Thursday, January 27, 2011

WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH AMERICANS?

OMIGOD!! AGAIN WITH THE NO CITIZENSHIP FOR MEXICANS WHO ARE BORN IN AMERICA .
I GET REALLY TIRED OF THIS CRAP. ANYONE BORN HERE IS A CITIZEN NO MATTER WHAT YOU THIEVING REPUBLICANS SAY.

WHAT MAKES A LARGE GROUP OF PEOPLE SO HEARTLESS THAT THEY WANT TO TURN MEXICANS INTO THE NEW JEWS?
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HITLER DID IF WE ARE GONNA TALK NAZI TALK ABOUT SOME AMERICANS .

MEXICANS ARE AMERICA'S JEWS .
NOW WHAT IF JESUS COMES BACK AS A MEXICAN? HE CANT COME HERE BECAUSE HES NOT A CITIZEN?
TYPICAL NAZI THINKING SHAME ON ALL OF YOU.

I SURE HOPE THE CHRIST YOU WORSHIP CAN SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND HOW YOU CLAIM TO BE CHRISTIANS AS WELL.

MY EXPERIENCE IN MY VERY LONG LIFE SHOWS ME THAT THE MORE RELIGIOUS A GROUP IS THE MORE EXCUSE THEY USE TO PERSECUTE THE HELPLESS AND THE POOR.
IT IS TIME TO WAKE UP TO THE TIME TO LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR IS AT HAND.
THAT AND MAINLY THAT WAS THE MESSAGE CHRIST GAVE US LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF . NOT LOVE ONLY YOURSELF. IF YOU LOVE JESUS YOU NEED TO RETHINK YOUR IDEAS. HATING ILLEGAL ALIENS IS NOT THE WAY TO HEAVEN.
NO ROOM FOR HATE AND GREED IN HEAVEN FOLKS.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

LATE NIGHT SHOPPING AT WALMART

WHEN WE FIRST MOVED TO LAGUNA WEST IN THE ELK GROVE AREA, IN 1996,
WE USED TO GO SHOPPING AT 300 AM OR LIKE THAT WHEN WE WERE UP ALL NIGHT FOR SOEMREASON OR ANOTHER.
TONIGHT WE DECIDED THAT SINCE WE DOTN GOTO BED UNTIL SUNRISE ANYWAYS WE ARE GOING TO SHOP AT WALMART WHICH STAYSOPEN ALL NIGHT THEN GO TO BREAKFAST AT MIMIS WHICH OPENS ABOUT 700 AM .
IN THE MEANTIME IM WRITING HERE.

WHEN I WAS A KID IN SANTA FE THERE WAS A RESTAURANT CALLED THE PINK ADOBE AND THEY SERVED AUTHENTIC SANTA FE FOODS THERE. IT WAS DELICIOUS AND THE CHILI WAS HOT LIKE ALL OF US SANTA FEANS LOVED IT.
SINCE WE CAME TO ARIZONA, THE MEXICAN FOOD IS NOT EVER HOT ITS MADE FOR WIMPS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT IT SUCKS. LIKE THES MEXICAN PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW TO COOK AUTHENTIC MEXICAN FOODS ANYMORE.
THEY HAVE GONE GRINGO ON US. HAHAH

AT ANY RATE IN AWUTUKEE THERE IS ARRIBA MEXICAN GRILL IT IS THE CLOSEST TO SANTA FE FOOD I CAN FIND AND THEY HAVE A VARIED HEAT ON CHILI AND THEY SELL HATCH CHILI BY THE LB. ITS GREAT BUT KILLER YOU HAVE TO USE IT A TEENIEST BIT AT A TIME JUST LIKE BACK HOME.

Monday, January 10, 2011

TEEN'S WOES IN THE FIFTIES

WHEN I WAS 15 A NEW GIRL CAME TO OUR TOWN HER NAME WAS BECKY WILLINGHAM AND SHE HAD BEEN SENT TO LIVE WITH HER DAD BECAUSE HER MOM COULD NO LONGER CONTROL HER.

SHE TURNED OUT TO BE A REAL PROBLEM SHE WENT INTO SEARS AND PUT ON A COAT AND WALKED OUT WITH IT, SHE WAS SHOWING US HOW TO STEAL AND SHOPLIFT. NONE OF THE KIDS I RAN AROUND WITH HAD EVER BEEN THIEVES OR GOTTEN IN TROUBLE UNTIL BECKY ARRIVED. MY BEST FRIEND BEGAN TO SHOPLIFT ALL KINDS OF THINGS. I WAS FROM A VERY POOR FAMILY AND I KNEW THAT I DIDN'T HAVE THE KIND OF FAMILY WHO WOULD GET ME OUT OF TROUBLE I WAS A FOSTER KID AFTER ALL.
I STOLE ONE BLUE SWEATER FROM A SHOP DOWNTOWN AND FELT SO GUILTY I TOOK IT BACK, I ONLY DID IT BECAUSE I WAS EXPECTED TO DO IT.
ONCE SHE STOLE 7 OR 8 PAIRS OF BOBBY SOCKS AND WHEN SHE SAW HER DAD MIGHT BE HOME SHE THREW THEM OVER THE WALL OF HER FRONT YARD.
WE WENT IN HER HOUSE AND THEN HER DAD ARRIVED AND HAD THE SOCKS IN HIS HANDS AND HE ASKED HER WHOSE WERE THESE SHE TOLD HIM THEY WERE MINE HE ASKED ME HOW MANY PAIRS OF SOCKS WERE THERE/ I SAID 7 . HE TOLD ME IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME.

