG CHELSEA HANDLER ON ET AND IM TAKING THIS TIME TO CATCH UP MY BLOG.
I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY KEEPING UP WITH MY FACEBOOK WRITINGS THAT I FORGOT THIOS BOOK PLACE.
I LOVE FACE BOOK A LOT AND I HAVE SOME REALLY WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN THAT SCHEME .
I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABPOUT STUFF A LOT. I FINISHED COSMIC TRIGGER BOOK II AND NOW AM STARTING BOOK III COSMIC TRIGGER.
I HAVE ALSO BEEN CHATTING A LOT WITH NEIL SLADE AND HIS SPECIAL "CLICKING YOUR AMYGDALA FORWARD" AND MAKE STUFF WORK BETTER.
HE HAS PLCED A LINK ON MY FACEBOOK SO WE CAN ALL CONTACT HIM ON IT . WHAT A GUY!! I FIRST MET HIM ON THE ART BELL SHOW. THE MAN IS NOT EGOTISTICAL LIKE MOST FAMOUS PEOPLE AND HE ANSWERS ALL MY QUESTIONS AND REQUESTS.
THERE ARE SO FEW PEOPLE LIKE HIM AND ROBERT ANTON WILSON IN THE WORLD LEFT.
HERES A LINK TO HIS AMAZING SITE
Amygdala Amazing Brain Adventure- Neil Slade amygdala, frontal lobes, release, cure and alleviate anxiety and depression; inc...
SUCH A VERY COOL GUY HE IS.
IM ALSO GOING TO REREAD THE MORNING OF THE MAGICIANS WHICH IS SO INTERESTING... IN TIME.
FOR FUN I READ STARTER WIFE WHIICH THE TV HAS STARTED AS A SERIES, BUT IS NOTHING LIKE THE BOOK.
HERE IS MY VERSION OF STARTER WIFE STORY::
WITH SO MANY DIVORCES AND REMARRIAGES AND POLYGAMISM GOING ON I THINK MORE CAN BE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS ISSUE. AND MADE PROPER FUN OF.
FOR INSTANCE, THE FIRST WIFE IS STARVING SKINNY BLEACHED BLOND WHO IS A PAUPER WITH A 10TH GRADE EDUCATION AND PETITE SHE RUNS OFF WITH HIS BOSS
... NOW THE SECOND ONE SHOULD BE LARGER AND BRUNETTE AND FUNNER AND HAS MORE OF HER OWN MONEY SHE WILL HAVE A HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA AND WORKS AS A SECRETARY FOR A REALTOR, SHE RUNS OFF WITH HER BOSS.
AND NOW WE HAVE TO FIND A JOLLY CHUBBY WIFE WHO IS OLDER AND HAS A DEGREE IN BUSINESS ADMIN AND OWNS A HOME AND HAS SAVINGS IN THE BANK. SHE WILL PUT UP WITH QUITE A BIT, BUT THE MAN IS NOW STARTING TO LOOK FLABBY AND WRINLKLY AND BALD .
BOTH HAVE KIDS BY 2 PREVIOUS MARRIAGES AND HAVE CHILD SUPPORT, TO PAY. SHE GETS TIRED OF SUPPORTING THIS BEER GUZZLING SPORTY GUY WHO GOES OUT WITH THE BOYS EVERY WEEKEND AND SPENDS ALL HE R MONEY.
HE HAS LOST HIS JOB, AND ITS GETTING UGLY AT HOME SHE FINALLY CHANGES THE LOCKS AND THROWS ALL HIS STUFF OUT ON THE STREETFILES FOR DIVORCE.
NOW HE TAKES TO HANGIN OUT IN A LOCAL CHEAP BAR IN A TRAILER PARK SECTION OF TOWN, AND FINDS A DRUNKEN WOMAN ON SOCIAL SECURITY FOR MENTAL ILLNESS AND HE MANAGES TO GET ON THE DISABILITY DOLE AS WELL WITH A SORE BACK FROM LIFTING ALL THOSE BABES IN BARS IN THE PAST, ...
HAHAH. THEY MOVE INTO A RECOVERY HOUSE TOGETHER AND THAT IUS ABOUT THE END OF THE STORY.
HE NOW HAS HIS ENDER WIFE.
I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY KEEPING UP WITH MY FACEBOOK WRITINGS THAT I FORGOT THIOS BOOK PLACE.
I LOVE FACE BOOK A LOT AND I HAVE SOME REALLY WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN THAT SCHEME .
I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABPOUT STUFF A LOT. I FINISHED COSMIC TRIGGER BOOK II AND NOW AM STARTING BOOK III COSMIC TRIGGER.
I HAVE ALSO BEEN CHATTING A LOT WITH NEIL SLADE AND HIS SPECIAL "CLICKING YOUR AMYGDALA FORWARD" AND MAKE STUFF WORK BETTER.
HE HAS PLCED A LINK ON MY FACEBOOK SO WE CAN ALL CONTACT HIM ON IT . WHAT A GUY!! I FIRST MET HIM ON THE ART BELL SHOW. THE MAN IS NOT EGOTISTICAL LIKE MOST FAMOUS PEOPLE AND HE ANSWERS ALL MY QUESTIONS AND REQUESTS.
THERE ARE SO FEW PEOPLE LIKE HIM AND ROBERT ANTON WILSON IN THE WORLD LEFT.
HERES A LINK TO HIS AMAZING SITE
Amygdala Amazing Brain Adventure- Neil Slade amygdala, frontal lobes, release, cure and alleviate anxiety and depression; inc...
SUCH A VERY COOL GUY HE IS.
IM ALSO GOING TO REREAD THE MORNING OF THE MAGICIANS WHICH IS SO INTERESTING... IN TIME.
FOR FUN I READ STARTER WIFE WHIICH THE TV HAS STARTED AS A SERIES, BUT IS NOTHING LIKE THE BOOK.
HERE IS MY VERSION OF STARTER WIFE STORY::
WITH SO MANY DIVORCES AND REMARRIAGES AND POLYGAMISM GOING ON I THINK MORE CAN BE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS ISSUE. AND MADE PROPER FUN OF.
FOR INSTANCE, THE FIRST WIFE IS STARVING SKINNY BLEACHED BLOND WHO IS A PAUPER WITH A 10TH GRADE EDUCATION AND PETITE SHE RUNS OFF WITH HIS BOSS
... NOW THE SECOND ONE SHOULD BE LARGER AND BRUNETTE AND FUNNER AND HAS MORE OF HER OWN MONEY SHE WILL HAVE A HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA AND WORKS AS A SECRETARY FOR A REALTOR, SHE RUNS OFF WITH HER BOSS.
AND NOW WE HAVE TO FIND A JOLLY CHUBBY WIFE WHO IS OLDER AND HAS A DEGREE IN BUSINESS ADMIN AND OWNS A HOME AND HAS SAVINGS IN THE BANK. SHE WILL PUT UP WITH QUITE A BIT, BUT THE MAN IS NOW STARTING TO LOOK FLABBY AND WRINLKLY AND BALD .
BOTH HAVE KIDS BY 2 PREVIOUS MARRIAGES AND HAVE CHILD SUPPORT, TO PAY. SHE GETS TIRED OF SUPPORTING THIS BEER GUZZLING SPORTY GUY WHO GOES OUT WITH THE BOYS EVERY WEEKEND AND SPENDS ALL HE R MONEY.
HE HAS LOST HIS JOB, AND ITS GETTING UGLY AT HOME SHE FINALLY CHANGES THE LOCKS AND THROWS ALL HIS STUFF OUT ON THE STREETFILES FOR DIVORCE.
