Monday, December 28, 2009

my merry christmas

GOODNESS THIS WENT AND POSTED BEFORE I EVEN MADE IT UP. HAHAHHA
WE ARE PLAYING WITH OUR COMPUTERS AND WILL BE GOING OUT AGAIN AT 100PM TO MEET OUR SPECIAL FRIENDS I'M SO HAPPY WE WEREN'T ABLE TO SEE OUR GRANDDAUGHTER BECAUSE HER HUSBAND WAS WORKING AND WE HAVE TO HAVE CHRISTMAS WITH HER LATER ON WHEN HES FREE. THEY ARE GONNA HELP GRAM PA WORK HIS MP3 PLAYER ARRRGH

I GOT A GREAT 32 INCH FLAT SCREEN 1080P HD TV AND A DVD VCR PLAYER RECORDER SO I CAN TAPE MY VIDEOS ONTO A DVD FOR FUTURE USE. I HAVE MANY I NEED TO TRANSFER BECAUSE THE TAPES ARE GROWING OLD AND FADING MISERABLY. ALSO I CAN TAPE TV MOVIES ONTO IT. THIS TV WENT INTO THE SMALL SPARE BEDROOM WHERE WE HAVE THE DVR CONNECTED AS WELL FROM THE MAIN SCREEN. SO WHEN EVER A GUEST CHOOSES THE SMALLER BEDROOM THEY WILL GET THE BEST TV OF ALL HAHA.IT HAS DVR STUFF ON IT

THE LARGE SPARE ROOM HAS A NICE TV AS WELL AND A DVD VCR PLAYER RECORDER AS WELL BUT IT ONLY RECORDS FROM THE DVD TO THE VCR WHY? I DON'T KNOW IT CAME LIKE THAT. ITS AN OLDER MODEL.
THE NEW DVD VCR IS HI DEF AS WELL SO ITS THE BEST ONE YET .
WE NOW HAVE 4 TVS ONE BLU RAY PLAYER 1 DVD PLAYER WITH 5 SLOTS AND 2 DVD VCR RECORDERS (WE ARE RICH IN ELECTRONICS ) AND THE ONE THAT ONLY RECORDS VCRS FROM DVDS. AND BY NEXT YEAR THEY WILL ALL BE OUT OF DATE.

EVERY YEAR ALL ELECTRONIC DEVICES BECOME ALMOST OBSOLETE. OUR COMPUTERS WERE ALL THE LATEST WHEN WE BOUGHT THEM AND ARE FADING INTO OBSCURITY. DAD IS ANNOYED BECAUSE HE LIKED THE ORIGINAL WINDOWS AND ORIGINAL AOL SOFTWARE BEST.

NOW WE HAVE 2 COMPUTERS THAT ARE 4 YEARS OLD ONE THAT IS 18 MONTHS OLD AND MY LAPTOP IS A YEAR OLD. ALL ARE OLD BY CURRENT STANDARDS . WE DO NOT HAVE WINDOWS 7, WE HAVE THE OTHERS I CANT EVEN TELL WHICH ARE WHICH NOW THE LAPTOP HAS THE MOST CURRENT BEFORE WIN7.

I MAY SWITCH TO APPLES IN FUTURE. I'M TIRED OF WINDOWS STUFF CHANGING AND VIRUS BUGGING.

WE USED TO LIVE BY AN APPLE FACTORY IN ELK GROVE CALIF BEFORE WE MOVED HERE, THEY CLOSED DOWN AFTER 3 YEARS . MANY OF OUR NEIGHBORS HAD WORKED THERE. ONE HAD A LICENSE PLATE THAT READ "NOMSDOS"

MY HUBBY THE GRAMPA GOT AN MP3 PLAYER AND HASN'T GOT THE HANG OF IT YET. FIRST IT WAS " I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOAD MUSIC ON IT" WELL I DID SO I SHOWED HIM HOW. THEN HE DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO GET IT GOING HE PUSHED BUTTONS TIL IT PLAYED BUT HAS NO IDEA HOW IT WORKS , HE FOUND IT HAD AN AM FM RADIO AS WELL AND A TAPE RECORDER TOO AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO DO THEM EITHER, HE IS DRIVING US ALL MAD WITH HIS STUFF. WE EVEN WENT TO BEST BUY TO SEE IF THEY KNEW HOW TO WORK IT THEY FIGURED SOME OUT BUT NOT ALL OF IT. THEY INSTRUCTIONS SAID A BOOKLET WAS AVAILABLE ON THE INTERNET BUT HE SAYS THAT ISN'T GOOD EITHER.