NEXT DAY HE CALLED ME OVER TO TALK TO ME AND HE SAID I NEEDED TO STAY AWAY FROM HIS DAUGHTER BECAUSE SHE WAS A BAD EXAMPLE FOR ME. I WAS SO UPSET I FELT SO REJECTED.
OVER THE NEXT 2 YEARS SHE BECAME WORSE AS A THIEF AND ALWAYS SHOWED ME HER SPOILS, BUT I STAYED CLEAN OF STEALING OUT OF FEAR OF COURTS I HAD BEEN IN A COURT ONCE AND THE JUDGE RULED FOR MY UNCLES AND AUNT THAT WE NEEDED TO GO INTO FOSTER CARE . THEN WE DID .
THAT WAS A VERY FRIGHTENING EXPERIENCE FOR ME, I HEARD A FEW LIES AND SOME TRUTH FROM MY RELATIVES SPOKEN IN COURT. AND THE JUDGE RULED FOR THE LIARS.
I KNEW THERE WAS NO JUSTICE FOR ME IN ANY COURT RIGHT THEN BECAUSE I WAS A CHILD AND THEY HAD ALL POWER OVER ME.
AND THEY DO NOT LISTEN TO CHILDREN'S EXPLANATIONS AT ALL.

WE WERE TO BE SEEN AND BOSSED AND NEVER HEARD.
AT ANY RATE THAT ONE BAD APPLE WITH BLEACHED HAIR ...BECKY STARTED A BAD TIME FOR US ALL.

LATER ON IN MY LIFE I BECAME A SOCIAL WORKER AND MY FIRST JOB WAS WITH FOSTER KIDS IN LONG TERM CARE AND ARRANGING TO LEGALLY RELEASE THEM FROM PARENTAL CONTROL AND FIND THEM AN ADOPTIVE HOME WAS MY JOB. I WAS CAREFUL TO MAKE SURE THE CHILD COULD HANDLE THIS AS A CHILD WILL REMAIN FAITHFUL TO A PARENT NO MATTER WHAT. THROUGH THIS JOB I WORKED THROUGH MY FOSTER PLACEMENT ISSUES ALTHOUGH I WASN'T REALLY SURE HOW I DID IT.
NEXT I GOT A JOB WORKING WITH THE COURTS AND OVER CAME MY FEAR OF JUDGES AND TESTIFYING THROUGH THIS.
STRANGELY , I SEEMED TO UNCONSCIOUSLY SELECT WORK THAT HELPED ME OVER COME MY FEARS.

I HAD A DEVELOPMENTALLY DELAYED HALF-BROTHER AND SISTER AND MY NEXT JOB WAS WORKING WITH THE DEVELOPMENTALLY DELAYED POPULATION THAT WAS A GREAT AWAKENER FOR ME AS WELL.

I NEXT WORKED WITH MENTALLY ILL TEENAGERS IN A STATE HOSPITAL PROGRAM.
THEN I WENT TO WORK IN A PRISON AND THIS WAS WHEN I COMPLETED MY COMMITMENT TO WORK WITH CORRECTIONS FOR WHICH I GOT A GRANT IN GRADUATE SCHOOL.

SO I WORKED THROUGH ALL MY FEARS AND COMMITTED MY SELF TO HELPING ALL THOSE IN THOSE PROGRAMS.
IT IS STRANGE HOW GOD GUIDES US TO DO WHAT WE NEED TO DO TO OVERCOME THE PROBLEMS WE ARE GIVEN IN LIFE.

I WANTED TO WORK WITH MOTHER TERESA BUT WHEN I HEARD HER SAY IN HER VISIT TO AMERICA THAT WE HAVE OUR OWN LOST SAD SOULS HERE AND WE NEEDED TO WORK WITH THEM I BELIEVE THAT IS WHY I WENT TO CORRECTIONS, TO WORK WITH THE POOR UNLOVED AND UNWANTED HUMAN BEINGS. AND PRISON IS CERTAINLY FULL OF THEM. I WORKED IN SEVERAL PROGRAMS WITHIN THE SYSTEM MENTALLY ILL, DISABLED , AND HIV PATIENTS AND HOSPICE IN THE END OF MY CAREER.
AFTER WHICH I RETIRED FROM STATE SERVICE.

I REALLY FEEL GOD LED ME THROUGH TO SOCIAL WORK ( I HAD PLANNED ON BEING A TEACHER OR NURSE) IT WAS LIKE A VEIL CAME OVER MY MIND AND I WAS LED BY GOD'S HAND TO MY WORK.
I REALLY REALLY DONT KNOW HOW I CAME TO BE THERE GRADUATING FROM A 2 YEAR PROGRAM OF SOCIAL WORK .
AND I REALLY SHONE THERE AND THAT WAS GOD AGAIN. MY PROFS SAID MY PAPAERS WERE EACH LIEK AN ACTUAL THESIS BECAUSE I RESEARCHED AND WROTE VERY WELL WHEN GIVEN AN ASSIGNMENT. I LOVED WRITING.
ALL MY WORK LIFE I WAS REQUIRED TO DO ASSESSMENTS ON PATEINTS AND DIAGNOSE THEIR MENTAL ILLNESSES . IT WAS EXCITIGN AND INTERSTING WORK AND MY REPORTS WERE WRITTNE LIKE MINI NOVELS AND MY SUPERVISORS TOLD ME THEY ENJOYED READIGN THEM.
I ALWAYS MEANT TO WRITE MY ADVENTURES IN LIFE BUT AM WAY TOO LAZY TO DO SO. OK NUFF SAID