NOW HE TAKES TO HANGIN OUT IN A LOCAL CHEAP BAR IN A TRAILER PARK SECTION OF TOWN, AND FINDS A DRUNKEN WOMAN ON SOCIAL SECURITY FOR MENTAL ILLNESS AND HE MANAGES TO GET ON THE DISABILITY DOLE AS WELL WITH A SORE BACK FROM LIFTING ALL THOSE BABES IN BARS IN THE PAST, ...
HAHAH. THEY MOVE INTO A RECOVERY HOUSE TOGETHER AND THAT IUS ABOUT THE END OF THE STORY.
HE NOW HAS HIS ENDER WIFE.
Monday, February 16, 2009
IT IS MONDAY AGAIN!!
WE WENT TO MACARONI GRILL YESTERDAY TO CELEBRATE MY SON AND HIS WIFE'S ANNIVERSARY. MY GRANDDAUGHTER WAS THERE ALSO.
I HAD THE CHEFS SPECIAL LASAGNA WITH SALAD AND LEMON DESSERT.
I, A FATTY OLD LADY HAD A BIG BITE OF DESSERT AND TOOK HOME THE LEFTOVERS.
WELL I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT FATSO ME RIGHT NOW.
IS IT POSSIBLE TO GET OLD AGE REVERSE YOUR LETTERS WHILE WRITING DISEASE? WELL I SEEM TO HAVE GOTTEN IT. I WAS ALWAYS SUCH AN EXACT WRITER BUT SINCE I STARTED TO BE ONLINE MY PUNCTUATION AND REVERSED LETTER SPELLING HAS GOTTEN WAY OUT OF HAND I EVEN WRITE IN CAPS CUZ ITS TOO MUCH WORK TO WRITE RIGHT HAHHA.
I DO NEED LARGE LETTERS CUZ I'M HARD OF SEEING ANYMORE.
I HAD NO IDEA MY BLOG DIRECTS PEOPLE TO WRITE ME AT VIOLETSSPACE@gmail.com I JUST NOTICED THIS TODAY . BOY AM I CONFUSED. I THOUGHT I WAS AT TRES VIOLETTAS OR VIOLETSP9 EGADS THIS COMPUTER CHANGES EVERYTHING AROUND BUT ITS OK I CAN NEVER FIND MY SELF AT THIS ADDRESS SO DON'T WRITE THERE.
IT IS A GOOD HIDEOUT FOR SPAM HAHAH.
WELL I'M STILL READING COSMIC TRIGGER II AND I FINISHED THE THING THAT ATE THE CONSTITUTION.
NOW I HAVE A NEW PETER BEAGLE BOOK CALLED TAMSIN I AM EAGER TO READ IT ALSO I GOT 3 ZECHARIAH SITCHINS BOOKS.
AND I STARTED THE 12TH PLANET THE FIRST BOOK OF THE SERIES I BELIEVE THERE ARE 7 BOOKS TO IT. IN THIS BOOK WE ARE REVIEWING THE BOOK OF GENESIS.
ITS VERY INTERESTING .
I LIKE EMMET FOX ALSO. HE REVIEWS EVERY THING ABOUT THE WRITINGS ABOUT GOD I ESPECIALLY LIKE THE ONE ABOUT THE PRAYER OF THE OUR FATHER HE DETAILS IT SO WELL. EVERY WORD EVERY LINE HAS MEANING VERY IN DEPTH MEANING THAT PEOPLE NORMALLY DO NOT THINK ABOUT.
I READ EVERY BOOK BY EMMET FOX AND AFTER I FELT A VERY DEEP CONNECTION WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT. AS I SAID BEFORE , I LOST A LOT OF FAITH WHEN MY DAUGHTER DIED AND SOMEHOW HAVE BEEN DRAWN CLOSE AGAIN TO GOD SINCE MY SON DIED. AND I AM READING A LOT AGAIN ABOUT THE HOLY THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTHWHILE.
AND I AM ALSO READING FANTASY AND SCIENCE FICTION AND AM STUDYING THINGS LIKE FINNEGAN'S WAKE AND I EVEN READ BIT OF POETRY BY .ERNIE PYLE .
WELL ANYWAYS I AM READING IS WHAT IS IMPORTANT . I GOT ANEW BOOK CALLED "WHERE ARE MY GLASSES?" AND "WALKING WITH GRANDFATHER"
I HAVE BOOKS EVERYWHERE I HANG OUT BY THE TOILET IN MY BATHROOM AND BY MY CHAIR IN THE FAMILY ROOM AND BY THE COUCH IN THE LIVING ROOM AND IN BOTH CARS SO I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING HANDY TO READ.
ON THE HALL TABLE.I HAVE ENOUGH OF A STASH OF BOOKS I WANT TO READ TO HOLD ME FOR AWHILE NOW.
ANYWAY THAT WAS BORING HUH? HAHAHHA WELL I CANT BE DYNAMIC ALL THE TIME.
I WROTE IN MY FACE BOOK TODAY. AND I WROTE TO MY TWO LIL FRIENDS BY EMAIL. OK NUFF SAID NOW ILL CORRECT SPELLING.
I HAD THE CHEFS SPECIAL LASAGNA WITH SALAD AND LEMON DESSERT.
I, A FATTY OLD LADY HAD A BIG BITE OF DESSERT AND TOOK HOME THE LEFTOVERS.
WELL I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT FATSO ME RIGHT NOW.
IS IT POSSIBLE TO GET OLD AGE REVERSE YOUR LETTERS WHILE WRITING DISEASE? WELL I SEEM TO HAVE GOTTEN IT. I WAS ALWAYS SUCH AN EXACT WRITER BUT SINCE I STARTED TO BE ONLINE MY PUNCTUATION AND REVERSED LETTER SPELLING HAS GOTTEN WAY OUT OF HAND I EVEN WRITE IN CAPS CUZ ITS TOO MUCH WORK TO WRITE RIGHT HAHHA.
I DO NEED LARGE LETTERS CUZ I'M HARD OF SEEING ANYMORE.
I HAD NO IDEA MY BLOG DIRECTS PEOPLE TO WRITE ME AT VIOLETSSPACE@gmail.com I JUST NOTICED THIS TODAY . BOY AM I CONFUSED. I THOUGHT I WAS AT TRES VIOLETTAS OR VIOLETSP9 EGADS THIS COMPUTER CHANGES EVERYTHING AROUND BUT ITS OK I CAN NEVER FIND MY SELF AT THIS ADDRESS SO DON'T WRITE THERE.
IT IS A GOOD HIDEOUT FOR SPAM HAHAH.
WELL I'M STILL READING COSMIC TRIGGER II AND I FINISHED THE THING THAT ATE THE CONSTITUTION.
NOW I HAVE A NEW PETER BEAGLE BOOK CALLED TAMSIN I AM EAGER TO READ IT ALSO I GOT 3 ZECHARIAH SITCHINS BOOKS.
AND I STARTED THE 12TH PLANET THE FIRST BOOK OF THE SERIES I BELIEVE THERE ARE 7 BOOKS TO IT. IN THIS BOOK WE ARE REVIEWING THE BOOK OF GENESIS.
ITS VERY INTERESTING .
I LIKE EMMET FOX ALSO. HE REVIEWS EVERY THING ABOUT THE WRITINGS ABOUT GOD I ESPECIALLY LIKE THE ONE ABOUT THE PRAYER OF THE OUR FATHER HE DETAILS IT SO WELL. EVERY WORD EVERY LINE HAS MEANING VERY IN DEPTH MEANING THAT PEOPLE NORMALLY DO NOT THINK ABOUT.
I READ EVERY BOOK BY EMMET FOX AND AFTER I FELT A VERY DEEP CONNECTION WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT. AS I SAID BEFORE , I LOST A LOT OF FAITH WHEN MY DAUGHTER DIED AND SOMEHOW HAVE BEEN DRAWN CLOSE AGAIN TO GOD SINCE MY SON DIED. AND I AM READING A LOT AGAIN ABOUT THE HOLY THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTHWHILE.