I HAVE LEARNED THIS: NEVER GIVE AN OLD PERSON A MODERN ELECTRONIC ITEM BECAUSE THEY WONT KNOW HOW TO USE IT ANS WILL RESIST LEARNING . HAHHA ALSO THEY WILL DRIVE EVERYONE CRAZY.

WE HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY I MADE ENCHILADAS AND COOKED BEANS AND COOKED A HAM AND TURKEY AND ALL THE FIXINGS AND PUNKIN PIES AND A BLUEBERRY PIE AND WE HAD COOKIES ALL OVER THE PLACE AND CANDY AS WELL WE ARE FEELING FATTISH. BUT IT WAS GREAT!!
THE KIDS CAME OVER AND SEEMED TO HAVE A GOOD TIME. THEY SPENT THE NIGHT AND MY GOOD SON GOT THE ROOM WITH THE GOOD TV HAHHA. MY BABY BOY AND WIFE GOT THE BIG ROOM AND THEY GO TO BED AT 600PM USUALLY BUT THEY MADE IT TO 1000 THAT NIGHT.
I JUST HAD TO STOP AND GO FIX DADS COMPUTER THING HE COULDNT GET THE MP3 IN THE FRONT SLOT FOR LOADIGN MUSIC AS IT WAS TOO FAT TO FIT WITH THE WIRELESS MOUSE PLUGGED IN FRONT SO I HAD TO PLUG IT IN THE BACK OF THE PUTER FOR HIM. HE DOESNT KNWO THERE ARE 4 OUTLETS IN BACK AND 2 IN FRONT FRO SPARE THINGS HAHHA.
ONE MUST LEAD THIS POOR MAN THRU SO MANY OBSTACLES, AND HE WONT RE,MEMBER WHAT TO DO NEXT TIME. HAHHA. I HAVE SO MUCH FUN LORDING IT OVER HIM CUZ I CAN PUT TOHETHER MOST ELECTRONIC THINGS THAT COME AROUND. I GOT HIM A WIRELESS MOUSE FOR CHRUISTMAS HIS OLD ONE WAS STICKING.

NOW HES TRYING TO LOAD NEW MUSIC FROM A DISC AND HES COMPLAINING HE CANT GET THINGS TO PLAY. WHAT A GUY.
OK IM DONE FOR NOW.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!!!

my merry christmas

Saturday, December 19, 2009

WRESTLERS

LAST NIGHT WE WATCHED A MOVIE CALLED WRESTLER ON A MOVIE CHANNEL EVERY WEEK OUR DISH TV HAS A NEW MOVIE TO SHOW US THAT'S FAIRLY OFF THE THEATRE CIRCUIT.
WELL, HALFWAY THRU I STARTED TO FAST FORWARD AS THE MAN'S TRAGIC LIFE UNFOLDED MY HEART WAS ACHING TOO MUCH TO WATCH. I FAST FORWARDED TO THE BITTER HORRIBLE ENDING.
I JUST CANNOT WATCH TRAGEDIES IT ACTUALLY CAUSES MY HEART TO PAIN.
I WILL PROBABLY DIE LISTENING TO A TRAGIC STORY FROM SOMEONE OR WHILST WATCHING SUCH A SAD THING ON TV.
ANYWAYS I CANNOT BEAR THE JEWS STORIES AND THE SUFFERING IN AFRICA OF THOSE VERY SAD PEOPLE I HAVEN'T THE ABILITY TO HELP AND ITS JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME.
MY FATHER, ACCORDING TO MY MOTHER, DIED FALLING OFF A TELEPHONE POLE AFTER ESCAPING FROM GERMANY. HE WAS JEWISH.
MY WHOLE GROWING UP YEARS I HAD A MIXTURE OF JEWISH AND CATHOLIC FRIENDS. SO MY CULTURE WAS QUITE MIXED. MY GREAT GRAND MOTHER WAS A PUEBLO INDIAN AND MY GRANDMOTHER WAS BOTH PUEBLO AND SPANISH. THE SPANIARDS THAT SETTLED IN NEW MEXICO MARRIED NATIVE WOMEN AS THERE WERE VERY FEW SPANISH WOMEN HERE . SO NATIVE PUEBLO FOODS WERE ALWAYS SERVED AND I LOVED IT. AND MY FRIENDS HAD JEWISH FOODS AND THEW CATHOLIC PART ALSO HAD ITS FOOD QUIRKS.
I HAD A VERY INTERESTING CHILDHOOD, AND IT INVOLVED SOME VERY SAD P[ARTS.
I REMEMBER HAVING TERRIBLE FEELINGS AND NOT KNOWING WHAT THEY WERE UNTIL I GREW UP AND STARTED TO READ MORE BOOKS ABOUT PEOPLES FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS AND HAPPY AND SAD OCCURRENCES, I GOT MOST STUFF FROM BOOKS NO ONE WAS AROUND TO ADVISE ME OF ANYTHING. I FINALLY REALIZED I HAD DEPRESSION IN MY HEART AND I COULDN'T STAND SAD STORIES AT ALL. SO I GREW UP AND TRAINED TO BE A THERAPIST AND LISTEN TO THE SADDEST STORIES IMAGINABLE, THAT WAS MY WAY OF HANDLING HELPING SAD PEOPLE AND AS A RESULT I WAS VERY SELDOM DEPRESSED.

