Friday, March 18, 2011

HERE I GO AGAIN

WELP.. TODAY DAD CAME IN AND ASKED ME TO SEND OUR NEW FRIEND SOMETHING ABOUT IPANA TOOTHPASTE ONLY HE SAID PEPSODENT AND HE SWEARS HE DID NOT, I DON'T THINK ABOUT IPANA OR PEPSODENT AT ALL... THOSE ARE HIS REALM .. AS AN 80 YEAR OLD MAN HE THINKS OF THE PAST ALL THE TIME, AS A MODERN WOMAN WHO FOUGHT FOR WOMEN'S RIGHTS IN THE 70'S I HAVE NEVER LEFT THE NEW WORLD.

AND I THINK ABOUT TODAY ONLY SINCE IT IS ALL I HAVE, EXCEPT WHEN A TRIGGER HITS MY BRAIN AND I REMEMBER A VERY INTERESTING THING FROM MY PAST I WILL INCLUDE IT IN HERE.

I HATE TRIVIA MY HUBBY LOVES IT, HE LOVES THE TRIVIA IN THE JUDGES ON TV I AM NOT INTERESTED IN IT MUCH. YESTERDAY TO MY GREAT ANXIETY AND CONSTERNATION, HE ROLLED JUDY BACK BACK BACK TO THE BEGINNING SO I COULD ENJOY THE PLEASURE HE HAD OF SEEING THE IGNORANCE OF ONE MANKIND'S FOLLY. UGH!!!N UGH!!!! UGH!!!

I TOLERATE THIS TORTURE OUT OF LOVE AND RESPECT OF HIM, NOT OUT OF JOINT INTEREST... NOW A LIZARD IN THE BACK WALL OR A NEW BIRD WITH A NEW SONG OR WAY I WILL SHARE GLADLY, OR A BABY WITH BRIGHT EYES AND PERSONALITY OR SHYNESS... THOSE ARE A GREAT SHARING. ALSO A BEGGAR WITH A NEW CON I LOVE, HAHA I LOVE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE I CAN RELATE TO PICTURES OF PEOPLE ACTING A CON ON TV ARE A BIT ANNOYING UNLESS RELEVANT TO A MOVIE PLOT I AM WATCHING.

I DO LOVE MOVIES AND CERTAIN SERIES LIKE FRINGE AND THE MENTALIST. I LOVE SIMON BAKER'S TWINKLE OF THE EYE. AND THE FRINGE GUY WALTER IS ALMOST AN IDENTICAL OF MY HUSBAND ... ALMOST A GENIUS BUT SORTA BABY LIKE WANTING A TREAT IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EXPERIMENT TO SAVE HUMANITY.

THAT DESCRIBES MY HUSBAND EXACTLY. A GENIUS BABY LIKE ENTITY.
AND I NOTICE HE IS GETTING MORE BABY LIKE EACH DAY EVEN HIS TANTRUMS ARE BABY LIKE. HE LOVES PASTRIES MORE THAN ANYTHING , SOMETIMES PORK CHOPS AND MASHED POTATOES AND GRAVY HATES TURKEY AND GROUND BEEF UNLESS CLEVERLY HIDDEN INA CASSEROLE. SOMETIMES HE WILL HAVE SLIDERS IF THEY HAVE A FANCY SAUCE. AND COFFEE ABOUT 14 CUPS A DAY I NEED TO ORDER MORE NOW I SEE.
AND I NOTE I HAVE COFFEE FROM A SPILL CAUSED BY MY CAT ON MY NITEY.

IT GOT ALL OVER MY KEYBOARD IF IT STOPS WORKING RIGHT I'M GONNA GET A FANCY SHMANCEY ONE .

OK SINCE I CANT GO SEE THE KIDS I WILL WRITE A BUNCH ON MY BLOG TODAY AND TOMORROW . THAT IS ALL FOR NOW I AM GONNA LISTEN TO MY NEW CD BY SAMMI SMITH AND HELP ME MAKE IT THRU THE NIGHT.







