THOUGHTS

TODAY WE WENT TO CHANDLER AND I READ MY BOOK WICKED THERE AND HAD ICED TEA, A HUGE GLASSFUL I ALSO HAD A NAP ,UNINTENTIONALLY. WE HAD BREAKFAST AT THE MIMIS THERE. HUBBY JUST LIKES THEIR COFFEE AND NO ONE ELSE'S SO WE ARE ALWAYS STUCK GOING THERE FOR FOOD. AND THEIR MENU IS GETTING SMALLER ALL THE TIME AND THE PORTIONS ARE ENOUGH FOR A CHILD NOW. USED TO BE YOU COULD FEED 3 PEOPLE FROM A LARGE SALAD MADE OF WALNUTS CRANBERRIES STRAWBERRIES AND BACON. NOW ITS LIKE HALF THE USED TO BE HALF PORTION. AND THEIR PRICES ARE UP AS WELL. ALSO THEY ARE HAVING A BIG PUSH TO SELL LIQUORS THERE. THE CHANDLER MIMIS JUST STARTED THE LIQUOR BUSINESS RECENTLY WE ALWAYS HAD IT HERE.



ANYWAYS I WAS THINKING OF MY HUBBY AND MY DAUGHTER IN LAW... THEY ARE LIKE 2 PEAS IN A POD. SOMETIMES THEIR JOINT THOUGHTS BECOME LIKE "QUAIL AND QUAIL" AS MY SON PUT IT. REMEMBER HIM? THE RETARDED VICE PRESIDENT?

HE WAS SO FUNNY. SUNDAY THEY GOT INTO SOME DARK CHOCOLATE DROPS IN THE FREEZER WHICH I BOUGHT FOR THE SOUTH BEACH DIET STRAWBERRIES DIPPED IN DARK BITTERSWEET CHOCOLATE PORTION OF THE DIET.

WELL THEY ARE NO MORE. I DID BUY SOME DARK BITTERSWEET CHOCOLATE TODAY AND STRAWBERRIES ONE OF OUR FEW DESSERTS THEY ALLOW. BOTH HUBS AND DAUGHTER IN LAW ARE ADDICTED TO SWEETS AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL WHEN WE HAVE ANY IN THE HOUSE. THEY ARE GONE INSTANTLY. BOTH ARE CARB ADDICTS AS WELL.

AND THEY ACT AND THINK ALMOST ALIKE AND THEY ARE ALWAYS GETTING INTO MISCHIEF TOGETHER AND KEEPING SECRETS ABOUT IT. THEY ARE SOOO FUNNY. LIKE TWO YEAR OLDS.

WELL, I AM LIKING WICKED A LOT AND I WANT TO SEE THE BROADWAY PLAY IT WAS IN PHOENIX RECENTLY DANGIT. MAYBE WHEN I NEXT GO TO SACTO IT WILL BE ON .

I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO GO TO NEW YORK CITY AND SEE IT ON BROADWAY MOSTLY.

ONE DAY WE ARE GOING THERE AND SEE AS MANY SHOWS AS WE CAN GET TICKETS FOR.

ALDO I WANT TO SEE THE EMPIRE STATE BLDG AND GO OUT ON A TRIP IN A BOAT IN THE HARBOR.

AND SEE ALL THE HISTORICAL STUFF THE MUSEUMS AND THE OTHER THINGS IT IS FAMOUS FOR.

THE BALLET

I LOVE BALLET. I SAW NUREYEV IN BERKELY ONCE AND BARYSHNIKOV IN SF. AND I ESPECIALLY LOVE WOMEN BALLERINAS THEY ARE SO GRACEFUL AND TALENTED.

WE SAW GELSEY KIRKLAND ONCE AT THE SACRAMENTO BALLET FOR A PERFORMANCE, EVERY NUTCRACKER THEY ALWAYS HAD A VERY WELL KNOWN DANCER TO STAR IN IT EVERY YEAR.

THE SAN FRANCISCO BALLET HAS MANY EXCELLENT DANCERS.

ALSO JOFFREY BALLET IS VERY GOOD THE AMERICAN BALLET THEATRE IS ALSO ONE OF THE BEST AND THE PACIFIC NORTHWEST BALLET CO AS WELL.