I LOVED MY WORK AND PEOPLE STILL HAVE A WAY OF TELLING ME THEIR LIFE STORIES WHEN I SIT AND TALK TO THEM AND I'M GLAD TO LISTEN. I DON'T THERAPIZE ANYONE NOW I JUST LISTEN. AND IF THEY ASK FOR ADVICE I WILL GRANT IT BASED ON MY OWN KNOWLEDGE AND ABILITY AT THE TIME.
FOR SOEM REASON WHEN SOEMONE HEARS 0OF MY PROFESSION THEY ASSUME IM ASSESSING THEM AS WE SPEAK. I DO NOT. ASSESSMENT IS VERY DIFFICULT AND EXTENSIVE WORK AND IF I WAS TO DO THAT I WOULD HAVE TO CHARGE A LOT.

BUT WHEN I WAS DOING ASSESSMENTS I REALLY REALLY ENJOYED IT, THAT WAS WHEN MY WRITING SHONE. EVERY STORY ON EVERY PATIENT I WROTE WAS LIKE A BIOGRAPHICAL NOVEL IN 10 PAGES OR SO,, THAT WAS REALLY FUN TO DO IT TOOK DAYS AND HOURS AND THINKING AND ASSESSING.

DAD JUST INTERRUPTED ME TO COME WATCH A WEIRD CHANNEL ON TV CALLED TURN THE TUB AROUND SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT DANCE, BUT ITS AN AD FOR SOEM KIND OF BUTTER STUFF THEY EVEN HAVE A KARIOKE PART WHERE THEY RUN THE WORDS OF THE AD AND DAD SAYS" WHO WOULD WATCH SUCH A THING AND HES WATCHING IT NOW AND INTERRUPTING MY BLOGGING TO TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT.
WHO WATCHES IT? DAD DOES!! HAHA WHAT AN IDIOT MAN . HES STILL WATCHING I CAN HEAR THE AD NOW HAHAH. CHANEEL 125 ON DISH TV YUCK
OK IM DONE MY THOUGHTS WERE INTERRUPTED BY THIS NONSENSE NOW I HAVE LOST MY TRAIN FOR THE TIME. SEEYA SOON.
LOVE, GRAMA

Saturday, December 5, 2009

COLIN WILSON

IN READING COLIN WILSON'S BOOK ON MYSTERIES HE HAS BEEN COVERING A LOT BY LEDBETTER WHO STUDIED MANY CULTURES AND RELIGIOUS IDEAS. ONE THAT PARTICULARLY STRUCK ME WAS THE CELTIC CULTURE WHICH LATER BECAME THE IRISH IN IRELAND. THE WORSHIPPED THE DRUIDS. NATURE AND MANY GODS AND GODDESSES WHICH ORIGINATED IN INDIA AND EVENTUALLY BECAME THE CELTS BACKGROUND . WE READ A LOT ABOUT LITTLE ELVES AND FAIRIES AND THE LIKE IN IRELAND AND THAT IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED.

A DIGRESSION IF YOU DON'T MIND .... WE HAVE CHRISTMAS CLOCK EVERY HOUR IT PLAYS ANEW AND DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS TUNE , IT IS PLAYING NOW DECK THE HALLS HAHHA. WE JUST LOVE IT . WHEN WE LIVED IN ELK GROVE CA. WE LEFT IT ON ALL YEAR LONG AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER USED TO VISIT US AND THE CLOCK EVERY HOUR BY HOUR PLAYED FOR US SHE LEARNED TO LOVE IT AS WELL FIRST PEOPLE GIGGLE THEN THEY LAUGH AT US THEN THEY ADJUST AND LOVE IT.

IN 1890 A MAN NAMED FRAZER WROTE A BOOK CALLED "THE GOLDEN BOUGH"
MISTLE TOE WAS THE AFOREMENTIONED GOLDEN BOUGH, WHEN IT DRIES OUT IT TURNS A GOLDEN COLOR. THIS WAS A PLANT THAT WAS WELL THOUGHT OF BY THE DRUIDS.