AND I AM ALSO READING FANTASY AND SCIENCE FICTION AND AM STUDYING THINGS LIKE FINNEGAN'S WAKE AND I EVEN READ BIT OF POETRY BY .ERNIE PYLE .
WELL ANYWAYS I AM READING IS WHAT IS IMPORTANT . I GOT ANEW BOOK CALLED "WHERE ARE MY GLASSES?" AND "WALKING WITH GRANDFATHER"
I HAVE BOOKS EVERYWHERE I HANG OUT BY THE TOILET IN MY BATHROOM AND BY MY CHAIR IN THE FAMILY ROOM AND BY THE COUCH IN THE LIVING ROOM AND IN BOTH CARS SO I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING HANDY TO READ.
ON THE HALL TABLE.I HAVE ENOUGH OF A STASH OF BOOKS I WANT TO READ TO HOLD ME FOR AWHILE NOW.
ANYWAY THAT WAS BORING HUH? HAHAHHA WELL I CANT BE DYNAMIC ALL THE TIME.
I WROTE IN MY FACE BOOK TODAY. AND I WROTE TO MY TWO LIL FRIENDS BY EMAIL. OK NUFF SAID NOW ILL CORRECT SPELLING.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
VALENTINES DAY
MY SON AND WIFE ARE AT A WEDDING TODAY AND THEY AMRRIED ON THIS DAY AS WELL SEVERAL YEARS AGO. SO ROMANTIC THEY ARE.
I AM GLAD I GOT A VERY ROMANTIC SON IN MY LIFE. MAKES ME FEEL I ACCOMPLISHED IT HAHA.
HIS DAD IS NOT A ROMANTIC AT ALL HE WOULD LIEK TO DO AWAY WITH ALL HOLIDAYS AND BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS I HAVE TO DRAG HIM AROUND TO COMPLY WITH THEM .
BUTHE LIKE A GOOD MAN FOLLOWS THRU WITH IT IF ONLY BECAUSE HE LOVES TO EAT OUT.TODAY HE ASKED ME IF WE COULD AFFORD TO EAT OUT ALL THE TIME I SAID SO FAR WE ARE OK DOING IT. WE ARENT LOSING MONEY EATING OUT YET OUR FINANCES ARE AT A STEADY RATE RIGHT NOW.
WHEN IT BEGINS TO RUN US OUT OF REGULAR RESPONSIBILITY LIFE WE WILL MAKE IT LESS OFTEN.
I AM GETTIGN TIRED OF MIMIS THOUGH.
I WANT A NEW RESTAURANT THAT SERVES ALL THAT COFFEE AND GOOD FOOD .
OLIVE GARDEN DOES NOT HAVE ESPRESSON SO IT IS NOT A TRUE ITLAIAN RESTAURANT WE DOTN GO THERE.
IN CALIFORNIA ALL ITALIAN RESTAURANTS SERVED ESPRESSO AND SPECIALTY COFFEES , I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DO NOT HERE.
SO MANY CALIFORNIANS HAVE MOVED HERE AND THE COFFEEHOUSES HAVE NOT KEPT UP WITH OUR TASTES IN COFFEES MOST CUPS OF COFFEE ARE TOO WATERY NO FLAVOR THEY TRY TO CUT BACK EXPENSES BY SERVING LOUSY WATERED DOWN COFFEE.
IN SACTO ALMOST EVERY FINE RESTAUARNT HAS GREAT COFFEE. NOT HERE THOUGH.
THAT IS WHAT I MISS ABOUT CALIFORNIA. AND MY FRIENDS.
I JUST HAD MY SHOWER I TAKE OEN TWICE A WEEK BECAUSE YOUR SKIN CAN TURN TO DUST IF YOU BATHE TOO MUCH HERE. I HAVE TO LATHER ON TONS OF LOTIONS TO NOT FEEL CRACKLY.
WE WENT TO SEE ANOTHER MOVIE LAST NIGHT IT WAS INTERNATIONAL SOEMTHING.
OK TIME FOR A MOVIE
I AM GLAD I GOT A VERY ROMANTIC SON IN MY LIFE. MAKES ME FEEL I ACCOMPLISHED IT HAHA.
HIS DAD IS NOT A ROMANTIC AT ALL HE WOULD LIEK TO DO AWAY WITH ALL HOLIDAYS AND BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS I HAVE TO DRAG HIM AROUND TO COMPLY WITH THEM .
BUTHE LIKE A GOOD MAN FOLLOWS THRU WITH IT IF ONLY BECAUSE HE LOVES TO EAT OUT.TODAY HE ASKED ME IF WE COULD AFFORD TO EAT OUT ALL THE TIME I SAID SO FAR WE ARE OK DOING IT. WE ARENT LOSING MONEY EATING OUT YET OUR FINANCES ARE AT A STEADY RATE RIGHT NOW.
WHEN IT BEGINS TO RUN US OUT OF REGULAR RESPONSIBILITY LIFE WE WILL MAKE IT LESS OFTEN.
I AM GETTIGN TIRED OF MIMIS THOUGH.
I WANT A NEW RESTAURANT THAT SERVES ALL THAT COFFEE AND GOOD FOOD .
OLIVE GARDEN DOES NOT HAVE ESPRESSON SO IT IS NOT A TRUE ITLAIAN RESTAURANT WE DOTN GO THERE.
IN CALIFORNIA ALL ITALIAN RESTAURANTS SERVED ESPRESSO AND SPECIALTY COFFEES , I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DO NOT HERE.
SO MANY CALIFORNIANS HAVE MOVED HERE AND THE COFFEEHOUSES HAVE NOT KEPT UP WITH OUR TASTES IN COFFEES MOST CUPS OF COFFEE ARE TOO WATERY NO FLAVOR THEY TRY TO CUT BACK EXPENSES BY SERVING LOUSY WATERED DOWN COFFEE.
IN SACTO ALMOST EVERY FINE RESTAUARNT HAS GREAT COFFEE. NOT HERE THOUGH.
THAT IS WHAT I MISS ABOUT CALIFORNIA. AND MY FRIENDS.
I JUST HAD MY SHOWER I TAKE OEN TWICE A WEEK BECAUSE YOUR SKIN CAN TURN TO DUST IF YOU BATHE TOO MUCH HERE. I HAVE TO LATHER ON TONS OF LOTIONS TO NOT FEEL CRACKLY.
WE WENT TO SEE ANOTHER MOVIE LAST NIGHT IT WAS INTERNATIONAL SOEMTHING.
OK TIME FOR A MOVIE
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
MY TEENS
I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A TEEN AT 13 I FELT REALLY CLUMSY AND STRANGE, I HAD A GIRLFRIEND I WAS WITH ALL THE TIME AND SHE DEFINED MOST OF OUR ACTIONS SINCE SHE SEEMED TO KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON I LET HER LEAD ME .
I REMEMBER ONE TIME MY UNCLE WHO LIKED TO DRINK WINE ALWAYS HAD A BOTTLE HIDDEN BEHIND THE COUCH ONE DAY I TOOK THE BOTTLE AND DRANK A WHOLE LOT OF WINE IT WAS PURPLE AND VERY SWEET I CAN'T REMEMBER EXACTLY HOW MUCH I DRANK BUT IT WAS ENOUGH TO CAUSE ME TO THROW UP IN MY BEDROOM, UGH. MY AUNT ASKED ME IF I HAD DRUNK SOME WINE I SAID YES THAT I FOUND IT AND IT TASTED LIKE GRAPE JUICE SO I DID.