THERE IS PHOENIX BALLET AS WELL, I HAVE NOT SEEN THEM PERFORM BUT ID LIKE TO.

WHAT A SAD THING

FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS WEHAVE BEEN ININDATED WITH REQUESTS TO DEPEST OUR HOUSE BY SO MANY SOLICITORS THAT IT OS BEGINNING TO LOOK LIKE POISON INC. IN CASA GRANDE FOR US.
I FEEL REALLY SORRY FOR ALL THE HUNGRY PEOPLE TRYIGN TO MAKE A LIVING AT THIS RIGHT NOW, BUT I WILL ONLY GO WITH A LICENSED PROFESSIONAL THAT DID THE JOB BEFORE . ONE CANNOT BE TOO CAREFUL . ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE OFFERING TO GET RID OF MY TERMITES FOR $75 .
AT ANY RATE IM GOING TO CHECK OUT ALL LICENSES OF PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY DO THIS JOB FOR US. ONE LETTER WE GOTR SAYS THEY DID THE ORIGINAL TERMITE TREATMENT ON OUR HOUSE ON AUGUST 5, 2OO4, WE DIDNT EVEN GET THE HOUSE STARTED TO BUILD UNTIL OCTOBER 5TH.
WHY ARE THEY TELLIGN THIS STORY? I AM CALLINF THEM UP AND ASKING ABOUT IT, THEN ILL CALL THE DEVELOPER AND ASK WHO DID IT.
JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL AFTER MY MONEY AND I FEEL PARANOID , DOESNT MEAN THEY AREN'T TRYING TO STEAL MY MONEY.

WICKED

I JUST GOT A BOOK CALLED "WICKED...THE LIFE AND TIMES OF THE WICKED WITCH OF THE WEST" WHICH IS ABOUT THE WICKED WITCH FROM THE LAND OF OZ. ALSO IN THIS VOLUME BOUND IN LEATHER AND A COLLECTOR'S ITEM IS A SECOND NOVEL CALLED "SON OF A WITCH" .
I PLAN TO READ IT THEN PASS IT ON TO MY GRANDDAUGHTER WHO LOVES A GOOD FANTASY NOVEL. SHE CAN ADD IT TO THE COLLECTION TO READ AFTER SHE GRADUATES NEXT YEAR .
MY WAITRESS I USUALLY GET AT MIMI'S NAMED MARY RECOMMENDED IT AND I LOOKED AT IT DURING MY VISIT TO BARNES AND NOBLE. IT WAS MADE INTO A BROADWAY MUSICAL AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE MOVIE AND PERHAPS THE MUSICAL IN PNX ONE DAY.
ALSO I HAVE BEEN RERADING THE ROGUE MESSIAHS BOOK BY COLIN WILSON .
HE DESCRIBES A LOT OF THE MESSIAH COMPLEX IS ABOUT POWER AND SEX. IN EVERY CASE OF A MESSIAH COMPLEX IT BECOMES A SEXUAL GATHERING OF MANY WOMEN FOR THE ENHANCEMENT OF GOD THRU THE LEADER.

COLON DESCRIBES SEX AS A POWERFUL THING THAT HAPPENS TO YOUNG MEN AND EVER AFTER HIS FIRST EXPERIENCE HE SEEKS THE FIRST HIGH HE ONCE HAD . REMINDS ME OF A HEROIN ADDICT.

HE MENTIONS THAT IF THE WOMEN WERE AWARE OF THE THOUGHTS AND IDEAS MEN AND BOYS GET UPON SEEING A GIRL SCANTILY DRESSED , THEY WOULD COVER UP MORE CAREFULLY.
AND WE ARE IN A WORLD OF SCANT CLOTHES AND FREE WOMEN. I SUPPOSE MANY AN ADULT FEMALE KNOWS ALL THIS AND HOPES TO INSPIRE A MAN TO MARRY HER THRU THE USE OF SCANT SUBTRFUGE.
THE YOUNG GIRLS ONLY THINK THEY LOOK "COOL" AND FASHIONABLE
AND HAVE NO REAL IDEA OF THE MENTAL PANDEMONIUM THEY CAUSE IN ANY MAN YOUNG OR OLD. AND WOULD RUN AND PULL BLANKETS OVER THEIR HEADS IF THEY ONLY KNEW.
YOUNG GIRLS THINK ABOUT ROMANCE AND LOVE YOUNG BOYS AND MEN THINK OF HOW SOON AND WHERE.
AT ANY RATE THIS BOOK IS VERY ENLIGHTENING.

