THE DISHES

WELP HERE GOES... DAD SAID I SOMEHOW GOT HIM TO DO DISHES, ACTUALLY I LIKE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM BY MYSELF CUZ HE DOESN'T PUT THEM IN THE WASHER RIGHT AND I NEVER WASH PLASTIC ITEMS IN THE WASHER CUZ THEY FLIP OVER AND HOLD FOOD DEBRIS.
ALTHOUGH DAD THINKS I WANT HIM TO WASH THE DISHES I DON'T, I WANT TO BE THE ONE WHO CHECKS THE MACHINE AND SEES ITS ALL LOADED SO THEY WASH CLEANLY. IF YOU LOAD IT A CERTAIN WAY THE UPPER DISHES DON'T GET COMPLETELY CLEAN YOU NEED TO SET THINGS SO THE WATER CAN SHOOST UP AND CLEAN IT ALL.

SO MUCH FOR DISHES... TODAY I ASKED DAD TO MAKE SOME COFFEE HE LIKES TO MAKE IT CUZ I MESS UP THE BEAN GRINDING SO I CASUALLY WENT IN THE KITCHEN WHEN MY COFFEE HADN'T COME(HE DOES BRING IT TO ME) NICE DAD. THE WATER WAS IN THE COFFEEPOT AND THE COFFEE WAS IN THE BASKET AND THE POT WAS ON TO MAKE COFFEE SO I HAD TO POUR THE WATER INTO THE TOP AND RESTART THE POT HAHAHHA.

DAD THEN SHOWED ME A CARTOON OF A MAN WHO LANDS ON AN ISLAND AND FINDS A DOOR HE OPENS THE DOOR WHICH GOES UNDERGROUND AND FINDS HIS WIFE THERE AND SHE IS ASKING HIM "HOW COME YOUR KEYS ARE IN YOUR COFFEE CUP?"
HE SAYS " SO I WOULDN'T FORGET WHERE THEY WERE"

THAT IS SO MUCH LIKE DAD I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT . THE WORLD HAS DISCOVERED HIM AND ARE WRITING ABOUT HIM EVERYWHERE!!
HOW MANY OF YOU ARE MARRIEDX TO AN ECCENTRIC MAN LIKE THIS?

LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM ABOUT A GROUP I WAS BEING IN I DON'T KNOW IF I WAS THERE FOR THERAPY AS THE THERAPIST OR AS A CO-THERAPIST WITH MY OLD PSYCHIATRIST FRIEND.
ANYWAYS WE WERE GONNA DO A BIG CONFRONTATION I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND AND I NEVER FOUND OUT, I HATE DREAMS THAT DON'T HAVE REAL INFO.
I HAD TO INTERPRET IT FREUDIAN STYLE LIKE ALWAYS DO. BUT IT DOESN'T SATISFY ME I MAY SEND IT ON TO MY PSYCHIATRIST FRIEND AND HAVE HIM LOOK AT IT.

DREAMS ARE SO IMPORTANT THEY GIVE YOU INFO ABOUT YOURSELF YOU DON'T SEE CONSCIOUSLY.
I USED TO LOVE TO HAVE PATIENTS TALK ABOUT THEIR DREAMS AND GUIDE THEM TO FINDING OUT THE MEANINGS. THE THERAPIST DOESN 'T INTERPRET BUT GUIDES THE PATIENT TO SEE THE INTERPRETATION.

I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MIND ITS HARD WHAT TO PUT DOWN. WE WENT TO SEE INCEPTION, ABOUT DREAMS AND IT WAS SO INTERESTING THEY WENT FROM ONE DREAM INTO ANOTHER INTO A THIRD INNER DREAM.
I HAVE HAD DREAMS I WAS DREAMING BUT NOT MORE THAN THAT AND I HAVE HAD MULTIPLE DREAMS AT ONCE AND I WROTE THEM ALL DOWN IT WAS AMAZING AT THE TIME.
I LAST HAD AMAZING DREAMS IN 1977. WE HAD LIVED IN OUR RUSTIC CABIN THEN AND IT WAS VERY EARTHY I DREAMED A LOT THEN. THE TREES SEEMED TO SPEAK TO ME IT WAS VERY INTIMATE NATURE STUFF.

ONCE I WAS SITTING BY A NUTMEG TREE BY A STREAM, AND A BREEZE WENT THRU ME AND THE TREE AND IT FELT LIKE THE HOLY SPIRIT TALKED TO ME. IT WAS SO AMAZINGLY INDESCRIBABLE.

I SPENT MANY DAYS ON THE DECK THERE PRAYING FOR ENLIGHTENMENT.
AFTER MY DAUGHTER DIED I LOST MY FAITH AND ALL THESE WONDROUS HAPPENINGS STOPPED. AND I WAS JUST BEGINNING TO GET IT BACK AND HAVING SOME EXPERIENCES AGAIN WHEN MY OLDEST SON DIED.
WHAT KIND OF TRICKS WAS GOD PLAYING ON ME TAKING AWAY WHAT I LOVED MOST?
IT REALLY DAMAGES YOU. I AM STILL HURTING FROM MY SONS LOSS.
WHEN MY DAUGHTER DIED I HAD EXPERIENCES OF SEEING AND TALKING TO HER AND DREAMING OF HER OFTEN , SO THAT HELPED ME A LOT.
BUT SINCE MY SONS DEATH I HAVE HAD SLIGHT SIGNS OF HIS CONTACT BUT NOT ENOUGH TO MAKE ME HAPPIER LIKE WITH MY DAUGHTER.

WELL ENOUGH OOOEEE OO STUFF. LATER FOLKS..........LOVEYA