YUCK I DID NOT EVER WANT TO DRINK ALCOHOL AGAIN, BUT ONCE WHEN I WAS 16 MY FRIENDS AND I WERE AT PETER'S HOUSE, HE WAS THE SON OF A WEALTHY ARTIST IN SANTA FE AND HE HAD PET MONKEYS AND IT WAS NEW YEARS EVE SO WE DECIDED TO DRINK A BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE THAT PETER FOUND OF HIS MOMS SO I HAD ONE GLASS AND IT WASN'T ALL THAT GOOD.
I HAD SEVERAL BEST FRIENDS WHO WERE BOYS JOHNNY , CHARLES , MICHAEL AND PETERWHO HAD A GERMAN LAST NAME AND HAD A VERY HIGH FOREHEAD AND SORT OF REDDISH THIN HAIR. MY BEST GIRLFRIEND WAS MERTA. WE ALL HUNG OUT TOGETHER . BUT IT WAS MOSTLY JOHNNIE , CHARLES AND MIKE I RAN AROUND WITH.
MIKE TOOK ME TO THE SNOWBALL FORMAL AND I HAD A CRUSH ON BOBBY AND MIKE WAS SO SWEET HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED BOBBY TO TAKE ME HOME I SAID NO I CAME WITH YOU I GO HOME WITH YOU. POOR MIKE HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME ALL MY TEENS I JUST SAW HIM AS A BEST FRIEND. AND HE ALWAYS TREATED ME WITH UTTER RESPECT. I ALWAYS LOVED BOBBY. BUT WE SAW EACH OTHER NOT TOO OFTEN AS HIS MOM KEPT HIM REALLY BUSY. THAT WAS OK.
WE DID THINGS LIKE SING OPERAS, PLAY THE PIANO AND HANG OUT LISTENING TO MUSIC USUALLY CLASSICAL, WE WENT TO BALLETS, MOVIES AND ETC. THEY TAUGHT ME ABOUT THE CLASSICAL LIFE IT WAS GREAT, AND WE NEVER HAD ANY SEXUAL ACTIVITY WE JUST DID STUFF FOR FUN. WE DIDN'T EVEN DISCUSS SEX IT WASN'T NEEDED. WE DID A FEW NAUGHTY THINGS LIKE ONCE JOHNNY STOLE SOME CONDOMS AT A DRUG STORE, AND TOOK THEM AND FILLED THE WITH SUGAR AT A RESTAURANT AND LEFT THEM HAHA.
A SCHOOL MATE OF MINE SAID A RUMOR HAD STARTED THAT WE GOT CONDOMS AND I DID ALL THE BOYS... FARTHEST THING FROM THE TRUTH WE NEVER DID THAT STUFF.
WE USED TO PLAY HOOKY AND GO TO THE INDIAN RUINS AND TO THE RESERVATIONS AND AT TIMES WE SHOPLIFTED INDIAN JEWELRY FRO TRADING POSTS AND TOOK IT TO THE RESERVATIONS AND GAVE IT TO THE INDIANS WE THOUGHT WE DID GOOD. THOSE TRADERS STOLE THAT BEAUTIFUL ART FOR NOTHING AND SOLD IT FOR A FORTUNE. IT WAS A ROBIN HOOD THING WE DID TWICE.
WE THOUGHT IT WAS NOBLE. WE WERE KIDS WITH VALUES . WE KNEW HOW BADLY THE INDIANS HAD BEEN RAPED.
THEY WERE SO POOR .
I STILL FEEL A DEEP ACHE IN MY HEART ABOUT THE INDIANS IN AMERICA AND HOW BADLY THEY WERE TREATED I SAW IT FIRST HAND. HUNGER AND POVERTY WERE SO GRIM.
AND I HAD SUFFERED FROM HUNGER AS A CHILD. I KNEW WHAT THAT MEANT.
WELL AS I GREW MY FRIENDS WERE EVEN CLOSER TO ME, AND WHEN ANY GUYS TRIED TO DATE ME THEY PROTECTED ME FROM THEIR HORNY HANDS HAHA. ONE GUY BEGGED CHARLES TO INTRODUCE US HE SAID I WAS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE GIRL HE'D EVER SEEN. WELL, CHARLES REFUSED TO DO SO, AND UNLESS YOU WERE INTRODUCED TO SOMEONE IT WAS CONSIDERED A CHEAP THING TO RELATE TO A STRANGER THEY WERE NOT GOING TO LET ME BE CHEAP.
THAT IS A PAGE OUT OF MY TEENS .
IT WAS NOT A BAD TEENHOOD. I DID HAVE A RUNIN WITH MY SOCIAL WORKER THOUGH AT AGE 16 WHEN SHE TOLD ME I HAD TO WORK AND EARN MY OWN LIVIGN BUT SHE WOULD CONTINUE TO BOSS ME AROUND THAT WAS WHENI DECIDE TO GO ON MY OWN. IF I HAD TO EARN MY OWN LIVING WHY DID I NEED HER?
SO I LEFT.
I REMEMBER ONE TIME MY UNCLE WHO LIKED TO DRINK WINE ALWAYS HAD A BOTTLE HIDDEN BEHIND THE COUCH ONE DAY I TOOK THE BOTTLE AND DRANK A WHOLE LOT OF WINE IT WAS PURPLE AND VERY SWEET I CAN'T REMEMBER EXACTLY HOW MUCH I DRANK BUT IT WAS ENOUGH TO CAUSE ME TO THROW UP IN MY BEDROOM, UGH. MY AUNT ASKED ME IF I HAD DRUNK SOME WINE I SAID YES THAT I FOUND IT AND IT TASTED LIKE GRAPE JUICE SO I DID.
YUCK I DID NOT EVER WANT TO DRINK ALCOHOL AGAIN, BUT ONCE WHEN I WAS 16 MY FRIENDS AND I WERE AT PETER'S HOUSE, HE WAS THE SON OF A WEALTHY ARTIST IN SANTA FE AND HE HAD PET MONKEYS AND IT WAS NEW YEARS EVE SO WE DECIDED TO DRINK A BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE THAT PETER FOUND OF HIS MOMS SO I HAD ONE GLASS AND IT WASN'T ALL THAT GOOD.
I HAD SEVERAL BEST FRIENDS WHO WERE BOYS JOHNNY , CHARLES , MICHAEL AND PETERWHO HAD A GERMAN LAST NAME AND HAD A VERY HIGH FOREHEAD AND SORT OF REDDISH THIN HAIR. MY BEST GIRLFRIEND WAS MERTA. WE ALL HUNG OUT TOGETHER . BUT IT WAS MOSTLY JOHNNIE , CHARLES AND MIKE I RAN AROUND WITH.
MIKE TOOK ME TO THE SNOWBALL FORMAL AND I HAD A CRUSH ON BOBBY AND MIKE WAS SO SWEET HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED BOBBY TO TAKE ME HOME I SAID NO I CAME WITH YOU I GO HOME WITH YOU. POOR MIKE HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME ALL MY TEENS I JUST SAW HIM AS A BEST FRIEND. AND HE ALWAYS TREATED ME WITH UTTER RESPECT. I ALWAYS LOVED BOBBY. BUT WE SAW EACH OTHER NOT TOO OFTEN AS HIS MOM KEPT HIM REALLY BUSY. THAT WAS OK.
WE DID THINGS LIKE SING OPERAS, PLAY THE PIANO AND HANG OUT LISTENING TO MUSIC USUALLY CLASSICAL, WE WENT TO BALLETS, MOVIES AND ETC. THEY TAUGHT ME ABOUT THE CLASSICAL LIFE IT WAS GREAT, AND WE NEVER HAD ANY SEXUAL ACTIVITY WE JUST DID STUFF FOR FUN. WE DIDN'T EVEN DISCUSS SEX IT WASN'T NEEDED. WE DID A FEW NAUGHTY THINGS LIKE ONCE JOHNNY STOLE SOME CONDOMS AT A DRUG STORE, AND TOOK THEM AND FILLED THE WITH SUGAR AT A RESTAURANT AND LEFT THEM HAHA.