HE DESCRIBES THESE MEN AS THOUROUGHLY KNOWLEDGEABLE OF THE BIBLE AND GREAT SPEAKERS AND HAVE THE ABILITY TO TALK PEOPLE INTO ANYTHING. ALSO QUITE CONTROLLING.
AT ANY RATE ITS A GOOD READ. THIS MAN COLIN WILSON HAS WRITEEN SO MANY BOOKS ABOUT SO MANY SUBJECTS WHICH ARE THOUROUGHLY RESEARCHED AND DOCUMENTED AND EXTREMELY INTERESTING. HE WROTE ABOUT CRIME AND CRIMINALS AND THAT WAS A TRUE DOCUMENT AS I WORKED IN THE FIELD OF CORRECTIONS FOR MANY YEARS. HE ALSO WROTE MANY BOOKS ALL ACCURATE IN THEIR SUBJECT MATTER ALL NON FICTION.
WHAT A GENIUS HE HAS WRITTEN MORE BOOKS THAN MOST PEOPLE READ IN THEIR LIFETIMES.

HOW I WISH I HAD HIS TALENT. THE FOLLOWING IS A LIST OF PART OF HIS BOOKS:


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Mammoth Encyclopedia of the Unsolved by Colin Wilson (Paperback - Dec 30, 2000)
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Strange: The Stories of the Mysterious and Bizarre by Colin Wilson (Paperback -Ritual in the Dark (Visions) by Colin Wilson (Paperback - Feb 26, 1993)

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Aleister Crowley: The Nature of the Beast by Colin Wilson (Paperback - Jul 2007)
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AND AGAIN

YESTERDAY WE WENT SHOPPING AT SAFEWAY I DECIDED TO GET SOME GROUND SIRLOIN AND I ASKED THE YOUNG BUTCHER TO GRIND UP 2 STEAKS THAT WERE ON DISPLAY IN THE CASE, HE SAID IT WOULD TAKE 20 MINUTES AND HE HAD STEAK IN THE BACK ROOM I ASKED HIM TO BRING IT OUT SO I COULD SEE IT AND HE BROUGHT OUT A BIG BOX FULL OF HUGE TUBES OF HAMBURGER IN PLASTIC WRAP AND SAID IT SAYS ON THE BOX 90%LEAN AND 10% FAT THIS WAS THE SIRLOIN .
I SAID I DIDNT WANT THAT OLD STUFF IT WAS GREY LOOKING AND OLD AND I DIDNT WANT TO PAY 9.00 A LB. FOR OLD HAMBURGER. I WANTED THE STEAK IN THE CASE GROUND UP
AND HE WOULD NOT DO IT .
SO I SAID NEVER MIND I WILL GOTO FRY'S AND THEY WILL DO IT THERE.
MY HUSBAND WHO WAS STANDING ASIDE HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT, ASSUMED I WAS JUST GIVING SOMEONE A BAD TIME AND HE FOLLOWED BEHIND ME AND GAVE ME A LOOK OF CONTEMPTUOUS PATIENCE LIKE I WAS DOING SOMETHING REALLY WRONG. HE THINKS I AM A DODO BECAUSE I PROTECT MY RIGHT TO DECENT FOOD AND RIGHT TO HAVE THINGS AS THEY SHOULD BE RATHER THAN TAKE WHAT THEY TRY TO DUMP ON ME.
THERE IS NO MAKING THIS MAN UNDERSTAND THAT ONE DOES NOT TAKE WHAT IS NOT GOOD FOR ONE TO SAVE A HASSLE.
THAT IS WHY WOMEN ARE THE GATHERERS AND MEN ARE HUNTERS. WOMEN CAREFULLY GATHER FOOD THAT IS GOOD AND NUTRITIOUS AND THE BEST WHILE MEN WILL GO OUT AND KILL ANY OLD SCRAGGY COW AND BRING IT HOME THINKING THEY HAVE DONE WELL.
AH MEN AH WOMEN. WE ARE SO DIFFERENT.
IF MEN HAD TO TAKE CARE OF THE LITTLE ONES IN CAVE MAN TIMES THERE WOULD BE NO ONE LEFT ON EARTH BY NOW.