Tuesday, March 15, 2011

TODAY I MEET A NEW FRIEND

I GOT A CALL RECENTLY FROM A LADY WHO HAD LOST A CHILD LIKE ME I HAD SENT HER A CARD AND LETTER SHARING HER PAIN. WE ARE GOING TO MEET FOR LUNCH,AND I HOPE I CAN BE A SUPPORT TO HER AND HER TO ME. WHEN YOU LOSE A CHILD, AND I HAVE LOST 2 OF THEM, IT IS THE MOST AGONIZING FEELING IN THE WORLD.



ANYWAYS I HAD A BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY I AM NOW 75 YEARS OLD. AND IF IT WERE NT FOR MY ALLERGIES I WOULD BE HAPPY.



I MET A LITTLE BOY AT FRY'S LAST WEEK AND HE WALKED UP TO ME TO MY SURPRISE AND HE SAID "WOMAN?WOMAN?" AND I SAID" YES ?"AND HIS DAD SAID "SHH DON'T BOTHER HER" SO HE SAID "WOMEN KNOW ABOUT THESE THINGS , DO YOU KNOW WHERE THEY HAVE THE PUFFY PILLOWS "OR SOME SUCH THING I SAID "THIS IS THE TOY DEPT HERE PERHAPS THEY ARE HERE IF THEY HAVE THEM." I WISHED SO MUCH I KNEW WHAT IT WAS I DID HAVE A MEMORY OF HAVING HEARD THE NAME OF THIS PILLOW IT WAS SOMETHING LITTLE KIDS WOULD LIKE TO CUDDLE BUT FOR MY LIFE I COULDN'T REMEMBER.



I LOOKED ON THE INTERNET BUT COULDN'T FIND SUCH A PILLOW ALTHO THE TV ADS SHOWED THEM I HAVE MADE A MENTAL BLOCK FOR TV ADS SO DARN

THIS GOT BY ME.

AT ANY RATE I FAILED THIS LITTLE BOY DEAR ME.



AH WELL PERHAPS ANOTHER DAY!!



ANYWAYS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ALL WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY BECAUSE IT WAS MY 75TH. WHO WOULD HAVE KNOWN ID BE THIS OLD AND STILL LIVING?

WHEN I WAS A KID THEY SAID MY LIFE EXPECTANCY WAS 67 AND MY HUBBY'S WOULD BE 62 WELL HES 80 AND I'M 75 SO WE PASSED THE THING UP.

GUESS THEY ARE GONNA HAVE TO REVISE THAT UNLESS THE HEALTH PLAN FOR ALL AMERICANS FAILS THEN THE NEW DEATH PREDICTION WILL GO TO 55 FOR MEN AND 60 FOR WOMEN. OR LESS.

I DO BELIEVE THE SUPER RICH WOULD LOVE THIS.

THEY HATE US PORE FOLKS AND CALL US LAZY WHEN THEY TAKE THEIR BUSINESS TO CHINA AND THE PHILIPPINES WHILE WE STARVE HERE WITH NO JOBS.

I WONDER IF THEIR GOD( MONEY) AND OUR GOD JESUS AND FATHER AND HOLY SPIRIT WILL WIN THE WAR OF SATAN AGAINST GOD?

WE SHALL SEE. BECAUSE THE SUPER RICH HAVE CHOSEN TO KEEP ALL THE MONEY AND IT IS THEIR HOPE IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH THEY WILL LIVE FOREVER. WELL WHAT A SURPRISE... FOR THEM THEY WILL DIE DESPITE THEIR GREED.


Thursday, March 10, 2011

WHEN IS IT A MOVIE DAY?

