Saturday, March 14, 2009

MORE HISTORY

THAT LAST ENTRY BROUGHT UP MORE AND OLDER MEMORIES ...
WHEN I WAS SIX MONTHS OLD I CAN REMEMBER MY MOTHER AND MY UNCLE ( WHO WAS A PHOTGRAPHER) USED TO TAKE PICTURES OF ME AND ENTER THEM INTO BABY CONTESTS IN HOPES OF GAINFUL INCOME. I CAN CLEARLY REMEMBER BEING PLACED IN AN ENAMELED TUB THE KIND YOU PLACE ON A TABLE AND WHICH WERE USED FOR BABY BATHTUBS IN THOSE DAYS AND THEY PUT A BAR OF IVORY SOAP IN FRONT OF THE TUB AND TOOK MY PICTURE WHICH THEY ENTERED IN THE IVORY BABY BATH CONTESTS.
I AM SURE I DIDNT WIN BECAUSE I WAS POOR FOR SUCH A LONG TIME AFTER HAHHA.
I REMEMBER A LOT OF BABY HISTORY, ONCE WHEN I WAS 3 YEARS OLD I HEARD A LADY TELL MY MOM THAT I HAD SUCH LONG EYELASHES AND HOW VERY BEAUTIFUL THEY WERE, I TOOK A PAIR OF SCISSORS AND CUT THEM OFF. I HAVE NO MEMORY OF WHY BUT JUST KNOW THAT MY MOM SCREECHED AS SHE FEARED I MIGHT POKE MY EYES OUT!!
WHEN I WAS 4 I LEARNED TO SING "PEG O MY HEART" A SONG THAT WAS POPULAR THEN, I REMEMBER PEOPLE AROUND ME MAKING THOSE EYES OF INTEREST .. WAS I GONNA MAKE MONEY SINGING? LOOKS.
HAHHA
BABY MOVIE STARS WERE A BIG THING THEN. I WAS A BEAUTIFUL BABY I HAD PLATINUM BLONDE HAIR AND BIG HAZEL GREEN EYES IN A FAMILY THAT WAS HISPANIC LOOKING. PROBABLY A GENETIC GIFT FROM MY GERMAN JEWISH FATHER.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

OLD HISTORY IN MY LIFE

WHEN I WAS 8 OR 9 YEARS OLD I WAS PLACED INA FOSTER HOME WITH A VERY OLD LADY SHE HAD 3 GRANDSONS WHO STAYED OVER NIGHT A LOT.

I WENT TO COURT AND A JUDGE SAID WE WERE NEGLECTED BECAUSE MY AUNT AND UNCLE SAID WE WERE.

THIS WAS DUE TO MY MOM GOING ON A TRUCK DRIVING TRIP WITH HER HUSBAND AT THAT TIME AND SHE LEFT US IN THE CARE OF HER COUSIN AND PAID HER MONEY TO FEED US AND BABYSIT. SHE NEVER CAME WE WERE ALONE FOR ABOUT A WEEK. AND WE ATE FRIED POTATOES MY BROTHER COOKED FOR US EVERY MEAL IT WAS ALL WE HAD.

LATER WE DISCOVERED IT WAS A PLAN MY AUNT AND UNCLE CREATED SO THEY COULD GET CONTROL OVER THE HOUSE MY GRANDFATHER LEFT TO ME AND MY OLDER BROTHER AND SISTER. WHICH THEY KEPT FOR A FEW YEARS AND WHEN MY MOTHER SUED TO HAVE IT RETURNED TO US MY UNCLE AND AUNT WERE SUPPOSED TO GIVE US THE RENT MONEY THEY COLLECTED. THEY GAVE US $7.00 AND CLAIMED THAT WAS ALL THERE WAS. I HAD LOVING RELATIVES AND VERY GREEDY ONES AT THAT. ANYHOW TH ATS HOW WE ENDED UP IN FOSTER CARE

I REMEMBER THAT ONCE MY FOSTER MOTHER BAKED A GOAT'S HEAD IN THE OVEN AND ATE THE BRAINS. IT WAS SO ICKY TO ME BUT SHE THOUGHT IT WAS GREAT.