OH THAT DAD AGAIN!

TODAY HE WAS ALL TWISTED ABOUT THE TV . HE WAS WATCHING BILL MAHER AND I NOTICED HE PAUSED THE DVR SO HE COULD RUN OUT DOORS AND LATER WHEN HE TRIED TO CHANGE CHANNELS IT SAID HE WAS NOT ON LIVE MODE AND DID HE WANNA GO LIVE THE ANSWER IS CANCEL YES NO . WELL HE THINKS THAT MEANS HE WILL STOP TAPING SOMETHING IF HE HITS YES.
NOW WHEN YOU ARE TAPING 2 PROGRAMS, IT WILL SAY IT IS ON TAPE MODE DO YOU WANT TO SWITCH CHANNELS AND STOP THE RECORDING? YES, NO, CANCEL IS THE ANSWER AND IT WILL STOP THE RECORDING ON THE CHANNEL YOU ARE WATCHING NOT ON THE SECOND CHANNEL THAT IS RECORDING.

HE INSISTS I AM WRONG ABOUT THIS AND IT ISN'T WORTH THE EFFORT TO ARGUE I TRIED TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND BUT HE INTERRUPTS ME AND SAYS YES IT DID SAY THAT AND SO FROM NOW ON IF IT SAYS STOP RECORDING HE WILL STOP IT SINCE I SAID THAT.
AYE DIOS!!
THIS IS NOT OVER I GUARANTEE IT BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LIKE TO HAVE ME EXPLAIN ANYTHING TO HIM HE KNOWS EVERYTHING.
HE KNOWS A LOT BUT MACHINES HE DOESN'T.
JUST BECAUSE HE KNOWS ABOUT SOME THINGS DOESN'T MEAN HE KNOWS EVERYTHING! ...BRENNA
QUE HOMBRE TAN LOCO!!
BUT EVERYONE LOVES HIM BECAUSE HE IS VERY NICE TO EVERYONE.
EVEN ME. (TEARING HAIR OUT)

AND WHATS MORE....

EVERY HOUSE WE HAVE OWNED WAS PAID OFF IN FULL, MANY WITH MY RETIREMENT ACCOUNTS WHEN I LEFT A JOB.

ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER PEEK AT ME

WELL ITS A NEW WEEK AND I HAVENT WRITTEN FOR AWHILE.
YESTERDAY WE SAT HOME EXCEPT FOR A TRIP TO THE COFFEEHOUSE AND WALMART.
I GOT NEW SHAMPOO AND SOAP HOLDER FOR MY SHOWER AND A NEW SHOWER HEAD WITH A MASSAGE COMPONENT. THE OLD ONE WAS BARELY SHOOTING OUT WATER. IN ELK GROVE I SOLVED THE PROBLEM BY SOAKING THE HEAD IN VINEGAR BUT THIS PLACE HAS FAR MORE UNREMOVABLE MINERALS THAN THERE.

GOODNESS I WONDER WHAT THESE THINGS ARE? A LIME STUFF AND A WHITE THING THAT WONT COME OFF THE SINKS. NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU SCRUB THE ONLY SOLUTION IS TO REPLACE THEM WHEN IT GETS TOO THICK.

EXPENSIVE! THE LAST BATHROOM FAUCET WE REPLACED HAD THE METAL EATEN OFF IT. AND IT LEAKED.

TODAY WE WENT TO THE STARBUCKS AND THEN TO THE OFFICE DEPOT TO BUY PHOTO PRINTING PAPER AND TRANSFER PAPER FOR CLOTHES. I ALSO GOT SOME VIOLET PAPER FOR MY SPECIAL STUFFS.