I LOVE WHEN WE MAKE A DAY MOVIE DAY. I WANT TO SEE THE ADJUSTMENT BUREAU WITH MATT DAMON HE USUALLY IS IN GOOD MOVIES. BUT FROM THE PREVIEWS IT LOOKS JUST LIKE YOUR LOVE STORY. IN A WEIRD SETTING. WHEN I AM IN CHARGE I WILL FOCUS ON IT BEING MORE THAN A LOVE STORY. A SCI FI MOVIE WITH NO LOVE CRAP WOULD BE GREAT. ONE GETS SICK OF THOISE FAKE CONTRIVED SEX SCENES IN MOVIES. A GOOD STORY WITH NO MEN OR NO WOMEN WOULD BE MORE INTERESTING. I HAVE SEEN A MOVIE WITH NO WOMEN IN IT AND IT WAS REALLY GREAT. NOW A CHALLENGE TO WOMEN LETS MAKE A GREAT MOVIE WITH NO MEN AND NO SILLY WOMAN FLUFF.

WHEN I RULE THE WORLD YOU WILL SEE SUCH MOVIES. CHANCES OF ME RULING THE WORLD? 0% NOW THAT WOULD MAKE A GOOD SCI FI MOVIE ... ME RULING THE WORLD OR JUST SOME OLD LADY TAKING CHARGE.

I HAVE FOUND SO MANY STORIES IN BOOKS I HAVE READ THAT WOULD MAKE GREAT MOVIES BUT NOOOOO... THEY REMAKE OLD BAD MOVIES OVER AND OVER AGAIN THESE LEADERS OF THE CREATIVE MOVIE WORLD.

WILL THEY EVER LISTEN TO AN OLD LADY WHO HAS SEEN MOST EVERY MOVIE MADE? NOPE.

I AM A TRUE MOVIE WATCHER EVER SINCE I WAS 5 YEARS OLD. AND I AM 75 AND I WATCH ALMOST EVERY MOVIE AT THEATRES AND THE REST WHEN THEY COME TO MY 250 CHANNEL TV. AM I DEDICATED TO MOVIES? ONCE I EVEN PLAYED HOOKEY AND THE ONLY MOVIE SHOWING WAS STANLEY AND LIVINGSTON AT THE BURRO ALLEY THEATRE WHEN I WAS 11 YEARS OLD. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IT WAS AWFUL!!

I EVEN WATCH THE WOMENS MOVIES ON 2 CHANNELS WHERE THEY SHOW THEM TV MOVIES THAT IS.

AT ANY RATE I AM TRYING TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING HERE. GOT IT?

Monday, March 7, 2011

MONDAY WORK DAY FOR THE RETIRED

WE ARE AT A MONDAY AGAIN, I HAVE 2 JOBS TODAY AN APPT TO SET FOR THE DENTIST TO GET MY TEETH CLEANED AND ONE WITH THE DERMATOLOGIST TO GET MY SKIN LOOKED AT AGAIN SINCE I HAD SHINGLES I HAVE HAD SKIN PROBLEMS. I TAKE LYRICA FOR POST HERPETIC NEURALGIA WHICH WAS CAUSED BY SHINGLES. AND I ALSO HAVE PIMPLY KIND OF BREAKOUTS LIKE A TEEN.

IF YOU ARE OVER 50 AND HAVE NOT HAD SHINGLES GET THE VACCINE. OUR DRUG STORES SELL VACCINE THERE AND ANY SHOTS NECESSARY FOR ANYTHING. OUR DOC IS VERY ANNOYED WITH IT HE HAS HAD A LOT OF HIS JOBS TAKEN OVER BY PHARMACIES AND LABS.

I ALWAYS TRUSTED THE DOC WOULD GIVE ME SHOTS I NEEDED BUT NO LONGER. I WONDER IF THIS IS TRUE IN OTHER STATES?

WELL, NEW TIMES AND NEW RICH FOLKS ORDERS RUN OUR LIVES THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES HAD A LOT TO DO WITH THIS.
AND PSYCHOLOGISTS HAVE BEEN LOBBYING TO PRESCRIBE MEDS TO MENTAL PATIENTS AND TO ANYONE IN TREATMENT. I'M SURE IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR THEIR LOBBYIST THEY WILL BE DOING THAT. A HAZARD THAT WILL INCREASE THEIR MALPRACTICE INSURANCE TO THE QUADRUPLE DIGITS IF NOT MORE.