ALSO I SLEPT ON A PAD ON THE FLOOR WHICH I SOMETIMES HAD TO SHARE WITH PETER ONE OF THE GRAND BOYS. PETER WAS A VERY SWEET AND KIND PERSON . THE OLDER BROTHER WAS NAMED EDDIE AND HE HAD A WEIRD CONDITION WHERE HE WOULDS GO CRAZY LIKE AND YELL AND THREATEN TO KILL "HIM" I NEVER KNEW WHO THE HIM WAS , BUT I WAS VERY FRIGHTENED OF HIM.

SOMETIME AFTER MY ARRIVAL THERE, I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN OR HOW LONG I LIVED THERE BUT IT SEEMED INTERMINABLE, I HAD ONE LITTLE DRAWER INA DRESSER IN A HALL WHICH WAS WHERE I DRESSED AND UNDRESSED . AND IN IT I KEPT ALL MY WORLDLY GOODS 3 DRESSES 3 PAIRS OF PANTIES ONE SLIP AND 3 PAIRS OF SOCKS AND SOME WRITING PAPER AND ENVELOPES TO WRITE MY MOTHER.

I WROTE MY MOTHER A LETTER TELLING HER HOW DEPRIVED I WAS AND HOW UNHAPPY I WAS AND KEPT IT IN MY DRAWER .

WELL , THE OLD LADY'S DAUGHTER WHO WAS MISSING A LEG AND WALKED WITH CRUTCHES, CAME TO LIVE THERE WITH HER BOYFRIEND AS WELL AND SHE WENT THROUGH MY DRAWER AND READ THE LETTER AND CALLED THE SOCIAL WORKER AND DEMANDED I BE REMOVED, IN THE MEANTIME I HAD ASKED TO MOVE AS WELL , SO I MOVED TO MY UNCLE AND AUNTS HOUSE THEY WEREN'T REALLY UNCLE AND AUNT BUT DISTANT RELATIVES. THEY WERE INCREDIBLY KIND AND TOLERANT OF MY WAYS.

ABOUT ONE MONTH AFTER I WAS MOVED, EDDIE, THE OLDER BROTHER, KILLED HIS FATHER DUE TO THE FATHER ASSAULTING HIS MOTHER.

HE WAS SENT AWAY TO PRISON OR SOMEWHERE FOR A LONG TIME.
I WAS SO HAPPY I WAS NOT THERE WHEN THAT HAPPENED.
PETER BE CAME A PRIEST AFTER HE GREW UP AND CONTINUED TO BE A KIND AND LOVING PERSON.

I TELL YOU MY LIFE HAD MANY TRAUMATIC EPISODES IN IT AS A CHILD BUT AFTER I MOVED IN WITH THESE KIND FOLKS IT TURNED INTO A MORE RELAXED AND HAPPY TIME. I LIVED IN MY IMAGINATION, I SPENT A LOT OF TIME IN THE LIBRARY AND READ ALL THE KID MYSTERY BOOKS , NANCY DREW AND JUDY BOLTON, AND THE BROTHERS HARDY BOYS AND EVERY BOOK I COULD GE T MY HANDS ON.

LATER WHEN I STARTED TO RUN AROUND WITH MY BEST FRIEND HER PARENTS HAD A HOME COLLECTION OF BOOKS AND THEY ALLOWED ME TO READ AS MANY AS I LIKED. I READ TROPIC OF CANCER WHICH WAS A FORBIDDEN BOOK AT THE TIME. THEY LET ME ... ENCOURAGED MY EDUCATION AND PRAISED MY GOOD GRADES I FELT VERY HAPPY TO HAVE THEM AS ALTERNATE PARENTS. I WATCHED HOW THE CORRECTED D THEIR DAUGHTER AND MADE THOSE RULES FOR MYSELF.

THE DAD WAS JEWISH AND WENT TO CATHOLIC CHURCH BECAUSE HIS MOM HAD BEEN CATHOLIC.