TOMORROW WE HAVE TO CLEAN THE HOUSE FROM TOP TO BOTTOM IT ISNT CLEAN NOW AND IM TIRED OF THE DIRT AND DUST.
DAD WILL FUSS A BIT BUT WILL FALL UNDER MY HASSLES TO DO HIS PART HAHA.
HE IS SNACKING RIGHT NOW ON CHEESE AND LOFAT CRACKERS
VELVEETA THE PLASTIC CHEESE
I ATE THE SHARP CHEDDAR GODS CHEESE

OUR HOUSE IS BARELY 4.5 YEARS OLD AND ALREADY WE HAVE HAD TO REPLACE MANY THINGS ON IT. OUR ELK GROVE HOUSE ONLY NEEDED WORK JUST BEFORE WE SOLD IT.
IT WAS 8 YEARS OLD.
SO FAR THE REFRIGERATOR HAS HAD A PROBLEM TWICE AND THE STOVE HAS HAD ONCE AND THE BATHROOMS HAD 2 FAUCETS REPLACED AND 2 TOILET SEATS REPLACED. ONE NEEDS IT BUT DAD ISNISTED ON GLUING IT TOGETHER IT WAS MADE OF OAK WOOD ALLEGEDLY.
I THINK ITS A PINE MYSELF.
I READ IN THE SITE FRO POLICE REPORTS THAT THE NEIGHBOIR DOWN BY THE PARK END OF OUR CULDESAC HAD HAD AN ATTMEPTED BURGLARY . THEY TRIED YTTO BREAK OUT THE SLIDER WITH A BASEBALL BAT BUT IT DIDNT BREAK FORTUNATELY OUR NEIGHBORS CAUGHT THEM AND THEY'RE JUVENILES ALL IN JAIL NOW.
ONC EWHEN DAD LOCKED HIMSELF OUT OF OUR HOUSE, DID HE CALL A LOCKSMITH? NO HE TRIED TO BREAK A WINDOW WITH A BRICK TO GET IN THE WINDOW WOULD NOT BREAK SO THE NEIGHBOR SUGGESTED HE CALLA LOCKSMITH A STRANGE IDEA TO MY HUSBAND WHO THINKS OFF THE BEATEN TRACK ALWAYS. THE LOCKSMITH GOT HIM IN. AND I DIDNT FIDN OUT ABOUT THIS FIASCO TIL WEEKS LATER WHEN THE NEIGHBOR ASKED HIM IF HE'D GOTTENIN ALL RIGHT, I HAD BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL THUS WAS UNABLE TO PROPERLY GUIDE HIM AT THIS TIME. SHHHEEEEZ WHATTA GUY!!
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT OUR WINDOWS ARE MADE OF BUT THANK GOD THEY SEEM TO BE UNBREAKABLE BY BATS AND ROCKS.
I DID PAY FPR SEP CIAL WINDOWS THHINKING IT MEANT THEYD HAVE ABLUSIH TINT LKIME MY WINDOWS IN MY LAST HOUSE THEY SHADED THE SUN FROM DRAPES AND KEPT THE HEAT FROM INFILTRATING THE HOUSE SO MUCH . THEY WERE REALLY GREAT! BUT BUILDERS HERE DIDNT SEEM TO KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT... THEY NEED LESSONS FROM ELLIOTT HOMES BUILDERS .
I TRIED TO FIND AN ELLIOTT HOME WHEN WE FIRST MOVED HERE WITH NO LUCK WHATEVER THEY HAD SOLD OUT.
THOSE ARE THE ABSOLUTELY MOST BEAUTIFUL, DURABLE, AND CLASSY HOMES AROUND. THYE COME FULLY EQUIPPED FRENCH DOORS SHADED WINDOWS... WINDOWS ABOVE WINDOWS TO LET LIGHT IN AND KEEP HEAT OUT. REALLY REEALLY BEAUTIFUL. FANS, APPLIANCES, GOOD QUALITY ONES EXCELLENT CARPETS WITH THICK UNDER CARPETS. ALARM SYSTEM READY TO GO.
ANYWAYS I REALLY LIKED THAT HOUSE WE LEFT.
AND CABINETS THAT WERE SO LOVELY AND GOOD QUALITY WOOD. AND LOTS OF THEM.