PART OF THESE BELIEFS WERE SUCH THAT WHEN A DRY SEASON FELL UPON A LAND THE KING WAS TO BLAME FOR IT, SO A SACRIFICE HAD TO BE MADE AND THE KING WAS OFFERED UP, LATER KINGS DIDN'T LIKE IT SO MUCH SO THEY MADE A MAN KING FOR A DAY SACRIFICED HIM AND THEN THEY AROSE ONCE MORE TO THEIR THRONE.


HHAAHAH ONLY SHOWS HOW KINGS AND LEADERS OF COUNTRIES ALWAYS SACRIFICE ONE OF THEIR UNDERLINGS TO TAKE BLAME FOR THEIR MISHAPS.
THIS CONTINUES NOWADAYS IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, WHEN A SOLDIER IS GIVEN AN ORDER TO SHOOT INNOCENT VICTIMS THE SOLDIER IS GIVEN THE PUNISHMENT AND THE LEADER IS GIVEN A HAND SLAP.
AND SO IT GOES . ALWAYS THE INNOCENT MUST PAY FOR THE KINGS MISDEEDS.

I NOTICE THERE ARE ALWAYS TWO LINES OF DESCENT FOR KINGSHIP ALMOST IDENTICAL TO OUR TWO PARTY SYSTEM. AND THE HEAD CHOPPER OFFER IS THE VOTING BOOTH.
SO WE HAVE NOT MOVED FORWARD MUCH FROM ANCIENT WAYS AND DAYS IN BELIEF SYSTEMS.

ONCE A GROUP WAS ASSIGNED TO STUDY ALL RELIGIONS AND BASIS FOR SAME THESE STUDIES WENT WELL UNTIL THEY TRIED TO STUDY THE BIBLE SINCE PEOPLE INSISTED IT WAS THE TRUE WORD OF GOD IT WAS FORBIDDEN TO STUDY IT. SO IT NEVER WAS EVALUATED AT ALL. ONLY THE CHURCH PRINCES WERE EVER ALLOWED TO MAKE THE EVALUATIONS.
ENGLAND DEVELOPED A NEW CHRISTIAN RELIGION .. PROTESTANT BECAUSE THE KING WANTED A DIVORCE AND THE POPE REFUSED TO GRANT IT SO KING HENRY THE 8TH STARTED HIS OWN RELIGION. THE WAR WITH IRELAND CONTINUES TO THIS DAY AS IRELAND IS A CATHOLIC COUNTRY AND REFUSES THE KINGS ORDERS.
INTERESTING YES? I HAVE LOTS MORE BUT IM TIRED OF TYPING BADLY.

Friday, December 4, 2009

MEMORIES OF ENLIGHTENING EVENTS

IN 1977 AFTER LIVING IN THE WOODS AND BUILDING A CABIN AND REALLY REALLY ROUGHING IT, WE RETURNED TO SACRAMENTO AND I TOOK A JOB WITH A STATE FUNDED AGENCY SERVING THE DEVELOPMENTALLY DISABLED.

HERE I MET SARAH (A WOMAN I KNEW FROM COLLEGE WHO WAS A SOCIAL WORK STUDENT WHO MARRIED THE DEAN ) AND WE BECAME CLOSE FRIENDS .

SHE MENTIONED SHE WANTED TO GO TO THIS TRAINING SEMINAR IN BERKELEY WITH A DOCTOR SHE HAD HEARD ABOUT NAMED RICHARD MOSS AT HIS HOME. WE WERE TO EXPERIENCE DEVELOPING OUR AWARENESS OF HEALING AND ALTHOUGH NOT SAID, DEVELOPING OUR PSYCHIC POWERS.

RICHARD TOLD US ABOUT A DOCTOR IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA WHO HAD HAD AN EXPERIENCE AT THE HOSPITAL WHERE HE WORKED.

WHEN A YOUNG MAN CAME IN WITH A SERIOUSLY BROKEN LEG AFTER THE X-RAY... HE WENT TO FEEL THE BREAK AND HAD THE FEELING OF GREAT HEAT COMING FROM HIS HANDS THAT HE COULD NOT EXPLAIN, AND FOUND THAT AS HE FELT THE LEG THE BONE SEEMED TO COME TOGETHER AGAIN.

HE AGAIN XRAYED THE LEG AND FOUND IT WAS MENDED, BUT HE WAS SO FEARFUL OF HIS COLLEAGUES SEEING HIM AS A FREAK OR INSANE THAT HE SET THE LEG IN A CAST ANYWAY.