RIGHT NOW PSYCHOLOGISTS ONLY HAVE TO PAY THE SAME AMOUNT THAT SOCIAL WORKERS PAY. ABOUT 250. A YEAR WHICH IS NOT SO BAD.

AND PSYCHOLOGISTS AND COUNSELLORS HAVE THE HIGHEST RATE OF SEX WITH CLIENTS.

INTERESTINGLY SOCIAL WORKERS ESPECIALLY THOSE OVER 50 HAVE VERY LITTLE PROBLEM WITH CLIENT COMPLAINTS.
I KNOW I GET THE STATS FROM BBSE EVERY COUPLE OF YEARS.

ANYHOW NUFF SAID ABOUT ALL THAT STUFF. I START WITH ONE THOUGHT THEN GET A STRING STARTED THAT IS CONNECTED IN MY MIND AND OFF I GO.

OK ENOUGH FOR MONDAY BUBYE.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

TIME TO DO MY BLOG

WHEN I WENT THRU MY MENOPAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW IT , BUT NOW, I REALIZE WHAT HAPPENED WAS I LOST MY MEMORY TO A GREAT DEGREE AND , LITTLE BY LITTLE, MT MEMORY IS SLIPPING INTO A SLOW DOWNLOAD NOW, I STILL REMEMBER EVENTUALLY WHAT I WAS TRYING TO BUT IT TAKES AWHILE FOR IT TO LOAD UP A LOT LIKE WHEN YOUR COMPUTER SLOWS DOWN.

IT IS VERY ANNOYING LOSING IQ POINTS AIN'T FUN. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I CAN BLOCK OUT THE REALLY UNHAPPY THINGS THAT HAPPENED FOR A LONGER WHILE THAN I USED TO , AND THAT IS A BLESSING.

ANYWAYS I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT MY FIRST AND ONLY PROM. I WORE AN OLD FORMAL MY GIRLFRIEND GAVE ME IN EXCHANGE FOR A NEW ONE SHE WANTED THAT SHE TALKED ME INTO IT WAS RED, AND SHE GAVE IT AWAY I NEVER SAW IT AGAIN AND I HAD TO PAY $40 FOR IT AND I WAS A POOR GIRL.anyways the formal was kinda a lime green and it had little sleeves that sorta went off the shoulder and it had these petal like pleats that stuck out below my waist and made it very attractive. AND I WAS ASKED TO THE PROM BY MY GOOD FRIEND MIKE HAMILTON , HE BROUGHT ME A CORSAGE OF RED CAMELLIAS RARE IN WINTER IN SANTA FE. HE WAS SO NICE AND HE GOT HIS DAD'S NEW CAR TO DRIVE US IN.
ONCE WE GOT TO THE DANCE I FOUND THIS BOY BOBBY THAT I REALLY LIKED AND WE DANCED ALMOST EVERY DANCE TOGETHER . POOR MIKE , BUT WE WERE SO IN CRUSH HAHAH. HE SAID I COULD HAVE BOBBY TAKE ME HOME IF I LIKED, SUCH A SWEET GUY.

I TOLD HIM THAT WAS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN HE BROUGHT ME AND HE WOULD TAKE ME HOME.

THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED HE REALLY REALLY LIKED ME AND I TRUSTED HIM A BIT SHABBY LIKE BUT I THOUGHT HE KNEW I WAS ONLY BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM AND JOHNNY AND CHARLES ALL OF THE KIDS I ALWAYS HUNG OUT WITH. AT A TIME WHEN KIDS DID NOT HAVE SEX ON PROM NIGHT. WE JUST KNEW THAT. AND MY FRIENDS WHO WERE BOYS REALLY RESPECTED ME THAT WAY.
IT WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM Nowadays. AND I AM GLAD I CERTAINLY WAS NOT READY FOR SEX AND KIDS AT AGE 16 THRU TWENTY.
ANYHOW THAT WAS MY PROM MEMORY IT WAS HEAVENLY.


