!CADA CABEZA UN MUNDO!

WELP TODAY WE HAD A KNOCK ON THE DOOR THE POOR VETS COLLECTORS WERE HERE I HAD CALLED THEM TO COME PICK UP SOME TOOLS AND ITEMS THAT THE NEIGHBOR PROTESTED US PUTTING ON THE CURB FOR THEM SHE TOOK MOST OF THE STUFF WHICH I DIDN'T LEARN ABOUT UNTIL THIS MORNING DAMMIT!!
I HAD PLANNED ON THEM GETTING ALL THAT STUFF BUT I DID GIVE THEM A BLU RAY RECORDER PLAYER THAT SHE DIDN'T GET.
THIS NEIGHBOR IS IN ALL OUR BUSINESS, I GET TIRED OF HER.
THE SAME NEIGHBOR WHO STOLE OUR NEW GARBAGE BIN AFTER EXCHANGING A BROKEN ONE WITH US BEFORE THAT.
SELFISH OLD BAT MY HUSBAND CANNOT GO OUTDOORS THAT WITHIN A 20 SECOND LIMIT SHES NOT OUT THERE.

SHE REALLY THINKS SHE IS HOT ONCE WHEN WE WERE AT MIMI'S SHE WALKED UP TO OUR TABLE IN SHORT SHORT SHORTS AND A MIDRIFF SHES OVER 55 YEARS OLD. SHE ASKED WHAT WE WERE DOING THERE I ASKED IF SHE WAS DANCING AT A NIGHTCLUB IN HER OUTFIT. HAHAH

ANOTHER OLD WOMAN EMOTIONALLY ARRESTED IN HER TEENS.

I QUIT WEARING SHORTS AT AGE 40 WHEN I WAS IN TOP SHAPE GOING TO THE GYM DAILY AND BALLET LESSONS DAILY TIME.
I HAD MUSCLE TONE WHICH LOOKED OK BUT NOW I HAVE TURNED TO FLAB AND I'M FAT.

MY NEIGHBOR IS THIN AND HAS TURNED INTO FLAB BUT DOESN'T KNOW IT .

I THINK FLABBY THIN WOMEN LOOK MORE WEIRD THAN FAT FLABBYS.
AT ANY RATE TH ATS MY DAY SO FAR.

WELL I SPOKE WITH THE MOTHER OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE BABY GIRLS GONE ADULT ON US. HAHAH A LADY I SINCERELY LOVE AS WELL AS HER LOVELY YOUNG WOMAN OF A DAUGHTER .

WE HAVE HAD SEVERAL BABY GIRLS TO WATCH GROW UP AND ENJOY AS THEY GREW INTO BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY WOMEN.
PRESENTLY THERE IS S SMALL CROP OF BABY BOYS WE ARE WATCHING GROW UP THEY ARE CUTE ALSO.

I, AT MY AGE HAVE COME TO A CONCLUSION: CHILDREN WHO GROW UP AS FIRST BORN'S AND ONLIES REQUIRE INTENSE AND CONSTANT ATTENTION FROM THEIR PARENTS , WHEREAS CHILDREN WITH SIBLINGS SPEND TIME WITH EACH OTHER PLAYING AT MANY IMAGINARY AND SOME OUTDOOR GAMES TOGETHER THIS GIVES PARENTS A BREAK FROM THE CONSTANT POUNDING DEMANDS OF ONLIES.

THIS IS AN OBSERVATION NOTED AFTER RAISING 4 CHILDREN MYSELF AND OBSERVING MANY IN OTHER FAMILIES.
I HAVE NOTICED THAT MOTHERS OF ONLY CHILDREN ARE MORE TIRED AND EXPERIENCE MORE HEADACHES THAN THOSE WITH MORE THAN ONE CHILD.

OF COURSE I HAVE ONLY OBSERVED FAMILIES IN REAL LIFE AND IN THERAPY SESSIONS I CONDUCTED SO I HAVE NOT THE ACTUAL DATA ONLY MY PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS.

BUT I DO BELIEVE IN MY PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS. THERE IS ALSO ANOTHER UNUSUAL PHENOMENA IN FAMILIES RECENTLY FROM OTHER COUNTRIES: IF THERE ARE TWO CHILDREN ONE BOY ONE GIRL DEPENDING ON THE COUNTRY, EACH IS TREATED AS AN ONLY BUT MANY FAVOR THE BOYS AND SEE THE GIRLS AS A POSSIBILITY OF THE FAMILY BECOMING MORE WEALTHY IF SHE MARRIES WELL AND HER ACTIVITIES ARE RESTRICTED UNTIL THE MARRIAGE BED. THE BOY, HOWEVER HAS TOTAL FREEDOM TO EXPLORE HIS ENVIRONMENT AND "HANG OUT" WITH FRIENDS.

IN THE US THERE IS STILL A MINOR HOLD ON YOUNG GIRLS TO BEHAVE A CERTAIN WAY AND BOYS ANOTHER BUT IT IS NOT AS STRONG AS IN MANY NEW IMMIGRANTS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES.