HE TOLD RICHARD ABOUT THIS THING THAT HAPPENED AND RICHARD E DECIDED HE WANTED TO WORK ON DEVELOPING HIS HEALING POWERS. SO HE MEDITATED A LOT AND TRIED MANY THINGS AND PRACTICED RUNNING ENERGY THROUGHOUT HIS BODY USING A SPIRAL CHAKRA OPENING AND CLOSING AND WE ALL AGREED TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS EXPERIENCE IN LEARNING.



WE NONE EXPECTED ANYTHING EXCEPT TO LEARN . I BELIEVE WE ALL WENT INTO THIS IN A STATE OF SHO SHIN (JAPANESE TERM FOR CHILD LIKE MIND).
WE LEARNED TO RUN OUR HANDS HOVERING OVER PEOPLES CHAKRAS AND FEEL THE ENERGY THE RECIPIENT FELT HEAT IN THE AREAS WE HOVERED OVER WITH OUR HANDS. WE OPENED THE CHAKRAS EVEN THE MINOR ONES AND THEN FELT THE COOL SPOTS ON THE BODIES AND REDISTRIBUTED THEM TO MAKE THE ENERGY EVEN ALL OVER THEIR BODIES. NEXT WE CLOSED THEM AND THE RECIPIENT FELT A DIFFERENCE .
NEXT, WE DID AN EXERCISE AFTER MEDITATION, ALWAYS AFTER MEDITATION TO CERTAIN MUSIC IN THIS EXERCISE WE ENTERED EACH OTHER'S CONSCIOUSNESS AND LATER DESCRIBED OUR EXPERIENCES .
WE EXPERIMENTED WITH MANY EXERCISES . THIS WENT ON FOR 9 WEEKS ONCE WEEKLY, FOR 3 HOURS A NIGHT
THEN ENDED IN A WEEKEND RETREAT AT THIS SAME DOCTOR'S HOME WHICH WAS LOCATED IN THE MIDST OF A FOREST IN THE BERKELY HILLS.

ANOTHER EXPERIENCE I HAD WAS ALSO IN THE BERKELY HILLS AT A BERKELY UNIVERSITY PROFESSOR'S HOME ALSO IN THESE SAME HILLS HIS HOUSE HAD TO BE REACHED ONLY BY AN OUTDOOR ELEVATOR WHERE WE HELD A UFO, HOT TUB, POTLUCK PARTY. THIS INVOLVED EXERCISES AND DISCUSSION OF UFO SIGHTINGS AND SOME FOLKS DESCRIBED ABDUCTIONS.
DURING MY DAYS FOLLOWING THIS TIME OF MY LIFE I WENT TO MANY SEMINARS AND WORKSHOPS FOR VARIOUS DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES OF THIS SORT. IT WAS REALLY REALLY FUN!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

THE PSCHOMACHIA

WHEN WE LIVED IN SACRAMENTO THERE WAS A GROUP CALLED THE CHURCH OF THE SUBGENIUS THEY WERE DEDICATED TO FUN AND FEAST AND ALL TYPES OF ENTERTAINMENT


J.R. "Bob" Dobbs welcomes you to SubSITE!
ON THIS SITE.
BRAIN TOOLKIT AND SURREALITY REBOOT



BATTLE OF THE SOUL AND THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS
AT PSYCHOMACHIA.ORG


THIS IS AN INTERESTING POEM FROM PSYCHO MACHIA.ORG


First of the fighters to face the fieldand the doubt of the duel’s fate,Faith came forward, disheveled and messy,dressed like a farmgirl from far in the country:Bushy hair untrimmed with bowl or beautician,shoulders bared to give biceps an airing.Heat to get glory had her boiling overall of a sudden, in fact, for this new deed.War nor weapons nor girding of armor –She paid no nevermind. Trusting the mightOf her heart and her hands, raging and reckless,she challenges battle-chance, meaning to smash it.
Behold who dares head out to harass herwith matching might, to strike first and fiercest –TheOldGodsWorship. Her hostile head,Decked with ribbons and medals of honor,Is made to wobble, then rises higher –Till her besmeared mouth, sated on sheep’s blood,Is thrown down to earth and lands underfoot.Her baleful breath was stopped up and broken,her trafficking stuffed down her gullet to throttleher weary and obstinate long dying sigh.
The victrix of the Lord’s legion exults,and Queen Faith heartens the thousands of martyrsShe has gathered against the foe. In praise,She crowns with flowers the strong allies madeAnd orders them robed in flaming red-purple.