AFTER MY SONS FLIGHT TO HEAVEN

MY BELOVED NUMBER ONE SON DIED LAST WEEK AND I AM  SO SAD.

I JUST CANNOT BELEIVE THIS IS REAL I HOPE I CAN GET OVER MY SHOCK SOON AS IT IS INTERFERING  WITH MY ABILITY TO THINK LOGICALLY.

ANYWAY THIS MAKES TWO CHILDREN I HAVE LOST NOW.

COOKING DAY

TODAY I AM COOKING A  ROASTED CHICKEN THAT I COVERED WITH BASIL UNDER THE SKIN AND ON TOP AND WITH SEA SALT  I HAD TO WASH THE LIL SUCKER FOIRST         INA STERILIZED SINK SO AS TO PREVENT  GERMS AND STUFF THEN I TRIMMED ALL FAT OFF  AND BRUSHED IT WITH OLIVE OIL AND AM ROASTING IT

OK HERES HOW;

I TOOK A YOUNG CHICKEN FIRST I HAD TO STERILIZE THE SINK W2ITH CLOROX AND SOAP SO I COULD WASH THE THING  THEN I TOOK IT APART TOOK OUT THE  STUFF INSIDE GIZZARDS ETC AND TOSSED THEM I WASHED THE CHICKEN AND GOT SOME FRESH BASIL AND LIFTED THE SKIN OVER THE BREAST AND PLACED BASIL INSIDE IT ANS SALT ROCK TYPE SEA SALT  AND THEN I RUBBED OLVIE OIL OVER THE TOP AND INSIDE AND SPERINKLED THE ROCK SALT OVER THE TOP AND GROUND FRESH PEPPER ON IT AND STUCK IN THE OVEN TO ROAST.

I THINK ILL MAKE MASHED POTATOES FOR IT LATER AND MAKE A SALAD  I NEED SPINACH And strawberries and  orange dressing for it .

AND THE BEANS CAN BE USED OVER SEVERAL DAYS I MADE FRESH HOT SALSA LAST NIGHT FOR OUR BEANS I WILL MAKE SPANISH RICE NEW MEXICO STYLE ON SUNDAY. THE LEFT OVER CHICKEN CAN MAKE TACOS TO GO WITH IT. SOUND GOOD?.

YUP

IT WILL BE DELISHUS. IF MY BABIES COME OVER ILL FEED THEM SOME OF ALL THIS GOOD STUFF. THE SALSA IS SOEMWHAT HOT I HAVE TO TONE IT TO DADDYS PALATE A BIT HES SO DELICATE BUT IT HAS A BITE

 

 

 

OH THAT DANG DAD AGAIN.

WELP TODAY DAD LOST MY INSTRUCTIONS TO MY NEW RECORDER RADIO TAPE PLAYER.

HE WAS GOING TO BUY ONE FOR HIMSELF BUT HE MADE SUCH AN ISSUE OF NOT BEING ABLE TO GET THE RADIO TO WORK RIGHT THAT HE WAS TAKING THE WHOLE THING TO BEST BUY TO GET AN EXPLANATION ON HOW TO PROGRAM IT.  I HAD PLANNED TO TAKE ONE DAY AND LEISURELY READ AND LEARN THE INSTRUCTIONS ON MY OWN BUT HE WANTED ONE JUST LIKE IT SO HE FELT HE NEEDED AND INSTRUCTOR .

AND HE DIDN'T LET GO OF IT FOR ONE MINUTE WHILE HAVING THIS STRANGE FIT.

WE WENT TO  FRY'S  MARKETPLACE AND FOUND A SIMPLE LIL SONY RADIO WHICH WORKS JUST FINE AND HAS 3 BUTTONS ON OF    VOLUME AND STATION FINDER NOW HE'S HAPPY AS CAN BE. BUT WHOOO WHAT A CHORE IT WAS TIL THEN. AND THE RADIO COST 17.00 WHAT A DEAL!!

ONCE WE ARE HOME HE HAS LOST:

A SCREWDRIVER

A PAIR OF PLIERS

 A WHEEL(ROLLER)

AND A SAW. WE FOUND THE SAW THE ROLLER  AND THAT'S ALL.

WE COULD BUY 3 OR 4 EXTRAS AND HE WOULD LOSE THEM ALL IN ONE DAY BY LEAVING THEM ELSEWHERE OR EVERY ONE.