Friday, February 25, 2011

WACKADOOO

I NAMED THIS WACKADOO BECAUSE I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE. I JUST LEFT MY FACE BOOK THING AND SO MUCH WACKINESS AND SO MUCH LOVELY STUFF IS THERE.

MY EX SECRETARY FRIEND... WELL SHES MORE OF A FRIEND THAN ANYTHING IS ON THERE AS WELL AS FRIENDS OF MY DAUGHTER WHO BECAME MY FRIENDS AFTER SHE DIED ARE THERE.PLUS MY FRIENDS I HAVE NOW AND A LOT OF RELATIVES ARE THERE. I KEEP AN EYE ON MY WORLD THRU THEM.

MY SON'S OLD GIRLFRIEND IS THERE WITH HER TWO DAUGHTERS THAT I JUST LOVE. THEY WILL COME TO VISIT US IN APRIL WE ARE EXCITED TO SEE THEM. IT WILL BE FUN TO HAVE TEENS TO SPOIL AGAIN.

MAYHAP MY GRANDDAUGHTER WHO KNOWS THEM FROM 3 AND 4 YEAR OLD DAYS OF THEIRS WILL SEE THEM TOO.

AT ANY RATE MOVIE AND SHOPPING AT THE MALL WILL BE WHAT HAPPENS. AND OUT TO DINNER A LOT.

WE ARE SURE HAVING A BAD TIME IN THIS COUNTRY OF OURS. SO MUCH INFLATION, GAS IS UP TO 3.50 AND BREAD IS 3.50 I HAVE NOTICED OVER THE YEARS THAT THE PRICE OF GAS AND THE PRICE OF BREAD ARE EQUAL EVER SINCE I WAS A CHILD.
BREAD WAS 10 CENTS A LOAF AND SO WAS GAS AND SO WAS A TICKET TO THE MOVIES AND 5 CENTS FOR HOT DOGS AND 10 CENTS FOR HAMBURGERS AND HAMBURGER WAS 10 CENTS A LB. TIMES ARE THE SAME WAGES ARE THE SAME. FOR AWHILE IN THE 1950'S WE ALL HAD A SPLURGE ON MONEY AND CHANCE TO ACQUIRE A NICE NEST EGG. THIS WENT ON TIL THE 70'S WHEN GAS WENT UP TO .73 A GALLON FROM .19 CENTS A GAL. THINGS WENT UP A BIT THEN UPPER THEN WE ALL HAD A SPELL OF PROSPERITY UNTIL PRESIDENTS BUSH GOT INTO POWER THEN OUR MONEY VALUE DROPPED AND WITH THE LAST BUSH WE BLEW UP IN VALUE FOR HOMES THEN DROPPED TO ONE HALF VALUE OF HOMES AND MANY LOST THEIR INFLATED HOMES DUE TO MONEY AND JOBS DRYING UP DUE TO THE TRICKLE UP THEORY OF PRESIDENT BUSH WHO TOOK ALL THE $ FROM THE MIDDLE AND LOWER CLASSES AND GAVE IT ALL TO THE SUPERRICH. AND THAT IS WHY OUR COUNTRY IS IN A MESS NOW. THIS WAS DONE BY MAKING RICH FOLKS TAXES SO LOW THEY GOT THE TAXES FROM THE LOWER CLASSES UNTIL WE RAN OUT OF MONEY AND IT JUST ISN'T ENOUGH TO PAY THE COUNTRY'S BILLS BUT STILL THEY ARE ENDOWED WITH THESE LOW LOW TAXES AND WE HAVE TO PICK UP THE SLACK. WE ARE RETIRED AND YET PAY AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT FOR TAXES BOTH STATE AND FEDERAL. WE PAY ENOUGH THAT ONE PERSON ON MINIMUM WAGE IS SUPPORTED BY US.
AND THAT IS CRIMINAL WE DON'T EARN THAT MUCH.
WELL ANYWAYS AS LONG AS I CAN PAY 3.50 FOR A LOAF OF BREAD WE ARE OK. BUT ANY HIGHER AND WE WILL HAVE TO GO TO THE DAY OLD STORES.

