Wednesday, July 9, 2008

EVERYTHING IS DIRT

YESTERDAY I WAS WITH A COUPLE OF CHILDREN I LIKE A LOT. WE WENT TO BREAKFAST AND SHOPPING AND A FEW PLACES THEY LIKED.

BUT ONE CHILD A BOY, KEPT ASKING WHERE OUR CHECKS WE GET WENT  DID THEY COME IN THE MAIL?  HE WAS TOLD OUR MONEY COMES IN THE MAIL BY SOMEONE.   HE ALSO WANTED TO KNOW HOW MUCH MONEY WE HAVE AND  WHERE IT IS. WE DIDN'T ANSWER   AND HE DECIDED WE GET $300 A MONTH AND THAT MAKES US RICH. WE DID NOT DISAGREE WITH HIM JUST LAUGHED AND SAID UMHUM.

FOR SOME REASON THIS MADE ME VERY UNCOMFORTABLE  AS HE WAS SO FOCUSED ON MONEY AND HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT WORKING  LIKE WE DO.

WE ARE RETIRED AND WORKED TO GET THERE FOR MANY YEARS I FOR 55 YEARS MY HUBBY FOR 20 .

AT ANY RATE  I   REALIZED THAT KIDS TODAY  ARE MORE FOCUSED ON MATERIAL OBJECTS THAN ON LIFE AND ITS MEANING. ITS SCARY.

WHEN I WORKED IN A PRISON  ALMOST EVERY MAN WAS THERE FOR  THIEVERY OR ROBBERY OR SOME SORT OF IDEA OF ACQUIRING GOODS OVER THE LIVES OF OTHER HUMAN BEINGS  SAT IN  MANY OF MY GROUPS FRO THERAPY.

I BEGAN TO FOCUS ON  WHAT THEY WERE DOING EXACTLY AND WHY THEY FELT IT NECESSARY TO COMPLETELY THROW AWAY THEIR LIVES FOR  GOODS AND MONEY.

WE DISCUSSED  WHAT HAPPENS TO THE GOODS ONCE GOTTEN. AND THE MONEY ONCE ACQUIRED  AND THE LOSS IT COST TO OTHER PEOPLE WHO WERE INNOCENT OF HARM TO THEM PERSONALLY.

THOSE OVER A PERIOD OF YEARS BEGAN TO ENLIGHTEN ALL OF US AS WE  SPOKE AND SHARED  IDEAS AND THOUGHTS AND BEHAVIORS.

 WE TOOK APART THE ACQUISITIONS PIECE BY PIECE AND THE HUMANITY PERSON BY PERSON AND SOON FOUND  THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH ONE ACQUIRED IT ALL ENDED UP IN A DUMP SOMEWHERE AND THE HUMANS IN THE CEMETERY A DUMP FOR DEAD BODIES.

AND BEGAN TO LOOK AT THE VALUE OF MURDER AND THIEVERY AND  CON GAMES AND EGOS AND ALL THAT .

IN THE END THEY HAD TIME TO SERVE IN A PRISON AND HAD NOTHING LEFT OF THEIR SPOILS  AND A MISERABLE EXISTENCE.

MANY MEN TOOK IT ALL TO HEART BUT I NOTED THE YOUNGER ONES STILL WANTED GOODS AND SEX  BY THE WAY WE DISCUSSED  FORCED SEX  AS MANY OF THEM WERE RAPISTS AND HOW THEY DELUDED THEMSELVES INTO BELIEVING THE WOMAN THEY ASSAULTED WAS WILLING .

MOVING THRU THESE DELUSIONS AND ILLUSIONS TOOK YEARS OF HARD WORK WITH THEM COMING TO THEIR CONCLUSIONS AND I ONLY GUIDING THE ROAD THEY TOOK THE TRIP. ALONG WITH THE PSYCHIATRIST I CO- LED THIS GROUP WITH. THIS WAS THE MOST ENLIGHTENING AND WORTHWHILE  WORK I HAVE EVER DONE ALONG WITH A PRISON HOSPICE.

SO             FOLKS EVERYTHING YOU OWN IS MODIFIED DIRT   NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT IT WILL BE DIRT IN TIME. YOUR OLD COUCH, YOUR OLD TV YOUR NEW CAR THE BMW.... ALL DIRT  EVEN THE HOUSE/MANSION YOU LIVE IN... EVENTUALLY IS CONSUMED BY NATURE ... DIRT.

JUST THOUGHT YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW

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