I BOUGHT HIM 5 COMBS AND HE LOST THEM ALL IN ONE DAY.

I GET VERY TIRED LOOKING FOR HIS LOST ITEMS AND THEY ARE USUALLY IN WEIRD PLACES HE HAS NOT LEARNED THAT YOU ALWAYS REPLACE A TOOL TO ITS PROPER PLACE AND IT IS ALWAYS THERE. HE HAS FOUND STUFF ON TOP OF THE GARBAGE CAN ON TOP OF A CAR ON TOP OF THE FENCE, HIS KEYS EVEN IN    A TOILET BOWL ONCE.

ON THE FLOOR OF A COFFEE SHOP, ON THE SEAT OF A RESTAURANT,ETC ETC ETC.....IT GOES ON AND ON

 I FOUND THE RADIO INSTRUCTIONS ON THE SPARE ROOM BED.

HE IS TRYING TO FIX MY #3 SONS TABLE  SO     HE CAN KEEP IT SINCE HE LIKES IT SO MUCH.

I THINK WE SHOULD GOTO SONS HOUSE KIDNAP TABLE REPLACE ALL WOODEN PARTS BUY NEW ROLLERS AND FIX IT AND TAKE IT BACK WHEN THEY ARENT LOOKING.

I BELEIVE IN SNEAKY FIXUPS ITS FUN.

I SPENT LAST WEEKEND  COPYING OLD MOVIES FROM VIDEO TAPES TO DVDS TO SALVAGE THEM I GAVE TWO TO # 3  SON OF HIS BABY DAUGHTER   AND VARIOUS FAMILY ESCAPADES.

I STILL HAVE MANY MORE TO DO AND ONE TAPE IS COMPLETELY FROZEN AND WONT MOVE ILL HAVE TO RE SET IT ONTO ANOTHER TAPE AND PLAY IT FOR  FUTURE IT HAS MY GRANDAUGHTER AS A BABY IN IT. NEW BORN.

THIS IS HARD WORK

 

 

all my worldly goods

TODAY I WROTE A LETTER TO ONE OF MY MANY BELOVED ADOPTED DAUGHTERS AND MENTIONED WE HAVE SO MANY TREASURES THAT OUR OWN KIDS WONT THINK THEY ARE.  AND I FEAR THEY WILL END UP IN A YARD SALE FOR 50 CENTS.

MY THERAPY TEXTS AND MANUALS AND BOOKS   CAN EASILY GO TO MY YOUNGER FRIENDS WHO DON'T HAVE THEM. OR EVEN A LIBRARY OF SOME PLACE I ONCE WORKED.  BUT DADS BOOKS I ONLY SEE  THIS DAUGHTER    WILL LIKE  I'M SURE.

MAYHAP GRAND DAUGHTER WHEN SHE'S DONE SCHOOLING HERSELF

AT ANY RATE I WANT MY STUFF IN THE PROPER HANDS BEFORE MY DEMISE BECAUSE AFTER ITS A MESS AND MY KIDS ARE GONNA HATE THAT I COLLECTED SO MUCH CRAP  AND THEY WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.

THESE ARE THE WORRIES OF OLD PEOPLE HAHHA.

MY TREASURES ARE OLD FURNITURE AND OLD BOOKS AND OLD EVERYTHING BUT NOT ANTIQUE HAHAH. WHICH USUALLY MAKES EM KINDA WORTHLESS EXCEPT TO A YOUNG COUPLE WITH NOTHING TO  FURNISH THEIR HOMES WHILE THEY TRAVEL UP THE LADDER OF SUCCESS AND WHEN THEY RE DONE ...INTO THE SALVATION ARMY OR THE DUMP.

ALL MY REALLY WORTHWHILE STUFF  IS SPOKEN FOR  I'M GIVING MY CHINA AND JEWELS TO GRAND DAUGHTER AND I HAVE SHARED A LOT WITH FRIENDS THAT SHE DIDN'T WANT .

I DO HAVE A CLOSET FULL OF FAT CLOTHES AND LOTS OF SHOES SOME UNWORN  BUT I HAVE BIG FEET        SO   NOT MANY PEOPLE HAVE AS BIG A ONES AS ME.

HAHA WHAT I SPENT ALL MY MONEY ON WHILE I LIVED!!! CLOTHES AND  DISHES  AND JEWELS

I DO HAVE SOME FLOW BLUE DISHES        THAT I'M GOING TO TAKE TO THE CONSIGNMENT CENTER. THEY ARE VERY VALUABLE.