ONCE I TUTORED THEIR DAUGHTER MY FRIEND BECAUSE SHE WAS FAILING IN SCHOOL AND SHE DID VERY WELL. THEY PAID ME 50 CENTS.
THAT WAS A LOT OF MONEY THEN ABOUT LIKE 10.00 NOW

5 LITTLE LULU COMICS HAHHA.

I READ A LOT OF COMICS I LOVED CAPTAIN MARVEL AND CAPTAIN MARVEL JR. AND MARY MARVEL. WHOSE AUTHOR WAS LATER PUT OUT OF BUSINESS BECAUSE THE SUPERMAN GUY WAS JEALOUS AND CLAIMED HE STOLE THE SUPERMAN IDEA. WELL, THEY DIDN'T THE MARVEL GUYS ALWAYS HAD TO SAY SHAZAM!! TO GET POWERS. IF SOMEONE COVERED THEIR MOUTHS THEY COULD NOT SAY SHAZAM AND COULD BE INJURED EASILY.
I READ ALL THE CLASSICS ALI CE INWONDERLAND AND THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS MANY TIMES, AND MANY MANY MORE THE LIBRARY RAN OUT OF BOOKS I WANTED TO READ.
MY BROTHER AND SISTER TAUGHT ME TOREAD AND DO MATH WHEN I WAS SMALL , SO WHEN I FINALLY SATRTED SCHOOL AFTER BEIGN KEPT OUT A LOT I WAS PLACED IN 3RD GRADE AND I KNEW HOW TO READ AND WRITE AND CYPHER WELL. I WAS 8 THEN.
MY BROTHER TAUGHT ME FRACTIONS HE WOULD ASK ME IF I WANTED AN 8TH OR A 4TH OF A CANDY BAR ID SAY 8TH BECAUSE 8 IS BIIGGER AND HED LAUGH ANBD TELL EM WHAT THAT MEANT AND THAT IS HOW I LEARNED FRACTIONS. AT AGE 4 AND 5 OR SO ALSO THEY BROUGHT BOOKS HOME FROM SCHOOL WHICH WE READ TOGETHER AND I LATER BY MYSELF.

OK ENOUGH OF THAT I HAVE LOTS MORE STORIES LIKE WHEN I WROTE AND ACTED PLAYS FOR ALL THE NEIGHBORHOOD KIDS AND ALL THAT.
WELL I HAVE A LOT OF HISTORY I WILL BE 73 YEARS OLD ON SATURDAY.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

DAD AGAIN

ONCE, DAD FOUND THIS VERY ODD OBJECT ON THE STREET AND HE PLAYED WITH IT LOOKED ATIT AND WONDERED WHAT IT COULD POSSIBLY BE. ALL THE WHILE FOLKS ON THE BUS WERE STARIGN WARILY AT HIM AND WHEN HE FINALLY GOT HOME WE DISCOVERED HE HAD FOUND A TAMPON.

WELP, THEN, TIME TRAVEL IS RELATIVE

MY FIRST YEAR IN CG I WAS ASKED TO BE ON JURY DUTY, UNFORTUNATELY I HAD TO BE IN SURGERY AND WAS PLACED BACK ON THE WAITING LIST.
EVER SINCE I HAVE BEEN IGNORED AND I HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY BECAUSE FLORENCE IS A LONG ICKY DRIVE FROM HERE, AND I FEAR HAVING AN ACCIDENT BECAUSE PEOPLE DRIVE TOO FAST AND DO NOT PAY ATTENTION TO DRIVING. I SEE SO MANY PEOPLE WITH A PHONE STUCK TO THEIR EAR AND HEAD BENT SIDEWAYS OR ELSE HOLDING THE PHONE AND DRIVING WITH ONE HAND, AND IT SCARES ME .
ALSO ITS A 2 LANE HIGHWAY AND ITS HARD TO FIND A HOLE TO JUMP INTO WHEN I RUN INTO ONE OF THESE OFFENDERS.