SO SINCE THEY ARE CONSIDERED ONLIES THERE IS A CLOSE WATCH ON EACH OF THEM DEPENDING ON THE CULTURE . AND WHATEVER VALUES THERE ARE ARE FOSTERED IN THE CHILDREN. THERE DOES COME A TIME WHEN THE CHILDREN WHO ARE ASSIMILATING TO US CULTURE RUN INTO CONFLICT WITH PARENTS WHEN THEY TRY TO BEHAVE AS AMERICAN CHILDREN AND THE PARENTS WANT TO MAINTAIN THEIR OWN CULTURE.
THIS HAS BEEN TRUE WITH EVERY NEW IMMIGRANT TO AMERICA.
EVENTUALLY EVERYONE FALLS INTO SOME FORM OF AMERICAN CULTURE WITH VARIATIONS ON THE THEME.

NOW REMEMBER I HAVE ONLY MY OWN INNER REALITY TO DEPEND ON AND MY OWN OBSERVATIONS OF WHAT I AM DESCRIBING AND IF YOU HAVE ANOTHER VIEW, DON'T HESITATE TO LET ME KNOW.
I AM ALWAYS WILLING TO SEE ANOTHER VIEW OF OUR WORLD IT EDUCATES ME FURTHER.
IN SPANISH THERE IS A SAYING "CADA CABEZA UN MUNDO" MEANING "EVERY MIND IS A WORLD IN ITSELF".
THAT IS ONE THOUGHT I KEEP IN MIND WHEN SPEAKING WITH NEW PEOPLE I MEET AND EVEN WITH THOSE I ALREADY KNOW.

I HAVE NOTICED THAT MANY PEOPLE I USED TO TALK TO FREQUENTLY HAVE NOW CHANGED VIEWS ABOUT THINGS WE USED TO AGREE ON.
SO NOW WE HAVE A RE WORKED MIND TO SEE.

FOR INSTANCE ONE FRIEND AND I ALWAYS AGREED THAT ONE DAY WE WOULD HAVE CONTACT IN THE FUTURE WORLD REALITY OF DEATH WITH OUR CHILDREN WHO DIED, AND WE BOTH BELIEVED IN THIS REALITY I STILL DO. I BELIEVE THAT WHATEVER WE BELIEVE WILL HAPPEN AFTER LIFE IS WHAT WILL OCCUR.
IF WE BELIEVE IT WILL BE HORRIBLE WE WILL FIND THAT, IF WE BELIEVE WE CAN CREATE A REALITY THAT WE DESIRE AFTER DEATH WE WILL EXPERIENCE THAT AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I BELIEVE.
AND IF YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL GET YOUR ANGEL WINGS THEN TH ATS WHAT YOU GET. IF YOU BELIEVE YOU WILL BE A SAINT THEN A SAINT YOU WILL BE.
SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE LIFE IS ALL THERE IS AND ITS ALL OVER AT DEATH. BUT IF THAT IS TRUE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE CONSCIOUSNESS WE RELEASE AT DEATH WHERE DOES IT GO? IT WAS THE MOTOR THAT DROVE THIS BODY IN LIFE, IT HAS TO GO SOMEWHERE.

SO ,MANY MINDS SO MANY THOUGHTS AND IDEAS ABOUT A CERTAINTY WE ALL FACE. DEATH; THE FINAL FRONTIER.
SO MUCH THINKING SO LITTLE WE AGREE UPON. SO MANY MINDS SO MANY WORLDS. OK BYE

egads whatta day

i had to try ABOUT 5 TIMES TO GET INTO MY BLOG I CANT IMAGINE WHY.
BUT HERE I AM AT LAST.
I HAD SO MANY STORIES BUT IN MY STRESS TO GET INTO MY BLOG THEY SLID AWAY...THAT IS THE WAY OF THE OLD WOMAN'S MIND AND THE OLD MANS AS WELL I HAVE A HUBBY AGED 80 NOW
AND HE ASKS IF I REMEMBER THAT THINGY .. HA HA AS IF.

WHEN MY KIDS WERE LITTLE, WE HAD AN ELECTRIC TYPEWRITER AND THEY WOULD WRITE STUFF ONCE IN AWHILE...ONCE THEY WROTE SON OF A B9TCH THEY HIT THE 9 INSTEAD OF THE I HAHAH ONE OF MY FAVORITE NEWS ARTICLES THEY WROTE AS KIDS.

BUT EVER AFTER IN THEIR DIARIES THEY WROTE IT THAT WAY , SON OF A B9TCH!!!@#$%^&*&^*!

I LOVED THEIR DIARIES WHICH THEY TURNED OVER After Christmas SINCE WE LOVED TO LAUGH AT THEM. THEY KEPT THEM A TOTAL SECRET ALL YEAR BUT WHEN THEY GOT NEW ONES AT CHRISTMAS THEY FINISHED THEM UNTIL NEW YEAR'S THEN HANDED THEM OVER!!

ON E OF THE JOYS OF MY LIFE AND DAD'S TOO IT SEEMED.
I LOOK BACK WITH REGRET THAT WE DIDN'T DO MORE FOR OUR KIDS THAN WE DID, BUT THEY CLAIM IT DIDN'T MATTER THEY THOUGHT CHILDHOOD WAS LOT OF FUN.