ANYWAY'S THAT'S WHERE MY MIND IS TODAY

 

WHEN SON #3 LOOKED LIKE A MAGGOT.

WHEN MY SON #3 WAS 14 HE WENT TO A SCHOOL ON THE COAST THAT HAD COMPUTERS AND HE BECAME ENTHRALLED WITH THEM.

 WE HAD BEEN LIVING IN A MAKESHIFT CABIN IN SONOMA COUNTY CLOSE TO THE OCEAN WHERE WE HAD 40 ACRES OF REDWOODS, SUGAR PINES,WILD STRAWBERRIES BLACKBERRIES  RASPBERRIES AND BELLY BUTTON BERRIES WHICH WE ATE A LOT OF. THE CABIN WE BUILT FROM THE GROUND UP AFTER CLEARING A PLACE IN THE WOODS IN A HOLLOW BY A STREAM.

 WE NEVER QUITE FINISHED THE CABIN  BUT WE USED IT FOR MANY YEARS AFTER.

AT ANY RATE PT. ARENA HIGH SCHOOL HAD A GREAT STAFF AND THEY WERE UP TO THE DAY ONLINE AT THE TIME. THE KIDS RODE A BUS 1 HOUR EACH WAY TO THE SCHOOL WHICH WAS UP THE COAST FROM US.

WELL, WE HAD SOLD A HOME IN THE SACRAMENTO AREA AND THEY OWED US A NICE CHUNK OF CASH, SO WHEN THEY FINALLY PAID IT OFF WE OFFERED TO BUY OUR KIDS WHATEVER THEY WANTED . # 3 SON WANTED A COMPUTER AND WE GOT IT FOR HIM. THE HOUSE WE STILL HAD LEFT WAS DOWNTOWN AND IT HAD A BASEMENT APT WHICH MY #2 AND 3 SONS LIVED IN AND DAD AND BABY SISTER AND I LIVED UPSTAIRS .

WELL, SON # 3 TOOK HIS COMPUTER AND SET IT UP IN THE PANTRY WHICH WAS A NICE SIZE AND WE SELDOM SAW HIM AFTER THAT. THIS WONDERFUL SON GOT A JOB AT KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN AT AGE 15 AND  WENT TO SCHOOL        AND GRADUATED IN TIME.

SON # 2 WENT TO  CITY COLLEGE AND SON # 3 ALSO WENT THERE AFTER HE FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL.

LATER HE WAS TO ASK IF HE COULD GO TO CHICO STARE COLLEGE AS THEY HAD A VERY GOOD COMPUTER PROGRAM THERE BUT DAD HAD RETIRED AND WE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SUPPORT HIM LIVING AWAY FROM HOME. JUST MY Salary and a small pension DAD GOT  was all we had at this time.

BUT WE DID HAVE ENOUGH FOR THEM TO GO TO COLLEGE LOCALLY AND EVENTUALLY # 3 SON DECIDED TO GO INTO THE AIR FORCE AND #2 SON KEPT GOING TO COLLEGE.

DAUGHTER WAS INVOLVED IN THE BALLET  AND #2  SON DECIDED TO TAKE LESSONS ALSO AS THEY WERE FREE FOR FAMILY AFTER PAYMENT FOR ONE MEMBER. THOSE TWO WERE INS SEVERAL BALLETS  FOR AWHILE. AND MOM TOOK LESSONS TOO.

WELL BACK TO #3 WHEN HE CAME OUT OF THE CLOSET WHERE HE COMPUTED HE LOOKED AS WHITE AS A MAGGOT SINCE HE SPENT VERY LITTLE TIME OUTDOORS.

HE CREATED GAMES AND PROGRAMS BY THE TONS  AND HE EVEN SOLD GAMES  SOMETIMES.

AND HEAVEN ONLY KNOWS WHAT WENT  ON IN THE COMPUTING CLOSET  BUT HE WAS A VERY BUSY YOUNG MAN. I'M GLAD WE COULD  DO THAT ONE THING FORE HIM I ONLY WISH I COULD HAVE SENT HIM TO CHICO STATE.

AMEN.