OUR PRESENT HOUSE LACKS A FEW THINGS IF WE HAD NOT PAID EXTRA FOR EVERYTHING IT WOULD HAVE BEEN UGLY. WE HAVE ALMOST ALL WE WANT EXCEPT THE CARPET WE COULD NOT GET AS GOOD A QUALITY AS WE WANTED THEY JUST DIDNT HAVE IT. WE WILL HAVE TO HAVE THE WHOLE HOUSE REDONE ONE DAY.
I AM READING A BOOK ON ROGUE MESSIAHS AND ONE ON THE NUMBER 1 LADY DETECTIVE . BOTH ARE EXCELELNT BOOKS. I SENT FOR ANOTHER COPY OF ILLUSIONS IM PLANNING ON GIVING A COPY TO THE TWINS.

I ALWASY GIVE PAPERBACK COPIES AND KEEP HARDBOUND ONES I COLLECT THEM . HAHAH.
OK IM DONE BORING ALL YA BYE.

AGAIN

WELP HERE I GO AGAIN
THIS MORNING I WROTE ON HERE AND I COULDNT HET THIS TO PARAGRAPH.
SO ANNOYING WHEN THINGS DO NOT WORK. OK LOST MY ENTHUSMS FOR WRITING NOW. LATER DUDES AND DUDETTES

well, ok ill write about STUFF

YESTERDAY I WAS ON MY WAY TO CHANDLER AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT SPIRIUAL STUFF, DAD WAS TALKING ABOUT A BOOK I GOT CALLED "ROGUE MESSIAHS" whiCH covers people who have set themselves up as gods and how people followed them. well i have not read it yet its on my shelf.
but i started to think about how native AMERICANS THINK ABOUT THE HOLY SPIRIT, AND HOW THE CATHOLIC RELIGION ABSORBED A LOT OF BELIEFS OF OTHERS IN ORDER TO ENCLOSE THEM IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH.
IT IS VERY INTERESTING, WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT. THE NATIVES HAD BELIEFS ABOUT MOTHER EARTH AND HOW IT TAKES CARE OF US AND HOW THE GREAT SPIRIT PLACED MAN ON THE EARTH TO CARE FOR HER, WE ARE TO BE TENANTS ON THE EARTH AND WE ARE TOI NURTUIRE IT AND CARE FOR IT AS IT IS A GIFT ON LOAN FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT.

THIS BELEIF FIT IN NICELY WITH ADAM AND EVE IN THE BIBLE. AND THE STORY OF THE GARDEN OF EDEN. HOW MAN DID NOT HAVE TO LABOR JUST ENJOY THE FRUITS AND VEGGIES IN THE GARDEN AND AS LONG AS WE OBEYED THE NO EATING FORBIDDEN FRUIT RULE WE DIDNT HAVE TO EVER WORK.

AFTER WE DISOBEYED WE ARE THROWN OUT TO STRUGGLE FOR A LIVING ON OUR OWN WITH NO GARDEN TOOLS OR ANYTHING.

IN THE URANTIA BOOK IT COVERS THIS STORY VERY WELL, AND ACCORDING TO IT, THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT WAS AS FOLLOWS:
ADAM AND EVE WERE PLACED ON EARTH TO TEACH THE HUMANS ON EARTH TO BECOME CIVILZED AND LEARN TO L,OVE ONE ANOTHER AND ALL THAT . THE ONE RULE THEY HAD WAS NEVER TO MIX THE GODLY RACE WITH THE EARTHLY ONE, AND EVE DECIDED IT WAS TAKING TOO LONG AS THESE PEOPLE WERENT AMENABLE TO CHANGE TOO FAST AND SHE MISSED PARADISE AND ALL ITS BEAUTY AND SHE WANTED TO GO BACK ASAP. SHE WAS SO LONELY FOR HEAVEN. AND THESE SAVAGES DID NOT RESPOND WELL TO HER TEACHINGS.