I TRULY WISH THEY HAD CAMERAS ALL OVER AND TICKETED EVERY CELL PHONE USER AND EVERY OFFENDER OF TRAFFIC LAWS
AND /OR PLACED THEM IN JAIL FOR SCARING AN OLD LADY LIKE ME. IF I GET FRIGHTENED ENOUGH I COULD HAVE A HEART ATTACK AND KILL SOMEONE AND IT WONT BE MY FAULT ITS THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE BREAKING THE LAW.
SO THERE !!! I HAVE MY ALIBI. WHATS YOURS?

I HAVE BEEN DRIVING FOR 53 YEARS AND HAVE HAD 2 MINOR ACCIDENTS WHICH REALLY WERE NOT MY FAULT BUT I PAID IN INSURANCE COSTS FOR IT. I HAVE HAD 2 TICKETS FOR SPEEDING AND THAT'S ALL AND THAT WAS 40 YEARS AGO.
I HAVE NOT HAD ANY SINCE THEN AND HAVE COMMUTED FOR AS MUCH AS 120 MILES A DAY TO WORK FOR MANY YEARS WITH NO ACCIDENTS.
I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE SAFELY. AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO BUT, I KNOW THOSE DRUG ADDICTS ARE ON THE ROAD WITH THEIR ALCOHOL AND COKE AND MARIJUANA AND THEY ARE KILLERS BECAUSE THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT MY HEALTH AND SAFETY.
I AM AFRAID. AND I WILL KEEP AWARE. HOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU? ARE YOU ABLE TO PAY ATTENTION TO DRIVING WITHOUT ANY DISTRACTIONS? THAT MEANS YOU JUST DRIVE NOT PLAY WITH RADIO BUTTONS OR CELLPHONES OR TEXTING OR ANY OF THOSE THINGS. PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE YOU MAY END UP IN PRISON IF YOU KILL ME.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

MOVIE

I BOUGHT JOSHUA A MOVIE DAD ASKED FOR ABOUT A MAN WHO PERFORMS MIRACLES ITS PERFECT FOR THE OFFSPRING.
I ALSO AM GOIGN TO ORDER A BIOFEEDBACK HANDHELD FOR MY BACK PAIN.
THAT CURED IT ONCE BEFORE. IF YOU CAN MEDITATE BIOFEEDBACK WORKS REALLY WELL.
ALSO I SENT FOR OEN MORE RAW BOOK I HAVE ALMOST FINISHED READIGN AND AM RE READING AN OLDER BOOK OF HIS, TIME TO ORDER A NEW ONE.

usually we go to chandler tuesday

WELP TODAY WE ARE SITTING HOME DAD IS WASHING HIS SHEETS AND PLAYING HIS GAME.
I AM READING MY FACE BOOK AND WRITING IN MY BLOG.
I WAS GONNA WRITE ABOUT A SUBJECT BEST LEFT OUT SO I LEFT IT OUT.
HAHAH
YESTERDAY WE WENT TO MIMI'S AND HAD LUNCH DAD HAD PEA SOUP WITH HAM I HAVE SOME I MADE AT HOME, SILLY GUY AND SALAD I HAD A CHICKEN CIABATTA WITH COLE SLAW SO ID HAVE MY VEGGIES.
MY PEA SOUP IS DELICIOUS. NO HAM IN MINE JUST FAKE BACON FLAVOR.
I COOKED SOUP AND CORN BREAD WITH JALAPENOS.
SUNDAY WE WENT TO TRADER JOE'S AND I GOT SOME COOKIES MACAROONS WITH CHOCOLATE AND DAD GOBBLED ALMOST ALL OF THEM UP AS SOON AS WE GOT HOME NOW ILL HAVE TO BUY A TRIPLE BATCH NEXT TIME AND HIDE SOME FOR ME. HEHEH.
HES A SUGAR HOUND I SELDOM GET ANY TREATS HE GOBBLES THEM ALL UP. I GOT SOME CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM CUPS AND HE GOBBLED THOSE UP TOO.
AAH PAPA YOU ARE A BIG PIGGY.