WHAT I DO FOR THE POOPSIE MAN

WELP, DAD ALWAYS WANTS STUFF FROM THE INTERNET TO BUY AND HE MAKES ME DO THE ORDERING AND BUYING FOR HIM.

HE GOT ON A BOOTH TARKINGTON KICK AND I ORDERED OVER $200 WORTH OF BOOKS SO FAR THEY COST ON AVERAGE ABOUT 7.00 EACH. HE HAS FILLED THE BOOKSHELF WITH THEM AND WHO GETS TO GET RID OF THEM AFTER HES GONE? AND WHO WONT WANT THEM?

NOT OUR KIDS THEY DONT READ WHAT HE DOES. IF IT FALLS TO ME ILL TRY TO SELL THEM ON AMAZON. BUT FEW PEOPLE WOULD WANT BOOTH TARKINGTON BOOKS THIS NEW GENERATION ONLY READS ABOUT SEX AND VIOLENCE AND LIKE THAT.

THE OLD GENERATION READS ABOUT HUMAN FOIBLES THAT ARE NOTHJING LIKE THE CHEAP VALUE LESS CRAP THJAT PASSES FOR LITERATURE NOWADAYS.

I READ ONE BOOK CALLED "THE FLIRT" IT WAS DELIGHTFUL ABOUT A YOUNG GIRL WHOSE  FULL ACTIVITY WAS ENTICING MEN TO ADORE HER AND USING THEM TIL THEY BORED HER. AND SHE NEVER HAD SEX EITHER. MODERN GIRLS WHO HAVE SEX ON THE FIRST DATE AND NEVER SEE THE GUY AGAIN AND THEN SPEND YEARS WONDERING IF THEY WILL EVER MARRY  WOULD BENEFIT FROM FOLOWING THIS GIRLS EXAMPLE .

SHE DIDNT PUT OUT TIL THE ABSOLUTELY  RIGHT MAN CAME AROUND HE HAD TO BE ATTRACTIVE TO HER, HE HAD TO MAKE A GOOD LIVING AND HE DIDNT EXPECT SEX TIL AFTER MARRIAGE.

AND SHE HAD A BALL LEADING THEM ALL AROUND UNTIL SHE MADE HER CHOICE. AND HER KIDS WERE  BORN IN SIDE A MARRIED HOME NOT TO A BABY MAMA OR BABY DADDY SITUATION LIKE NOWADAYS.

DO YOU REALIZE THAT WOMEN WHOO LIVE LIKE THIS HAVE MANY LOVERS IN AND OUT OF THEIR HOMES WITH THE LITTLE KIDS PRESENT AND MANY OF THESE LOVERS ARE CHILD MOLESTORS WHO WILL RUIN THEIR CHILDREN FOR LIFE?

ISN'T IT TIME TO WAKE UP WOMEN ? YOU ARE NOT MEN AND YOU DONT NEED TO HAVE SEX WITH EVERY MAN YOU MEET.  YOU NEED TO HAVE SOEM SELF RESPECT AND  WAIT FOR MARRIAGE BEFORE THROWING AWAU YOUR MOST PRECIOUS PART OF YOURSELF.

NOT TO MENTION YOU GET VENEREAL WARTS AND HERPES EASILY FROM ALL THIS STUPIDITY . AND ANY OTHER STDS THEY WANT TO GIVE YOU.

SILLY WOMEN TRYING TO LAY EVERY MAN LIKE E ERY MAN WANTS TO LAY EVERY WOMAN  TIGHTEN THOSE LEGS AND GET A LIFE!!!

 

WHY ARE LOWEST PAYING JOBS ALWAYS APPLY TO CARING FOR THINGS WE ABSOLUTELY HATE TO DO OR SERVI

EVERY POORLY PAID JOB IS ESSENTIAL TO OUR WELL BEING .WHAT IS MOST DEPRESSING AND  UNFAIR IS THE LOW PAY FOR PEOPLE WHO CARE FOR THE ELDERLY AND DISABLED AND OUR CHILD CARE WORKERS.

AREN'T OUR PARENTS WHO CARED FOR US SO MANY YEARS    DESERVING OF EXCELLENT CARE BY WELL TRAINED PEOPLE?

