RELAXIN

TODAY I GOT MY 2 OPERAS I ORDERED CARMEN AND LA TRAVIATA

THEY ARE SO PRETTY IT MAKES ME FEEL CHEERED ALTHO THEY ARE TRAGEDIES. THE MUSIC IS BEAUTIFUL.

WE WENT TO CHANDLER TODAY AND TRADER JOE'S GAVE US OUR GROCERIES THAT WE LEFT BEHIND LAST WEEK. AND THEY WERE GLAD TO DO SO. THEY HELD ONTO THEM FOR DAYS UNTIL I CALLED AND SAID WED BE THERE NEXT WEEK .THIS WAS AN ADVENTURE.

WE MANAGE TO MAKE AN ADVENTURE OUT OF EVERYTHING. AND WE ADD DRAMA TO OUR INTERACTIONS EVERYWHERE WE GO. WE DON'T HOLD ANYTHING BACK FROM ANY BODY OR ANYPLACE. THAT IS THE BEAUTY OF GETTING OLD YOU DON'T HAVE TIME FOR PRETEND THINGS ANY MORE ITS ALL FEELING .

WELL, DAD STILL HAS A HUGE HANG UP HE DOESN'T WANT ANYONE TO THINK HE DOESNT LIKE THEM UNLESS HE REALLY CANT STAND THEM.

THEN ITS NO HOLDS BARRED. I THINK ITS WITH THE PEOPLE HE HAS TENDER FEELINGS FOR .