A SCHOOL MATE OF MINE SAID A RUMOR HAD STARTED THAT WE GOT CONDOMS AND I DID ALL THE BOYS... FARTHEST THING FROM THE TRUTH WE NEVER DID THAT STUFF.
WE USED TO PLAY HOOKY AND GO TO THE INDIAN RUINS AND TO THE RESERVATIONS AND AT TIMES WE SHOPLIFTED INDIAN JEWELRY FRO TRADING POSTS AND TOOK IT TO THE RESERVATIONS AND GAVE IT TO THE INDIANS WE THOUGHT WE DID GOOD. THOSE TRADERS STOLE THAT BEAUTIFUL ART FOR NOTHING AND SOLD IT FOR A FORTUNE. IT WAS A ROBIN HOOD THING WE DID TWICE.
WE THOUGHT IT WAS NOBLE. WE WERE KIDS WITH VALUES . WE KNEW HOW BADLY THE INDIANS HAD BEEN RAPED.
THEY WERE SO POOR .
I STILL FEEL A DEEP ACHE IN MY HEART ABOUT THE INDIANS IN AMERICA AND HOW BADLY THEY WERE TREATED I SAW IT FIRST HAND. HUNGER AND POVERTY WERE SO GRIM.
AND I HAD SUFFERED FROM HUNGER AS A CHILD. I KNEW WHAT THAT MEANT.
WELL AS I GREW MY FRIENDS WERE EVEN CLOSER TO ME, AND WHEN ANY GUYS TRIED TO DATE ME THEY PROTECTED ME FROM THEIR HORNY HANDS HAHA. ONE GUY BEGGED CHARLES TO INTRODUCE US HE SAID I WAS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE GIRL HE'D EVER SEEN. WELL, CHARLES REFUSED TO DO SO, AND UNLESS YOU WERE INTRODUCED TO SOMEONE IT WAS CONSIDERED A CHEAP THING TO RELATE TO A STRANGER THEY WERE NOT GOING TO LET ME BE CHEAP.
THAT IS A PAGE OUT OF MY TEENS .
IT WAS NOT A BAD TEENHOOD. I DID HAVE A RUNIN WITH MY SOCIAL WORKER THOUGH AT AGE 16 WHEN SHE TOLD ME I HAD TO WORK AND EARN MY OWN LIVIGN BUT SHE WOULD CONTINUE TO BOSS ME AROUND THAT WAS WHENI DECIDE TO GO ON MY OWN. IF I HAD TO EARN MY OWN LIVING WHY DID I NEED HER?
SO I LEFT.
Monday, February 9, 2009
FATHERS OVER 40 BEWARE
ALSO IN SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN IS AN ARTICLE WHICH HAS BEEN GOING AROUND ALL THE SCIENCE JOURNALS ABOUT MEN OVER 40 WHO HAVE KIDS .. THE KIDS ARE AT RISK FOR MENTAL ILLNESS AUTISM, BIPOLAR DISORDER AND SCHIZOPHRENIA THEW LAST TWO AREN'T DISCOVERED UNTIL LATE TEENS OR EARLY TWENTIES SO GUYS BEWARE. FOLLOW THIS LINK FOR MORE INFO
The Father Factor: How Dad's Age Increases Baby's Risk of Mental Illness: Scientific American
The Father Factor: How Dad's Age Increases Baby's Risk of Mental Illness: Scientific American
TEENS
I READ IN SCIENCE MAG CALLED MIND ABOUT TEENS AND WHY THEY ARE NEVER QUITE SURE OF THEMSELVES, THERE IS A PART OF THE BRAIN THAT IS IN PROCESS OF MATURING THAT HASNT GOTTEN THERE YET, AND TEENS KINDA DEPEND ON OTHERS TO DEFINE THEM AND SORT THRU THE DEFINITIONS UNTIL THYE FIND A SPOT THAT MATCHES THEIR IDEAS AND BY THE TIME THEY REACH 20'S THEY HAVE A DEFINITION BUT ITS STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT THEY HAVE A PLACE NOW AND CAN WORK FROM THERE. THE BELIEF SYSTEMS INCULCATED BY THE OUTSIDE WORLD BEGIN TO BE EXMINED BY THE CRITICAL INFO THEY HAVE GATHERED AT THIS TIME AND WILL CONTINUE TO CHANGE AS THEY DEVELOP THEIR OWN BELIEF SYSTEM. AND THATS SPOSED TO SPLAIN WHY TEENS ARE SO CONFUSED.
I FRANKLY THINK THEY ARE A WORK IN PROGRESS AT ALL TIMES AND AS SOON AS THEY DEVELOP THEIR OWN CONSCIENCE, THEY WILL START TO MAKE THEIR OWN DECISIONS AND NOT DEPEND ON THE PACK FOR ITS IDEAS. TEENS IN A GROUP BECOEM A PACK TRYIGN TO THINK AND ACT ALIKE IN MOST WAYS DRESSING, SEX, SHARING IDEAS ETC.
HERE IS A LINK TO THIS ISSUEScientific American: Scientific American Mind
I FRANKLY THINK THEY ARE A WORK IN PROGRESS AT ALL TIMES AND AS SOON AS THEY DEVELOP THEIR OWN CONSCIENCE, THEY WILL START TO MAKE THEIR OWN DECISIONS AND NOT DEPEND ON THE PACK FOR ITS IDEAS. TEENS IN A GROUP BECOEM A PACK TRYIGN TO THINK AND ACT ALIKE IN MOST WAYS DRESSING, SEX, SHARING IDEAS ETC.
HERE IS A LINK TO THIS ISSUEScientific American: Scientific American Mind
Sunday, February 8, 2009
WAHOO ITS SUNDAY
WELP WE WATCHED MOVIES ALL DAY AND I MADE A SUPER OMELETTE AND FRIED OLD FASHIIONED POTATOES AND ONIONS AND CORN TORTILLAS AND SALSA AND OJ AND GRAPEFRUIT.
TWAS GREAT.
WELLP JUST THOUGHT ID DROP IN AND SAY HI NOTHING NEW STILL READIGN A LOT. HUGS FROM GRAMA.
TWAS GREAT.
WELLP JUST THOUGHT ID DROP IN AND SAY HI NOTHING NEW STILL READIGN A LOT. HUGS FROM GRAMA.
Friday, February 6, 2009
ALL NEW BOOKS
SINCE I STARTED READING AGAIN I HAVE A NEW COLLECTION OF BOOKS AND BOOKS THAT THEY RECOMMEND OR MENTION WHICH ARE GERMANE TO THAT READING.
I'M READING A LOT ABOUT PHYSICS AND IT IS SO MAGICAL, I READ ABOUT IT YEARS AGO THEN I WITHDREW FROM READING AND LOST ALL INTEREST WHEN MY DAUGHTER LEFT FOR HEAVEN. BUT SINCE MY SON LEFT AS WELL I AM READING VORACIOUSLY. TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS WHAT IN THIS UNREAL WORLD WE HAVE SUCH A SHORT TIME. I HAVEN'T MUCH TIME CUZ I'M GONNA BE 73 SOON ON MAR 14TH.
I ALSO SUFFERED A SAD DECLINE OF FAITH AT THAT TIME. BECAUSE THERE WAS NO REASON FOR MY LOSS AND THIS CURRENT LOSS IS ALSO WITHOUT REASON.
I WONDER WHY IF THERE IS A GOD, AND I SPENT MY ENTIRE CAREER SERVING GOD THRU LOVE AND HELPING THE LESS LOVED IN THE WORLD WHY I WAS CHOSEN TO EXPERIENCE SUCH DEEP LOSSES AS I HAVE HAD.