AREN'T OUR MOST PRECIOUS  BEINGS , OUR CHILDREN DESERVING OF  COLLEGE GRADUATES AND  WELL TRAINED CARE PERSONS   ? WE WOULD RATHER PAY  A FORTUNE FOR A BMW THAN PAY A FORTUNE FOR EXCELLENT CARE FOR OUR KIDS AND  ELDERLY PARENTS. WHY? HOW CAN PEOPLE BE SO SELFISH AS TO  DEPRIVE A HARDWORKING  PERSON WHO HANDLES THE DIRTIEST AND TOUGHEST JOBS  A DECENT LIVING WAGE?  MINIMUM  WAGES  ARE NOT ENOUGH TO LIVE ON. WAKE  UP YOU SILLY AMERICANS AND STOP BUYING CRAP WITH YOUR MONEY  PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE YOUR  ALLEGED LOVE IS  ON FAMILY CARE AND  ON SERVICES YOU HATE TO DO YOURSELF.

DANG I HATE GREED.  WE ALWAYS TIP WAITRESSES ABOUT 50 TO 100% DEPENDING ON SERVICE BECAUSE ITS ALL THEY HAVE TO LIVE ON BUT THE OWNERS OF RESTAURANTS SHOULD PAY THEIR HEALTH CARE AND OTHER NEEDS  SINCE WE THE PUBLIC SUPPORT THEM THRU TIPS.

AND A CHILDCARE WORKER SHOULD GET AT  LEAST  16.00 PER HOUR MINIMUM  AND HOME HEALTH AIDES SHOULD GET EQUALLY THAT PAY  SINCE THE AGENCY HIRING THEM GETS $50  PER HOUR FOR NOTHING EXCEPT  COLLECTING THE MONEY.

ITS NOT JUST CORPORATIONS THAT  DO THIS,YOU TOO ARE RESPONSIBLE  SINCE  THESE ARE YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS.

WE NEED LEGISALATION FOR THIS SINCE YOU CANT SEE IT ON YOUR OWN WHEN A FAMILY DOESNT TAKE PROPER CARE THEN THE GOVT HAS TO STEP IN AND ENFORCE IT. SO WHY NOT BE RESPONSIBLE AND DO YOUR PROPER DUTY? YOU DONT NEED A NEW CAR OR A BIGGER HOUSE WHAT YOU HAVE IS ENOUGH YOU ON AVERAGE HAVE 3 OR MORE TVS IN YOUR HOUSE AND  3 OR MORE BEDROOMS  AND 2 OR MORE CARS SO YOU CAN AFFORD TO CUT DOWN ON THESE THINGS AND BE THE RIGHT AND MORAL PERSON YOU SHAOULD BE BY TAKING CARE OF YORU FAMILIES AND THOSE WHO OFFER YOU SERVICES YOU HATE TO DO YOURSELVES.

HOLIDAYS WE SIT HOME AGAIN

WELP ANOTHER HOLIDAY ANOTHER SIT AT HOME DAY. WE DO NOT CELBRATE HOIDAYS HERE AND THAT IS ANNOYING.

ITSA ALL DAD'S NEUROSIS BASED THING, HE DOESNT LIEK TO ACKNOWLEDGE HOLIDAYS BECAUSE HE MIGHT HAVE TO DO SOEMTHIGN HE DOESNT WANNA DO. IS THAT NEUROTIC OR WHAT?

THIS MAN IS SO SELF INVOLVED HE WONT GIVE ANYTHING HE DOESNT WANT TO UNLESS ITS FOR A STRANGER NEVER FOR FAMILY.

WE HAVE TO FIX HIM I THINK ILL GET A  THERAPIST TO FIX HIM AND IT HAS TO BE A MAN A WOMAN HE CAN  FOOLEASLIY SO NO WOMAN THERPAIST FOR HIM. A MAN HE CAN FOOL BUT ITS A BIT HARDER.

OH BY THE WAY IF ISAY WE  WILL DO SOEMTHING AND FUSS A BIT WE DO IT. BUT ITS NEVER HIS IDEA     DANGIT.

I HEAR THE ICEMAKER CLOMPING ITS MAKING ICE LIEK WELL, ITS SPOSED TO ITS ABIT SLOWER THAN THE LAST ONE THOUGH.

COST 400 DOLLARS WHAT A GYP. BUT IN THIS COUNTRY YOU HAVE TO HAVE ICE FOR WATER OTHERWISE ITS WARM. I HATE WARM WATER.

MY KIDS SAID WE COULDA BOUGHTR A NEW REFER FOR THAT BUT WE CANT THEY COST 1200 AND UP