I THINK ILL MAKE SOMETHING GOOD CHICKEN SOUP WITH RICE AND VEGETABLES . AND MAYBE BISCUITS THIS WEEKEND. USUALLY I MAKE A LARGE BATCH AND WE HAVE ENOUGH FOR DAYS TO EAT THAT WAY I'M FREE OF WORK COOKING AND WE HAVE HEALTHY FOOD. WITH A SALAD ITS GREAT

IF THE KIDS COME OVER THOIS WEEKEND ILL HAVE THAT FOR THEM AND MAKE THE DOT IN LAW SOME VEGGIE STUFFS. SHE HAS GIVEN UP ALL BREAD AND SWEETS FOR LENT SO SHE CAN ONLY HAVE SALAD AND VEGS FOR FOOD. SON GAVE UP SODA AND BEEF.
SO HES EASIER TO FEED. WE MAY GO TO CLAIM JUMPERS THIS SUNDAY TO USE THE COUPON WE GOT. CELBRATE SON AND MY BIRTHDAYS NEXT WEEK HIS COUPON IS ONLY GOOD UNTIL THE 8TH OF MARCH.

Monday, March 2, 2009

MORE TESTS ITS LIKE COLLEGE

WHEN YOU GO TO A DOCTOR THEY ORDER TESTS AFTER REVIEWING SAID TESTS MORE TESTS ARE ORDERED AND AFTER THOSE TESTS THEY TELL YOU "OWELL ITS NOT REALLY FIXABLE UNLESS WE DO A DEATH- DEFYING OPERATION OR ELSE, JUST LIVE WITH IT AND WE WILL GIVE YOU PAIN PILLS ".
HAHA THE TRIALS AND TURMOLS OF OLD AGE . WELL WHEN YOU GET OLD , YOU WILL REMEMBER ALL THIS.

OLD AGE IS NOT FOR SISSIES.
AND WHAT THE HEY WE WERENT SPOSED TO LIVE THIS LONG ANYWAYS. SO WHO IS COMPLAINING?

GIMME MORE PAIN PILLS.
HE ALSO GAVE ME THESE PATCHES THAT DEADEN THE PAIN TO SEE IF THEY HELP ME SLEEP PAINLESS. I HAVE BECOEMN CRABBY KEEP IN MIND NEXT TIME YOU SEE A crabby old folkster, they are probably in serious pain so please forgive them and offer them solace.

BOOKS ON PAIN

YESTERDAY WE WENT TO CHANDLER AND I BOUGHT SOME CARDS FOR EXERCISE FOR BACK PAIN AND A BOOK ON IT MY SON WITH THE BACKACHE TOOK THE BOOK I TOOK THE CARDS IT HAS A LOT OF EXERCISES TO ALLEVIATE IT .
THEN WE CHECKED OUR NEIGHBOURHOOD MAILBOX WHERE I HAVE ALL PACKAGES SENT TO AND FOUND 3 BOOKS I HAD ORDERED . ONE WAS CALLED " THE MATRIX REPATTERNING PROGRAM FOR PAIN RELIEF"
SO I GOT A GOOD BOOK FOR MY PAIN AFTER ALL.I ALSO GOT 2 MORE ZECHARIA SITCHIN BOOKS. THESE BOOKS GO OVER ALL THE BIBLE AND THE DOCUMENTS THAT HAVE BEEN FOUND BURIED THAT REFER TO THE BIBLE AND BIBLE HISTORY SO THEY ARE INCREASINGLY INTERESTING TO ME AS RELIGION HAS BECOME A SERIOUS STUDY FOR ME IN MY DYING YEARS.
ALSO PHYSICS AND PSYCHOLOGY CONTINUE TO GRASP ME HEARTILY .

I HAVE TO GO TO THE DOCTOR TO DISCUSS MY XRAYS FOR MY BACK PAIN. I KNOW MY SPINE HAS ALWAYS HAD A CROOKED PAST BUT I DIDN'T EXPECT TO HAVE THIS SUDDEN ONGOING PAIN FOR SUCH AN EXTENDED PERIOD.
WELL MUST GET READY FOR THE NEWS LATER DUDETTES AND DUDES.