I KNOW , THEY SAY ONLY GOD KNOWS AND YOU WILL BE ENLIGHTENED AFTER YOU DIE. WELL, WHAT IF I'M NOT, WHAT IF I JUST DISAPPEAR INTO THE DUST AND MY SELF IS NEVERMORE?
WHAT IF THE MEANING OF LIFE IS JUST TO LIVE IT AND TO DIE AND THAT'S THAT?
PHYSICS MAKES YOU SEE THE OTHER SIDE VERY WELL, IT EXPLAINS THAT WE SEE REALITY THROUGH OUR BELIEFS.
IF THAT IS TRUE THEN I FEEL MUCH BETTER BECAUSE THEN WHAT I BELIEVE TO BE TRUE BECOMES TRUE NO MATTER WHAT. IF I BELIEVE IN A HEAVEN AND REUNION WITH GOD AND CHRIST AND THE VIRGIN MARY AND ALL THOSE SAINTS WHO WENT BEFORE ME...THEN THAT WILL BE THE TRUTH.
SOMEHOW ALL THIS MATTER I'M READING IS GIVING ME MORE FAITH THAN READING HOLY BOOKS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. BECAUSE IT MAKES EVERYTHING SO MUCH HOLIER THAN ANY THING WE CAN IMAGINE OR RATHER WE BECOME AS HOLY AS WE IMAGINE OURSELVES TO BE.
THE DEITY WE IMAGINE BECOMES SO MUCH MORE HOLY THAN THOSE DESCRIBED BY OTHERS BECAUSE IT IS THE ONE THAT IS CONNECTED TO OUR OWN PERSONAL SOUL. THE HOLIEST SPIRIT THAT LIVES US ALL. AND GUIDES US AND SHOWS US THE RIGHT WAY FOR US TO LIVE. YOU DONT STEAL BECAUSE ITS NOT YOURS YOU DONT LIE BECAUSE IT HURTS YOUR CRDIBILITY WITH OTHERS, YOU DON'T TREAT PARENTS WITH DISRESPECT BECAUSE THEY DID BEAR YOU. YOU DON'T CHEAT ON YOUR SPOUSE BECAUSE THAT IS A LIE AND A BROKEN VOW AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF AS A SCUMBAG.
YOU DON'T KILL BECAUSE THAT WILL TAINT YOUR SOUL SO DEEPLY THAT YOU WILL NEVER COME OUT OF THE DAMAGING ILLUSIONS IN YOUR HEAD AND PRETENDING THAT IT DOESNT MATTER IS EVEN A SORRIER STATE A BUILT IN HELL YOU MAKE FOR YOURSELF.
WHAT YOU HAVE IS ALWAYS ENOUGH AND IF YOU ARE HUNGRY ASK, IT WILL COME .
I WILL ALWAYS HELP ONE WHO ASKS AND RESENT THEM WHO TAKE WITHOUT ASKING BECAUSE IT CHEATS ME OF GIVING A GIFT.
I LOVE TO GIVE, I HATE TO BE TAKEN FROM IN A SNEAKY MANNER.
I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED MY PATIENTS MANY ISTARTEDWITH NOT LIKING AT ALL BUT ENDED IN CARING MORE FOR THEM BECAUSE I REALIZED THEY NEEDED CARE THE MOST. THE CRANKIER SOEMOEN IS WITH YOU THE MORE THEY NEED TO BE LOVED AND CARED ABOUT. KEEP THAT IN MIND WHEN YOU FEEL HATE ABOUT ANYONE.
I'M READING A LOT ABOUT PHYSICS AND IT IS SO MAGICAL, I READ ABOUT IT YEARS AGO THEN I WITHDREW FROM READING AND LOST ALL INTEREST WHEN MY DAUGHTER LEFT FOR HEAVEN. BUT SINCE MY SON LEFT AS WELL I AM READING VORACIOUSLY. TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS WHAT IN THIS UNREAL WORLD WE HAVE SUCH A SHORT TIME. I HAVEN'T MUCH TIME CUZ I'M GONNA BE 73 SOON ON MAR 14TH.
I ALSO SUFFERED A SAD DECLINE OF FAITH AT THAT TIME. BECAUSE THERE WAS NO REASON FOR MY LOSS AND THIS CURRENT LOSS IS ALSO WITHOUT REASON.
I WONDER WHY IF THERE IS A GOD, AND I SPENT MY ENTIRE CAREER SERVING GOD THRU LOVE AND HELPING THE LESS LOVED IN THE WORLD WHY I WAS CHOSEN TO EXPERIENCE SUCH DEEP LOSSES AS I HAVE HAD.
I KNOW , THEY SAY ONLY GOD KNOWS AND YOU WILL BE ENLIGHTENED AFTER YOU DIE. WELL, WHAT IF I'M NOT, WHAT IF I JUST DISAPPEAR INTO THE DUST AND MY SELF IS NEVERMORE?
WHAT IF THE MEANING OF LIFE IS JUST TO LIVE IT AND TO DIE AND THAT'S THAT?
PHYSICS MAKES YOU SEE THE OTHER SIDE VERY WELL, IT EXPLAINS THAT WE SEE REALITY THROUGH OUR BELIEFS.
IF THAT IS TRUE THEN I FEEL MUCH BETTER BECAUSE THEN WHAT I BELIEVE TO BE TRUE BECOMES TRUE NO MATTER WHAT. IF I BELIEVE IN A HEAVEN AND REUNION WITH GOD AND CHRIST AND THE VIRGIN MARY AND ALL THOSE SAINTS WHO WENT BEFORE ME...THEN THAT WILL BE THE TRUTH.
SOMEHOW ALL THIS MATTER I'M READING IS GIVING ME MORE FAITH THAN READING HOLY BOOKS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. BECAUSE IT MAKES EVERYTHING SO MUCH HOLIER THAN ANY THING WE CAN IMAGINE OR RATHER WE BECOME AS HOLY AS WE IMAGINE OURSELVES TO BE.
THE DEITY WE IMAGINE BECOMES SO MUCH MORE HOLY THAN THOSE DESCRIBED BY OTHERS BECAUSE IT IS THE ONE THAT IS CONNECTED TO OUR OWN PERSONAL SOUL. THE HOLIEST SPIRIT THAT LIVES US ALL. AND GUIDES US AND SHOWS US THE RIGHT WAY FOR US TO LIVE. YOU DONT STEAL BECAUSE ITS NOT YOURS YOU DONT LIE BECAUSE IT HURTS YOUR CRDIBILITY WITH OTHERS, YOU DON'T TREAT PARENTS WITH DISRESPECT BECAUSE THEY DID BEAR YOU. YOU DON'T CHEAT ON YOUR SPOUSE BECAUSE THAT IS A LIE AND A BROKEN VOW AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF AS A SCUMBAG.
YOU DON'T KILL BECAUSE THAT WILL TAINT YOUR SOUL SO DEEPLY THAT YOU WILL NEVER COME OUT OF THE DAMAGING ILLUSIONS IN YOUR HEAD AND PRETENDING THAT IT DOESNT MATTER IS EVEN A SORRIER STATE A BUILT IN HELL YOU MAKE FOR YOURSELF.
WHAT YOU HAVE IS ALWAYS ENOUGH AND IF YOU ARE HUNGRY ASK, IT WILL COME .
I WILL ALWAYS HELP ONE WHO ASKS AND RESENT THEM WHO TAKE WITHOUT ASKING BECAUSE IT CHEATS ME OF GIVING A GIFT.
I LOVE TO GIVE, I HATE TO BE TAKEN FROM IN A SNEAKY MANNER.