SO ONE DAY, THE LEADER OF THE EARTHLY RACE TALKED TO HER AND SUGGESTED THAT THE ONLY WAY TO RAISE UP THE HUMAN RACE WAS THRU MIXING BLOOD AND TALKED HER INTO CREATING A BABY WITH HIM. ( THIS WAS THE FRUIT OF GOOD AND EVIL) .
WELL, THE LORD CAME DOWN AND SAID "OKAY WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO EVe?"
WELL, OF COURSE, THE LORD KNEW WHAT HAPPENED AND BY THIS TIME THERE WERE A BUNCH OF MIXED BLOOD KIDS ON EARTH. AND HE SAID HE WAS GOING TO TAKE ALL THE HOLY CHILDREN ADAM AND EVE HAD HAD TO HEAVEN AND THE MIXED BLOODS HAD A CHOICE OF STAYING OR GOING.

AND EVE WAS TO BE LEFT BEHIND AND ADAM HAD TO LEAVE. BUT ADAM WAS SO INLOVE WITH EVE HE COULDNT BEAR THE SEPARATION SO HE WENT AND MIXED WITH THE EARTHLY WOMEN AND CREATED MORE MIXED BLOOD KIDS AND THAT MADE HIM LIABLE TO STAY BEHIND NOW AND SUFFER OUT OF THE GARDEN OF EDEN FOREVER WITH EVE.
AND THAT IS THE URANTIA BOOK'S STORY OF ADAMAND EVE.

I FIDN THAT STORY EXCEEDINGLY LOGICAL FOR AN ADAM AND EVE STORY.
THERE IS A PART IN THE OLD TESTAMENT THAT SAYS "THERE WERE GIANTS ON THE EARTH IN THOSE DAYS"
THERE ARE SO MANY STORIES OF WEIRD AND STRANGE THINGS IF YOU REALLY PAY ATTENTION.
I LOVE THE BIBLE ITS FULL OF HISTORY AND MYSTERY AND MYSTICISM.
I GUESS THATS WHY I LIKED THE CATHOLIC CHURCH , IT WAS ALWAYS FULL OF HISTORY(SOME GOOD SOME BAD) MYSTERY AND THE MYSTICAL. WHICH OTHER CHURCH DOES AN EXORCISM? SPEAKS TO THE SAINTS AND TO GOD? HAS APPARITIONS OF MARY AND SOME SAINTS?
THAT IS MYSTICAL.
WELL IM NOT SAYING ITS THE END OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT IM JUST SAYING IT DOES THOSE THINGS.
THERE HAVE BEEN VERY BAD POPES AND VERY BAD RELIGIOUS LEADERS IN THE CHURCH BUT THERE ARE BAD MINISTERS AND ALL THAT IN OTHER CHURCHES AND RELIGIONS.
WE ARE ALL HUMAN AND SUBJECT TO THE IDEAS OF OUR CULTURE.

ANYWAYS ITS JUST THAT I FOUND IT ALL INTERSTING. I THINK THAT BECAUSE OF MY TRAINING AS A PSYCHOTHERAPIST, I LOOK AT ALL SIDES OF MOST EVERYHTING TO THE ANNOYANCE OF EVERYONE I TALK TO. HAHAH

I HAVE NO FEARS ABOUT RELIGIOUS BELIEFS THEY ARE MERELY THOUGHTS IN PEOPLE'S MINDS. AND I DO KNOW THAT MANY OF US HAVE HAD CONTACT WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, AND THAT IS WHAT GUIDES OUR LIVES TO BE HONEST AND MORAL AND LOVING.
WHEN YOU HAVE THAT WAY DOWN DEEP FEELING... YOU SHOULD OR SHOULDN'T DO SOMETHING ... THATS THE HOLY SPIRIT GUIDING US. THE STILL SMALL VOICE DEEP WITHIN EVERYONE OF OUR SPIRITS.
WHAT A TRAGEDY THAT MANY PEOPLE ARE SO CONSUMED WITH THE WORLD THEY DON'T STOP AND HEAR THEIR INNER VOICE AND HAVE THAT JOYFUL LIFE THAT IT OFFERS. GOD IS GREAT AND LIVES IN ALL OF US AND IS ALWAYS READY TO CONNECT ONCE WE NOTICE THE HOLY INDWELLING PRESENCE
THERE IN US.