WRESTLERS

LAST NIGHT WE WATCHED A MOVIE CALLED WRESTLER ON A MOVIE CHANNEL EVERY WEEK OUR DISH TV HAS A NEW MOVIE TO SHOW US THAT'S FAIRLY OFF THE THEATRE CIRCUIT.
WELL, HALFWAY THRU I STARTED TO FAST FORWARD AS THE MAN'S TRAGIC LIFE UNFOLDED MY HEART WAS ACHING TOO MUCH TO WATCH. I FAST FORWARDED TO THE BITTER HORRIBLE ENDING.
I JUST CANNOT WATCH TRAGEDIES IT ACTUALLY CAUSES MY HEART TO PAIN.
I WILL PROBABLY DIE LISTENING TO A TRAGIC STORY FROM SOMEONE OR WHILST WATCHING SUCH A SAD THING ON TV.
ANYWAYS I CANNOT BEAR THE JEWS STORIES AND THE SUFFERING IN AFRICA OF THOSE VERY SAD PEOPLE I HAVEN'T THE ABILITY TO HELP AND ITS JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME.
MY FATHER, ACCORDING TO MY MOTHER, DIED FALLING OFF A TELEPHONE POLE AFTER ESCAPING FROM GERMANY. HE WAS JEWISH.
MY WHOLE GROWING UP YEARS I HAD A MIXTURE OF JEWISH AND CATHOLIC FRIENDS. SO MY CULTURE WAS QUITE MIXED. MY GREAT GRAND MOTHER WAS A PUEBLO INDIAN AND MY GRANDMOTHER WAS BOTH PUEBLO AND SPANISH. THE SPANIARDS THAT SETTLED IN NEW MEXICO MARRIED NATIVE WOMEN AS THERE WERE VERY FEW SPANISH WOMEN HERE . SO NATIVE PUEBLO FOODS WERE ALWAYS SERVED AND I LOVED IT. AND MY FRIENDS HAD JEWISH FOODS AND THEW CATHOLIC PART ALSO HAD ITS FOOD QUIRKS.
I HAD A VERY INTERESTING CHILDHOOD, AND IT INVOLVED SOME VERY SAD P[ARTS.
I REMEMBER HAVING TERRIBLE FEELINGS AND NOT KNOWING WHAT THEY WERE UNTIL I GREW UP AND STARTED TO READ MORE BOOKS ABOUT PEOPLES FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS AND HAPPY AND SAD OCCURRENCES, I GOT MOST STUFF FROM BOOKS NO ONE WAS AROUND TO ADVISE ME OF ANYTHING. I FINALLY REALIZED I HAD DEPRESSION IN MY HEART AND I COULDN'T STAND SAD STORIES AT ALL. SO I GREW UP AND TRAINED TO BE A THERAPIST AND LISTEN TO THE SADDEST STORIES IMAGINABLE, THAT WAS MY WAY OF HANDLING HELPING SAD PEOPLE AND AS A RESULT I WAS VERY SELDOM DEPRESSED.

I LOVED MY WORK AND PEOPLE STILL HAVE A WAY OF TELLING ME THEIR LIFE STORIES WHEN I SIT AND TALK TO THEM AND I'M GLAD TO LISTEN. I DON'T THERAPIZE ANYONE NOW I JUST LISTEN. AND IF THEY ASK FOR ADVICE I WILL GRANT IT BASED ON MY OWN KNOWLEDGE AND ABILITY AT THE TIME.
FOR SOEM REASON WHEN SOEMONE HEARS 0OF MY PROFESSION THEY ASSUME IM ASSESSING THEM AS WE SPEAK. I DO NOT. ASSESSMENT IS VERY DIFFICULT AND EXTENSIVE WORK AND IF I WAS TO DO THAT I WOULD HAVE TO CHARGE A LOT.

BUT WHEN I WAS DOING ASSESSMENTS I REALLY REALLY ENJOYED IT, THAT WAS WHEN MY WRITING SHONE. EVERY STORY ON EVERY PATIENT I WROTE WAS LIKE A BIOGRAPHICAL NOVEL IN 10 PAGES OR SO,, THAT WAS REALLY FUN TO DO IT TOOK DAYS AND HOURS AND THINKING AND ASSESSING.

DAD JUST INTERRUPTED ME TO COME WATCH A WEIRD CHANNEL ON TV CALLED TURN THE TUB AROUND SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT DANCE, BUT ITS AN AD FOR SOEM KIND OF BUTTER STUFF THEY EVEN HAVE A KARIOKE PART WHERE THEY RUN THE WORDS OF THE AD AND DAD SAYS" WHO WOULD WATCH SUCH A THING AND HES WATCHING IT NOW AND INTERRUPTING MY BLOGGING TO TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT.
WHO WATCHES IT? DAD DOES!! HAHA WHAT AN IDIOT MAN . HES STILL WATCHING I CAN HEAR THE AD NOW HAHAH. CHANEEL 125 ON DISH TV YUCK
OK IM DONE MY THOUGHTS WERE INTERRUPTED BY THIS NONSENSE NOW I HAVE LOST MY TRAIN FOR THE TIME. SEEYA SOON.
LOVE, GRAMA