I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED MY PATIENTS MANY ISTARTEDWITH NOT LIKING AT ALL BUT ENDED IN CARING MORE FOR THEM BECAUSE I REALIZED THEY NEEDED CARE THE MOST. THE CRANKIER SOEMOEN IS WITH YOU THE MORE THEY NEED TO BE LOVED AND CARED ABOUT. KEEP THAT IN MIND WHEN YOU FEEL HATE ABOUT ANYONE.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
A FINE AND PRIVATE PLACE HERE
I JUST GOT A COPY OF A FINE AND PRIVATE PLACE BY PETER BEAGLE AGAIN.
THIS VERY LOVELY BOOK NEEDS TO BE PUBLISHED AGAIN IF PEOPLE COULD READ IT THEY WOULD GAIN A LOT.
I NOW HAVE 3 COPIES ONE HAS NO COVER ON IT I FOUND IT IN A USED BOOK PILE ONCE AND IT WAS 10 CENTS
I HAVE A HABIT OF BUYING BOOKS I LIKE A LOT AND WANT TO SHARE EVEN IF I HAVE SAME BECAYSE PEOPLE HAVE A HABIT OF NEVER RETURNIGN GOOD BOOKS. SO I GIVE THEM AWAY.
I GVE AWAY 20 COPIES OF ILLUSIONS ONCE TO A GROUOP OF PEOPLE WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND IT. THAT IS ANOTHER BNOOK I ALWAYS BUY USED WHEN I FIND IT.
IT MAKES THE WORLD SO MAGICAL.
ONCE WHEN WE WERE UP IN OUR CABIN IN THE NORTHWEST WOODS MY SON AND I WERE READIGN ILLUSIONS AND HE WISHED FOR A BLUE FEATHER AND WE LAYED DOWN ON THE DECK AND DID THE EXERCISE AND SOON A BLUE BIRD FLEW INTO THE CABIN AND BANGED ITSELF INTO THE WINDOWS TRYING TO ESCAPE WHEN WE LOOKED WE FOUND 2 BLUE FEATHERS ON THE FLOOR. WELL, THAT DIDNT SEEM TO SATISFY MY SON AND ILL NEVER KNOW WHY. BUT I LEARNED A VALUABLE LESSON... ASK FOR WHAT YOU DESIRE AND ADD WITH NO HHARM COMING TO ANYONE AS A RESULT. THAT POOR BIRD GOT BANGED UP.
THIS VERY LOVELY BOOK NEEDS TO BE PUBLISHED AGAIN IF PEOPLE COULD READ IT THEY WOULD GAIN A LOT.
I NOW HAVE 3 COPIES ONE HAS NO COVER ON IT I FOUND IT IN A USED BOOK PILE ONCE AND IT WAS 10 CENTS
I HAVE A HABIT OF BUYING BOOKS I LIKE A LOT AND WANT TO SHARE EVEN IF I HAVE SAME BECAYSE PEOPLE HAVE A HABIT OF NEVER RETURNIGN GOOD BOOKS. SO I GIVE THEM AWAY.
I GVE AWAY 20 COPIES OF ILLUSIONS ONCE TO A GROUOP OF PEOPLE WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND IT. THAT IS ANOTHER BNOOK I ALWAYS BUY USED WHEN I FIND IT.
IT MAKES THE WORLD SO MAGICAL.
ONCE WHEN WE WERE UP IN OUR CABIN IN THE NORTHWEST WOODS MY SON AND I WERE READIGN ILLUSIONS AND HE WISHED FOR A BLUE FEATHER AND WE LAYED DOWN ON THE DECK AND DID THE EXERCISE AND SOON A BLUE BIRD FLEW INTO THE CABIN AND BANGED ITSELF INTO THE WINDOWS TRYING TO ESCAPE WHEN WE LOOKED WE FOUND 2 BLUE FEATHERS ON THE FLOOR. WELL, THAT DIDNT SEEM TO SATISFY MY SON AND ILL NEVER KNOW WHY. BUT I LEARNED A VALUABLE LESSON... ASK FOR WHAT YOU DESIRE AND ADD WITH NO HHARM COMING TO ANYONE AS A RESULT. THAT POOR BIRD GOT BANGED UP.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
I JUST READ DAD'S B;LOG
I JUST READ DAD'S BLOG AND HAD SOMETHING TO SAY... O YEAH, IN MOVIES WHERE THEY SHOW THOSE FAKEY, PANTY, YELLY SEX SCENES... ALWAYS WITH THE STILETTO HEELS ON THEY SHOW THIS CRAP WHEN ITS IRRELEVANT AND IMMATERIAL TO THE STORY AND IT IS SO ANNOYING WHEN I AM ABLE WE ALL ZIP RIGHT THRU THEM. THEY ARE UNBELIEVABLE AND BORING AND STUPID. IT WAS RELEVANT IN A MOVIE LIKE UNFAITHFUL FOR 1 OR 2 CLIPS BUT OTHER THAN THAT WHAT A WASTE. I HATE THOSE "LOVE SCENES" THEY ARE MORE PORN SCENES WE ARE BURDENED WITH TO SATISFY SOME IDIOT DIRECTOR WHO COULD HAVE SPENT THOSE FIVE MINUTES FOCUSING ON THE REAL STORY.
LARS AND THE REAL GIRL HAD ZERO SEX SCENES AND IT WAS A FABULOUS MOVIE, SO INTERESTING, I THINK IT HAS BECOME ONE OF MY KEEPER MOVIES .
WHEN WILL THEY WAKE UP? WE ONLY LIKE OUR OWN HOME LOVE SCENES ALL THAT BS REALLY SUCKS
LARS AND THE REAL GIRL HAD ZERO SEX SCENES AND IT WAS A FABULOUS MOVIE, SO INTERESTING, I THINK IT HAS BECOME ONE OF MY KEEPER MOVIES .
WHEN WILL THEY WAKE UP? WE ONLY LIKE OUR OWN HOME LOVE SCENES ALL THAT BS REALLY SUCKS
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WE WENT TO SEE FROST AND NIXON AT THE MOVIES AND IT WAS INTERESTING.
SO I, LOOKED UP THE ORIGINAL INTERVIEWS ON UTUBE AND I WAS ABSOLUTELY HORRIFIED. EVEN THOUGH I LIVED THROUGH THAT WHOLE NIXON FIASCO, I TRIED VERY HARD NOT TO GET INTO IT AS I WAS TRYING TO GET MY CAREER STARTED AT THE TIME AND I DINT WATCH MUCH TV. BUT I DO REMEMBER ONE SUPERVISOR I HAD WHO KEPT DRONING ON AND ON ABOUT NIXON AND SEEMED TO BE VERY MUCH LIVING IN A TUNNEL VISAGED PLACE AND THAT WAS ALL SHE TALKED ABOUT, AND ONE TIME WE DISAGREED ON MY THERAPEUTIC INTERVENTION AND I TOLD HER IT WAS BECAUSE SHE HAD A NARROW MIND SHE COULD NOT EVEN SEE THAT THERE WERE PEOPLE IN THE US WHO DESPITE NIXON'S LAW BREAKING WAYS STILL BELIEVED IN HIM DUE TO PARTY LOYALTY.
WELL I AM A STAUNCH DEMOCRAT AND INDEPENDENT DEPENDING ON THE RUNNERS OF THE RACES. THIS IS BECAUSE AS A SOCIAL SCIENTIST I SUPPORT PROGRAMS THAT AID THE POOR AND DISABLED AND HELPLESS IN OUR WORLD, AND I HAVE FOUND THAT VERY FEW REPUBLICANS BELIEVE IN AIDING THE HELPLESS IN MY OPINION.
BUT, OF COURSE THAT IS BASED ON MY OBSERVATIONS AS I WORK IN T HE HELPING PROFESSIONS AND AM AWARE OF THE CUTBACKS UNDER EACH PARTY.