WE USED TO BAKE BREAD BUT NOW IT STILL COSTS ABOUT 3.00 FOR THE INGREDIENTS.

I BET THE BUSH FAMILY GETS FREE FOOD BECAUSE THEY ARE RICH. ANYWAYS WE ARE NOT MUCH LONGER FOR THIS WORLD BUT I PITY THE KIDS COMING AFTER US.








Wednesday, February 23, 2011

WEDNESDAY DAY

TODAY DAD AND I WOKE UP LATE I AT 1000 AM AND DAD AT 1240 PM. WE WERE UP LATE LAST NIGHT AND THAT CAUSED US TO WAKE UP LATE.



OLD FOLKS NEED A LOT OF SLEEP, IN PREPARATION FOR THAT FINAL SLEEP HAHAH. HE WAS SO LATE I HAD TO CHECK AND SEE IF HE WAS STILL WITH ME I POKED HIM AND HE WOKE UP. I HAD COFFEE ALL READY AND BEANS IN THE POT COOKING ON THE STOVE. TODAY I MUST GO TO THE STORE AND GET CHILI POWDER AND STUFF TO MAKE A CHILI SAUCE FOR US TO EAT WITH THE BEANS. STRAIGHT FROM MY SANTA FE CHILDHOOD.



AT ANY RATE , I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD WHICH IS THE NORM FOR OLD FOLKS MEMORIES COME UP AND YOU WANT TO EXPRESS THEM SO YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN SEE WHAT YOUR LIFE AND THEIR LEGACY WAS LIKE.



SINCE I DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ENOUGH TO PUT IT ALL IN A BOOK, I ENCLOSE IT ALL HERE. MY PRESENT THOUGHTS MIXED WITH PAST THOUGHTS . A POTPOURRI OF MESSAGES FRO THE KIDS.



IF DON WAS WRITING THIS HE'D ASK HOW TO SPELL POTPOURRI.AND I WOULD BE ANNOYED SINCE I DO HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO THINK ABOUT , ITS HARD TO TRY TO FILL IN HIS .



TODAY I WENT AND MADE UP SOME CUSTOM BIRTHDAY GIFTS FOR MY 2 SONS, THAT WAS SORTA FUN. I STARTED ON THE INTERNET THEN WENT TO THE PHONE NUMBER BECAUSE I HAD A QUESTION AND WANTED IT ALL TO BE JUST RIGHT.

THE GIRL ON THE PHONE WAS VERY SWEET. AND PATIENT AND IN TURN I WAS SWEET AND PATIENT WITH HER. WE ARE WHAT OTHERS MAKE US SOMETIMES.

HAD SHE BEEN CRABBY I WOULD HAVE SAID NEVER MIND AND I WOULD HAVE FOUND ANOTHER PLACE TO DO THIS AND I WOULD HAVE HAD TO WAIT TIL TOMORROW BECAUSE I AM SO INVOLVED IN MY FEELINGS ANYMORE I NEED TO SLEEP ON THINGS THAT UPSET ME BEFORE I ACT OR I MIGHT ACT MEAN. I SUFFER A LOT WHEN I'M MEAN OR CRABBY WITH SOMEONE, I FRET AND WORRY THAT I AM NOT LIVING UP TO WHO I WANT TO BE.



OLD HOOD IS A MESS OF EMOTIONS AND CALM MIXED UP TOGETHER. I NOTICED DAD IS THE SAME WAY. H WOULD DENY IT OF COURSE IT IS HIS WAY.



I JUST CHECKED MY PINTO BEANS THEY ARE CLOSE TO BEING COOKED, WE HAVE TO GO TO THE STORE FOR THE POWDERED CHILI I AM ALL OUT OF NEW MEXICO CHILI.

THEY WILL BE READY FOR OUR LUNCH ABOUT 500 PM HAHHA. WHEN YOU SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE THIS LUNCH COMES VERY LATE AND DINNER IS LIKE MIDNIGHT.