WELL I DID THE BEST I COULD WITH WHAT PARENTAL TRAINING I HAD WHICH WAS VERY LITTLE . I PATTERNED MY LIFE AFTER A JEWISH-CATHOLIC FAMILY I HUNG OUT WITH WHEN I WAS A CHILD.
I RARELY WAS KEPT FROM EXPLORING MY ENVIRONMENT WHILE GROWING UP IN MY SUPER FOSTER HOME WITH UNCLE TONY AND TIA CARMELITA

UNCLE TONY PLAYED JACKS WITH ME AND WE PLAYED HOOKY FROM MASS AND WENT TO THE CORNER DRUGSTORE AND DRANK MALTS INSTEAD AND MY DIME FOR THE COLLECTION BOX WENT FOR A COMIC BOOK , USUALLY LITTLE LULU OR SUPERMAN OR ADVENTURES INTO THE UNKNOWN, OR ARCHIE.
I HAD A NICE COLLECTION OF COMIX AND I PAID FOR EVERYONE OF THEM I GOT $1.00 ALLOWANCE A MONTH AND I MADE IT LAST!!

UNCLE TONY AND I HAD A VERY SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP, HE LOVED TO SEE ME PLAY AND JOINED IN WHENEVER HE FIT IN. HE WATCHED WHEN WE MADE PLAYS ON THE FRONT PORCH I HAD 3 OR 4 LITTLE FRIENDS WHO ACTED OUT SOME OF THE PARTS BUT I ALWAYS KEPT THE PLUMIEST PART FOR MYSELF AND THE KIDS I PLAYED WITH DIDN'T MIND AT ALL.
THEY'D COME OVER AND WOULD SAY LET'S MAKE A play!!
WE DID A LOT. I WANTED TO BE A MOVIE STAR BUT NEVER MADE IT TO LA WHEN I DID GO THERE I SAW IT AS UGLY AND DIRTY AND WANTED TO GO BACK TO THE CLEAN MOUNTAINS ALSO I HAD INFECTIONS IN MY SINUSES FROM THE SMOG SO DIFFERENT FROM THE PURE MOUNTAIN AIR IN SANTA FE THAT I WAS USED TO.

ALL IN ALL AFTER THE AGE OF 8 MY LIFE WENT FROM BAD TO BEST AND MY LIFE UP UNTIL AGE 4 WITH GRAMPA WAS DELIGHTFUL HE DIED IN JAN 1940 JUST BEFORE MY 4TH.
I ALWAYS FELT LOVED BY HIM. HE WAS KIND AND FUNNY AND WOULD MAKE SUGGESTIVE REMARKS TO GIRLS AND LADIES AS THEY WALKED BY OUR HOUSE WHERE WE SAT MANY TIMES TO WATCH THE WORLD GO BY.
THEY LAUGHED AT HIM AND DIDN'T SEEM TO MIND. THOSE WERE INTERESTING TIMES.

FROM AGE 5 UNTIL 8 I WAS TORMENTED BY A LOUD CRASS BRASH STEP DAD NAMED CLYDE HE WAS NASTY AND SEXUAL AND RUDE AND SELFISH A PSYCHOPATHOLIGICAL KIND OF MAN. MY MOTHER IN HER DESPERATION TO GET A MAN TO SUPPORT OUR FAMILY MARRIED THIS BEAST.
I WAS RELIEVED WHEN I GOT SENT TO ANOTHER HOME TO LIVE IN THE FIRST HOME WAS HORRIBLE AND I ASKED THE SOCIAL WORKER FOR A CHANGE AS DID THEY SINCE I WROTE A LETTER TO MY MOTHER EXPRESSING MY UNHAPPINESS WHICH THEY FOUND IN MY DRAWER AND DEMANDED MY REMOVAL I WAS SOOO Happy!! MY NEW HOME WAS A DREAM I HAD MY OWN ROOM AND NICE KIND FOSTER PARENTS.

AT ANY RATE THAT WAS MY UPBRINGING TO PREPARE ME FOR MOTHERHOOD. I MARRIED A MIDWESTERNER. HE WAS THE SILENT TYPE EXCEPT WHEN STIRRED TO ANGER. I WAS BROUGHT UP TO ALWAYS SAY WHATEVER I THOUGHT HE WAS BROUGHT UP TO NEVER MENTION ANYTHING . WHAT WILL THE NEIGHBORS THINK? IN SANTA FE PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID WHAT THEY THOUGHT EVEN IF IT WAS NOT A GOOD THING NO SECRETS. MY HUSBAND WAS BROUGHT UP TO KEEP EVERYTHING A SECRET AND WHEN I BLURTED MY THOUGHTS HE GOT ANGRY IT TOOK A LONG TIME AND A COLLEGE EDUCATION FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND WE HAD A CULTURAL DIFFERENCE HAHAH.

TODAY IS OUR 55TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY THOUGH SO WE ARE OK I GUESS. WOULD YOU NOT SAY SO?