I DON'T CARE WHO RUNS THE COUNTRY WE MUST SUPPORT THOSE LESS FORTUNATE THEN WE . AND SUPPORTING NO ABORTIONS WHILE ALLOWING THE CHILDREN WHO ARE BORN AS A RESULT, TO STARVE AND HAVE NO HEALTH CARE IS BEYOND MY ABILITY TO FATHOM IN A REAL WORLD. IF YOU WANT NO ABORTION THEN OUR GOVERNMENT SHOULD BE PREPARED TO TAKE CARE OF THESE BABIES FINANCIALLY.
AS A CATHOLIC I DO NOT FEEL ABORTION IS A GOOD THING BUT WORSE IS STARVING A HELPLESS CHILD.
ANYWAYS I ALWAYS GET REALLY UPSET WHEN A PERSON WITH A LOW IQ AND MENTALLY ILL PERSON IS ORDERED TO GET A JOB AND TAKE CARE OF THAT BABY.TH ATS LIKE TELLING THE SKY TO STOP RAINING AND IT DOES HAHAH.
AND I DO KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE TRULY HUNGRY. I LIVED IN THE LAST DEPRESSION AND FOLKS YOU HAVE A BIG SURPRISE COMING WE ARE IN A DEPRESSION NOW AND ITS GOING TO REALLY GET BAD SOON, AND I PRAY THAT I WILL NOT HAVE TO SUFFER HUNGER AGAIN BEFORE MY DEATH. HUNGER IS SO PAINFUL.
AND I WISH EVERYOEN IN THIS WORLD NOT TO SUFFER FROM HUNGER AND WITH ALL THE FOOD WASTE IN THE USA WE CANNOT ALLOW ANY NATION TO STARVE.
WHEN I SEE THOSE BLAOTED BELLIED BABIES IN AFRICA I CANNOT BEAR IT.
ITS JUST TOO MUCH TO ASK TO HAVE BILLIONAIRE MOVIE STARS GETTIGN PILES OF MONEY AND GIVING ZERO TO THESE POOR CHILDREN. WE CAN ONLY MAKE PEOPLE LET GO OF THEIR UN NEEDED RICHES BY NOT BUYING THEIR PRODUCTS.
I HAVE RESTRICTIONS ON WHICH ACTORS MOVIES I WILL PAY MONEY FOR AMND WHICH ONES I WONT , NO CRUISE TOM AND NO JOLIEPITTS FOR ME. WHAT THEY HAVE IS BEYOND NECESSARY.
PAYING HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR A BIRTHDAYPARTY FOR A CHILD WHO DOESNT EVEN UNDERSTAND IT IS UNBELEIVABLE.
NOT 1 CENT OF MY MONEY WILL THEY GET.
AND I W ONT BUY PRODUCTS ADVERTISED ON TV THAT ARE SOLD BY BIG BIG CORPS AND BY THAT LOUD MOUTHED YELLING MAN. I HAVE MY PREJUDICES ALL OVER THE PLACE. OK NUFF SAID
SO I, LOOKED UP THE ORIGINAL INTERVIEWS ON UTUBE AND I WAS ABSOLUTELY HORRIFIED. EVEN THOUGH I LIVED THROUGH THAT WHOLE NIXON FIASCO, I TRIED VERY HARD NOT TO GET INTO IT AS I WAS TRYING TO GET MY CAREER STARTED AT THE TIME AND I DINT WATCH MUCH TV. BUT I DO REMEMBER ONE SUPERVISOR I HAD WHO KEPT DRONING ON AND ON ABOUT NIXON AND SEEMED TO BE VERY MUCH LIVING IN A TUNNEL VISAGED PLACE AND THAT WAS ALL SHE TALKED ABOUT, AND ONE TIME WE DISAGREED ON MY THERAPEUTIC INTERVENTION AND I TOLD HER IT WAS BECAUSE SHE HAD A NARROW MIND SHE COULD NOT EVEN SEE THAT THERE WERE PEOPLE IN THE US WHO DESPITE NIXON'S LAW BREAKING WAYS STILL BELIEVED IN HIM DUE TO PARTY LOYALTY.
WELL I AM A STAUNCH DEMOCRAT AND INDEPENDENT DEPENDING ON THE RUNNERS OF THE RACES. THIS IS BECAUSE AS A SOCIAL SCIENTIST I SUPPORT PROGRAMS THAT AID THE POOR AND DISABLED AND HELPLESS IN OUR WORLD, AND I HAVE FOUND THAT VERY FEW REPUBLICANS BELIEVE IN AIDING THE HELPLESS IN MY OPINION.
BUT, OF COURSE THAT IS BASED ON MY OBSERVATIONS AS I WORK IN T HE HELPING PROFESSIONS AND AM AWARE OF THE CUTBACKS UNDER EACH PARTY.
I DON'T CARE WHO RUNS THE COUNTRY WE MUST SUPPORT THOSE LESS FORTUNATE THEN WE . AND SUPPORTING NO ABORTIONS WHILE ALLOWING THE CHILDREN WHO ARE BORN AS A RESULT, TO STARVE AND HAVE NO HEALTH CARE IS BEYOND MY ABILITY TO FATHOM IN A REAL WORLD. IF YOU WANT NO ABORTION THEN OUR GOVERNMENT SHOULD BE PREPARED TO TAKE CARE OF THESE BABIES FINANCIALLY.
AS A CATHOLIC I DO NOT FEEL ABORTION IS A GOOD THING BUT WORSE IS STARVING A HELPLESS CHILD.
ANYWAYS I ALWAYS GET REALLY UPSET WHEN A PERSON WITH A LOW IQ AND MENTALLY ILL PERSON IS ORDERED TO GET A JOB AND TAKE CARE OF THAT BABY.TH ATS LIKE TELLING THE SKY TO STOP RAINING AND IT DOES HAHAH.
AND I DO KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE TRULY HUNGRY. I LIVED IN THE LAST DEPRESSION AND FOLKS YOU HAVE A BIG SURPRISE COMING WE ARE IN A DEPRESSION NOW AND ITS GOING TO REALLY GET BAD SOON, AND I PRAY THAT I WILL NOT HAVE TO SUFFER HUNGER AGAIN BEFORE MY DEATH. HUNGER IS SO PAINFUL.
AND I WISH EVERYOEN IN THIS WORLD NOT TO SUFFER FROM HUNGER AND WITH ALL THE FOOD WASTE IN THE USA WE CANNOT ALLOW ANY NATION TO STARVE.
WHEN I SEE THOSE BLAOTED BELLIED BABIES IN AFRICA I CANNOT BEAR IT.
ITS JUST TOO MUCH TO ASK TO HAVE BILLIONAIRE MOVIE STARS GETTIGN PILES OF MONEY AND GIVING ZERO TO THESE POOR CHILDREN. WE CAN ONLY MAKE PEOPLE LET GO OF THEIR UN NEEDED RICHES BY NOT BUYING THEIR PRODUCTS.
I HAVE RESTRICTIONS ON WHICH ACTORS MOVIES I WILL PAY MONEY FOR AMND WHICH ONES I WONT , NO CRUISE TOM AND NO JOLIEPITTS FOR ME. WHAT THEY HAVE IS BEYOND NECESSARY.
PAYING HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR A BIRTHDAYPARTY FOR A CHILD WHO DOESNT EVEN UNDERSTAND IT IS UNBELEIVABLE.
NOT 1 CENT OF MY MONEY WILL THEY GET.
AND I W ONT BUY PRODUCTS ADVERTISED ON TV THAT ARE SOLD BY BIG BIG CORPS AND BY THAT LOUD MOUTHED YELLING MAN. I HAVE MY PREJUDICES ALL OVER THE PLACE. OK NUFF SAID
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